This hits me so hard Im only 22 and and I drink everyday since my mum passed cause I didn't know how to cope with my feeling sober when I heard *the only reason I'm writing this* I started going as meeting and been seeing a psychologist for my problems that song made me feel like I wasent alone in this world your songs change the way I deal with life thank u so much for being the person u are keep doing u your making a difference in this world bro love ya since 2017.
Weird how mybest friend is my worst enemy it took half my life and friends away from earth all around 45 few of us homies kicking it but only my friend Joe and I are no longer drinking 0ut 6 of us left out of 24 ppl my falling down friends addictions to kill the deep inner pain that no of want to carry on passing the deep inner trauma we c Kinda speak only one ltvrs 12 hours but probably the closest out all us guys battling all some battles but I'm about only one who stop being adviodent 1yr an half I didn't leave the house catatonic numb heard nothing just staring into the void the gray numbness of any kind of thoughts and emotionally feelings don't exist hard to feel others pain like psycho Path you can control BPD with you lead that it can be manageable my tbi was extremely bad which interduced my PTSD and more psychcologplcial personality disorder I'm have3or4 now pne people would set off for a selfish reason or to watch swttch switching eyes roll all away back all u see is white saying claim threats that I never even knew I was in vacation and he drove bus the one saying or 3:19 doing bad things I'll be laughing when I watch you gargle on your own blood when slash your neck i never got see that fu personality he has subdued paul jeffariya I need to talk all iime out loud this pyhcoiiss I use when feel threatened by social phobia and too talk to voices in and out auxiliary sounds .not drinking has not been easy at all especially when you're friends that have their own demons and sorrow we love in the same town but no one doesn't want to personality talk to each other I really tried and learned that I can't help out of the Avoiding routine phone only way I don't think they want to have a good time even if we're broken my dog is too that's way once we began to trust we werent too halfs we became a whole brain trust functions are amazing together and can manifest the unmanisted out pure proteintely by believing the creativity in this purely proteintely expects to be able to manifest anything you want as long as you believe in yourself pure consciousness of knowing your self worth and when you con be pure discipline d you can manifest anything in the world .L.B.G.to phsyc Ward Rejects that all love Rudolph red nosie reindeer was the power of r The land of misfit Toys (they are the ones who really saved Christmas but I love All music helping lost addicted haven't been able to get out of to get help thanks for Gnarly songs Sheldon and crew put out I like terminal Mac is wac pickles cuz I lost my complete composer because pickles me it was onion. And the job interview because after so many firing and constantly doing gay job interviews is to fellow heart and path I forgot about that and had 25 years of not remembering that I can do anything I put the effort in to. Thanks 🙏 again for the voices that come out spit gritty Grammy really for the less outgoing hoping to get 6 adviodent nutters together soon winter is a bitch and dark by 4 pm and below 20 degrees of 0 degrees depressing for a lot alcohol drinking goes away hell up . thanks again complete bitter klog psycward. You are a blessing just like every single day I get up .thanks again complete bitter klog psycward and whole crew that never gave up because if people like didn't have the Balls Io do this me and few would 6 feet under your prophet God bless you will be on top Manny mountain s top up and chill at top then down side you didn't climb up no reason to back tract God Speed and when get around the states for touring t would love too see you.GodBless and God Speed
10 days without a drink. Today is my older sister who passed birthday and id usually be blacked out by now but instead of letting grief blind me I'm celebrating her life and baking her a Birthday cake. Those still struggling with Alcohol I wish you well
4 months sober from booze today and this song was what started my journey of recovery from alcohol . So much love complete bro ❤️❤️❤️ Edit.. I made roughly 9 months before caving and went on a 5 day bender . But I stopped before it got out of hand again . I am back seeing my psych and going to drug and alcohol counseling . You ain't alone shel or anybody reading this. One day at a time and one drink refused at a time ❤️
You have done the hardest part in admiting it to yourself, I'm on year 4 of being sober, I won't lie it's never easy but it does get easier u have bad days where u know u would have had a drink but what worked for me was thinking I didn't wanna throw away all that hard work and 4 months is good bro,ots little milestones, nearly at half a year, then onto the 1st year amd so on, it's ur building blocks for a better future.
I'm a dying alcoholic. Get the shakes, arythmias and all had first stroke last march at age 25... not sure how much I have left in me... but this song speaks facts. Drink moderately folks... daily binging from stress ain't worth it.
Maybe this is not happening to me now, but I'm in tears...My Brother is in deep depression and taking medication...He is broke and I'm not able to help. Please if you are in this place, stay strong, you are important, people care about you, maybe we don't know how to help...but you are important! I assure you...you are precious.
