Childhood Sexual Abuse Survivor-William 

If a child has the courage to confide in you about any abuse, it’s your highest priority for immediate action & intervention. A false alarm is better then the ramifications of lifelong trauma.

the judge seems like someone who actually cared, may his soul rest in peace

He is so fucking sweet dude. Are you kidding me!?!? I can’t believe this shit happens. I hope you gets to live in another life as the best Cub Scout in history. He deserves a greater second life

Awww the “phew” at the end got me. A sense of relief to tell his story after all this time. Thank you for the gift you gave to William, Mark. Spirituality = open and honest interaction

If you are a MOTHER who lets this go on, you’re not worthy of being a mother! Sick!

This is such a terrible childhood that started a chain of unhappiness and violence off. I have deep sympathy for William and his sister. William is a great storyteller. The codependent mother is an accomplice...It always takes an environment of the silent and ignorant for abuse...

I find it so odd that barely anyone in the comments is addressing Blanca - the 25 year old woman that slept with (abused) him when he was 12. The double standard is shocking

Why nobody talking about the judge blessing him? One in a million judge.

Heartbreaking story, childhood trauma can change the rest of your life. Protecting children should always be crucial. Blessings from Spain

Blanca, she is worst of all. knowing this boy was abused, then abused him further… so sad!

Telling your truth is so hard!..that judge was a good one...

That judge is incredible omg Jesus protect our boys and girls

What a story!!! Hope William is doing well. Thanks for making these videos.

Wow!! What an amazing judge to have done all that he did for this 12-13 year old little broken boy.

So very sad that alot of these adults were abused by adults, that were supposed to be there to protect them when they were children. 😳😕

It was good he found righteous men to balance him out…

Being a survivor of SA t definitely change your entire life and self confidence.

We have to do a better job at protecting our children.🙏🏾

thank you william for talking

Stories with these titles break my heart. Praying for you

i have no experience whatsoever with sex offenders but in my opinion they are the lowest of the low 🤬🤬🤬🤬 and should be executed period,the damage they cause is irreparable !!!! every time i see victims 99.9% of the time they end up severely messed up!!!,so not to condone murder or violence i think William did the world a favour!,i wish you the best William 👍 and i hope you can get clean 🙂.you deserve to have a chance! because the fentanyl will kill you soon 😐.

I pray for this man.

gods bless this man and thank you for getting rid of that scumbag.

My heart breaks hearing these stories.

Literally, a most the very first words out of his mouth... "My father was a great father, he was a drug dealer" SMH I wonder how many families and lives that were ruined or lost because of his "great father". He may have treated HIM well, but I think that's about all you can say about how "great" he was.

It's very interesting that so many of these interviews are from people from Ca.. Also, Mothers always know, but he is not by far the only kid that has been through these things. There are 12 step programs where he can find kindred spirits, and he should seek them out.

What an amazing man. Can’t express it enough.

I’m so sorry 😢

This was painful to watch I pray for you Sir . May you find peace in life sending healing vibes.

William is so intelligent. I love hearing about his aspirations

I really wish I could clip the guy who drugged and r@ped me for 2 years as a 14 - 17 year old. It took a lot from me and I acquired a lot of bad habits I've been working to get rid of. Clean from hard drugs for 19yrs sober from Alcohol for 12yrs and I'm 460 days clean today from Opiate pain pills but I'm in a bad way. I'm very upset because I couldn't get the medication I needed and I even saved and tried to sell my Funko Pops and nobody serious answered the ad so I am honestly just questioning everything. I don't want to use pills or hard drugs and I don't want to drink either. I just really need the medication. My right leg and now my right arm are all swollen and I can't figure out why. I'm on long term antibiotics for my prostate which will probably kill me maybe even before the H1N1 Vaccine Damage will. I'm really having a bad time and nothing seems to help. I feel lost. If there is a God wht does he want me to feel this way? What have I done so wrong that I don't deserve to treat myself with the best possible medication for my condition? I'm always in perpetual withdrawl as well because I'm trying to get clean from Diazepam and am tapering down 7.5mg a day rather than just the 0.5mg titration I'm supposed to do per month. I'm doing all this "work" and in the end it just doesn't matter and nobody really cares. I only see my parents twice a year. I haven't seen my extended family in years. My life is always sad and I've been thru so much shit in my short 38 years of existence in this life and I can honestly say I really hope I just don't wake up one of these mornings. I'm ready to throw in the towel. Life sucks. Bad things happen to good people.

