this song is so dark and deep. As a person who's been through "very dark days" i can say, that i relate to the song, but i relate to dazai aswell. Anyone would in my case and other cases. I do feel sad that he wants to you know... But hey, atleast he wants to do double that, until he finds someone it will be long. Also, if you're suffering from depression or any other mental disorder, please seek help. If you don't think it will work, it will. Turn your life around and make it brand new! (I promise things will get better and im a living proof that they will, be one that inspires and helps out and be a living proof with me.) Best of luck and happy new year! Edit: Oh my, It's been 2 years. I made a decision of going into hiding back then and hid for awhile. Due to circumstances. Shit's been hard and honestly, it always goes back around to the same thing eitherway. I know I said that it gets better and everything, it does for a bit but it goes back to how it was again. And that's okay. It happens. We struggle, but we are strong. You all are strong. I hope y'all are doing well. Seeking help can be hard, which is why you should find people that you can trust wholeheartedly. It might take some time to find said people, but you will eventually. I believe in you all
Well you see, I'd like to change my life but I'm to tired to do that right now I just laugh it of as always Dazai is someone who i relate to too It would be nice to be able to talk to him... It's impossible tho...
Thank you! I really admire people like you, because i know how much is hard, and seeing that it's actually possible to go through all this give me more hope. In my case, i don't search for help anymore because i tried it for many years and it ended up a litle worse, but i really do want to be happy and keep going on, so i will do my best. Hope you are doing well, happy new year✨ (btw, sorry for my english, i really need to practice it. )
But it's funny. I thought calling for help won't help and get even worse at the beginning. But my friends who understand me told my parents since I was not brave enough to do it. Unfortunately, my parents don't even care about it. I told them I wanted to see a doctor and let them see my cuts that I hurted myself. I even tried doing different tests about depression in different websites before. I told them all, all I got is a laugh. They said I am just 11 years old. Kids won't get depressed. They clicked into one of the tests website and they said the website is fake because they are "depressed". I can't be helped, anymore. Even the ones that I trust the most, love the most,my parents, are even worse than my friends. Maybe you would say I am just pretending to be poor, but I literally gave up. Imagine you are stuck in a trap or disaster and you can't go out. You called your best friends or parents to help you get out but they laughed at you and think you are joking. At last, death is waiting you. You don't have a choice. No one is going to save you. All you can do is to give up and wait for death, right? And I, I mean us, is trapped in our heart by fear, depression, stress and suffering. But we are all still here, so don't give up, at least.
This got me thinking what if one day Dazai actually suceeded in committing suicide. I mean everyone in ADA will be sad, but what I’m worried about is Atsushi, I think he is the one mostly affected by Dazai’s death, I mean who wouldn’t be heavily affected and who would not be experiencing depression if the one that saved them dies?? Atsushi will then be depressed and sad again, it’ll take hard efforts to make him happy again, he would start self harming, sure he got the tiger’s healing powers but still it would at least hurt him, knowing Atsushi, he’d bottle up the feelings inside of him until he can’t hold it anymore. This is why I don’t like how they portray Dazai’s suicide attempts in the anime; only something he does when he’s bored, because it’s obvious that it doesn’t seem to be the case with Dazai. I just hope that if Dazai dies, it’s not because of that, because I know that no enemy will be able to kill Dazai, I mean look at the Dead Apple movie and you’ll know. Edit: God this animation is so beautiful and sad at the same time, I never thought an animation can make me cry, but here I am crying.
life loves him too much for that like did you ever see someone jumping of a reallyyyyy long building and after be intac or someone that try t drown therself countless time or eat a poisson mushroom and be ok after the dude loved by life i swear
i think i saw it somewhere (probably on my ig) there is a line idk from which book/volume but im sure its from novel I tried my best to recall that post its a scene where Atsushi recall/dreaming , he asked “ Dazai-san why do you wish to die ?” Dazai replied “ I want.... ” i think the second verse is like Atsushi is there but Dazai is far million light afar to understand edit : I've checked my ig and still couldn't it
@@waffleisnice isnt it morie who said '' why is it you wish to die'' and he respond with something like '' lets turn that question around, is there really any value int his thing we call living''
@@elise-chan9174 Probably because the uploader writes in English, like most of this video's audience. It's the universal language, unlike Portuguese, which few people use in comparison. You aren't going anywhere being so rude.
I love the amount of editing that was used in this. the art is very cute and the amount of effort that was put into this video despite of being 57 seconds long is just amazing.
hi,, just gonna:: this is the video that got me into bsd,, like,, the reason i started watching it and honestly it changed,, a lot about me like,,, i met a bunch of people who liked it as well and that also shaped my personality and who i am / what l look like today,;,,,,, so yeah!!! thank you for!!! making this!! it helped me a lot !!
I hadn’t seen the anime yet when I first saw this video, but it was so good I thought it was the opening. So I was really surprised when I saw the opening wasn’t this. Your are so talented!
This is PERFECT!! How are you so underrated?! Well, anyways, I'm 100% SURE that you'll get the recognition you deserve by making this amazing videos!!!!
The edit is soo ncie i mayne watched 5 times it is so good the edting it deserves more than 23k views snd s million viewthat sure took long time im gonna sub
How many times have I watched this? Um.......Idrk all I know is a lot also I found this in a reaction video I just forgot the person who made it and I saw it on my recommended on incognito and no regrets
