Going through a health challenge, so haven’t been myself. Instead of having support that I need, my husband made a comment how I’m never content, always with this face and as much as I held it in, because I’m not a crier, I felt this need to just burst. 😞 I would never react that way towards him or anyone I care about in a situation like this, and it truly broke me.
Ive been living through a generational curse , im 65 im very very tired , alone , sick and broke. Ending your life is something that may need to be considered. Just lacking the courage to pull the trigger. Universe has never failed in dissapointing me.
I am very sorry Marion but please don't pull the trigger. Things may seem dark right now but you will see the light of dawn soon. Have faith. There is a reason you've been put here on this planet.
So true, I made a decision in my life that I expected support from, only to be not given that. But I have to do what I have to do. It’s getting better now thankfully! Thank you for the validation! 🤗
A family member doesn't want to have much to do with me. She limits the time I can see her and the Grandkids. I know she's not in a great place herself but she's been pulling back for a year and at least I recognized that. She'll have her tower moment and come back for help. I've helped her for over 8 years and now she can't be bothered. She thinks she's living the dream.