I put on a mask when I'm around people and say I'm fine when I'm not, I get involved in adult problems when I don't want to be, I hear things about my siblings that scare me, I'm in foster and it's great home is lovely, but school can be hard and I try an be perfect for my parents but it gets so hard, it hard to explain irl and to people I love and care about, I'm not ok and I don't know how much longer I can keep pretending before I give up Sorry if I'm bothering you😅
@@child_of_Apollo_and_Hades ur not bothering me my friend has the same problem she is always trying to be better for her family. I think that no matter what they will love u through all ur mess ups in life. Dont put on a mask to cover up how ur feeling i have my whole life, if u put on a mask and act like everythings okay and fine they stop checking in on u and they leave u alone to deal with it. I dont want that for u go to whoever ur closer with whether it a best friend or sibling, i'm glad u came to me, i get that its hard to talk to others face to face about it but if u dont then it just gets worse sometimes u need to talk with someone about it face to face and if u cry then they can truly understand how u actually feel, and they can help u get through it and stay by ur side through it all i rlly hope u get better nobody deserves to go through this the world is a fucked up place but u aren't ur perfect the way u are😊😊feel better and have fun u deserve it