This song was the favorite of my best friend who passed away 4 months ago, he decided to end his life, this song means so much to me if you knew tysm for this I would never ty enough fr
Also this may be a tough time so I also wanted to tell you keep going strong I may not know you and I may be an internet stranger but your doing amazing in life 🤞
Never delete this masterpiece this makes me feel better, especially at very difficult times. (Connecting my phone to earphones, turning the volume to the maximum, putting this song and deeply thinking is my therapy rn)
This song first took its toll in my life during the time I was in love for the first time, I played it in my car on my way back from driving her to her house. And this song playing late at night with no one else on the road made me realise I was actually in love for the first time and I really was. Few months passed by she cheated with her ex. Now this song just tortures me, but in a peaceful sort of way.
Same here. I always cry a lot even though it’s just a small thing, like I can’t even draw eyes anymore Ike how I used too, my parents are too busy to comfort me I always lock myself in my room just listening to this song trying to do something new but I couldn’t. It’s always hard for me holding my tears, I always try to draw but it always have to be messed up, always judging myself, calling mean stuff to myself, I’m always unlucky, I always hate myself, I just felt like I’m depressed, I tried to achieve my goals but I can’t..
💔Exactly yourself, but we put on a happy face and convince the world that we are happy, and this affects us, but we have no solution for this thing. I play this song at night and think deeply. I have many problems and I cannot solve them. The only solution is suicide, but it is not a good solution. And now I have a problem with my friend who... He betrayed me and lied and said it was me who betrayed him. However, I put on a happy face... I can't bear it... I can't live this way! My father wants to deal with a new problem and he wanted to separate from my mother. I also always put on a happy face. I hate myself. I am ugly. I am the ugliest person in the world. I am a dwarf. I am a devil person. I am a traitorous person. I am a bad person. This is unbelievable. How they do this to me. I cannot protect myself. From bullying, it's unbelievable. I'm a dwarf. I'm a devil
I used to hear it when I had an eating disorder and university exams were difficult and I was suffering and no one stood by me, neither my friends nor my mother. I was suffering, but now I have become a problematic person, but also when anyone wants to call me my friend, I remember the pain and suffering. I was alone at the time. I thank myself.
I'm 12 years old and I feel the same way I'm working out rn but I'm here to say but there's still a lot of time for you I know I might not seem to understand but I can relate to it when I was 10 I used to be very obese but all left me because of the bullying I always felt like I was in great enough 1 what time I got so bad to the point where I almost killed myself with my dad's revolver I found not too long ago I was thinking about it but I just couldn't bring myself to do it I feel like I wanted to run away but it's just stuck to me all the way up there's always going to be hateful people in this world and there's nothing that we can stop that but that's their opinions you are yourself don't focus on the negativity focus on yourself❤ much love for you
I understand you brother and I want to remind you that Jesus cares for you! He can heal you and help you and He wants to brother/sister. Tell Him how you feel, surrender your worries, your anxieties, surrender your whole life to Him brother/sister. He can help you face all of your problems. He can give you peace, strength, joy, hapiness... that this world cannot. I love you and Jesus loves you more
She lost feelings , my bsf left , she’s cheating with another man after she said nothing will happen between them , my grandma passed away, I’m lonely and I have panic attacks and depression.
Me sinto cansada sabe, sei que nem deveria estar desabafando aqui mas acabei por me desabafar nessa merda, estou cansada das pessoas não entenderem que faço de todos por elas e elas ainda assim querer ser tóxicas comigo ou me culpar por algo que não fiz. Eu realmente confio muito nas pessoas e já tentei parar mas não dá, as pessoas realmente acham que é fácil ir para escola e mostrar meu lado extrovertido mas em casa não é o mesmo, nem na videochamadas com os amigos eu mostro meu lado para eles apesar de confiar neles. Já arranjei realmente vários amigos falsos. perdoeei eles? Sim. Eu perdoo tudo mundo apesar de eles estarem errados porque sinto que tenho que mudar mas pra que mudar se eu sinto que eu não sou real porque me terem criado tão feia o suficiente para ninguém olhar para mim e sempre nas minhas amigas, bastante rigoroso eu ser assim não tenho orgulho de ser quem eu sou até mesmo porque minha mãe até me fala que eu já estou ganhando muito peso e preciso emagrecer ela acha que preciso de receber críticas para eu emagrecer, mas as crítica só me machucam ou até mesmo cicatrizes profundas difíceis de se curar tenho raiva já pensei em desligar desse mundo que nem existe mas não posso ainda tenho muito que crescer.
