Clarke & Lexa [+Madi] • "I loved her so much" [+5x12] 

“I thought love was weakness, isn’t that what the commanders in your head tell you” “Yes all but one” CLARKE TAUGHT LEXA LOVE I CAN’T

Killing off Lexa will always be their biggest mistake in my opinion. It may not have furthered the story like it has, but I hate how so close she is to Clarke but so far away, untouchable.

When I watched S5E12, there were so many things Madi said to Clarke that was clearly coming thru to her from Lexa so the parallels that came across were not surprising, but it was very touching to see how Lexa could guide Madi in the right direction and have her remind Clarke that life is more than just about survival and that she needs to trust Madi like the way she trusted Lexa to unify and lead the people into battle. Madi may be the new Commander but she's also in a very unique situation. She was brought up by Clarke and Clarke sees Madi as her daughter. On that level, they already built a very deep and strong bond because they were in a life and death situation when they found each other and they only had each other for 6 years. Now, Madi has the flame in her so she can also feel the deep love that Lexa and Clarke shared with each other and all the challenges they had to overcome. Lexa would also have shown Madi the memory of when she pledged fealty to Clarke..... in Lexa's words, "I will treat your needs as my own and your people as my people." Because of this interconnection, I see Madi being fiercely protective of Clarke but like Lexa, Madi will speak her mind to Clarke when she has to say what she needs to say or do as a leader. And Clarke, now when she sees Madi, she also sees Lexa in her, two people who she loves so much, but I also see times where Madi and Clarke may clash like the way Clarke and Lexa went up against one another when they didn't agree on an issue. I think the writers did a fantastic job creating these dynamics between Madi/Lexa within Madi and Clarke in the storyline. I was really glad there were references made to Lexa herself as well as Clarke and Lexa's relationship with one another and the lessons that Lexa was able to pass on to Madi thru the flame, especially the part where Clarke asks if the Commanders are telling her love is weakness and Madi tells Clarke, yes, all but one. When Clarke and Madi were talking during the parts with Lexa references, it was like Lexa embodied in Madi in front of Clarke. And ending of part of the scene when Clarke and Madi are saying goodbye to one another and Madi says to Clarke, what if I never see you again, I could imagine her feeling what Lexa felt when she was dying. There's also one more parallel I picked up..... in the finale in S3, Clarke stops Lexa to tell her she loves her knowing that was the last time she was going to see or talk to her and Lexa says, I will always be with you. Now with the flame in Madi, Lexa is even more present in Clarke's life than before.

im still crying over this, its been 4 years, FOUR YEARS

“I lost everything” because lexa was her everything.

Okay well this officially broke me , two years later and still not over it

I was fine till this line, “heir to Becca primheda, successor to lexa Kom trikru” 😭 lexa will ALWAYS be a legend

in seson 6 they are on a new planet can they have a hightech on that planet so they could bring Lexa back from chip AND I DON'T CARE HOW JUST BRING HER BACK

Lexa's deepest regret was leaving Clarke at MW Jason's deepest regret should be Lexa's death Now I'm done

"Betraying you was her deepest regret!" That was one of my favorite moments in this episode!

Madi is basically Lexa and Clarke’s daughter. You can see how hard Clarke fights to protect Madi. She was willing to do anything and everything even if it was just a possible threat to Madi. She protected Madi because she couldn’t protect Lexa. You can see how much pain is in her eyes when Madi says the exact same words as Lexa. Clarke doesn’t want to believe Lexa is here because she knows it’s a A.I. and it’s Lexa’s memories and not her. You can see she believes that more and more as the show goes by. But Madi reminds her that Lexa isn’t gone but you can see how hard it is for Clarke. Clarke taught Lexa how to love and Lexa never got to tell Clarke how much she loves her. Through Madi Clarke has her Lexa even though Madi is the final bullet that could kill her. Some where in the afterlife I hope that Clarke and Lexa are happy and safe. I can picture them adopting Aden and Madi as their kids. I can see Lexa teaching Aden how to sword fight and I can see Clarke teaching Madi how to prank Lexa and Aden. I also can see Octavia being the aunt that gives weapons as toys when they’re too young. Then there’s Raven who’s making cool tech. That is my wish for all our beloved characters in the 100. In peace may you leave the shore, in love May you find the next, safe passage on your travels until our final journey to the ground. May we meet again. ❤️

LEXA DESERVED BETTER🏳️‍🌈

This maybe could be the best Clexa's video. Idk but this video makes me cried than others videos. I cried sooo much:(

Clexa still alive after all these years is the best thing

Madi is the perfect blend of Clexa. Wow.