I know it never gets easier. Former addict here; but I just wanna let you know that it’s worth it to stay strong and say no. The growth and the love you’ll feel filling the void of the addiction. I know it’s not overnight; but over the years the void that the drugs left in me was filled with solid friendships and encouraging people who want me to do better. I want better for you Complete; find the happiness for yourself brother
I'm a single dad, bit of an alcoholic, my ex took off with my kids and burnt a house in Sydney down. Back to the grog. Children's court case raging. Trying to get ahead. This hits so hard. You always know how to express what you and so many others are feeling 👌 Made the hairs on my neck stand up. Cheers Complete for always hitting it on the head.
When you grow up with a family of alcoholics, it gets hard man, was into if before i even hit puberty, im off the alcohol, have been for about 5 years, sad thing is im only 23. Shame i took a toll on green. 2 weeks sober now. My dad still drinks, and its hard, it broke my family, my friends.
This is why this is the best rap song ever. No rap song is THIS EMOTIONAL with the smoothest cadence, most intricate RHYME schemes THROUGHOUT, but it feels like he's just telling his story to us casually. It's a fucking rap MASTERPIECE
No women, no drugs, no killing. Just humble words that reach way more people than you think. I don't care what anyone says, Complete is a legend for sharing his troubles.
Almost 32, drinking since i was 13. drinking destoryed my marrige and future relation ships, sobriety scares me, my body feels like its starting to quit. This song hits hard.
Man…. this song hurts so much but also helps more than ever. it hits home so hard but also makes me not want to believe how much I relate. It makes me realise how badly I’m losing the battle but also makes me feel like I can eventually win. Every single line of this song is so individually direct at me as much as it is for other people more than I think you were ever expecting, and I hate it so much but I also love it more than any other relatable song about addiction that I’ve ever heard, I swear on everything I am and everything that I’ve got that I will not let this disease like addiction take me away! I will get sober and I will come back to this song when I do. thank you for this man! You honestly don’t know what you’ve just awakened in me with this. I’m crying right now and I’ve never felt sad about it let alone this level of emotion towards it, and I think that’s been one of my biggest barriers, I’ve never let the truth in. And this cut me open to my core, and for that I hate it but also I thank you down to the bottom of my heart and soul! Realising what’s so wrong about it and accepting that I have a big problem and that it needs fixing is the first step I think is how it goes, and listening to this more times than I care to tell has imprinted that in my bones! Right now is when I fight back for the first time in my life and take control, I’m not going to be another statistic! I really believe that you’ve probably just saved my life and man it hurts so much to realise and accept that it has seriously been at risk and I’ve just been so closed off to it all these years. I’m in so much pain right now and if i get through to the other side of this I’m going to find a way to meet you one day and i want you to see the gratefulness in my eyes for opening them and giving me the opportunity to see myself so clearly and fix all that I’ve been breaking for so long. I know you might not want to hear it or think that you are, and I know you think you’re just a guy who writes raps to express how he’s feeling. But to me you’re a hero and I will tell you that in person one day.
Stay strong man I'm fighting the battle also it's not easy. When I first heard this song i listened to it on repeat for hours and cried. Things can and will get better the biggest step is admitting you have a problem. Much love bro keep fighting.
Heard this in jail on the hip hop show while I was awaiting appeal to go to rehab, I’ve been sober 470 days and hearing this made me realise that I needed to change my life, just wanted to say thank you today was a hard day and I wanted to drink but instead I threw this one on
Just came back to this video and realized I never thanked you, my bad man. This was the push I needed to get help and get clean. I told my dad all about what I was going through and played him this track. I haven't had a drink in many months now. I truly can't thank you enough for what you did. Best wishes.
Complete talking about his alcohol issues can be replaced with whatever substance/situation you yourself are trapped in, his great writing and emotional delivery just hits home and makes you think about your own shit. I know it does for me. I’ve seen ppl afflicted with that shit in my family and I can’t stay sober either, pills weed booze. Anything to feel different. The struggle never goes away. Some are just lucky/strong enough to handle it better. You’re an underrated genius and a real one brother
This is more then just a song it's a inspiration for others that are dealing with the same demons 2 years sober. myself all I can say is if you're doing it do it for yourself, not for others
I am 22,live with alcoholism unfortunately. Been drinking since I was 16 because of depression and things happening in life. Since I heard your songs,especially this one,I have been trying to turn around my life. I have stolen,lied,resorted to violence,all because of alcohol….it’s “comforting” to know that others out there are also going through similar situations…..Thank you COMPLETE for helping me make this decision,just by spreading your life story and message.
Since my grandma died à year ago i started drinking and doing drugs to numb the pain and then i heard Jordan and started listening to your tracks and it helped me alot been sober for 3 months now and you helping alot bro keep up the grind greetings from belguim ❤
This really hits close to home at the moment , I've struggled with addiction most of my life and so has a lot of my family , I just found out a week ago that my uncle is in hospital with liver failure from drinking , the last time I saw him he talked about the things in his life that effected him and lead him to drink I just wish I had of taken the time to talk to him more and let him know he wasn't alone in his battle and now I might never get that chance ..
