Coronation Street - Peter Don't Wants Ken To Leave Him On His Own Or He Will Drink (29th April 2019) 

good acting but he should have been shaking a bit more, actually a lot more. and ou shouldnt be able to put down ater let alone food

It reminded me of the Scene on Guiding Light where Bill Bauer #2 played By Ed Bryce was in that same situation. He talked about feeling shame and going into a Bar and having a drink. He knew he was hurting his Family but he didn't care. Sadly enough, his Son also became a recovering Alcoholic and his Granddaughter Hope became one as well.