There is so much more to life than a sorority. Now you'll get to discover more of it. You may not feel it now, but I bet this will be a blessing in disguise and that your summer programme will open up a whole other world to you.
As someone who was on exec 3 years straight it’s not end all be all girl. You will be able to have a lot more free time and be able to not be as stressed! and you can always run for other positions later on❤️
I totally understand how you feel about exec! Totally apply again if you are still interested and you can take on leadership positions that are not exec positions but help your friends with their positions! It’s almost more fun because you get to help with multiple positions and hang out with your friends!!
When I was in college, I did a year and a half of a term. I was super homesick and was only 3.5 hours a year. I missed my dog too. Now currently, at 25 and I still don’t know what I’m doing.