Thank you all again for being patient with me while I slowly got my desire back to create content. It's been a struggle & it's never easy to lose the people you love. Support Cloudie: www.patreon.com/cloudiemcdoom [or] ko-fi.com/cloudiemcdoom 🔥
DAM man Im So soo sorry man...... I wish you didnt have to go through this fuck man I lost my first cuz last week so im grieving to i know its not my sister but dam man he was like my brother it feel like a whole is in my heart and i grieve for you too man...
Cant believe its been almost 3 years since you uploaded this. Yeah I've been thinking about stuff. Reminded me of this video. I understand that death is a natural state of our realm. But the grief and loss is no less soul crushing.. but there's hope because death also reunites us with those we lost later on as well. That's why we should do as much as we can in this world so that people don't have to suffer like we have. It's what i believe anyways! I hope youre doing well cloudie. Youre my favorite creator when it comes to remembering the great games Stay strong and God Bless your very existence, cloudie kun
Thanks! I lost my sister way too soon as well over some bs. It's good to know that I'm not the only who processes trauma in this manner. It's like you were in my head.
I lost my younger sister too. You are right. That pain is still there even 10 years later. Take your time, grieve. If folks drop off, that's fine. The real fans will be here
Bro I lost my late wife & the mother of our 6 month old son this past February. Grief is a roller-coaster you never able to get off from. It can get better with time but it'll always drop back to day 1 when you least expect it. I miss her soo much like I'm sure you miss your Sister. I'm soo sorry for your loss even after time passed.
Damn man this hit deep. I'm only 18 and seeing this just makes me want to spend more time with my family and friends more. At this moment of time I could never understand how hurt you truly are. But even though I will still say sorry for your lose and I hope you get better man. My mum lost her dad 2 years ago and it still tears her up thinking about him. So please cloudie, be strong and we love you. I love you all. And I wish for the best of all of us.
I've lost my granny, two very close big cousins, and several friends in the time span of four years. I had to be a pallbearer for the first time in my life three weeks ago. And man... this video really hit me, because it's absolutely right. And I have no choice but to appreciate the tears you've helped me cry today. Thank you and keep doing what you do for the people.
This popped up in my feed as I thought about my younger brother I lost almost a year ago and it’s hard not being the “Red eyed” version of myself for sure. But I move forward because that’s how he knew me up until he transitioned so I intend to honor that. Appreciate you being able to turn something as painful as losing a loved one into something as beautiful as this
I know this feeling. Mine was taken by blood sugar and falling into a coma. There was guilt, anger, just sadness from not actually being there. But yes you have to remember the memories. For me its making homemade french fries, or her sass. On another tangent, conversations with Death are actual poems too if you need another bout or end game dialogue inspiration for the algorithm :) nice to have you back. Also my condolences to you and your family.
I was straight up crying in the end. Seeing Bianca in the clouds and when you looked up... that hit so hard. I'm so sorry mate. Our time on this world is so limited, and we must make the best of it. I think your sister would be honored you made this video. We love you mate.
Your sister was surely lucky to have you in her life , as I’m sure she was glad to have you in hers. She’s in a way better place now Cloudie, she has no need to deal with all this BS this world has become. And like you said, cherish the memories. Just because a persons heart stops beating means we’ve lost them, we only are truly dead when no one is reminded about us. I wish the deepest of condolences 💐
Legit, that depiction of death was awesome and convincing. Someone who just does their job and has no emotional connection to it, whilst having a mix of all trends and quotes that exist through different timespans. Death's words actually had truth to them as well, which makes it more convincing. And of course, my condolences. P.S. I could totally see that death character in a video game or movie. Definitely one of your best ideas.
My younger sister had a seizure and passed away 10 years ago. The road is long and winding and you'll never get over it, only get through it and make due. You have my support. Blessings to you and your family, Cloudie. Please take care of yourself.
That was beautiful, the whole message to this video is completely true. Cherish life and loved ones cause you just don't know when time will end for yourself or someone. That ending hit me hard and I teared up. Condolences man, keep doing what your doing! Edit: Came back and watched this a few times, 1:30AM here now. Received a message from my mom that my grandma, her mom, passed away at 12:00AM. Here thinking about the times we got to spend with her. Thank you again.
Yoooo, cloudie, this is other level content... omg. You are the only content creator on here that can express what EVERYONE feels about death or life in general in a deep form that everyone of all ages can understand. Dude, you really are becoming a GOAT. Rest well for your sis too. I know the feeling cause i lost mines as well man.
