I am. a buddhist monk of Sri lanka living in forest aranya age 76 years. Your experience are very much coincidence with buddhist philosophy. I would like to joine with you .
Wishing you all the best on this journey you have started. Are you familiar with Human Design? In that system, it sounds as if you are a Projector personality. Totally fits with 'waiting for the invitation..
I am a projector! I have found “the invitation” to be true for me before I discovered human design so i thought it would be fitting to share here. 🙏🏽💜✨
I am the Nightmare Mother, because only within Darkness may I protect the infinite love that I carry for my divine children. Unfortunately an inhuman monster is prohibitive to 'being seen' on social media as reach doesn't promote wanton dread, and 'Angel of Death' isn't available as a valid gender identity. Sinhavaktra cries while dancing in my broken lion's heart. We were thinking we'd take a lesson from Kali Maa and trample the world until Shiva finally dives under our feet to make us feel loved again. We need a community for walking divine. I would suggest the world accommodate my most simple request. I'm actually quite nice! I just hate illusion, is all. I reaaaaaally hate illusion.
i am not this or that, that gets in the way of things or connecting with others, I am AWAKE that's it and that is all it matters, connection with others thanks for the upload.
