This is the only place I can find this song, and trust me I've downloaded hundreds of MP3 downloaders on android, itunes doesn't even have it. I hope this song stays on youtube forever, I tend to come back to listen to this song once or twice every few years. My ex-girlfriend used to listen to this song everyday, multiple times so I guess it kinda stuck and reminds me of her. She was a heroin addict and I tried to understand but unfortunately, I had to leave her. She was very beautiful too but sad. I always think of her when I listen to this. This song is a rare gem indeed, can't find it anywhere else.