Dude I lost my little sister tragically in an accident when she was 17 back in 2001, and not a day has gone by that I haven’t thought about her or missed her. In all these years the best advice I can give, you’ve already learned it: cherish the memories and use the pain brother to appreciate life through death.
I'm sorry for your loss. I hope this project helped you a lot dealing with your grief. It was very touching even for an outsider. Everyone knows loss and the various emotions it brings.
Wow, this is one of those topics that no one feels comfortable talking about because of how physically and mentally draining it is. I don't think I've seen a more in depth analysis of the human psyche and its coping mechanisms for dealing with death than this. I appreciate you making this and hope nothing but the best for you.
Man... This one hit close to home. I lost my sister last year and all those emotions run through me like a waterfall daily i understand and am sorry for your lost loved one. Im still grieving and its gonna take a while for me to even get my actual smile back. If i could id have given you a big hug.
Be strong and be proud for Bianca cloudie. Dammn your parody really hit hard. I ve lost my grands parents 10 years, I still miss them. Since 2017 I ve lost 2 former classmates, they were both stabbed (literally) one by her little brother and the other by a f friend😔
Hey Cloudie I'm sorry for your loss brother... I lost my eldest sister last year and I know it's a hard thing to go through. No parent should ever expect to bury their child and no brother is ever prepared to lose their sister. I can tell she meant very much to you and she would be proud to have seen this video knowing you used what you love doing as an outlet to mourn and process and remember her by. I'm crying watching this video. There is so much thought and feeling and I felt every bit of it. You put things into words that I never could have explained on my own. It's one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen and I just wanted to say thank you for giving me another way to look at life and death. Keep doing what you do best but do it one step at a time. Again... Thank you Cloudie.
I’m still sorry for your loss, Cloudie. I lost my sister as well to depression so I know how rough it can be. It’s great that your uploading but don’t force yourself if your still not ready. Everyone will understand if you still need more time.
Bruh these Cloudie VS. are my favorite part of your content, it shows the inner struggles that a lot of us deal with and don't talk about. And you do it so organically! I appreciate you G.
My condolences. I unexpectedly lost my sister four years now back in February and the pain is still there. The thing is that from the times I spent with my sister, those treasure memories are deeply rooted in heart and the memories will ever fade away.
I cried at this. When I lost my mother in 2013. I didn't know what to do. Thank you for expressing how you felt...how many felt losing a loved one, especially someone so close to you.
Wow. That was actually really tragically beautiful. Death sucks because none of us can't escape it, especially when a loved one dies. I pray all will be well with you and your family ❤
I know what it feels like to lose a sibling. I’m Sorry you went through this. But what you said in the end is right. I love how you used this medium as a means to deal. Keep moving king.
Damn bro I just saw this for the first time rest in peace to your sister I love your content bro I know I’m late to the show but wow your mind is as vast as any final fantasy game made my brother love you for making these videos thank you 🙏🏽
I understand how you feel and I'm sorry for your loss man. My sister passed away a few years ago and those feelings become a part of you. The ending helped the memory of her feel comforting. Thank you for that, I wish you and your family be well
What a great way to express yourself and these feelings. We can fight death tooth and nail but it will take us and our loved ones, eventually. All we have are our memories. Make many and cherish them.
I'm not going to try and equate pain to pain or anything like that, but I do want to say I understand. My cousin died a few years back from a train accident, and in truth it felt a lot like this. When Death started talking about regret, I felt that. My cousin and I were by no means 'close' close, but the visits that we had were always a blast. He was a bright guy with a bright future. All it took was one drink that he shouldn't have had at the time to end all of that. At first it was really bad for me. All I could think about was the 'what could I have done?' factor of it. And that's a real quick way to tear oneself apart because at the end of the day there is no right answer. There is nothing I could've done to change his decision in the matter. He would live the life that he wanted, and make the choices he felt were the most rewarding in his life. All I'm trying to day is....I'm here for you Cloudie. We all are. And that isn't going to change. The healing process is extremely slow, but we'll walk it with you all the same.
