Sameee ive been wearing some clothes that was available most of my clothes are still my clothes from my childhood/teen old clothes , Making me shy too I envy people who have fancy clothes outside but then I also would love to cosplay but I need money to buy some fashionable clothes to wear
My dad really shook the creativity out of me. He made everything black and white, and boring. I love singing, dancing, and decorating but my dad would make it out to be horrible. Now that I’ve gotten older I do the things I was looked down upon. I dress crazy, I decorated and I’m the queen at karaoke.
Hey girl, I can relate. My dad also really killed a lot of the creativity I had growing up. Especially in things like music, art, dance, etc. I am still trying to find my courage to express that creativity. Its really hard some days but I am never giving up :)
My Chiron is in the sign of Leo, and this explanation makes perfect sense now. From childhood I had such a battle expressing myself. I wasn’t able to stay in music or dance classes. I was encouraged to go to business school when I wanted to study art. It was as if whatever the universe could do to discourage me happened. So when I did begin creating, it was because someone told me I was talented. So this placement also makes you unhealthily express yourself for audiences. Being self-critical and anxious to share your talents because you’re still feeding off positive feedback from others. You definitely have to practice applauding for yourself.
Thank you 🙏🏿 my biggest struggle has always been my confidence. I never really express my self cause I feel misunderstood mostly and once I feel uncomfortable I just shut down. I feel like I have yet to find my purpose. 😪
I feel the exact same way!! I shut down as well. I've always felt called to help make others feel loved valued understood etc no matter what i do or where i go! So perhaps that is a part of my purpose. Are passionate about something everywhere you go and in everything you do? Perhaps that's your first clue?!
Also the thing I’ve learned the most with Chiron in the 5th and Saturn in the 10th is that the universe pushes me by AFFIRMING what I believe. I’m extremely creative and always doing new shit and people don’t care or notice. I never get a lot of attention for my shit. And that killed me, but that is the test. The pandemic has helped a lot because I had to move back to my parents and focus on myself entirely and now I only create because I want to, not to show others. Still trying to be okay with people not caring about the stuff I make though.
I have the same placements as you and I totally relate. I am creative but don't get recognized for it and that hurts but I'm also trying to create for me now
The pandemic caused me to move back home and refocus on me as well!! I love that you still desire to express your creatively i believe that could be the first step to healing. (One I've not yet been able to take myself) You got this! Your talents are unique and beautiful to you. There's power in that! Appreciate all that you are
Woooow!!! This is EXACTLY my trauma. My cousins rejected my creative expression of singing dancing drawing dressing playing etc when i was young. I have literally had anxiety attacks in moments of creative expression in college and so on. Im 30 and refuse to dance refuse to sing refuse to draw refuse to write poems etc due to the paralyzing fear of continued rejection and ridicule and ultimate anxiety attack that follows. I was also cheated on repeatedly in the only other relationship I've had in my life, in my younger days. So today i still struggle greatly with depression, social and creative anxiety, unworthiness, worthless, feeling insignificant and unlovable etc. I've known about this trauma for a decade or longer but have yet to find a way to truly heal. I need help at this point and i know it but don't know where to turn or what to do to heal.
This is how I know how legit Astrology is. There is no way anyone or anything but the universe could know this. Your videos are helping me and many others lead more enlightened lives. Truly thanking you for all of the effort and care you put into your videos. - All the Best, Always
Yeaa, this is the lesson I'm currently working through. This is a whole kick in the chest though🥴. I definitely deserve better from me and I'll get there.
I have Chiron in the 5th house, but in Gemini. Then I have Venus 6th house , mercury and moon in cancer (on the edge of the 5th house touching the 6th house).I always loved, dancing, singing, and writing poetry. I remember wanting to do cheerleading and I got in and after a few practices a couple of girls were not feeling my vibe. So eventually I quit. Then my mother asked if I wanted to go to art school in 10th grade, but I declined and decided not to because of my friend group. Lastly, I went to college to be a journalist and changed my major because a professor said my writing was not up to par. Since these instances and more, I am learning to tab into what I really want to do and run with. My parents always have encouraged me to try something out before quitting, but growing up I never stuck with anything long enough to commit to it. On the other hand, some my educators and peers weren’t the best and did a number on my self-esteem. Overall, I’m still figuring it out and like the video said I just got to put myself out there. Anyhow, besides what I mentioned about can anyone tell me what does Chiron in the 5th house in Gemini mean, please? Thanks🤪
Holy crappola you’re describing me with the nearly the same placements except my Venus is in gemini with Chiron conjuncting. My Mars is in cancer too 6th house. I was always a shy kid and scared of doing anything in fear of judgement and rejection. I was always told to be quiet and stop being silly. So I did. Lucky I found a great group of friends at uni and in my 20s to get me out of my shell. Unfortunately I turned to booze as well. I always loved storytelling, writing, playing games/sports and dancing but was told to focus more on “important things” like maths and science. I tried 3 different degrees didn’t like any and now at age 36 I’m going to study environmental science but I will do it with flair and drama as an activist. I think we need to love ourselves and do what we love forgetting what anyone else thinks. Leave the haters behind ❤
Dude my husband is a Virgo sun, Capricorn moon, Cancer rising, Leo venus & mars, and Chiron in Scorpio in the 5th house. He’s the compilation of bottling up his emotions, shutting down from the entire world, and having way too much pride to let himself be vulnerable
I completely resonated with this because i usually shy away from being the center of attention with certain things because i know I’ll get a lot of attention for it and i should start validating myself and realizing that me opening my true talents to the world will help so many people.