This is the kind of damage that can never be repaired

Man.... One hell of a judge👨‍⚖️. Thank you for sharing your story

Im sorry this happened to you.. William,,God Loves You And So Do I 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️❤️

HELLAVU STORY THAT TOOK A SLOT COURAGE TO TELL 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍💪💪💪💪💪💪💪👌👌👌👌👌👌👌💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

Wow what a story 😢 my ❤ goes out to William Wishing him the best 🙏🏻

Hi Mark....Happy New Year. Hope its a great one for you. I will pray A LOT MORE for you this yr. I don't know how you do it but if I had to guess it would be that your numb to all these stories. I don't mean it in a bad way. I say thus bc I find myself numb to crime bc I live in Philadelphia and murder death shootings rape is all you hear all day everyday. I worked in our morgue and I thank God I worked there when I did bc I don't know if I would be able to handle now a days. I give you all the credit in the world . God bless your Golden Heart.

Hi Mark, I'm a big fan of your work. Are there any updates on Rebecca?

At the end of this, I couldn't hold back my tears. Get yourself help man, my friend tried, died a week later before getting into a program. Good luck sir.

It's never too late to find yourself in Christ♥️ prayers going up🎶🎶

Thank you for sharing your story

A lot of boys are molested and its actually far more traumatic for males . One bc its not usually reported and two bc CPS does not take it seriously at all. We have our son in counseling bc of inappropriate things that have happened to him with his biological mom and older brother. Our son had a speech impediment bc of trauma and so his dad & I could not understand what happened to him. We have pd thousands to have his biological mom diagnosed. She has HPD. Still the family court system allows her to have overnight visits. As a crisis center told me " children, especially little boys are not valued or respected in America ". Sad but true. My sincere prayers for this gentleman.

THAnk YOu wIlLiAm f0r sHaReInG yOu sToRy...Sending you big safe comforting Hugs ....and blessings that you may find peace in Your life 💞🕊🙏if you havent heard of Gabor Matte William...I recommend you do ..he had a tone of videos on youtube💞

Good luck with everything! :)

My hero… he did the world A favor. So sad to rob their childhoods. They had to pay. Seems like the universe evened out the score. I salute u William and condolences for your sjsgwew

I don’t understand how a parent can just tell their kids they’re lying about SA..what child lies about SA?? They don’t even know what it is they just know they don’t like it and it hurts, it makes them feel bad about themselves. I don’t talk to my mother anymore because she never believed me. As a mother myself now if my children ever came to me with accusations like that there isn’t anything I wouldn’t do to make sure their abuser got what they deserved legal or not. no one is hurting my children and getting away with it.

William is such a great and wonderful man! Charming, funny, handsome and so smart! I loved that his story moved along 2 where he learnt about guns and then killed both of those dirty, spineless, coward ass bitches! That was fantastic! I hated how things slipped away after that! The judge was God sent, he pushed and pushed and like he said, 'he knew!' he knew this child sitting in front of him really wasn't a killer, that child took action after suffering horrendous abuse that he is still suffering from. If that judge had lived, I know William's life would have been different! But like I said William, u r smart, so start being smart and go 4 the life u always wanted, fight 4 it! U have a great lady who loves u and has stood by u, but u lapse n let her down and urself, fight 4 urself! U r my hero! U r a great person and u have changed me 4 the better! I'm sorry ur sister is no longer w u, that has 2 b awful, but so many people have seen ur story and r with u, on ur side, rooting 4 u, so I hope u know u r worth the world, u r somebody! Thank u 4 speaking and helping so many other people in so many ways! Thank u!

