I just want some of these songs to never end. Like riding peak euphoria; when it stops, your high is suddenly gone, leaving you back where you began- bored, depressed, and empty.
I used to have a friend that liked this type of music. I never understood why. He called me a "normie" for listening to "conventional" music. I have finally learned to have an appreciation for this. It is atmospheric. And it almost seems to trigger raw emotions, sometimes uncomfortable ones. And sometimes conflicting ones. Sometimes too many conflicting emotions at once. It is sometimes stressful (for me) to listen to it because it is too much at once, but I can understand now how the lonely and forgotten that want to experience feeling after being numb for so long find this type of music attractive. And to all of you out there, be kind to yourself. Get through the day, because tomorrow might be better. I love you all.
They and not entirely, sewerslvt was an artistic project between them and her best friend who commited su. Just cynthoni@iMAKErandomMUSICiGUESS One did music, other did the concepts/art if you're wondering.
While alot of your music has a bit of a depressive aesthetic, I always feel a feeling of hope, that things will get better, that I can do it. While I look back, Ive could've done things differently and had better results. But through all the mistakes I've made, I've learnt and I've grown; and as long as I'm not dead there is always tomorrow. While I probably haven't taken the best path, the path Ive taken is my own and I will do the best I can to walk it.
When I found you the other day Jvnko, at first, I thought to myself: "who is this?" And so, I took a step forward and suddenly fell in a rabbit hole of emotions through sound, Drum and Bass and Visuals which made me stare at my screen for 30 minutes. Your sound feels like you put every emotion on the table without any restraint, no matter how dark it could be. I just want you to know, your never alone as this sound of yours has connected you with all of these people in a similar way. Thank you for just being yourself, there's nothing more Any of us could ask for. I Love you, Jvnko.
@@TJ-jk4ut ok I will check it out. I don't necessarily love that kind of music, I just really like Sewerslvt's music. DnB stuff is great. But I will listen to it.
@@dinoman6123 Exactly bro, none of this is talent, talent is so marginal in the grand scheme of things. This all comes from hard work, passion, and dedication to the craft. People should stop calling other peoples hard work 'talent' when it's actually much deeper than that.
This has been one of my favorite Slvt remixes for a couple years! Makes sense that Bring Me the Horizon decided to collab after a banger like this, it's well deserved!
Always find myself coming back here for a walk down memory lane, can't help but feel a sense hope and dread in jvne's songs. Just remember *jvnko loves you and so do I. be safe, okay?*
@@raredash6057 a joke to you maybe, but a joke can hurt the artists feeling. Compare it to a artists who spends hours and hours on a painting, and then just calling it "some lines of paint". That hurts the artist and makes him think that's his time was wasted. Think before you comment please. Jvnko spent a lot of time on this, it's a lot more than just some noise. Jvnko sees these comments.
@@deadpanpancake yoo chill haha, I know they put work into this, but not everybody will love your work and that's fine, you can't expect to never be criticized, she might not even care about the comment and you out here doing this shit, cmon bruh
After all this time, I know. It was me. I was the one who would fix me, and I was the only one who ever could Take care of yourself, no else can do it like you
I come here to disassociate, or when I'm down. Today is my birthday, and yet the dread is still inescapable. I cry into the void, knowing I won't get a response, but hoping that I'll finally feel something. I can't keep going on day by day like this. I wonder when things will change, or be able to change.
Most days I feel like this especially lately, but if I can encourage you in any way I would recommend you to seek support from someone, I know professional support can be difficult in some ways but a friend or a family member can also help a lot. You're not alone
the dark hole is deep and it can take ages to get out to the light, but it will come. from personal experience,i know how awful the feeling of emptiness,worthlessness and so many other feelings is like. i’m always here and if you can reach out to anyone about it,please do. it may not seem like it won’t do anything but talking to someone can help. sending love and hugs ❤️
Oh fuck, chemo emo you're here. Pleasant surprise to say the least. Honestly some of the stuff you've written in bootlegboys comments have helped me a lot. And I'd just like to personally thank you for it.
This song is actually AMAZING. The lyrics are so powerful and the way sewerslvt took it and remixed it gives so much more raw emotion then in the original. This is genuinely one of the best songs I've heard in a while.
