Counting days, counting days Since my love up and got lost on me And every breath that I've been takin' Since you left feels like a waste on me I've been holding on to hope That you'll come back when you can find some peace 'Cause every word that I've heard spoken Since you left feels like a hollow street I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mind But I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behind Oh my lord, oh my lord, I need you by my side There must be something in the water 'Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold ya You'd keep my head from going under Maybe I, maybe I'm just being blinded By the brighter side Of what we had because it's over Well there must be something in the tide I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mind But I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behind Oh my lord, oh my lord, I need you by my side There must be something in the water 'Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold you You'd keep my head from going under Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh It's your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in And I'm tired of being so exhausted Your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in Even though I'm nothing to you now Even though I'm nothing to you now There must be something in the water 'Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold you You'd keep my head from going under There must be something in the water 'Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold you You'd keep my head from going under
This song hits home for me...loved so many people but never been loved myself...until 3 months that us, I met a girl that actually cares yet I'm broken...she loves me for who I am but I still feel as If she could have better, yet she stays and I still mess up but she still sticks with me...saving me...helping me and giving me hope. Thank you for this song, and to those of you like me. Sad and depressed...don't give up, we will all make it through this
i miss all three of you. i never spent enough time with you. how did all of you get taken away from me at 13, 12 and 9 years old? i miss you guys so much. i cry myself to sleep every night. it’s been a month and two days, 3 minutes. please come back. show me your with me. i need help. i can’t concentrate on life. why out of everyone, did it have to be you guys. i always pushed you away with my own problems never listened to your helpful meaningful suggestions. i was so selfish. i hate myself. i wish i could’ve been taken instead of you. your two brothers and sister need you. your parents need you. cousins everyone. i need you. nobody understands how i feel. they always say ‘i’m so sorry, i understand.’ the don’t understand! they never will. why didn’t i ever spend enough time with you? why? why couldn’t i see you one last time. i wanted to have a few more memories atleast. when we went on that holiday together, i remember all the memories we had. swimming in the reef, going out to dinner, sitting on the kids table with the parents on the other. hanging out in the hotels rooms for no absolute reason, rescheduling our flight a day later to stay with you guys. everyday, i wish it’s a dream. i hope that this is all a nightmare, i will wake up, think your gone, check the news, all of the storys of you gusy are gone, i call one of you and you answer. i re-read our texts angie. i found a photo of u saying u look so ugly and i said no u don’t! then i sent an even uglier photo of me! you always backed me up. sienna, you were the most amazing little girl ever. you always had the most wonderful heart and the cutest face ever. your hair always reminded me of mine at your age. the curls and friz, i wish i could see you again. i never really talked to you antony, but i still miss you. i hope your playing games with kobe and winning all of them. i wish, only wish, that i could’ve said a goodbye. that stupid drunk driver. if you only walked 2 seconds later, you wouldn’t have been gone from everyone’s lives. we are all heartbroken. i know you hate seeing us like this, but we can’t help it. your little brothers don’t fully know what’s happening right now, i pray that when they realise, they don’t fall into depression and bad anxiety like a have. i’m so sorry for your sister. she misses you guys so much. i don’t know how she is gonna carry on. your parent’s, they both miss you so much. they all love you. i’m sorry i couldn’t attend your futurel. i wouldn’t be able too. i think i would have an anxiety attack if i did. i hate myself. i went to school the day that everyone was attending it. worse thing is. i smiled. i’ve been smiling since you guys’ve passed away. i hate that i do that. it feels wrong. i’m such an idiot. i love you guys so much. you deserved way better. love, olivia xx
Ur story is rlly sad , sorry fr ur loss , but crying doesn't always help the ones u lose always need ur help pray for them i am pretty sure they can hear u and they love u , i know it is hard not to cry , but we all have to try this is life , it is unfair , we always lose the ones we love .
i hate strangers, i dont wanna meet anyone anymore, ive been betrayed and hurt enough i dont wanna go through it again, im perfectly happy with everyone i know right now, im very thankful for them, im so glad ive found people like them.
Im sorry im never good enough for any of you. Maybe its a sign to give up or maybe your just sticking around because you dont want to be the reason i gave up. I wish i was better for you but i know i can never be that for you or for me. I want help but you wont give me any and Im sorry im not the perfect person you want me to be. - To my mom, classmates and teachers
im pretty sure u can it just takes time and hard work u just gotta belive u can positive mindsets can do great things in ur life u just gotta be patient or thats what i like to think im preety sure u can do it
I feel with you, I feel the same way damn it too. And I'm sick of it! I can't go on ... I'm always there for everyone, but in the end I get hated for something I didn't do.. is there another reason to live? I think so .. but at the moment everything is shit. I screw up everything and can't be the nice and wonderful girl everyone wants ... this time is past. I'm sorry mom, dad, teacher and my "friends" .. i will never be the way you want me to be.
@@celibebo3273 I posted this during a dark time in my life. But last night I went through something traumatic because I'm friend felt that no one cared for him and he tried to end his own life. I cried for hours. So just remember someone out there does care. And if you ever need someone to talk to I'm here to listen.
Everyone who feels sad just remember you'll get through it because we have been worst. Everyone tough roads leads to beautiful destination. So breath and take one step at a time and let's get out from the dark side. If you want someone to talk to I'm here or talk with someone who's ready to listen
old me, i’m glad to tell you that you’ve improved and became a better person, and followed your dreams. however, there is a lot of hate and sadness on your journey. old me, i am sorry for what you have to go through alone, i really am. but keep going, because one day your gonna make a change. i promise you.
