Bottom Surgery Woes 

It sounds like a really frustrating process. What works for me in situations where I'm waiting for things to fall into place is reminding myself that it'd totally out of my control. There's a real freedom in just saying "it will happen when it happens." Best of luck.

I definitely fee for you there. It's like, you want to do this thing but you have to wait on other people, on fate, on external circumstance...

Not judging. Just thought you should know.