Chiron in Leo in the 11th. A little bit of a difficult placement being in the house of friendships and networking. It’s like you are too afraid to share your talents/express yourself because of fear of judgement in social situations but deep inside youre confident and you know you have it going on. Need to stop caring what everyone else is thinking and fearing rejection
Chiron in Leo and 5th house.... I didn't have the creative environment or space to be creative. I didn't get to be in sports or even encouraged to join, hell i tried going to a jr college and once i seen my moms reaction to the cost my heart sank and immediately gave it up and never went to a college. I was able to take leadership and key club and art classes in middle school and high school, and I am thankful for those moments because I got to express the best part of me. I feel like I was really to myself as a child since there wasn't much unity in the house. Because of the restrictions, once I got to a certain age, I started Wilding out lol. I was free with my sexuality when under the influence.. all to get here and see I was in pain and was trying to free parts of me that were caged. Want to send my appreciations for your videos, I really feel your gentle energy and the want to see everyone at their best. Wishing us all the best!!!
Yes to all of it. I was broken down down as a child. And now its like I'm ok being open with who I am outwardly when I'm not the center of attention if that makes sense? I do love making others find their best selves and seeing the truth in ppl. 💚🙏🏼 thank you always for your enlightenment 💕
And ohh yeahhh I was super forward when I liked someone in high school and I dead ass had this whole ordeal where I messaged a girl saying I wanted to make out with this guy and she sent it to his friend and he posted it online with a caption “young love at its finest” and the guy I liked commented “more like unrequited love at its finest” and everyone commented mean shit making fun of me. BRO THAT FUCKED ME UP!!! Yeah I don’t take rejection well. So I just never make a move :)
Lmao bro u hit me deep when u brought up them love notes from middle school lmao!! Forget them!! I know I'm great now lol..I bet they would pick Yes this time!!😊😂 Thank you King
I was in spanish class in middle school and the teacher asked who my best friend was, I named someone that was present that day and she yelled back that I wasn't her bestie. I still hold on to that. I just call my friends, good friends, no best friend label.
I think you just changed my life, deadass. I had just done a grounding mantra meditation in between watching your videos and came to this to learn about where I needed to heal and wow - I pinpointed the exact rejection that made me withdraw and then traced it back to when I used to put myself out there and perform, be in plays, be the center of attention. Thank you. I am so grateful that I decided to finally deeply study astrology and putting the pieces together it's like a flood for me. My sun/moon are in gemini in the 5th house with my chiron so yeah. Wow truly mind opening ✨💜
I grew up with wanting to be a dancer so badly. Family was poor. Stopped dancing for 10 years. Due to non confidence, excuses, feeling bad for myself, blaming my childhood.. until I picked it up last year again. I’m 27, and I’m happy to over come with placement! Chiron in Leo ♌️ in 1st house. Also ascendant and moon in Leo ♌️ so I’m a natural performer yay 😁
Damn, so true… Validate YOURSELF!!! I need to not limit myself. And first I need to be really aware of the ways I’m doing that... And wow idk if I ever have heard the connection to dating when my Chiron placement is discussed. It’s crazy how you can recognize attitudes/modes/disinclination within yourself and not have it click that it’s not just the ultimate truth and destiny for you, until you hear it explained through your birth chart… MAN
You are honestly the best explainer of astrology. I just love your videos and you’re my number 1 go to for understanding placements. Thank you for what you do!!! I also love your energy and how real and authentic you are
I love your explanation of placements - You get to the root in a unique way. It's clear to me now why my passion is to help others express their creativity, believe in themselves, and find their purpose. It inspires me and makes me feel hopeful to live in a world where more talented and creative people stop holding back from sharing their genius. I love helping them take action because I know that feeling of wanting to share but holding back because of self-doubt. These are the people who need to share more than anything. xo
Learning about Chiron's story fills me with so much emotion. Started getting teary eyed tbh. I resonate with his energy and am ready to receive the good that will come when I share my gifts with the world.