I'm happy, well that is what everyone else thinks. I have a good life now. But that doesn't change that i always think about my past; verbally abused, brought into a home of drugs, arguing 24/7, got lied to, and all of this was from my own dad and so called "Step Mother" I always thought that it was all 'Normal'. My friends realized I wasn't okay. But my dad didn't care, or at least show that he cared. I had to lie to my mom about certain situations, because i didn't want to get my dad in 'trouble.' And this all went on for 6 years. SIX!!! But now everything has changed, I live with my mom, and have the best step dad in the world, he is the best father figure I could ask for. But it hurts me still to this day because i have little siblings, in foster care, and i'm in a home with my mom and they are with people they don't know.. My family says "its not your fault" but it is my fault because i didn't tell anyone that was really going on in my life.. I would go to school everyday with a smile on my face. But i felt like shit. And i really really feel bad for anyone that goes through this/ has gone through this. Its painful, exhausting, and heart breaking. Nobody knows how much pain I go through.
I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you when you needed me and I know we will meet again some day I miss you and I feel like I failed and I should of been there for you when you were alive
me knowing my family completely hates me because they think i'm gay and because i'm not open enough with them but how can i be open with y'all if all y'all do is yell at me and tell me how useless i am and how worthless i am and how i should act more like a woman...they tell me no man is gonna want me if i don't know how to provide for them and cook and clean...the stereotypes they put on me that i have to please a man to be a woman...idk how i'm supposed to live like this but i'm just gonna have to wait it out and battle through until i can leave
I had a lesson horse, her name was Reba. She was the most beautiful mare I had ever met, the most special bond I had had with a horse ever. I haven’t seen her for months. I miss her so much.😭 We kind of split after I had a bad fall, but she was always my best friend.
"I've been told I've been told to get you off my mind, but I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behind." Reminds me of a friendship that I had to let go of. 😔
I hate myself. I love a boy but he cheated on me and i so dumb i forgive him because i love him. I hate him because i love him but we want to try our relationship again. But i want to start to trust him. I need help
Peace of advice love It's pretty normal to love a boy that hurt you, in fact I still love someone but it's been 3 years. He's not worth your love and time. Even though I'm a stranger on the internet but you're amazing,kind,loving and so many more things💕. You should try to get over him and get someone whose loyal and isn't going to waste your time. Love you❤️
Its kinda crazy how we where bestfriends bro, we facetimed every night, everyday texted all the time, passed together at hockey, had inside jokes, always would hangout :,) But then one day.. he just left. He stopped texting... I would try to text him but he would leave me on read.. he wouldnt answer my facetimes and at hockey completly started ignoring me. And all I do all day is wonder.. what did I to make him just disapear like that? but its okay ill be fine :,)
yall saying shit so imma join Theres a Girl at school, beautiful face,eyes,smile, and the best laugh and personality. im kinda jealous of her. I wanna be the pretty gurl who people adore. Im noth the thinniest or have heaps of confidence but she inspires me, school re starts in 2 weeks so in that time im going to try my best to work on myself
hey im late asf but just know that you dont have to change who you are just be true to urself ok ofc idk ur circumstances but yk, don't feel the need to be someone else, especially if it's for other people, you never know you could be someone else's "pretty girl"
Dear Hanni, I know it was for our own good that you left. And mine too. But I don’t know what to do with all my feelings without you here. I feel alone, abandoned, unloved. I just want your familiar scent, I want to cry in your arms as we watch American Horror Story together. I want to sit by the creek and just talk. I want to go to a park and bike as fast as we can until we can’t bike anymore. I want you.
Counting days, counting days Since my love up and got lost on me And every breath that I've been takin' Since you left feels like a waste on me I've been holding on to hope That you'll come back when you can find some peace 'Cause every word that I've heard spoken Since you left feels like a hollow street I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mind But I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behind Oh my lord, oh my lord, I need you by my side There must be something in the water 'Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold ya You'd keep my head from going under Maybe I, maybe I'm just being blinded By the brighter side Of what we had because it's over Well there must be something in the tide I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mind But I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behind Oh my lord, oh my lord, I need you by my side There must be something in the water 'Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold you You'd keep my head from going under Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh It's your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in And I'm tired of being so exhausted Your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in Even though I'm nothing to you now Even though I'm nothing to you now There must be something in the water 'Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold you You'd keep my head from going under There must be something in the water 'Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold you You'd keep my head from going under
Counting days, counting days Since my love up and got lost on me And every breath that I've been takin' Since you left feels like a waste on me I've been holding on to hope That you'll come back when you can find some peace 'Cause every word that I've heard spoken Since you left feels like a hollow street I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mind But I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behind Oh my lord, oh my lord, I need you by my side There must be something in the water 'Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold ya You'd keep my head from going under Maybe I, maybe I'm just being blinded By the brighter side Of what we had because it's over Well there must be something in the tide I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mind But I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behind Oh my lord, oh my lord, I need you by my side There must be something in the water 'Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold you You'd keep my head from going under Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh It's your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in And I'm tired of being so exhausted Your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in Even though I'm nothing to you now Even though I'm nothing to you now There must be something in the water 'Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold you You'd keep my head from going under There must be something in the water 'Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold you You'd keep my head from going under
