@@dipshtfckface6258 the music industry is convoluted with extreme materialism. someone's gotta claim something. Its just a break from all that to something actually real and close to home.
As an alcoholic myself. The lyrics break me, but you sometimes need sit alone and listen to gain strength to release you can talk. I’m still struggling but i know I have at least two people I can be open with. It keeps getting worse but I’d be dead if wasn’t for them. I’d never wish it for anyone. Hope we all get better
Much love to everyone still listening in 2024! I have just announced my new album 'Nothing To Show' out July 12th. Signed pre-orders available here complete.lnk.to/nothingtoshow
Well most normal men dont have a battle this intense. This is the inner dialog of severe depression, which isnt like normal depression, and depression isnt gender specific.
@@memesarentfunny2248 They never said it was gender specific, they just used men because male depression is often overlooked, at least compared to that of the other gender, but yea this is most definitely telling that of someone with extreme depression and constant suicidal thoughts, but almost everyone can relate to this, if not exactly like this, most definitely in some form
just like how abuse and such shouldn't be based on gender, or treatment based on race, religion or whatever based on whatever, i think it'd just sound nicer if it were "This is literally an illustration of the inner battle a lot of people face on a daily basis. Pretty sure we can almost all relate to this" i think it's just more inclusive
My best friend showed me this song on its release. We sat and listened and watched on repeat. Both struggling with depression. He lost his battle almost 3 years ago. This song holds possibly the deepest meaning to me and unfortunately I am still struggling more then ever. I listened to this song again for the first time in years. And has been on repeat again. I miss my mate, I miss the old happy me.
Hey keep your head up homie. Life is beautiful even if it doesn't seem so. I'm sorry about your mate and I hope you can see him again when the time comes. But hopefully that's a long time from now. Love from Texas bro
LYRICS: [Verse] I really wish you would leave me alone I just wanna be by my own for a second But you always gotta creep in my dome Always gotta speak in my zone so you know what I reckon I reckon you're just as lonely as I am I reckon you're just lonely as me I reckon you wanna see me break so you feed me bait 'Cause you know what I need, yeah, I know what you need Oh please, can you just listen up Just zip it shut, and not interrupt for once? I mean fuck, this just isn't fun I’ve been stuck in this rut but I’m done with ya, fuck you cunt Fuck you too, fuck you, shut up Cut up, just do it, one, two, nuh-uh I ain't ever fallin' for that again I don’t want my mother to look at me like I’m nothin' but a nutter I just wanna have a moment of peace I just wanna go to sleep without you Always callin' me a loner, sayin' that I can’t stay sober And I should make a rope with the sheets I just wanna focus on beats Focus on makin' the dopest release, nah You should get drunk, you should just jump You should just thump and explode on the streets Dammit, man, you make me sick You’ve always been a crazy prick I remember the days that we played as kids and you'd say I should go to the neighbour's place and set flames to it Take a sip, take a sip Take a sip, shit, that’s three for your OCD Like that song that you did, hey, take a sip That’s four, does that make you tick? Bet you crave a fifth like you crave the piss Every day is the same as you chase your fix You're a slave to the taste of a fake escape And too lazy to change a bit, you're afraid to quit So you wait a bit and you wait a bit Gain weight a bit, what a way to live Okay, you prick, I get the picture No need to explain the shit, you’re ashamed of it Maybe I am But who are you to judge? It was you who was tellin' me to do the drugs And get stupid drunk, I just thought you could use some fun You were upset, you were dumped I didn’t say to abuse it once, the truth is You choose to run from your problems Don’t blame me for the fact you're a stupid cunt Take it back No way, mate, take it back, it ain’t plain as that I'm the one that remains intact And at the same time cravin' crap that you made me have Don’t say I’m a lazy rat When the greatest fact is I’m trapped in the way you act You’re just mad that your brain is tapped You’re the same as your crazy dad, you're a maniac Fuck you, you don’t know what it’s like To be so messed up that you hope that you die When you're over your life and you know that you might Put a knife to your throat as you cry but I chose to survive 'Cause I think I could focus and try more Don’t wanna die from emotions I hide You couldn’t care that I’m broken inside You just poke and provoke till the moment's arrived Why? Why you gotta do this to me? You're choosin' to be so abusive and mean Refusin' to leave till my brain has been taken You’re basically placin' the noose on the beam Everybody wants that according to you No more torment, Jordan, we're through No more talkin', the door has been shut I’m ignorin' it, just like you taught me to do Goodbye Great song man
@lilkidscupYT yo won’t lie to you killing your self is so fucking dumb just take your revenge not by killing anyone but just by making plans and ever plan has a back up and destroy everybody that hurt you
I still fucking cry when I hear these words, it's like someone was watching me my whole life and decided to write about me. I'm so glad I'm not the only one who feels like this. Sad but honestly relieving.
