Hate ( by Cat Power/Chan) was one of my favorite songs. My father sexually and physically abused me as a young child, and my mother's resentment was all I knew. I tried so hard to be a good person, kind to myself and others with a deep faith in God/Higher power, but deep down I hated myself. I was grieving so badly, and in so much pain. I didn't know how to love myself until I found Thich Nhat Hanh's teachings and also began to incorporate shamanism in my life). In zen (thich nhat hanh) they have sanghas- small groups of people practicing zen mediation techniques- where you can go to express what's on your heart, your true feelings- to others who do not give advice, but instead listen deeply, with faith you will make it out and be ok. I'm indebted to Chan for speaking her soul, her truth resonated with me and allowed me to find peace with who I am truly, deep down, so I could relax and truly begin to heal. I love you all.
Making meta look simple. 💗 I swear to garsh: I will extinguish this bad case of agoraphobia I've had the last 6 years when you play Chicago next, (unless I have to move back to Tucson because arthritis and the temptation of a psych team that already understands how autism, diagnosed at 35, and C-PTSD intersect, and react to each other, and vice-versa and sometimes the sirens of logos whisper their siren songs, sewn from fresh sea kelp, and of lavender-hued raw logic, and secrets that tell the stories of how the dry heat is SO good for pain, and needing a support network, and how even if I don't have family since I'm a queer and my mother really committed to being an evangelical xtian when I was 14 (so, 1995) and i mistakenly thought her love would be stronger than her hate by "trusting god" and coming out as a baby lesbian despite grave misgivings, but she disowned me anyway, kicking me out 2 days after my HS graduation and all she's done since 1999 is kidnap me once when I was 19 and repeatedly fuck up my credit by taking out numerous loans in my name and not paying them back, because Mom has my original birth certificate and social security card lol.) Anyway, yeah, I'm gonna ditch the agoraphobia and come see a cat power show, sure enough, if ever an occasion surfaces to see a show of yrs 💗 something absurd always happens, but i swear to garsh, i'll do this.
I really like the sentiment of Unhate, but I prefer the voice undistorted by effects. To me it's like putting mud in honey, or something like that! I just think she's a great natural singer so no need for it. Just my thoughts on the matter.
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