Thank you william, For sharing your story comma it's a powerful one and I truly hope that you Continue on your road of self discovery and healing.

I categorise abusers as worse than murderers...there are murder cases where someone snapped in a fit of recklessness, but child abusers are extremely calculated and repeat the offence for years

Hi Mark....Happy New Year. Hope its a great one for you. I will pray A LOT MORE for you this yr. I don't know how you do it but if I had to guess it would be that your numb to all these stories. I don't mean it in a bad way. I say thus bc I find myself numb to crime bc I live in Philadelphia and murder death shootings rape is all you hear all day everyday. I worked in our morgue and I thank God I worked there when I did bc I don't know if I would be able to handle now a days. I give you all the credit in the world . God bless your Golden Heart.

People who do harm to children are the most EVIL people on the planet. This is absolutely horrifying and disgusting. I wish child molesters would get the death penalty.

So many mothers refuse to believe their children. I think it's denial and they're afraid of being alone and not having the security of the pay cheque from their husband. Sickening!

I can't express how important these interviews are to a functioning society. Most people will never hear these stories or interact with these people. Last week someone told me they were tired of hearing people blame their childhood sexual abuse for their problems. I lost quite a lot of respect for that individual. But, it illustrates how important it is to get these stories out to the public. I don't think one can really understand the effects of child abuse until one sees the statistics and hears the stories.

This is so sad. Mark, you have done countless interviews where sexual abuse victims told their mothers and they did nothing. I couldn’t imagine. My heart goes out to everyone❤

I hate all mothers who think an innocent child could ever bring up and make up a story like this and lie. My mother was one of them-I beg you all to help victims of sexual abuse, open up your homes and pour into them. Sexual abuse is murder to one’s soul-it won’t go away without an act of God.

The woman he described as his first real sexual experience who told him what that guy did was wrong was also wrong... He was 12 and she was an adult

Some of us survived child abuse, Some of us never used drugs or become alchohalic but for sure something is missing forever. We feel being lost and pain never go away, just we keep going. I feel this man. Very good interview. Thank You

Men don’t share these things like women do… I’m so proud of him for speaking out against this horrible crime! My heart aches for this beautiful person! I pray that God shows him how to heal from this evil that has been done to him!

I am also a childhood sexual abuse survivor. Sending hugs to this dude.

Abusers look for single mothers. The mothers think these men are interested in them, not realizing these men were always after their kids.

The silver lining to the awful dark cloud of this man's life is that there were people in places of authority who tried to help him.

Mothers out there believe your kids when they tell you that they have been abused. These kids normally put everything on the line when they tell you something like this. They know that they probably could be beaten up, thrown to the curb,etc for doing so. They are not going to lie to you about something like this. All I have to say is UNBELIEVABLE when parents ignore something like this. All of this could have been avoided (2 murders) if his mother took the proper action that she should have taken

Not to say this with ill intent but I get anxiety watching some of these where people ramble on and on. Mark sits there for 20-40 minutes and simply ask questions…allowing people to say what they need to say and never passes judgement. Only sometimes does he redirect. This man was truly sincere at the end when he told him thank you….he took a deep breathe and said that felt good. Thank you Mark for providing all these people you interview a safe place to vomit their life stories without judgement.

I get extremely angry and sad at the same time at the effect of sexual abusers do to their abuser’s life. They destroyed it! Look at his sister. 😞 I can tell how this has always been painful, the sadness of his voice breaks me. No one deserves this.

What a truly horrifying story! I'm so disgusted by the mother's in these kind of stories. She leaves the first husband that didn't beat her, to be a with a man whose a PED! I have so much respect for this. Realizing that he does have power and agency, he rid this earth of the lowest form of human existence- PEDs! He is an exceptional man! If only every victim of this kind of trauma were as impressive as him! What a remarkable story, a true hero! The Gods only know how many children were saved due to his selfless actions! 🖤

Just heartbreaking. Wishing him healing and success.