This song hits home hard. It's a constant struggle with wanting to pick up a bottle of my best mate Jack. Your songs always reach out to others keep doing what you do bro your a great person and have come a long way. Your helping us all
Was sober for a week and a half and then relapsed yesterday. Was the longest I've been sober in a long time, and it's no small part thanks to this song, and "Jordan". When I start craving, my brain tells me it's not that big of a deal - but when I hear these songs I am reminded of just how vile and toxic this relationship is that I keep running back to. Much love, Complete. Hope you're doing well, man. Stay strong. You're definitely helping me stay strong.
31 year old hungarian straight edge punk here. Never ever was drunk (in my whole life i drank ONE bottle of beer). Had a very bad childhood because of this fuckin' thing. I teared up during the song. To the peoples who are struggling: be strong, you can do it. Never too late to quit. It's gonna be unbearable hard. But i believe in you, mates.
Just remember how amazing you are this world is a trap all of its been a test the darkness starts in your reality the light is you our consciousness is powerful
I've loved Rap/Drill for so long and my friend Maddie introduced me to Complete through the song Jordan. I absolutely love this song and Complete as an Artist, it's so refreshing to see people utilizing music to convey their situations positive and negative. Knowing they're reaching out to others like them whether they want to or not and providing exposure to everyone about what this means- I cannot express how much I hope the struggles ease up for everyone; but this reminded me of things I saw with my Grandmother when she was alive and struggling to stay sober. Praise from the US
Stay strong brother you got this. Thank you for sharing this I’m an ex addict clean for 6 years now and every day is still a struggle but song like this keep me going and remind me that I’m not the only one fighting this battle. Never forget brother as much as some days you feel alone you are never alone. Keep fighting
Goddam 6 years congrats. But question from someone struggling on and off, does it really not get easier? Or am I overestimating the amount of struggle when you mean by still struggling? I've kept hope by thinking itll stop but the idea of it always staying is daunting, fuck man I want a drink soon as I think "I should slow down"
Never thought I needed a song so bad I really needed this and I wanna thank you for expressing yourselves and makes me feel like I’m not the only one thank you
LYRICS BELOW (To the best of my abilities) (Intro) Hello, I'm one of the counselors with the alcohol and drug support line how can I help you? Ummm… I'm just struggling a bit with feeling like tempted to relapse, so I thought I'd better call someone Yeah, yeah, so what happened (Verse 1) Who’d have pictured? I’d be consumed by such a stupid sickness Used to witness it but never knew that I’d find booze addictive Never knew that in the future I'd be glued into its huge statistics It's not exclusive to the music business A screw is loose, and I refuse to fix it I just choose to sit and down a few without a clue how huge the risk is As soon as it just, hits my lips imma lose forgiveness And go bananas like koalas with some eucalyptus A queue to quit but what's the point when Imma fold again Sold my soul for some coldies resulting in being cold as them The golden gem but now I'm watching my goals descend My autograph’s a mess from getting tremors when I hold a pen I told myself I have control, but the controls pretend Dug my own hole now there's too much of a hole to mend Cause I've been drinking ever since I was as old as 10 Weird how my very worst enemy is my oldest friend Fuck (Skit Dialogue) Yeah, and so it sounds like it's really been… it's been your life…. it just hasn't been just a part of your life your life has revolved around alcohol. Yeah And so, the mind, the addicted brain or the, the mental obsession whatever you wanna call it… yeah it wants to take you back there, wants to say Sheldon just have one… you're doing so well one won't hurt (Verse 2) Always sinking something, Tins of rum I’d rinse em since a munchkin Used to drink for fun or drink for functions Now I drink to function January 1st the binge begun my fingers crunching different cups and mixing up a pinch of punch to bring the month in My shrink’s assumption is I'm hunting for an introduction to a sober life She don't know that I'm on the brink of jumping A drunken prick my friends must think I'm a Grinch and stubborn Never wanna leave for lunch I’d rather chug a drink I FUCKIN… Dumped my missus cause I knew I'd never make it work All the pain and hurt I just didn't want to make it worse If I stayed with her She'd never get the happiness she may deserve Though I loved her I put my cravings first I'm so ashamed that I'm a slave to this forsaken curse And I'm afraid I'll be afraid until I'm laid in dirt And when that day occurs Save your champagne and just embrace my words Know the addiction’s done when they take the hearse (Ending) Yeah so, the problem is actually, the problem is a lot more serious than… this is a serious problem you're in a serious position right now. Yeah, that’s, why, I’m calling you, I wanted to stop drinking really, I felt like if I kept going then I'll, I'll eventually die Yeah, yeah…Dutch courage what does that mean? it's kind of… uh false courage you've had the courage or the humility or whatever to reach out and say hey I want to talk to someone, and I’m worried I'm gonna drink and I don't want to and it's about building your new life that doesn't include alcohol
The butterfly effect of this song and how much it will help and be appreciated by so many in a time of need or when they just want to hear a song to relate to will be priceless. If you havent heard his other tracks, I personally used his old school stuff to get through tough times......try 'Reason to Live' or 'Heartless Revenge' Thank you Complete TPW....