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I just dyed my hair bright orange! I love having funky colors-it makes me feel like myself. I was worried about work or looking funny but that’s what wigs are for
This literally resonated so much and my Chiron is 5th house in Scorpio. I'm really looking forward to that video because I feel like this video hit so hard.
my biggest issue has always been my low selfish esteem and confidence. i keep seeing all these messages about working on it and im finally going to attempt to now and try to be my best self
i'm a leo sun, moon + mercury w a capricorn chiron in the 5th house.. agreed it's really really hard. I'm most expressive when im alone. i've been blessed with being able to sing well, write well etc but feel unable to share this in front of people even my friends. over time i warmed up to people who i know won't judge me, i've become incredibly confident in front of my singing teacher now and i'm not timid or scared to express my singing abilities in front of her, i used to be. i think its 100% about finding + surrounding yourself in comfy environments, but also realising that if you have the talent and you're good at something people aren't gonna judge you negatively, they'll judge you positively + w this placement in the 5H its hard bc you think everything that you do will be torn down, i feel as if i need to be perfect in everything i do creatively and everything seen by others needs to be perfect. as a child, i would hide the fact that i could sing + play instruments, i'd hide my artistic abilities, because i was afraid of being judged negatively, being made fun of etc. even tho that wouldn't have been the case, the bullying i got at sch just destroyed my self esteem and i really hope i can become confident enough to exhibit my artistic talents for all to see but it's really hard, espc w my leo stellium in personal placements
Thanks for the Chiron videos, just saw the 10th house one as well. I really appreciate the insight got me to dive deeper into myself, now just to heal. Gracias again man.
I am a leo, but I am adopted so I don't know what time I was born. But everything you just explained describes me. I am 37 and I am just now working in myself to heal
@@geekyhealthfitness7168 I have looked up some ways but couldn’t find much:(but the only thing I found that you could do is call the hospital you were born at and ask specifically for the time or you can contact the state or county you live in.:)sorry I couldn’t find an easy way!
This was great thank you! And so true when I stop worrying about the validation, my creativity shines :) just gotta keep my head down, stop stressing about what others think and keep going doing my own thing!
excellent description I actually was able to understand everything you were explaining, I have been trying to figure all of this out for a while on my own by reading and piecing it together. I have Chiron in 5th house/Taurus and I completely resonate with this description. My son's is 5th house/Aquarius and he was really picked on as a kid by the other kids when he was starting out in sports, he was picked last and they made fun of him. He never said anything just started practicing on his own and now he's an excellent athlete with an incredible character at 15, I could totally see how this theme has played out for him so far when listening to you.
oh wow, i have chiron in leo and saturn in the 5th house. i make music but haven't finished a project in almost a decade. it has to be "perfect". had to stop telling folks i'm a musician cause it was stressing me out how many times ppl would ask to hear my work when i knew it wasn't complete lol
Chiron in Leo, my sun is in Leo. I was abanded at birth. Told i wasnt good enough from my entire family, ect... This whole story i literally can relate to in so many ways. I literally did the note writing shit too lol Thank you for this video!!! 🙏🏾💖 I be shining bright now ✨🦋⚡
So this is new to me I've never in my life commented on a YT vid (I'm an aqua saturn/venus/rising with 11th House placements so prefer being a lurker haha) I couldn't not share this though as feel it may help my fellow chiron in leo/5th.. after watching this the song "you're the best" by Joe Esposito started channelling in my head, check out the lyrics it's very fitting & let's start believing in ourselves 🌟!! Thank you for your knowledge astro finesse you're literally the best❤
Yo you always know how to break down my story XD. It's weird that you know me better in some ways, then I know myself. 3 Months ago I discovered my Chiron placement and I totally misread the true meaning of this placement. I thought it meant that I would never get the recognition that I think I deserve. But what it truely means is that I need to recognize myself. But how come that the more uniquer my art presents itself, the bigger the social rejection is? Should I then be basic and do it the way that everyone else does or should I keep doing it like I want with maximal effort and less understanding of my surroundings? My main theme this year is "Focus on the self". Learning the true art of NOT giving a fuck for real this time. The timing of this video could not be any better. Thankyou again Leel!
Thank u so much for this video, helped me understand A LOT of things that I think/feel! I have it on the 5th house with my sun in gemini, and the house is intercepted. Saturn and Uranus in the opposite house (11th) ... i feel exactly how u explained, every single Word! Tks a lot for the tips, brought me clarity!🙏🏻🦋💋💋💋 ***Could you make a video talking about chiron conjunct with the sun? I liked a lot the way you talk, very pratical, objetive, so easy to understand the explanations.🙏🏻
Fantastic analysis. I have Aries in the 5th. Just yesterday I installed ombre braids of blue and purple. So, I'm letting my Gemini moon come out to play, fully. TY.
First of all , that Martin jacket is official. Second, it’s absolutely true what you say, where I get stuck on is , I had been stifled for decades and now that I don’t live at home or have the same oppression, I don’t know how I feel anymore, I can’t even remember half my childhood for some reason, I’m not completely sure of my core self or how to stop having the same oppressed feeling that I’m giving myself at this point. I hope I’m making sense. 🤔
Omg ok this definitely sounds like me in Leo I was really played down as a kid and younger 😧😧 . Working on this because I don’t like being put down and dragged down .
