i literally can't even bring myself to listen to CBL again :( it's too good, and it defined my awakening so much that any mention of it takes me right back to the best place i was mentally. and since i'm so low now, listening to it would feel like a waste unless my consciousness was at it's highest - but i don't know if i'll ever get back there. it's been so long since my mind truly felt connected to this earth :'(
are peak experiences not available to you now? if for whatever reasons they arent, you could try an approach that works on a smaller scale: ask yourself what you could do right now, that you would do, that would make you feel more connected/more fulfilled? let it be small if thats what it is. if you keep doing it, the small things add up. thats what im trying anyway. i recognised what you said, for me, the album was hydroponic garden. all the best my friend.
Небольшое уточнение: эта музыка ни о чëм именно для вас... Кто-то скажет, что она шедевральна... Так что вопрос качества этой музыки (как и любой другой, впрочем) - это всего лишь вопрос личного отношения... Субъективизм... Поэтому ничьë мнение не имеет никакого значения - ни мнение того, кто скажет, что это шедевр, ни ваше...