I hope he can find closure and happiness in his later years. Children are so vulnerable 😢

Omg she took him to the doctor and doctor never alerted the DCF OR POLICE 😮😮😮 their mother is EVILLLLLL

There’s something about this guy that I love; he is honest, unpretentious and completely authentic in expressing emotions. I find your videos revelatory and transcendent. They raise my awareness and identification to a poetic level of joyous human experience. I am William and he is me. I want to kill perps and I am damaged by my past. You are doing a great service to humanity, Mark. I bless you every day.

Mark. I came back from florida last week on vacation. While boarding the plane in ft lauderale, the one flight attendant, as I walked by, said to another one, omg, I love that show. I listen to it all the time. I had my long sleeve soft white underbelly shirt on. When I was getting off the plane in cold pa, she said I love your shirt, I listen to those videos all the time! I said me too!! My morning ritual!!

For someone who allegedly had no idea, his mother's actions and alcoholism sure pointed to absolutely knowing. But I get that he can't entertain the thought at this point.

I am so angry with the mother, she is thesame as the ones who were abusing her children because she did not nothing.... and her younger brother should watch this and realize that perhaps he has a better life now because his older brother killed the person (although it was his father) who might have harmed him the same way he did to this man when he was young.

William I barely almost 7 min into your video and I wanted you to know you're not alone and that you're so brave for coming on here speaking with Mark I know you've touched countless people all over the world sharing your life's story I juss want to be able to teleport myself through my phone and give you a great big old hug that's if you'd let me I also suffered many years of abuse at my mother's R.I.P 2nd husband's , father of my youngest siblings and I am talking about every form of abuse you name it it started in the mid 70's and didn't end till the late 80's I believe I was the the literal red headed step child in my family I will never get the answers I want especially even more so now that my mother has been dead since 2019 plus whenever I do feel it's the right time ( like when is there ever a right time ) to ask certain very deep questions regarding my childhood life growing up in the same household as my eldest sister , my younger brother, and my youngest sister whenever I do bring up an event most of em don't wanna talk about it and that pisses me off royally I'm sure if I had the right amout of money to compensate them for their time they'd be willing to admit and share a lot more about our broken , toxic , dysfunctional, and abusive family well I believe I shared enough of about myself I hope you see my comment and have sometime to respond 😊 God bless you Dear fellow friend and brother in Jesus Christ you rock I wish nothing but the best for you in your lifetime God is good 👍 😊 ❤️ 💙 ☺️ 💖 1 last thing I wanted to let you know the beat thing that could ever happened for me from my mother's death is that I don't have to ever see or speak to her punk-ass no good husband for the rest of my life good riddance to him you reap what you sew 😊

I hope William reads the comments to learn that others see what a good person he is and that we want him to find the better path which he deserves. We would love to see him back in a year, clean and content with a good life. You are not your past. Please see these posts to know people care who you become in the future

"that felt good", that felt good. good luck to this dude, this story was so vulnerable it was beautiful

Wow this is such a sad beautiful story. I understand why he killed his abusers and how it brought him peace. This happens in many families, and it's swept under the rug or its the family "secret." I know the pain myself, and it takes a while to heal. He is brave to share his story with the wolrd❤️

So, this Blanca was 25 & he was 12 & she has the nerve to say it wasn't right what happened to him. So many people failed him.

One of the best interviews on this channel. Good on William for taking out his abusers. Hopefully he is now on a path of healing from all the trauma, and finding out who he really is. My heart goes out to him.

Wrapping my arms around ALL survivors❤️ Have hope for a better day, it will come. This is still a beautiful life if you make it one.

When will laws be set into place to protect children....it is ALL OF OUR RESPONSIBILITIES to protect ALL children. Parents get your shit together...children don't deserve ish like this. 🤬

I believe everything he said, It’s just mind blowing.

Thank you William for so candidly telling your story. I know you're trying to grieve your dear sister.