Fuck you, you don’t know what it’s like To be so messed up that you hope that you die When you're over your life and you know that you might Put a knife to your throat as you cry but I chose to survive 'Cause I think I could focus and try more Don’t wanna die from emotions I hide You couldn’t care that I’m broken inside You just poke and provoke till the moment's arrived Why? Why you gotta do this to me? You're choosin' to be so abusive and mean Refusin' to leave till my brain has been taken You’re basically placin' the noose on the beam Everybody wants that according to you No more torment, Jordan, we're through No more talkin', the door has been shut I’m ignorin' it, just like you taught me to do Goodbye
Just leaving a comment to say thank you for making music like this. Thanks for existing jordan..you are making the world a easier place to survive @complete ❤
He’s calling out how people have lost to there demons and listen to them. Mental health is important for every person. But we live in a society that doesn’t care about certain people mental health and turns around and acts like they do. Women are more likely to have support from friends, women are more likely to get help at a mental hospital, women have longer days depressed, women are less likely to kill themes selfs. Not let’s talk about men. Men are less likely to get help, men are more likely to kill themes selfs, men are avoided and abused in a mental hospital, men are less likely to get help from a few or none. I know the feeling kings, I recently lost my battle with my demons and tried to do something awful, I was abused in a mental hospital and left because it was making it worse. I lost again but im letting my demons in and make decisions. I stopped going to class, work, and avoid my family. Im angry all the time. I hate the work for how cruel it is and how I was judged for being in a wrong place at the wrong time. I wish that everyone doesn’t lose to there demons and do what I’m doing. It’s a awful state of mind. It’s a living hell.
@@aaronthethief1094 still no need to make it a gendered issue if its abt mental health. the times people said they cared about ,,male mental health,, and then turn around and perpetuate toxic masculinity etc is too high. if there are issues where the solution is equal along gender lines theres no reason to seperate it unless you only care about one side or you think that men and woman are enemies not looking for the same goal
"if you made it through addicron or mental illness you have something, because a lot of people dont. If you are still kicking today batteling those demons, you have something, because a lot of people didnt wake up today, because they couldnt make it. they couldnt cut it and u fcking did. So you have something" mike majlak this helped me i hope it can help you have. you got this
This has 15m and I've never heard it.. Granted I usually jam to AU hip hop.. I'm from America - Only USA hip hop I jam is Watsky. The UK is holding it down for the culture. Thank you. You can be on our side in WWIII.
