What school did you go to? How did you pay for housing while you were in your program? I applied to the same program 3 years in a row and still did not get in, I'm just stressed at this point.
I’m sorry to hear that your journey has been difficult. Mine wasn’t easy. I went to City Tech in BK,NY and didn’t get accepted so I applied to multiple & graduated from University of New Haven in CT. To pay for UNH I had grants, scholarships, savings & mostly student loans. I didn’t work while in the program, it was still hard but I lived off the refunds from loans. Have you considered another few schools to apply to? Do you have other careers you would like? I know it’s unfortunately very competitive. I had to leave my area/state and take out loans. I didn’t want to but it was worth it. I’m wishing you all the best.