Who’s still hurting ?? ✋

The way she said “i loved her so much” it was real and vulnerable.. smh here are the tears again 😪

honestly, the scene where they talk about lexa was the best part of the episode. she's my favorite character, i'm so glad they dedicated some time to her after her death and it was epic that they talked about her feelings. lexa is still with clarke, like she promised her she always would. 💗

"The next commander will protect you" *Clarke admits at Madi in s5 that all along it was her that was protecting Clarke* "I don't want the next commander" *Madi proceeds to be the next commander, Clarke's daughter*

"Love is weakness. Isn't that all the commanders in your head tell you?" "all but one" WHYYYY😭

2 seasons later and I'm still not over Lexa

Thank god the Clexa Fandom is ALIVE Btw this video is a masterpiece

It’s almost 2020 and I’m still here...😭😭

I can't stop thinking about, what if Gaia completed the ritual that will make Clarke the commander? She'll be able to talk with the past commanders so, she and Lexa will meet again. 😭😭

i love clexa and their precious daughter and im never gonna be over Lexa's death

Oh Lexa...I miss you so much. This is so beautiful. Thank you. ❤️

When Clarke screamed: STOP! IT'S LEXA!!" she can't bear to lose her a second time

Eliza really gave it her all when she said “ I loved her so much” like damn I felt those words ♥️♥️

*OH DEAR GOD, WILL I BE ABLE TO LIVE A NORMAL LIFE AFTER CLEXA AND LEXA'S DEATH??? GUESS THAT THE ANSWER IS NO* Finally I catched up with the new episodes and.... I wonder why I'm still not over this, why it still hurts so bad and really - am I be able to forget this? I don't think so. I mean, these two, even thought they ripped my heart and smashed it, they also gave me so much strenght and more important - Lexa and Clarke gave me the true faith in love. I keep asking myself 'why are you doing this to yourself? It's over. It's fictional' But damn why the feelings are so real? So tender. So passionate. So beautiful. Yet heartbreaking. But Lexa showed me that it's important to fight till the very end. That it's important *not to give up* even if everything's cruel. Lexa helped me to finally accept who I am. And there's nothing to be ashamed of. And I know I'm not the only one. They just... Clarke and Lexa was so unreal, so unique and I'm arfaid that we can never experience something like that again. I could be wrong, who knows. But it was. And we're lucky to had it. I just hope it'll never be forgotten. *Our fight's never over* Okay, I don't know why the hell I wrote all of that, sorry. So... Denisa, oh, Denisa what have you done... Every time I see your Clexa vid, I just hit the play button and take a deep breathe in. Every time I'm speechless, every single time I have a giant tornado of emotions going inside me. This vid isn't an exception. I'm like 'this is going to be another masterpiece so I'm ready' Guess what? I'm never ready. You are the gold and foundation of Clexa fandom. The way you captures their story - it's just breathtaking. I just don't know how to thank you more. This whole vid (and it's 4 minutes long which is brilliant) brings me back to them. Your vids just feels like home. I'm home. Thank you, Denisa. Big thank you.

I'll just go cry in the corner. These two deserved better. They would have been an epic love

This is the best video of Clexa I have watched till now. I am crying and I m not over Lexa's death even today.😭

this made me cry again. clexa its been years and still miss you

thank you for keeping lexa alive

It has been like 120 something years since lexa died and clarke still loves her. Ha bellarke shippers. Not trying to be mean.

Lexa's death was sad indeed. But think about it like this: At least they are raising a child together, even if Lexa isn't there in person she's there in Madi's mind. I really wish that during the absolute final of the 100 we will see Clarke reunite with Lexa and the three of them can be a family.

i have always thought of madi kind as clarke's and lexa's daughter specially when she had the flame

I'm a Bellarke shipper, but I can't deny how beautiful this is ❤️ Beautiful editing, and the parallels are stunning!

This is one of the best edits i’ve ever seen.

I cried when clarke yelled “ITS LEXA”🤧 that shit brought me to tears

i'm crying right now, two years after Lexa's death and I'm still not over Clexa. This is beautiful. This is Clexa.

