CHENDA - idontevenknowmyself 

I came across this image in my folder when I was getting the upload ready. I thought the lyrics of the song were oddly perfect for Jonas from Dark. What do you guys think? If you haven't seen the series I highly recommend it!

Came here for Jonas, stayed for the music

i showed this music to my mother, now she is my daughter

Title : “I don’t even know myself” Jonas on the wallpaper : “Me too...”

couldn't resist myself from clicking after seeing *Jonas* in the thumbnail.

Dark is the best netflix series ever and the ending was mind blowing

DARK would surely go down in history as one of the best Webseries ever produced 🤧🤧♥️

From the first second I could hear the EDEN influence. Loving it

Jonas 😭 this song is beautiful. His voice gives me chills.

Thanos: I'm inevitable. Jonas: Hold my yellow jacket.

The image is from the German Netflix series "Dark"

Man Dark was a masterpiece and this song fits it perfectly

Wow, I'm actually early for once. Love the image from Dark though, fits this song pretty well.

I don't even know myself Me neither, sheepy. Me neither

'Wir passen perfekt zusammen. Glauben nie etwas anderes' Thank you Sheepy!

LYRICS How do I grow so fast in this dark world? Everything I've worked with down the drain Is this what I'm meant for? I'm shaking every time we talk I'm quaking, just can't seem to stop Away from all the mistakes that create wars With the people I don't know And they say [Chorus] I'm falling I'm falling just to give you help I'm crawling I don't even know myself [Drop] [Verse] Who was I in my past life? Did I not or did I lie? Did I lie one too many times? Who am I? Who am I in this made up world? Do I even have a purpose? Underneath the rising surface I stay here, I stay here [Bridge] Being 18 is all I wanted But now it just seems so wrong Oh It seems so wrong [Chorus] I'm falling I'm falling just to give you help I'm crawling I don't even know myself [Drop] (Ooh) (Ooh) ([?]) ([?]) [Outro] (Ooh) (Ooh)

“people are peculiar creatures. all their actions are driven by desire, their characters forged by pain”

His cracking voice gets me so good lmfaoo

voice cracks on point

D A R K Is...one of the best series of all time and parallel universes ❤️

This world has been getting even more dark and getting more fucked up ever since my daughter passed away. Excuse my language. Daddy WILL be with you again Sweet Pea. I'll never give up on trying to hold you again and hear you say I love you daddy. I'm doing my best to make you proud Ember...💙 Thanks Mr Suicide Sheep. This song is gold.

Reminds me of Eden in the fact that he keeps all the pretty imperfections of his voice in the song and it adds to the songs beauty and emotion so much

*Jonas suits this wonderful song soooo well!!* 😍

Dark

DARK DARK DARK

First thought seeing this on my recommended, "wtf, is that Jonas"

We are the sum of our lives and our decisions from that. If you don't understand what you are, you simply want to be more than you currently are, which means you're idealizing the impossible. You can grow and progress, but you sir, are human. Either endure it or not, nobody cares. We are a sum total of our ability to do things and nothing more. Rick said it best. Nothing matters and nobody means anything. If you sit there asking questions about everything, you're only going to find more questions like everyone else who did. Philosophy is a dead field full of professors teaching people to be professors.

The voice crack he does sends chills yo...

THUMBNAIL BROUGHT ME HERE 🤩

Me: (notices Jonas in the thumbnail) let's go! Edit: is everyone here for the same reason?(thanks for the likes BTW)

original title: i dont even know myself... oh and hi

Dark in one of the best and most confusing series out there.

Let's go xChenda!!!

who else is here after seeing Jonas face in the thumbnail who feels like rewatching DARK

nice song and nice artwork!

Very nice... Dark

'We're a perfect match, never belive anything else' 💔

Decided to watch Dark after hearing this song.Still on S2 Ep3.Loving it so far...

this song is literally made for the series DARK Poor Jonas - this drawing is amazing and articulates so much emotion

Everyone: omg! Jonas! Me: *came because of sheepy* who now? O.o Edit: the uneven voice makes me feel a certain way that even voice hasn't yet. How is that possible?