Ah yes, this was just the thing I needed, i have a weird depressive mood everyday late night, until 2 am, some time where I can lament or just think about my life. I love doing this with some songs, and yours are always the right choice. Ik it's bad for my health, but that's the best part.
Often times when you feel depressed you'll find that it is because you are tired, at least it's sometimes just nice if you can convince yourself that nothing is wrong.
It actually is not. like think about it. If you tried to listen to this to go to bed it would not put you to sleep it would keep you awake and that is what a late night aesthetic would be. So you are just wrong
What doesn't kill you Makes you wish you were dead Got a hole in my soul growing deeper and deeper And I can't take One more moment of this silence The loneliness is haunting me And the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up It comes in waves, I close my eyes Hold my breath and let it bury me I'm not OK and it's not alright Won't you drag the lake and bring me home again Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down? Save me from myself Don't let me drown Who will make me fight? Drag me out alive? Save me from myself Don't let me drown What doesn't destroy you Leaves you broken instead Got a hole in my soul growing deeper and deeper And I can't take One more moment of this silence The loneliness is haunting me And the weight of the worlds getting harder to hold up It comes in waves, I close my eyes Hold my breath and let it bury me I'm not OK and it's not alright Won't you drag the lake and bring me home again Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down? Save me from myself Don't let me drown Who will make me fight? Drag me out alive? Save me from myself Don't let me drown 'Cause you know that I can't do this on my own 'Cause you know that I can't do this on my own 'Cause you know that I can't do this on my own Who will fix me now? Who will fix me now? Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down? Save me from myself Don't let me drown
It's been exactly two years since this song was released and it has really helped me through a lot. I am now used to come here and relax during hard times, to relieve myself from stressful experiences, to space out with my mind or to have a moment of peace before facing my problems. Thank you a lot.
Listened to this song literally almost all last month, never has a song perfectly showed how I feel in my life. Just constantly felt pressure and stress to the point I couldn't take it and nothing I could do about it in my position. The chaos the song brings just felt natural to me because that's what it feels like, and felt hopeless to the point I wanted to have it reach that bitter end. Drinking and getting high almost each night because the only thing that made me feel slightly better if at all. Just took one day drinking and getting high around my friends and snapped. Don't know what I even said that night but everyone says I'd talk about blowing my head off with a gun repeatedly like every 10 minutes. I said how much I hated everything from people's problems, to suicide, work, and fucking love the worse of them all. Love, reason for everything is love. What's even love anyway? People will end it all for love, people will go insane for it, and people will drag thier lives into hell for love..and I'm guilty of that myself it's the reason I got in this situation in the first place. And while be it was chaotic I did play this song that night and everyone said it was easily the worst part saying how much I relate and how I wish I could fade away just like the song and die. Regardless where I end up all I know is that this song is forever going to be part of my life and I will forever love this song.
I could write something deep trying to explain why my life is a mess and i can't find the happiness but this tears won't let me holy shit what a song. The most beautiful thing I've ever listened to.
if... you people wondering... where the last part of the sound come from or sampled... I unfotunately discovered that it was from Run The Gauntlet Site, titled "Escape artist drowns failing to escape new trick" don't ask me why i do the Gauntlet Challenge i'm just curious ok! i was completely in fear that there's something familiar with the audio, i checked to this song again and play the last part and to my surprised, it's the same sample from that video... this is completely make sense because the title of this song is :Drown: so it's obvious that what you hear on the last part is not about something of a rummage, but rather a splashing water from someone that tries to escape but failed, leading to their death... i fucking please you all to not search it, i know this gauntlet challenge is dumb but at the same time i can't believe that i coincidentally found where the last part of the audio was sampled from...
just thought I’d say this real quick The video you’re talking about is actually fake Some idiot changed the whole title making it seem she drowned from a failed escape trick, it’s actually originally from a porno and she survived anyway
This ends my day with an exhausting and heavy blast. Theres not much to say other than thanks. From the bottom of my heart. I dont know what i'd be without your music you majestic slvt.
Damn boss, fantastic work as always. Also, you've proven you can handle lyrics really well. Cannot wait to see what you've got next, will listen to this and everything else for months to come
This is quite possibly my favorite remix you’ve composed so far. I would absolutely buy this track if it was on iTunes in a heartbeat. Amazing job, Jvnko! ✌️💖
This music has been helping me out since I haven't been able to see my friends in two months and I haven't really had any human interaction with all this Thank you for making music