I'm sorry if this comes off ass insensitive. But I just wanna say this is exactly why I'm loving your channel more and more. You have humor and fantasy. And you tie all of it together with moments of somberness that grounds it all. Your channel has actually been helping me at a moment where I'm starting to give up fighting for the next day. I really hope you know that your content not only is enjoyable but is kind of a space for someone like me to find comfort in. It helps me laugh while also reminding me to not give up. You're a good dude man
Cloudie-Sama. I'm terribly sorry for everything happened to your dear sister. Truly so. It is really horrible to see. I understand you. If it had happened to my sister i would never forgive myself. You have my condoliances and the greatest support in this moment of grief. 😢😭
I'm sorry for your loss man. Condolences to you and the family. Can't imagine how difficult this was to process all the while making this beautiful video. It hit even harder to see we were born the same year. Stay strong, warrior.
Ain't never been this early to a Cloudie vid, and it had to be the deepest. I'm sorry for your loss, brother. All my love to you and your family. Stay up!❤❤
Bruh. I lost my sister too. I'm so sorry... I'm literally crying rn writing this. It fucking sucks so much. I wish there was something I could do but I can't. Much love brotha. I hope you can keep your head up. I know what it's like.
I'm late but God bless you, Cloudie. Didn't expect to be crying this early in the morning. As someone who fears death knocking on the door at any moment this got to me. May your sister rest in peace. ❤️
I doubt you'd see this Cloudie, but first and foremost--thank you for this video. My condolences to you and your family for losing someone so paramount to the way you carry yourself. The only way to keep her legacy and kindness alive is to live your life. Know that she's smiling down from the heavens right now at the kind of man you've become and even better than you'll be from here on out. I also want to say thank you for helping me realize some things about myself with this metaphor of death. I'm wiping tears from my eyes typing this response, but we really did miss you bro. Continue to be great and be sure to take care of yourself out there. Much love from TN.
I'm so so so so sorry... I can't imagine losing my brother and keep going as you do... You're truly an inspiration and very, very strong. I got to know you a couple of months ago in one of your FF videos (I must say it's the best content I have seen of Final Fantasy, you are able to transmit in a unique way that feeling of "HOME"), and what I did mmediately after watching it? Send it to my brother... As a nurse I deal with death almost everyday, and man... they say we get unsensitive with the years, but in my case, except some cases, I get more emotional. Discovering that you just passed through this when I was checking if you uploaded another FF video... Hit me hard. I hope you get unlimited joy from your sisters memories.
The message behind the video is incredible. It was a huge reminder that regardless of the money/fame/monotony of everyday life we shouldn't forget that at the root of everything we are human and to feel pain and to feel joy is to be human. We love you Cloudie, you make life better! Also your editing/filmography skills are top notch!
I am watching this video and I felt the same way when my grandpa died and a few months later my cat Gabriel passed away 12 years ago. Take your time, as a fan of yours I will be ready for new content!
I am sorry for your loss cloudie. Loosing a family member so close is really tough to go through. Even though mourning is eternal we hsve to remember the memories that we have. She is looking down on you amd your family.
I can't imagine the pain you're going through. Just know, that you'll always have a support structure around you. Be it being family, friends, or even your followers. You always a real one .....even if Sora is getting bopped every video 😁
This is amazing! You even managed to give death a good guy halo effect. My condolences to your sister, she would have been proud of you if she ever manages to see this at some point...
This hurts deep. I lost someone close to me who raised me as a young child 6 years ago and still to this day, it still hurts and I hate it every single day. My anger got the best of me and made me regret the times I missed with her. At one point I hit a low blow with it, almost lost important people in my life due to me feeling hurt each day. My family and friends helped me through that hard stage of my grief and that helped. Always here if you need someone to chat too and in time, you’ll get there. My condolences to you and your family. ❤️❤️❤️
Absolutely beautiful.. she IS proud. How could she not be? No words, just a thunderous applause in the form of respectful silence. My thoughts go out to you and your family.
Oh man this was amazing. I really felt the frustration and aggression even though death was the only one talking. Had me tearing up and I haven't lost anyone close to me yet. So moved, honestly, beautifully done. I'm glad you came back so strong and my condolences to you and your family.
Yo Cloudie, I love your work, Brother. I got on to catch up on your content today and saw this. First, i wanna say I'm sorry for the loss of your beautiful sister. I pray for your healing and for comfort in your broken heart. That said, this is beautiful masterpiece! It's a video that only someone who has lost a truly close family member or friend could understand. I feel like i get you and the process you're working through. I been a fan for awhile but i want you to know that i have a greater appreciation for you as a creator after this. This is something that's going to help others cope. Well done, Cloudie. Absolutely perfect.