Fuck you, you don’t know what it’s like To be so messed up that you hope that you die When you're over your life and you know that you might Put a knife to your throat as you cry but I chose to survive 'Cause I think I could focus and try more Don’t wanna die from emotions I hide You couldn’t care that I’m broken inside You just poke and provoke till the moment's arrived Why? Why you gotta do this to me? You're choosin' to be so abusive and mean Refusin' to leave till my brain has been taken You’re basically placin' the noose on the beam Everybody wants that according to you No more torment, Jordan, we're through No more talkin', the door has been shut I’m ignorin' it, just like you taught me to do Goodbye
🙏 I'm 14 in care past wi drugs dad made me watch my brothers getting abused and my mum im now in care got bullied in a new school stood up to them and now I'm going to a pru the school over looked my past and my situation and sending me to a pru thx man 🙏🙏🙏
@@chgamez1014 i know how you feel man my dad beat me when i was just a baby and everything i watch him beat my mom to and if i do or say anything i get it worse than she did
4 years later and this song has finally reached me... I no longer am fighting my battle. I won.. I lost friends along the way.. but I finally found those who will be there for me until the end.
I literally cut up my noose when I felt like this. Same as you, held it in pieces & let it out of my hands. Just like you. I tried to used it & had bruises on my neck. Even as a single father, i wanted to leave everyone behind. BUT!! i felt like 'I could focus & try more. Don't want to die from the emotions I hide!" Broke past my own hate for myself & now I'm"Complete"! Life is on track & I'm doing better. Thanks for releasing this. I can connect & feel your pain
Fuck you, you don’t know what it’s like To be so messed up that you hope that you die When you're over your life and you know that you might Put a knife to your throat as you cry but I chose to survive 'Cause I think I could focus and try more Don’t wanna die from emotions I hide You couldn’t care that I’m broken inside You just poke and provoke till the moment's arrived Why? Why you gotta do this to me? You're choosin' to be so abusive and mean Refusin' to leave till my brain has been taken You’re basically placin' the noose on the beam Everybody wants that according to you No more torment, Jordan, we're through No more talkin', the door has been shut I’m ignorin' it, just like you taught me to do Goodbye
You can tell by his face this isn’t acting just to sell a track. He has felt all of it. Guys made a masterpiece and spread awareness! Legend in my book 👊🏻💯
This dude grew up and was mates with my brother and his mates everything he raps is real man he’s one of the best in Australia hands down, listen to some other songs of his man he’s a beast 💪🏼
Found this yesterday evening on a random insta reel and i have listened it infinite times since then. Cried a few times (no shame). Personally i use this video as a test to see how emotional a person is.
[Verse] I really wish you would leave me alone I just wanna be by my own for a second But you always gotta creep in my dome Always gotta speak in my zone so you know what I reckon I reckon you're just as lonely as I am I reckon you're just lonely as me I reckon you wanna see me break so you feed me bait 'Cause you know what I need, yeah, I know what you need Oh please, can you just listen up Just zip it shut, and not interrupt for once? I mean fuck, this just isn't fun I’ve been stuck in this rut but I’m done with ya, fuck you cunt Fuck you too, fuck you, shut up Cut up, just do it, one, two, nuh-uh I ain't ever falling for that again I don’t want my mother to look at me like I’m nothing but a nutter I just wanna have a moment of peace I just wanna go to sleep without you Always calling me a loner, saying that I can’t stay sober And I should make a rope with the sheets I just wanna focus on beats Focus on making the dopest release, nah You should get drunk, you should just jump You should just thump and explode on the streets Dammit, man, you make me sick You’ve always been a crazy prick I remember the days that we played as kids and you'd say I should go to the neighbours place and set flames to it Take a sip, take a sip Take a sip, shit, that’s three for your OCD Like that song that you did, hey, take a sip That’s four, does that make you tick? Bet you crave a fifth like you crave the piss Every day is the same as you chase your fix You're a slave to the taste of a fake escape And too lazy to change a bit, you're afraid to quit So you wait a bit and you wait a bit Gain weight a bit, what a way to live Okay, you prick, I get the picture no need to explain the shit You’re ashamed of it Maybe I am But who are you to judge? It was you who was telling me to do the drugs And get stupid drunk, I just thought you could use some fun You were upset, you were dumped I didn’t say to abuse it once, the truth is You choose to run from your problems Don’t blame me for the