Chan is living proof that suicide is never the answer. Life gets better. You will find people who make you happy and feel wanted. Never give up. Chan didn’t and look where he is now, you will get there. Stay strong 💗
Yes! And life is always changing. Bad things pass, when they seem like nothing will get better. 2 Corinthians 4:17-18. God bless you all! You can make it with God! And He brings great people around, like Bang Chan to remind us. ❤️
im literally tearing up, the fact that he admitted that - hurt me so bad, gosh I'm so thankful he hasn't taken his life, I'm so sad rn :(((( i didn't know he had felt like this, i wanna cry
This live was the first one I watched live because I was laying bed sick, so I was so happy that I finally got to watch live. When he asked how we were doing, I just typed “I just woke up” and he responded and like… within the first 5 minutes of my first live.
I said the “this song makes me cry” comment and I didn’t even expect an answer let alone such a meaningful one. I can’t believe he told us stays something so personal and painful to him. This is why I genuinely love chan
I love how us Stay’s and StrayKids have such a strong bond together that we can talk about all these things without feeling THAT awkward or uncomfortable. We still might but it’s like we’re all the closest friends even if we’ve never met each other before. It also makes me happy seeing how StrayKids is comfortable sharing these things with us like we’re all a family, which we are! And I’m not saying other groups and idols don’t do this, I’m just saying that I feel a different connection with StrayKids and Stay’s together. I feel like I can just rant it all to StrayKids or Stay’s and they would all care. It makes me feel safe that I can be with StrayKids who treats us like family even if they never met us or don’t know what we look like. And I also feel so grateful towards Stay’s who care for each other no matter what even if we’re complete strangers to each other. Altogether we have so much trust with each other and that’s what I love most about StrayKids and Stay’s. Thank you guys! You make StrayKids stay! And sorry for the rant. I felt that I just had to put this out there!
I feel exactly the same!! It's always so warm with SKZ and Stays! Just the other day, I was feeling very stressed and just irritated so I went into RU-vid, watched a random SKZ video and then went onto Stay vlive board. I felt so much better afterwards!
@@sherwinh1661 Just so you understand I do know that and I’m fully aware of it. I’m just saying and I think I made that point MULTIPLE times that I knew they don’t know ANY of our name and DON’T know who we are so maybe you should learn how to read first and stop being rude with something I wanted to point out and felt proud about. I know they don’t even know ANY of us and I understand. I was just trying to make a point of how I feel and how others feel without them having to say it. So thank you for your concern but I really don’t care about your opinion because I believe in what I believe in, and I don’t need you to bring it down. Don’t get me wrong I’m not trying to be rude but you were first and I was trying to prove a point. So don’t come at me thinking I don’t know that when I’m FULLY aware of it and stated it multiple times in my comment.
@@zuzaj7054 well people who are lonely and depressed can feel the need to not be here anymore and there is more sad people than you think but I agree that saying "most people" is kinda normalizing…
"rAP mOnStER fROM bTS" that was so funny i died lololol thank u for your videos, they always makes me smile! even if i watched channie's live i still go and watch your videos too
His degree of openness and honesty (here and in general) is very rare in the world that we live in, and especially in the 'celebrity world', where there's so much pressure (external and internal) in terms of keeping up appearances. He's probably helped/encouraged a whole lot of people out there, with these honest words. On the off chance that you're reading this, Chan, kudos to you!!!💪
The way he said might not even be on planet earth I AM GONNA GO CRY AN OCEAN OF TEARS BYE CHAN you're the most special person in my life rn and ik it's hard when suicidal thoughts enter, and family starts drifting away and so do friends and everything else feels just not okay, I want EVERYONE TO REMEMBER that they are still there and they all love you and so do we all..... Just stay strong and everything's gonna be fine with time 🤧🤧🤧🤧
As someone who suffers from BPD and goes through deep periods of depression, as well as having to leave my family behind. I can really relate to what he was saying. When he said if it wasn't for the members he might not even be here I just burst into tears. He truly is such an incredible person and I'm so glad we get to experience his being and his presence. I hope he stays strong and knows that we'll always be by his side and will always support him. We love you so much Chan.
Oof poor man. Hope he can integrate his trauma of leaving his life behind at such a young age. It's hard... Can't even imagine. But having suicidal thoughts is no joke, must have all been very very traumatizing
I am so glad he can openly talk about this, I bet it helps a lot of people to just know that they aren’t alone after all with these struggles. Also, thank you for throwing that RM meme in there at the end, it saved me from just tearing up and being all emotional, to being all teared up, emotional WHILE laughing. 🖤 It did lighten the mood!
Let's always let him know that he'll never be alone again... He firstly got skz members, then he got us, a whole force of fans persons that appreciate them and love them. And as we love him, we can understand whatever that happens... Let's always remind that their health whether it's physical or mental it's ALWAYS First. And support them in any thing that they choose being that thing good for them and also tell them to have breaks when they've been working for a long time without enough rest. May we Stay are not (always) with them/for them physically, but we always are with them in mind, In hearts. And So we can communicate, Let's always take care of them in the way we can❤️.