To be so open about something so painful and consuming is a true achievement. Thankyou for making this music which explains addiction so well through some of the greatest rap in Aus
Damn bro this is some of the realest ever... never give up, you are not alone, you have all of us here... keep pushing, we need you more than you will EVER KNOW. ... your music helps me stay in it when I'm ready to just turn to the other side, but it's proof why where we're at is the ultimate push. Much love bro. Thank you you keeping it 100 in every word.
Thank you, Complete. This is like therapy to listen to. It hits home, and helps me stay strong. Almost 7 months sober myself. Keep going brother. Cheers from Canada.
"And I'm afraid I'll be afraid until I'm laid in dirt" as someone who's suffered with anxiety for a long time, this one hit close to home. I've had this exact thought many times over: that the struggle and fears will never go away.
I started listening to your music when I was giving up drinking and the amount of times your raps have kept me away from the bottle. Ups and downs jordan the lot. You capture the addiction and put it down like no other. Thankyou
Bro as a person who is currently struggling with alcoholism at the moment thank you for releasing this song I'll play this every day to help me conquer my addiction much love ❤
Mr. Complete Sir, THANK YOU!!! Will make a man cry when relating and being able to hear an emotion or something we’re going through spelled out in your songs. A quick snap in the mind and a tear and suddenly a vision is clear. To put words in emotion IS A GIFT! Don’t be so hard on yourself, what you do is astonishing!! I just found you and I can’t wait for more! Keep doing what your doing! 👑👑
it's fucked how much you can relate to the songs worse thing is makes me feel weak but it's gonna help me keep pushing cheers bro keep the hard work up
Hits a place I never thought I had, be lucky to find me sober these days and this speaks everything I drink away holy fuck 🔥 complete speaks words most of us feel but never speak about. I fucking love you man 💙💙
Your music saved my life fr I was so close to ending my life and I some how came across your song Jordan and after that was history literally listened to your songs all night. Thank you thank you thank fr thank you 🙏 keep making this art Complete your a bright light in a very dark work.
This is so relatable and a relevant issue to tackle! I myself struggle with alcohol I've watched your journey since i first found your music in 2011 you've helped me more than you know once again thank you my brother 🖐 TPW
Had a moment of weakness and almost relapsed this morning but didn't, wow what timing. 8 months clean in 3 days, man, thank you for this. Stay strong brother, so glad I found your music ♥️🙏🔥
Complete, thank you for being you. Thank you for putting into words what so many of us are going through. Your music makes me feel things that I honestly don't really want to feel. That's why I appreciate you so much. You make me feel not so alone. I've lost a lot because of my addictions. Still trying to build my life back up. I turn to you when I feel lost. You have changed my life....that's absolutely no lie. Thank you, again ❤️
Came across a clip of your music on tiktok, checked you out. Was able to relate, totally. Then you drop this - literally just told my story. Even to dumping a gf. You have my support, 100. All the way from the other side of the world in Ireland.
The emotion and the way you give people a space to relate and heal is crazy. You've opened me up to some of the darkest parts of myself so that I can mend and heal and for that I'm forever thankful.
You can feel his pain thru his voice. You can feel his pain in every single song he releases, dont give up jordan. I need you brother. I know your thinking “this bloke doesn’t even know me” but bro, your songs describe your life. If anyone knows you, its us 💜 please dont leave us alone jordan.
This hits on too many levels wether it’s about the drinks or drugs your always rapping what people are thinking about in there own life your a true Inspiration
I feel like this song is literally for me. Time for me to start giving sobriety a go again, I'm so empty and out of hope, but the only other option is an early grave. Thanks brother, I dont feel so alone in how I am.
I've always had a struggle with alcoholism, I understand how hard it is and still trying to get better myself but stay strong brother, thank you and I appreciate you sharing your story in this beautiful heart felt song fr. Legend always and can't to see you in Tassie, sending love and care your way mate. ❤️
8 years no alcohol. Best thing I ever did was free myself from the grips of alcohol, changed my life unimaginably for the better. It's so sneaky because no one thinks of it as a drug.. rather as normal. Once it has you it slowly takes everything from you and doesn't stop until there's nothing left.