fact you're a stupid cunt Take it back No way, mate, take it back, it ain’t plain as that I'm the one that remains intact And at the same time craving crap that you made me have Don’t say I’m a lazy rat When the greatest fact is I’m trapped in the way you act You’re just mad that your brain is tapped You’re the same as your crazy dad, you're a maniac Fuck you, you don’t know what it’s like To be so messed up that you hope that you die When you're over your life and you know that you might Put a knife to your throat as you cry But I chose to survive cause I think I could focus and try more Don’t wanna die from emotions I hide You couldn’t care that I’m broken inside You just poke and provoke till the moment's arrived Why? Why you gotta do this to me? You're choosing to be so abusive and mean Refusing to leave till my brain has been taken You’re basically placing the noose on the beam Everybody wants that according to you No more torment, Jordan, we're through No more talking the door has been shut I’m ignoring it, just like you taught me to do Goodbye
Fuck you, you don’t know what it’s like To be so messed up that you hope that you die When you're over your life and you know that you might Put a knife to your throat as you cry but I chose to survive 'Cause I think I could focus and try more Don’t wanna die from emotions I hide You couldn’t care that I’m broken inside You just poke and provoke till the moment's arrived Why? Why you gotta do this to me? You're choosin' to be so abusive and mean Refusin' to leave till my brain has been taken You’re basically placin' the noose on the beam Everybody wants that according to you No more torment, Jordan, we're through No more talkin', the door has been shut I’m ignorin' it, just like you taught me to do Goodbye
Just had a sudden memory of the song and finally found it. Still hits hard after 5 years. Really love how occasionally through all the labeling and slander he zooms out is reminded that its just him.
Though it's not addiction for me but depression, you've captured the exact fight that I have every single exhausting motherfucking day that I have with my own "Jordan", my Demon, who keeps trying to convince me of my own failures, my own worthlessness, and my own awfulness. Hip Hop is not usually my thing. But I feel this so much. What a song. I use this track to try and help people I know try to understand what I go through. Thanks mate. Hope your Europe trip is going/has gone well.
Have you listened to “Hi Ren”? If this song resonated with you, that one will too. And by the way, I fight your same battle, and yes, it is utterly exhausting. Stay strong, and don’t listen to that voice that wants you to hate yourself. You are beautiful in your own way.
This song hits close to home. Some might understand the lirycs, but some can feel them because every single verse sends you back in time, years ago or days ago. This is a masterpiece.
"if you made it through addicron or mental illness you have something, because a lot of people dont. If you are still kicking today batteling those demons, you have something, because a lot of people didnt wake up today, because they couldnt make it. they couldnt cut it and u fcking did. So you have something" mike majlak this helped me i hope it can help you have. you got this
Fuck you, you don’t know what it’s like To be so messed up that you hope that you die When you're over your life and you know that you might Put a knife to your throat as you cry but I chose to survive 'Cause I think I could focus and try more Don’t wanna die from emotions I hide You couldn’t care that I’m broken inside You just poke and provoke till the moment's arrived Why? Why you gotta do this to me? You're choosin' to be so abusive and mean Refusin' to leave till my brain has been taken You’re basically placin' the noose on the beam Everybody wants that according to you No more torment, Jordan, we're through No more talkin', the door has been shut I’m ignorin' it, just like you taught me to do Goodbye
I also whole heartedly believe if a song can evoke so much emotion from the listener to the point they legitimately become emotional and may even shed a tear or two because they relate so deeply. This is an incredible track.
This actually made me tear up struggling with drugs and mental health has destroyed everything I'd built I'm on my way to recovery but that voice keeps going thanks for putting something so real on this
u fucking got this man, god loves you, theres no shame or guilt in what youve done even though you feel that way. he will receive you in open arms when you are ready. hope youre ok man
I've went through the same thing, im clean for 2 months, i still have those voices, but you just got to listen to them and don't do what they say, it is very hard but everyone can do it, you just have to be stronger than the demons. We all believe in you bro
I’m hear doing the same shit bro. Everything in my life is upside down for the same reasons. Literally in tears watching this video. We got to stay strong and keep pushing bro.
