I am so glad you let your defenses down, I understand, I think you might be surprised because I didn't set this up, the Almighty did. He told me, I was open to whatever he had for me, since I went through a lot with someone else but realized I some things I would not want to go through because the level of the one issue what over scale of 1-10 I did not want to experience that , I had a long time ago but I didn't see that person often but know what its like, not something I want to go thru again. I am all the way in, cause I have the backing of the Almighty, I was shocked when he told me it was you. I have this image of you, sometimes we think people are this or that,or whatever. But its not you or your life, people tend to think you are this or that because you are typecast, by the way you look. I look at you and think he probably has all he needs and wants in his life. So I thought what could he want with me, I am average and he is every girls dream guy. I tried not to think of it too much. It was like enjoying this beautiful specimen right in front of me. I am lucky enough to get to observe you, and enjoy the gift you bring with music. I have loved music as a child and music helped me go through some times in my life. My first love is music.
