My testimony also miracle too! I scold the most Christian and pastors. A person like me, how can I become a devoted Christian now? Because God touches my stubborn arrogant heart! I have only one and only one God which is our almighty God Jesus!Prophet Jo. Amen.
I have traveled the same road, at my wits end, all God ever wanted was for me to accept him and believe in him, all will be well and that is what exactly happened, all that i lost, i got back and much more. All you need to do is to open your heart and let him in, No need to burn joss sticks, or candles or any thing, its between you and him, its personal, no need to show others that you believe in him, just do it yourself and witness him and his work in front of your eyes. Believe me, he is always beside you, he never left you since birth, all you need to do is notice him, he will be there when you pass. Praise him and his glory.
i'm a free thinker , all these issues he brought up is a matter of self discipline and self love nothing to do with supernaturals. Knowing how to think from a young age is called wisdom