This is one of the greatest music videos I've ever seen. The idea and the way it's been presented is amazing. The camera angles, switching back and forth from the evil to the normal. But then, he shows us that he's actually alone in the room. It's a great way to show how this is in real life.
I love this song. It touched me in so many ways because you always got that little voice in your head trying influence you to do the wrong thing. I can relate 🫶🏾 thank you for this creation
I literally cry every time I hear this. I relate to this so much. My inner conscious had me convinced as a child that my parents didn't love me and I had created a plan to run away. I didn't do it, however. I've been through hell and back and depression is an everyday battle for me. My inner self is constantly giving unwanted terrible ideas and ignoring them isn't easy. Love this song ❤.
@Savannah Martin. One day at a time mate. sean Phillips is right; we don't know eachother but us blokes, we have to look out for one another. I'm here for you too brother. A vent can be the difference between doing something stupid and waking up tomorrow. ❤❤
There’s over 8 billion people on this planet you could choose to go to war with, just don’t go to war with yourself! Try and learn to be better at being your own best friend.
Fuck you, you don’t know what it’s like To be so messed up that you hope that you die When you're over your life and you know that you might Put a knife to your throat as you cry but I chose to survive 'Cause I think I could focus and try more Don’t wanna die from emotions I hide You couldn’t care that I’m broken inside You just poke and provoke till the moment's arrived Why? Why you gotta do this to me? You're choosin' to be so abusive and mean Refusin' to leave till my brain has been taken You’re basically placin' the noose on the beam Everybody wants that according to you No more torment, Jordan, we're through No more talkin', the door has been shut I’m ignorin' it, just like you taught me to do Goodbye
People tend to think men going through an emotional roller coaster is a weak trait for a man like emotions are non existence in men. This awareness needs to be raised more!
I just found this and I love it! Been clean and sober for 120 days and was feeling kind of sad today but I came across Jordan and it encouraged me Thank You
My son showed me this, I showed my daughter this, such a powerful piece we can all relate to even though we have had very different issues/addictions and experiences in life. Thank you for your bravery and your music. You're beautiful
I just want to say thank you for making your music it has a deep meaning to me and its helped me through a lot i never could subscribe to you before bc i could not find your channel until i looked more into it. im happy to know you as an artist that makes relatable music
Why am I just hearing this?! This is incredible. I heard part of it on insta and knew I had to listen to it. Song brought me to tears. I find it amazing how people can take stories and turn them into songs and everything rhymes so well. No twisting words or awkward pauses. Just straight deep bars with an amazing flow to it. Seriously incredible talent man.
Heard loony bin Friday night never heard a Oz rapper I can relate with nearly word from work from mental stability struggle to drugs it goes on grateful for the journey ❤️
this video portraits what it's like to fight suicidal thought. it feels like your are fighting and arguing with yourself. made me remember my past attempts and why I never went through. good shit man!
Ever since I've found this song I come back to it when I'm having dark feelings. It helps me realise it is just a moment and after a few days I'll be alright.
Showed this to my friend which I considered my older brother. He enjoyed listening to it a few times told me it was good. But few days later while I was drinking with him. He took his own life and I enjoyed the time that I was with him. Everytime I listening to this song I'm always reminded how times were good being with him and how we talked each other out of dumb situations. Long live Devin 👆🏽
REALISM RAP AT ITS ABSOLUTE FINEST!!! 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 I’ve listened to this so many times as it plays on my playlist at random, and each time, IT STILL GOES HARD!