My dear, listen. Everything's going to be all right. Sooner or later. I don't know your language, but I'll try to support you in English. It's going to be all right. Hear? Even if everything sucks. I don't understand you completely, but still. Relax and don't get too nervous. Spring comes even after the coldest and longest winter.
My girl Liddy used to always smoke Cigarettes when she couldn't sleep She'd disappear for an hour and a half And when she'd come back she'd brush her teeth But I could still smell it on her raggedy tee And I could taste it on her lips when we kiss Poor little Liddy used to always quit But she never really quit She'd just say she did Cigarettes, cigarettes out the window (oh-oh) Cigarettes, cigarettes out the window (oh-oh) Cigarettes, cigarettes out the window (oh-oh) Cigarettes, cigarettes out the window (oh-oh) My girl Liddy used to always smoke Cigarettes when she couldn't sleep I wonder what she did when she got done I guess she'd just flick them out in the street Poor little Liddy, she wishes it was dark But it's never really dark in L.A. The light from the billboard always shines But it changed twelve times since you went away Cigarettes, cigarettes out the window (oh-oh) Cigarettes, cigarettes out the window (oh-oh) Cigarettes, cigarettes out the window (oh-oh) Cigarettes, cigarettes out the window (oh-oh) We'll find moonlit nights strangely empty Because when you call my name through them There will be no answer Rather melodramatic, aren't you? We'll find moonlit nights strangely empty Because when you call my name through them There will be no answer You mind if I smoke? We'll find moonlit nights strangely empty Because when you call my name through them There will be no answer I always smoke in the theater We'll find moonlit nights strangely empty Because when you call my name through them There'll be no answer Somehow it enhances the performance
Mom, if you see this, i dont like you. Maybe in your eyes you feel like youre a good parent but not really. All those broken promises, gaslighting, touching me without my consent and getting mad at me for changing and showing basic human emotions is not what youre supposed to do to your own child. When will you stop blaming me and finally realize that maybe i am not doing okay? And i dont want therapy because how do you think that if i dont even talk to you or even my sister about my problems that i'll suddenly open up to a stranger that i dont know. Maybe, just maybe if you show me a little bit more respect i'll respect you as my mother but never will i respect you as a person. Thank you.
I'm so sorry you've gone through this pookie :( ... May jesus help you and stay with you :( You don't deserve this you should tell someone to help you, do you have a dad you could talk this about?.. :(
i miss my ex girlfriend so damn much to the point she blocked me i lost two friends over myself i hate myself so damn much i want to be normal and keep something for a long time...but i cant i feel like shit..
she is a betraying slut, a manipulator that's why they call her ex girlfriend, work on yourself, get a woman who's willing to spend her entire life with you, and don't chase the "i love you back text" because it won't benefit. if she cared about you brotha she wouldn't have left you. Live life and get over it like nothin' happened don't let it put you down. I'm 17 years old turning 18 next month. i was a sluts chaser. ended up almost dying because of drug addiction. it didn't benefit me I realized i'm a piece of shit that worth nothing when i pretend i miss them when i know they manipulated me. they are all sluts broza. the only real woman you can ever have is the woman who's willing to work with you and spend her entire life with you AND MOST IMPORTANT!! RAISING YOUR NEXT GENERATION AKA YOUR KIDS. if you are young stop chasing woman wait for yourself to grow up then get married. take it from somebody who experienced shit nobody like :).
@@366fpsthats the most incel view of women ever seen, y r u calling women sluts js cs they broke up with someone…? 😭 u cant force someone to stay w u forever grow up incel and open ur eyes
Corny depressed child, stop seeking attention. you gota take care of yourself, god gave you the beatuful thing that is life, appreciate it by fulfilling it.
First of all your right here with us and you are kind 💗 loved and look amazing your full of happiness and so much people care about you ok I know I might be a stranger on the internet but that's 1+ that loves you you're absolutely amazing you were never useless but if you're going to something I'm here for you and you matter too many people I hope things aren't looking too bad in your life I know I can't relate that much but please stay with us love you❤
@@n殺人ドローン銅9don’t do it,I saw my friend oof herself and it ruined me,but you have to let the past go man,it already happened. Cherish life because God gave you it,imagine how lucky you are to even be born,and you just gonna waste it?