So many worlds colliding right now 🙌🏻

Everyone who watched the show and loved it becomes a huge fan and tries to convince all of the friends and family to watch it. But most of them like - eh, it's too complicated! or eh..it's not my thing. It's too this or too that... If only they knew how great this show really is... great song btw :)

Can I just give him a hug? 🥺

Music like this is why I subbed months ago. Haven't been disappointed at all.

The Image reminds me of pewdiepie when he was younger

Clicked for Jonas ngl lol. I totally just binged Dark. And the song is lovely too.

Estou amando as edições do mrsuicidesheep de agora🥰😍

The beginning is the end and the end is the beginning.

Really strong EDEN VIBES

Jonas from Dark whaaaa

The "I'm falling" just made me drop a tear for real...

I love xChenda 💙

XChenda :)

I remember when xChenda was a small producer, he literally grind so hard and noe seeing him on here is so inspiring :)

this show is incredible, it takes alot of focus to understand what the show is trying to explain, and it makes me feel good i understood what was happening in the show years before the third season came out

Every lyrics of this song feels like its me, i can't fit in this world anymore, i can't find people like me, i don't even know myself.

Wow two minutes. That's a personal best. I guess Jonas just has that effect huh. Still yet to watch season 3 tho...

The way he sings feels like he’s actually hurting from a past experience and I felt it completely.

I love this song!!!

yooooonas

Dark is underrated ngl

Honestly... I don't think I know myself either... I love the art! The song is without a doubt beyond great! Thank you Mr. Sheepy.💛🐑

Ahhhhhh Jonaaaaassss

Dark has given me life lessons tho...

thank you mrsuicidesheep for featuring my art 🖤🖤🖤 love you all

I love his voice! I think that uneven voices are extremly underrated, but they show so much more emotions and they Sound better tbh

If johnas is there , always count my view 🥂

A song that makes you reflect and question, that's a good song 👌

Neither do I sheepy. Though I probably still know myself better than anyone else

Ooooh the artwork is Jonas from the German Netflix original 'Dark'! My sister and I are about to watch the latest season soon. Haha Jonas definitely doesn't even know himself by the end of season 2. 😁 The song is nice too. 👌

the beginning is the end and the end is the beginning

I dont even know myself.. You nailed it ♥

Dark is a big win for germany

this song chorus gave me so much eden vibes, great song

Growing up to become someone different than yourself or putting up a mask to please others simply to fit in...yeah sometimes we dont know ourselves anymore 😢

you know that moment where you just see the title of a song randomly and you feel you're gonna like it? That's what this is.

this mesmerizes me to the time where the rain heavily drops and i felt bitter out of the cold yet satisfied with everything and just trying to enjoy the night

Best RU-vid channel ever! ❤️❤️❤️

such a nice song. good work.

Dark is the best sci-fi show ever made

That's a good one

This song is beautiful ❤️

Just what I needed

A work of art❤❤

oh yeah! I need to watch the third season of dark, you just reminded me😅 thank youuu

D@mn! Fall in love with that voice ❤️

JONAAAAAAAAAAS

sheepy you're the best!

@xChenda I can relate to that song very much. It echoes the uncertainty and impression of uprooting weighing on me while I'm craving for the sense of feeling at home and at peace. I'm haunted by the past and anxious about the future. I love how your lyrics look at the three dimensions of time and mirror how troubled one's identity may feel when everything is changing and unsteady. Well at least that's my reading haha. Much love, you rock! ❤️

i love it best biking music so far kepe up with the good work^^

Close your eyes, listen to his voice, it's top noch🥺👌

Hay it's Jonas!

Dark is the best T.V. show ever made and you'll never change my mind.

This hits different 🖤

Jonaassssssssss

Thank You.

Oh 😮 so beautiful 😍

Going in my favs

JONAS!!!

His voice will fix the matrix