chapter 1: ashleigh 

Aww I'm getting bullied too so I know what it feels like. I love this❤

I’m literally in tears right now... I’ve experienced and still am currently experiencing the exact same things you’ve gone through & still are going through. I’m SO SORRY 💔 Please always remember that you are loved and you are wanted . Even though it may seem like it’s not true. Believe me it is. You are a wonderful amazing guy and I want you to know that. This really brought me to tears because I could feel your pain.. and again I’m so sorry 😭💔 Please never give up!

You are here to live a purpose. Your purpose is to live the life you love. People can say so much shit to us about how we look, what we do, but you know what? It’s none of their god damn business how we live our life. but just remember choosing suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem, because Things change, people leave, people move on, we move on, and you know what, the sun comes out and we are happier for it. We move on because it doesn’t benefit us, or it no longer phases us. You’re strong for what you’ve gone through and you hold a strong platform. Continue to love yourself and be happy. God doesn’t put you on this earth wanting you to be unhappy, so live a happy life and always know that you’ve got so much support that out weighs the hate. 💙

I been bully a lot in my life and I hated my body and I been judge a lot on my look by other gays and straight guys and others. I tired killing myself more then 20 time cause no one understand how much my feeling have been hurt and lost myself to the point where I left to be alone and clear my mind and told myself I can’t let all that get me down and I started to not care what other people’s say and I let go a lot of friends that did not accept me and I only had one friend that accept me. I started to be more strong by telling my family’s I’m gay and it was hard for me to do but my family’s accept me.

Fuck, I'm crying......