Chan is describing what I’m going through at the moment, I’m only 19 and I am suffering from suicidal thoughts, anxiety and depression everyday, I just feel alone, I can’t be with the people I really want to be with and it is killing me inside everyday, I have that empty feeling that chan is describing everyday, and I think that he is literally the only person who truly understands how I feel everyday, I just hope it will get better and that it will all work out.
honey, it WILL get better, trust me i’ve been there for quite some time and had the same thoughts and feelings as you rn, but i guess i kinda stopped caring about the fact that i was alone (i kinda stopped caring abt everything lol) and i guess just focused on myself and kinda did what i felt like doing, you know, found a hobby that i liked (lmao that’s how i started this channel), but i WOULD suggest a kinda ‘fake it till you make it’ situation like, when i was going through all that, i would make an effort to i guess hide that sadness from the outside world, like if i had the energy i would yk, put on a smile and be kinda more friendly or whatever, but obviously i couldn’t handle doing that every day so most of the time i would just act kinda chill, yk like calm and like you don’t care so yeah, i never really showed my negative emotions outside my house, i guess it helped a little cuz it makes you more approachable and yeah, i actually ended up making really good friends with ppl i wouldn’t have guessed i’d be friends with, so yeah, from my experience, it DOES get better so stay strong sweetheart💕you got this💪
1:05 "ELEVEN” playing in the background .. i love your mind!!!! ✨ 2:38 that truly took me out i almost d1ed from laughter 😭😭 and the ending please I can't - thank you so much for making these, they truly make my day 😭😭❤️ and I love chan so much , words can't explain how much I want this man to be as happy as he can :(
I literally love how he really says what he thinks and experienced, it’s actually « real » and deep, life related discussions and this is making me feel so good to hear all of that, I hope he never changes his way to be with us
also i love him alot and him being able to open up to us like that was really sweet 😭 he trusts us so much and hes really inspiring 🤧 UGH he keeps me going and im angry about it ❤️
🤣 im hungover Also yes, him and many others (me too) are living proof that it gets better. 3 years ago i lived with my abusive mom controlling my entire life and teetering on suicide. Now im moved out with my husband and 2 year old in our own apartment, jobs, vehicles, pets-living the best i ever have in my life. I never would have thought at 18 that this would be my life
I'm so glad chan is here. Why? Besides all the other 100 reasons, ill give you 1 really good one. He's the reason a lot of other people are still here. Including me. Yea sure he's "JuSt aN iDoL" but sometimes that all it takes to save someone who cant find a reason to stay.
i know this comment is really late, considering when this video was posted, but i just want to say that without chan and without straykids being a group, i dont know where id be. they have quite literally saved me. and im so grateful that chan is still here with us because of the kids. thank you channie 🤍
I just wanna say that I enjoy your short clips and uploads💗 i make sure to watch every one that you post soon as school is out, keep up the great work🤟🏽🤟🏽🥰
1:57 no lie I said the same thing when I watched this part live jxjsbbd I love your chans room summaries and love miias videos too, thanks for this lovely edit haha
Omg not Chan listening to metal bro!!!! He's slowly becoming my a new fav lol (😭as a metal head ) also I hope he doesn't feel as lonely anymore 😭 we love you Chan!
He heavily reminds me of myself lol, pretty much indirectly told us that he was suicidal then just goes to get food like bruh 💀 The switching from super deep and sad to normal/happy out of nowhere bye lmao thats so me 😭
"Chan whats wrong with ur grammar" Me: I say that to myself everyday when i try to speak ------------------------------------------------------------------ Normal people when their lonely: being sad Me when im lonely: watches kpop fanfics and then eats ice-cream and then falls asleep
I can relate to Chan before I learned about Stray kids six months ago. there have been many times I wanted to just........ Die leave plant earth 🌎 💔. Because up till I got to my teen years my family was. a. mess. For real, my parents always arguing, my older sister started to get bad anxiety, my older brother anger issues, my other brother has limitations yeah..... A lot of times I couldn't tell anyone that I was suffering, and no one asked because I'm the youngest but the toughest out of everyone (or that's what my mom says anyway)...... I first noticed Stray kids thanks to Felix LEGENDARY parts in God's menu, but my bias as well as roll model is Bangchan and my bias wreaker is Changbin. Let's just say I got hooked and in no time I became a stay!! I don't know how to explain this but everyday I wake wether I didn't sleep that night or not I have energy, that energy helps me get throw the day everytime. And when I get fed up with my family I just lay on my bed and, listen to stray kids, and I may punch the wall I may cry. But after a while they make me smile again. Thank you 💜💜💜💜
Not my bias listening to one of my new favourite songs, Grey Suit. Also, that real talk at the end really hurt, I really hope he knows that this planet is actually worth living on because of him.