It is 9 in the morning. I am lying in my bed and i am crying. Wonderfully edited. Urgh, now i need to watch this on repeat for the rest of the day

!!! I do have some Bellarke friends and I know not everyone in the fandom is the same so this isn't aimed at every one in the Bellarke fandom but just at the disrespectful part. It's hard not to hate the fandom when all you see is hate towards your ship, even towards the actors and you keep getting dislikes on your videos for no obvious reason. If you don't like Clexa and can't watch videos of them then just don't click. Simple as that. But well thank you for not making me feel so bad about disliking the fandom since you're giving me every right to do so ;) To the rest of the Bellarke fandom - thank you for being respectful towards the other ship and not being mean to the other shippers for no reason. There's a lot of shipwars between the two fandoms and I'm glad you can still respect the other ship. That's how it should be. It's okay not to like a ship. What's not okay is spreading your hate towards the people who are just enjoying their own ship. You were not forced to watch this video and if youtube recommends you clexa videos, that's normal, it's still the 100 fandom and it will keep happening so get over it or there's a "not interested" option for you to click. Disliking videos won't do the work and you're only making people feel like shit. But I surely hope you're happy with yourself

so my religion doesn’t allow me to support LGBTQ’s+ but after I’ve watched the 100 and seen that love really is love and that my beliefs are stopping people from being happy, I have decided to support their rights. I’m very grateful for this realisation and this show for opening my eyes, thank you 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗 Edit: thank you so much for the support ❤️🏳️‍🌈✨ edit: HAHAH fuck off i was deep in the closet, turns out im pan

its been 5 years and im still here

The tears are just streaming down my face and they will never stop until Clarke is re-united with her one true love

THE PARALLELS 😯😯😯 this is stunning

I loved this for a few reasons: The talent of the writers to bridge us all the way back to Lexa was admirable, but to create a video that expanded upon their effort and explore it even further without breaking the emotional tempo was extraordinary. Next, I just loved the idea that Madi is getting parented by her two moms. I always did like the connection between Clarke and Lexa, it wasn't born convenience or lazy writing or whatever; they tried building something more profound, something in which to people saw a reason and a need to be better and build better. Finally, I like anything that takes away from Clarke and bellame. It's not the character, he's a champ and had developed a ton and it's been great. I love that they are friends! A Respectful and meaningful friendship between two equally developed characters of opposite sex is sooo rare in television. It would be nice if it could continue that way.

This made me cry again the edit is breathtaking 😭

this is so beautiful, painful but showing their love to each other, after so many years she's still with her as she promise, soulmates only. This is honetly best clexa video ever, pure masterpiece, thank you ❤😭

This is a MASTERPIECE! I loved this episode sooo much, it's probably most emotional one this season and as much as I loved all Lexa mentions I'm still so bitter... if only they could bring her back.. 7 YEARS and her spirit is still with us. And now FINALLY someone made a new Clexa vid and I live for this!

I JUST CAN'T ! CLEXA FOREVER! Now Clarke says she loves Mady more than Lexa but thats because she is her child and also a part of Lexa lives in her. To me Mady is like their child! ❤❤❤ NEED ALYCIA IN SEASON 6! 😭😭😭❤❤❤

Lexa was the best character ever in the 100. I love how madi is a mini lexa 💕

This is incredible. INCREDIBLE. Seriously, this is one of the best - if not THE best - clexa edits I’ve ever seen. The way you connected everything together with Madi, the flame, the parallels - you hit all the emotions. This is flawless. Thank you for it ❤️

I keep saying i'm over clexa but this video has proven me wrong. I may get over clexa some day but I don't think I can get over lexa and neither can the 100.

It’s been 6 years Clarke still misses and loves Lexa.. I love this video!

I've never cried for a character's death more than I cried for Lexa. Still can't watch what follows her death, so I didn't see the whole Madi thing... But damn this hits so hard 😭😭😭😭

Omg I can't😭😭😭 Can someone write a Clexa & Madi fanfiction? They would be such a cool badass family😁

This is so utterly, heartbreakingly beautiful. I’m a hardcore bellarke fan, but I loved Lexa. She brought Clarke the happiness she deserved. When she died, it killed me. Clexa was amazing. It’s disappointing that it ended so quickly. I’m bawling. Thanks for that 😂

when lexa said to clarke "there's nothing you can do now" made me feel so helpless and other else... 😭

I have watched this video four times today, and I have balled my eyes out all four times

OMG WELL DONE !! The writers werent lazy at all! All those quotes from Lexa all these years later!! I got so emotional!!! Amazing!! Epic video!Kudos to the creator!! AMAZING! True love never rally dies!! Lexa still lives and loves Clarke. Clarke admitting that she loved her so much!!! omg!!

This is probably the best Clexa video I've seen so far...and trust me I watch a lot of videos. Kudos to your amazing work and for making me cry all over again.

Ok, I cry. That's so emotional ... I can't breathe :'(

Why is the editing so good. Oml. I'm crying. I'm never gunna be over Lexa. They should bring her back with some magical ability

I am mostly a Bellarke shipper and I have been since season one and I will love them with my whole heart forever...BUT....I also really loved Clexa and they will always have a special place in my heart too. I never noticed all the parallels in the show between them that you have put together in this video and so to see this It is just so beautiful and you have done a fantastic job and yes I cried. xx

I miss Lexa so much...