I wish I could be this guy's neighbor and be some kindness and stability for him.

This guy has amazing physical character! His face is very unique! I could draw, sketch and paint this guy for days!

Such a sweet man. I love the way he cared for his sister. I hope therapy can help him accept being treated well.

At about 5:45 onto video, I had to stop. I started crying and couldn't stop for around 15 minutes. Aside from myself not being on Skid Row, as my heroin addict mother was frequently, my story is quite similar to William. I was born a product of rape by one of the six men who raped my drug addled mother. My youth was basically living on the street, in churches and surviving by eating out of trash cans and such. Mother was gone months at a time. We had a "good period" when she got clean and I was about 9 years old, which didn't last. She and I ended up living in Stockton California. Living in absolute squalor, a family friend of my grandmother (was on cover of Vogue magazine back in the day and my mother is also god-daughter of Kathleen (Kit) Kennedy, which is another story). This person sent me to a summer camp to try and get me out of the nastiness of my mother and aunt doing drugs every day in front of me. Pythian Youth Camp in Kings Canyon near Fresno. Met counselor named Randy (Daniel) Ronk. Long story short, he was married with newborn, gave me/my mother money for power bill and phone, obviously wasn't used for that. Eventually after he became city councilman in Stockton (later became mayor) he purchased me from my mother. For about 8 years he drugged me and sexually abused me with promises of money and things that never came to fruition. When William started talking about the creamy substance, I lost it. I suffer badly from PTSD, live in small apt in MN that I haven't left for nearly 18 months or more, severe agoraphobia. Stemming from my abuser, who also forced me to drink hard liquor, putting porno mags on my bed and snipping holes into my curtains, so he could stand outside naked pleasing himself sts. So I appreciate your work beyond words.

It’s so sad that even his grown adults we still try to justify molestation and abuse is something we may have done or that it wasn’t a big deal it was a big deal and it was done! I wish you all the peace in the world And to every victim 😢

🧡 Jesus the amount of people molested is just unbelievable, it breaks my heart for them, wish him health and peace

Thank you SO much for your vulnerability. I know you putting yourself out there like this will help SO many people

This guy grew up surrounded by predators. Blanca talking about his childhood having issues like ya you psycho you are part of his problems!? The damage this does to children is irreparable and generational. I hust want to give him a hug and make him feel safe. I wosh someone wouldve protected this poor boy. Good for him for still becoming a good man. Also gotta agree with fidel about how to handle child predators...

William thank you for your story! This helps us all learn what this abuse does to our perfect, precious children. It is always life ruining, and absolutely never forgotten 😞.

Thank God for great Teachers that pay attention to their students ❤🎉

So sorry u went through this

Poor William, I feel so bad he had to go thru this. This is truly hearbreaking😢...I wish him healing....and a happy life going forward.

Blessings and healing for William

My heart and prayers goes out to William my love and commitment to show up for persons who have been impacted by aces and trauma is solidified by these videos. This was every kind of heartbreaking .

Mark two on this Sunday morning… thank you for all that you do sincerely! As a survivor I can’t explain my gratitude for your work!!

Unfortunately, most pedophiles have also been victims of child sexual abuse themselves. And the whole ''secret/shame/hiding'' thing creates deep-rooted perversion in their psyche, which makes them become abusers in turn. A never-ending cycle of abuse and trauma repeating itself, unless the early trauma is recognized and dealt with through long psychotherapy.

I smiled when he said what he did to Alejandro…

When are these women going to start putting their children before the men in their life?? SO many of these interviews are from people who were abused by their own father or their mothers boyfriend(s). I'm sure I will get a lot of comments about how "it's not as easy as just leaving". But that's another issue all in itself. We need more laws and resources that protect women and children from abusers. But also, these women need to step up and stand up for their children. They need to stop discrediting the child when they try to speak about their abuse. They need to do everything in their power to support and protect their children. These is no excuse. Broken children become broken adults. And then we wonder why society is the way it is.