this is the song that helped me through times like this exact thing i know it was not for me but thank you so much for even making this song. keep going man you got this
When this came out I was pumping blood stained Nike's, right in the middle of a spiralling out of control addiction of mixing meth and Xanax on a daily basis I remember breaking down every time I heard this because of how true every line was. Today im 2years clean and have a 2 week old baby and happily married. There's always brighter days people 🖤
Mental health is a serious matter, no one should go through it alone. If you’re not okay please speak up , don’t be ashamed of how you are feeling. RIP to all our families and friends who have lost their battle -great song tho
@@chandanbadatya7232 I give up my free time in order to listen. I’m no social worker, therapist by all means but having someone like me , just listen goes along way, or even just offer a hug
Complete - Jordan - текст песни Complete I really wish you would leave me alone I just want to be by my own for a second But you've always got to creep on my dome Always got to speak on my zone so you know What I reckon, I reckon your just as lonely as I am I reckon your just lonely as me I reckon you want to see me break so You feed me bait cause you know what I need Yeah I know what you need Oh please can you just listen up Just zip it shut and not interrupt for once I mean fuck, this just isn't fun and I've been Stuck in this rut but I'm done with ya fuck you cunt Fuck you too Fuck you Shut up Cut up, just do it 1, 2 Nah uhh I'm not ever falling for that again I don't want my mother to look at me like I'm nothing but a nutter I just want to have a moment of piece I just want to go to sleep without you always calling me a loner Saying that I can't stay sober and I should make a rope with the sheets I just want to focus on beats Focus on making the dopest release Nah you should get drunk You should just jump You should just dump and explode on the streets Dammit man you make me sick You've always been a crazy prick I remember the days that we played as kids and you'd say That I should go to the neighbours place and set flames to it Take a sip, Take a sip, Take a sip, shit that's 3 for your OCD Like that song that you did, hey, take a sip That's 4 does it make you tick Bet you crave a fifth Like you crave the piss, everyday is the same as you chase your fix Your a slave to the taste of a fake Escape and too lazy to change a bit Your afraid to quit So you wait a bit And you weighed a bit Gain weight a bit What a way to live Okay you prick I get the picture no need to explain the shit You're ashamed of it... Maybe I am But who are you to judge It was you who was telling me to do the drugs and get stupid drunk I just thought you could use some fun You were upset you were dumped I didn't say to abuse them once The truth is you choose to run from your Problems don't blame me for the fact your a stupid cunt Take it back No way mate Take it back it ain't plain as that I'm the one who remains intact and at the Same time craving crap that you made me have Don't say I'm a lazy rat When the greatest fact is I'm trapped in the way you act You're just mad that your brain is Tapped you're the same as your crazy dad You're a maniac Fuck you You don't know what it's like to be So messed up that you hope that you die When you're over your life and you know that You might put a knife to your throat as you cry But I chose to survive cause I think I could focus and try more Don't want to die from emotions I hide You couldn't care that I'm broken inside You just poke and provoke till the moments arrived Why Why you gotta do this to me your choosing to be so abusive and mean Refusing to leave till my brain has been taken You're basically placing the noose on the beam Everybody wants that according to you No more torment Jordan we're through No more talking the door has been shut I'm Ignoring it, just like you taught me to do Good bye
I cant believe it took me 3 years to hear this song. this is incredible, from the slight autotuned voice when the other side of him raps, fighting with yourself who is your own worst enemy, and emotions that men have to carry because most times there is no one to talk to but yourself, and that person is usually the one that brings you down the most.
True man. They even try to exploit the most of it for their personal rise and gain of some kind... You ask for advice, they give you one and then make fun of you when you apply it. Like wtf this world is so wrongful in so many ways...
@@dpedroam4107he's not the first person to do this type of and ren isn't going to be the last i found this song not long after hearing hi ren and complete has probably had more views and followers since hi ren came out. From people who have heard it and posted it in other comment section like how i found it and came back to copy link and share it with other people. They both do talking to their self but in very different ways ren even says him self other people have done same sort of thing like plan b and Eminem. If ren hadn't made hi ren i may not have ever heard of this artist so i think of it as a good thing