This is one of the best videos about Clexa. Thank you so much

Okay i've watched a lot of clexa videos and so far, this is the most beautiful and it touched me like no other videos. I've finished season 6, and I'm still definately NOT over Lexa and their relationship. This couple could've bring something amazing in the show. I just wish i could have Lexa back because I miss her a lot...

omg WOW? that was *SO* good. All those parallels are mindblowing

Oh my Lexa...how does this exist? This is too pure and too perfect for this world, Denisa...a world, where Lexa still carries this show on her shoulders. For all of us. I was about to (TRY) to make a video that was in the same spirit with all the mentions and parallels...now I don't have to because you made this masterpiece...I don't even know where to start with how much in love and in awe I am with this tribute to the one we and Clarke love so much...all parallels you showed and put together were so on point and the music...oh my god...it made it even more EPIC! LEXA BLESS YOU, DENISA!

I’ve been a Bellarke fan since the start and I believe their end game, but I can’t deny the fact that Clexa was real and so precious. They’re honestly the best gxg romance I’ve seen in a while. I lowkey cry every time I see Lexa or hear her being mentioned. This video had me weeping uncontrollably, especially having watched the last ep of S5. Such a great couple and so unfortunate it ended so soon.

Everytime i watch these videos cant hold my tears

Crying all over again... This season, we get sooo much Clexa feelings.... :( Lovely video!! Your talent always amazes me 😍❤️

OH MY GOD. I SWEAR THIS IS REALLY BEAUTIFUL 😭😭😭 the editing and the scenes we got 😭😭😭 i miss Lexa, i miss Clexa 😭 they truly are soulmates 😭💖

This is seriously the best clexa edit. I'm crying again💔

it hurts so much knowing that clarke loved and still loves lexa so much but at the same time she knows she will NEVER see her again.... i wonder what the show who look like if the actress who played lexa didnt go to the ftwd full time

You listen to me..this work of yours is pure art. The way u showed the love between these two women, the connection Madi has to both of them now, the way they were shaped by their choices and they way Clarke is still being shaped...I'm definitely a bellarke fan but this amv made me so emotional.. don't u dare listen to the haters the right kind of fans love and appreciate your work so much ♥️

NO YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO MESS WITH MY HEART LIKE THAT DENISA HOW OFTEN DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU??? THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL I CAN'T WITH YOUR TALENT. uGH YOUR MIND??

am i the only one who notices she says “do you see her too” TOO. SHE STILL SEES HER BABYGIRL

I don't know why I clicked on this. That scene just tore me up, and know here I am all over again.

By far the best edit I’ve ever seen!🙏🏽 please keep doing edits! You’re fantastic💕

"Life is much more than just surviving." I LOVED HER SO MUCH 💔💔💔😭😭😭

This is when you finally think you're over Clexa but then you watch this and it cracks you open like a fresh wound. The heartbreak is too much seriously. Jason's biggest mistake should have been deciding for Lexa to die in The 100.

A tear slowly rolls down my cheek... 😢 I miss Clexa!😢

I tried so hard not to cry while watchig it. Well, i failed. This is so beautiful...

I love this, it's so well edited! She is totally their kid btw ;) perfect mix of both

I have no idea how to feel about this other than utterly and beautifully destroyed... Well done.

THIS MADE ME SO EMOTIONAL! LOVE IS WEAKNESS 😭

Omg 😭 I'm crying 😭 This is so beautiful and so emotional and painful. You did wonderful job here, bravo 👏👏👏

I saw this in the episode and you portaited it so amazing that its a full story and it Brings up clexa emotions😭

you can find me sobbing in the corner of my room.. it's such a beautiful video, like wow, I'm at lack of words! this fandom is so talented, and I'm honored and proud to be a part of it!! Once again, your video is really a masterpiece 👏

3 years. I still miss you, Lexa kom Trikru. This is still best clexa video and I CRYING all that time.

I've never been a fan of Lexa, let alone of Clexa, but I saw this video and couldn't help but click because I knew this was gonna be fucking amazing and I was right. This was magnificent!

ALL THE FEELS ARE BACK. MY EYES ARE LEAKING. 😍😭

“all but one” that hit me right in the heart i just-

there is NO better video that ever existed and you won't change my mind

This is a beautiful piece and a wonderful way to incorporate clexa and Madi into a beautiful story

WOW! I've never watched this series but watching this video I wish I had... this is so beyond beautiful

This video is always in my head and i come here very often love clexa and this video

Clexa... A love story that was ended too soon... God this happened so long ago yet it still hurts... Clexa forever