I really feel my life waning like my will to live and keep on going found out I might never see my mom again or at least for the rest of summer or with my dad and I have to pick but my mom also found my missing brother after years of his dad kidnapping him and finding out I'm a disappointment in my dad's eyes the only one I've ever wanted to hear I'm proud of you from but maybe I just need to be the biggest gang leader and drug Lord in Ohio like he was God knows after years of abuse he caused me by being with God damn Jess the nights I had to sleep outside getting stabbed and jumped tased shot at cutting wood until I passed out from heat stroke my arms and legs shaking from shock and getting a "loving girlfriend" who only wanted me for my popularity in school constantly being reminded and having mental breakdowns of my mom almost dying in front of me again and sometimes I even wonder who would miss me if I disappeared if they even notice almost beat my once best friend to death because he told a lot of shit about one of my best friends when they were dating and almost got her pregnant if he would had he'd be in a ditch with no trace of who the bodie is and how it got there
(My dear best friend Andrew died due to heart failure. It's been a month since I saw him alive and talking. It's kinda sad that the only person you trust, love and protect.. just went away like that.. knowing that.. you'll never be always with that one person.. because.. some day.. one of you.. will soonly pass away.. it's hard to move on... Because you just lost the only person you love, trust and protect.. knowing that you'll be "alone
3:41 We'll find moonlit nights strangely empty Because when you call my name through them There will be no answer Rather melodramatic, aren't you? We'll find moonlit nights strangely empty Because when you call my name through them There will be no answer You mind if I smoke? (。ŏ﹏ŏ)
What the fuck am I, even my mother treats me like a failure, I never actually was seriously loved by her, I cry due to that, and then in public people ask why 'I'm so blue' it's annoying because they see me crying.
It must have hurt a lot...in any case you have a lot of courage, you endure but I am sure that despite the difficulty you make efforts and you continue, I give you all the strength and also affection, good luck. ♡
@@Neysconcealed I said that things will eventually get better once we are out of our teenage years because we have more limited options. Never said anything about you not experiencing the will to live at a young age.
yo to anyone struggling w suicide, I feel the same way you do. hey, don't limit yourself, cuz the only limit to you, is yourself. don't fall for th traps. it's gonna hurt you, but if you have already, it's not the end of the world. we all make mistakes. you are not alone. I care for you. yes, idk who you are. I care 🫶🫵
I always cry a lot even though it’s just a small thing, like I can’t even draw eyes anymore Ike how I used too, my parents are too busy to comfort me I always lock myself in my room just listening to this song trying to do something new but I couldn’t. It’s always hard for me holding my tears, I always try to draw but it always have to be messed up, always judging myself, calling mean stuff to myself, I’m always unlucky, I always hate myself, I just felt like I’m depressed, I tried to achieve my goals but I can’t I always asked myself “why do I exist?” “Did I deserve it?” “Why did they bully me?” “What did I do?” “Why am I always unlucky?”my mom doesn’t comfort me when I cry, I always have to be sad and fake that I’m happy in school. I always think about my future and more. I had to move out a lot, different school.. loosing my best friends, loosing my favorite teacher and bus drivers, I miss them, I can’t move on, I can’t even think about other things but my friends, I feel like I want to isolate myself but I still can’t, my parents are sometimes not my favorite. Parents always think they are good parents but they are not, always blame on the iPad, Phones, even ơn anything, they should blame themself because they are the one who gifted their children iPads and phones it’s their fault but they don’t understand, they only treat their child good when they are young, but as a 10 year old it seems like they don’t care anymore, they only cared abt our A+ or good grades, always make the future for their child but shouldn’t the child make their own since it’s their choice?! I missed my therapy since in school but I moved to a different school, I’m scared to go to middle school wondering if it’s gonna be fun or not, I always have to blame it on bullies because they would make excuses, I always have to stay quiet and listen to this with tears in my eye.
I'm 12 years old and I feel the same way it's like I feel like I'm deteriorating every single day I live and I never grow up with parents I know you're still hurt but please just look on the good side there's still time out left for you trust me millions of people care about you there's not a single soul Dad hates you and if they do then that's fucked up I grew up in a harsh environment it wasn't the best either. I really don't have time at the moment but always remember I care about you and I'm here for you
Don't do it bro you have so much to live for so many people care about you I care about you bro I hope u be ok with whatever you're going through remember you must go on no matter what bro love you stay safe♥️♥️🙏
desearía invitarte a bailar aunque no sepa bailar por ti aria el esfuerzo de dar un paso mas, enséñame a bailar y llévame en un buen camino, hermosa mujer no puedo dejar de pensarte, me robaste lo que me quedaba que es mi corazón, con solo verte me dejas perplejo y con ese pelo me seduces no se si es intensional o simple es mi imaginación.❤❤ "poemas de una persona mas"