Claire Wineland 

CLAIRE WAS LIKE AN ANGEL ON EARTH

Thank you so much for this!

I had a bad depression in the beginning of 2016 when I found her on RU-vid, I almost immediately felt in love, she cured me with her wisdom, I really felt in love, she was so fun and interesting and full of life, I was just glued to her persona for the next 2 years. My dream was to meet her and tell her thank you for just existing and loving life, loving yourself no matter what. I remember when in summer 2018 or so she posted on instagram that she will get herself a new set of lungs, she was contemplating on doing it or not & she said that she already had a close to death experience before (she was in coma for 2 weeks) and that her relatives, friends, sister was close to her and helped to get through this, so she decided to do a transplantation, but when she got a stroke, and her relatives decided to "turn her off", basically to let her go, she died... i was, and still heartbroken, i don't know, maybe it got hard for relatives with bills and emotionally to bear this all, or she just couldn't survive the stroke, idk, but we lost her... I was ... I am still so much heartbroken, I haven't seen her vids since august early september of 2018 when they announced that she died, I even remember where I was, I was travelling in a bus, was not sleeping, it was middle of the night (at the place where I was). I'm so heartbroken, still. I wanted her to live so much, she was so full of life. She made me rethink life, to love it, make a pauses more to enjoy it, no rush, just enjoy what you have, yes, it would've been better to have more, but as the old saying says - If you don't enjoy yourself, nothing will make you. We all need to be happy with what we have, strive for the best and improve, but not be upset that we do not have everything we want. If you are alive, then you already have everything, the rest is just seasoning. Truly nice to know that people still find her and her message. Thank you for your vid, Nicole :)