It's very comforting hearing this behaviour described by someone else as I have witnessed it for years in my partner and have remained silent and confused about this cycling behaviour for so long. Thank you for the clarity🙏
Yes the reckless driving is a big issue for them, it makes me very afraid for my life, it's like a glaze comes over their eyes and they lose their minds.
My soon-to-be ex-wife was a drug addict and alcoholic before I knew her. She got plastered once when we were out at a coworkers place and I didn't understand where this ugly, mean, character assassin came from! She assaulted my character, manhood and physical person thinking it was the most hilarious thing. I. Was. Humiliated. I just thought that she was a mean drunk. I didn't realize that drugs and alcohol took the covert narcissist's mask off revealing her true nature 😮💨 oh the naivety of youth.
Good thing survivors can be compassionate towards themselves and become alot older and wiser in processing their complex abuse. Wishing us peace and a safe place in our minds for us all to heal. ☮️
That is how she truly feels. The character she was playing was set aside, and you got her true inner self to the surface. Stay Safe. Be Well. Don't be fooled by the trickery to make you feel guilty. Narcs hate it when you leave. Good luck.
Oh my goodness, yes!! My MiL always prided herself on “never drinking” unless it was a holiday. She would have just a little bit and suddenly get very loud and way more annoying than usual… if it were even possible…
Lived it for 34 yrs and 28 yrs of marriage. Still going through this as we divorce. It’s absolutely horrible and exhausting. Also, wry damaging to our children.
Definitely...violent, loud and openly throwing himself on women while I am right there! Told me once to leave him alone when we were at a party because I was cramping his style!
Absolutely! Give my ex a drink and I knew it was going to be a long night. I used to go to bed early and when I would hear the ice machine I knew he was just going to keep going. Lucky I divorced him before I was stuck with alimony for the rest of my life!!
Yes this is so accurate.My ex was an nasty, obnoxious asshole when drinking but his main vice was pot and he smoked it all day , every day. You would think that would stop him from being aggressive, nasty etc but it didn't and if he ran out of pot it was unbearable.
The mask drops every once in awhile without even the use of drink or drugs. Imagine pretending to be something other than what you truly are and keeping up the pretense except in your own mind. You'll see it come out - at glimpses when they get weak.. it's shocking
My vulnerable person became much more pleasant to be around, playful and fun. I always thought when their inhibitions were down like that - it was a glimpse into the boy that was abused, neglected and torn by emotionally incestuous maternal enmeshment and competitively triangulated triangulated with father. I never felt in danger of being hurt, but I got over that very young normalizing the disassociation I felt when I was abused as a child. When he was afraid or stressed or tired/hungry- that was when he said viciously cruel things almost like Tourette’s- he couldn’t help himself. I would take flight as I did not want to cry or fight.
ABSOLUTELY...when my ex narc got drunk he would crash his truck and once he even hit his friend's car and smashed it to pieces while it was sitting in the driveway.
My experience is very different... Strangely, I've seen them experiencing empathy after consuming high amount of liquor (as if parts brain have developed connection, which otherwise is absent - neurotransmission) I've seen a Narc crying uncontrollably & apologising to victim for the hurt he caused in 30 years and acknowledging everything she did for him but embarrassed about it later on... I've seen their behaviours turning better but yes coverts do open up more after having liquor & behave like a maniac
Interesting, my ex would only drink half a beer or sip of a cocktail. NEVER seen anyone do that before, didn’t bother me or anything but I feel like she felt the mask coming off and didn’t want to display her true self.
Absolutely true. I have experienced that ....but nobody understood me n i was to be blamed for everything.. But since I was not able to explain things like u...... It became regularly.
Yes, My ex husband !! I spent 13yrs living this hell. He drank often and was extremely abusive and when he drank things would go from bad to a living hell
70+ y/o mother now drives fast/reckless on the freeway and even on the roads. Never used to do this. Andbthe NPD is seasoned and ripened with age. These dramatic manic episodes occur too.
Covert Narc threatened to jump out of a car going 65 mph because I was late driving her to visit her friend. Put other people on speaker phone and she started screaming to sound like a victim. She was sober, but still acting strange. Leave these people, you can do better. Stay Safe. Be well.
I have seen this many times from my ex narc husband and my ex narc boyfriend. Bith alcoholics and the second also on meth. THEY became very violent when drunk. THEY BOTHdrive drunk and had road rage. I didn't know they also fid drugs until the end.
Growing up, I didn't know that person was a narcissist. What type I am not sure but, the one I met online let me know he had npd and, bpd. Nothing covert about that. It's best to just keep to yourself. I had no idea that narcissism was so widespread as it was. I don't know what happened to cause it but, something happened somewhere to do this. It's an epidemic, it's a silent one. It's not being addressed in the main stream like it should be. Yes, it's being talked about but, do we see doctors and, media really talking about this? No we don't. How narcissism happens, how to prevent it. We don't have any of that! Is there data or any known causes? We know it's there but, pretty much we don't know all the origins of it, how to prevent it in the first place. Why are there different levels of narcissism? Do we have definitive answers? Why is noone else looking at it like that?
Yes, the narcissist I got tangled up with was a binge drinker. He would binge on a jug of vodka over 3 days and become a cocky, aggressive asshole. The strange thing he did when he was drunk always amazed me though. When I was out of the room and he thought I couldn't hear him, he would regress back into a small child and talk out loud to himself in a very infantile way, cooing and actually saying 'gaga googoo', just like a baby would do. What the hell was that?! I used to laugh and mock him and 'gaga goo' at him when he finally sobered up and he looked like an ass. He would split between a raging monster and a sweet little innocent baby and drunk off his ass, weirdest thing I ever saw. He was the worst person I ever met in my whole life...👺🤡🤥🤮
This happened right before I left, when they didn't care if I knew. He became physically abusive after eight years of not being Vientiane. U was totally taken off guard. He didn't drink or do drugs.
I can tell you this much drinking just makes him delusional.. I told him that I thought he drank to relax him and forget about things but it seems to me like the drinking makes his "so called" problems 10 times worse...
yes, my eldest brother would vbeat his wife when he was drinking. He would engage in reckless driving and almost died in a car accident, thankfully noone would get in the car with him. I was young and started witnessing this at 8 years old and on and on through my teens.
I don’t know if I’m narc or not, I often think I’m a one, covert type, cause I obsess over being dominant over other men. I often think of myself as of a people pleaser, passive aggressive and with low self esteem. I am also highly afraid of being punished for my behavior. But when I drink, I dunno, but become quite confident and chill, and joke a lot. Also maybe slightly more aggressive but maybe for my case it’s even for the better since I’m no longer that intimidated by other men. I also want attention and even admiration sometimes, but I also was thinking that maybe everyone wants it from time to time. Anyway, I’m very confused of what I am 😢
My distant Uncle actually punish you with sarcasms if you don't give him drinks. I don't get it. I don't owe him anything . He does with other relatives too. Actually a coward. Beat his wife 20 years ago. Now his son pushed him and he complained hahaha
I haven't drank in months and haven't smoked in a couple weeks?...but even when I'm sober alot of what goes on in my head is still there...I'd also like to say I haven't been violent with anyone for the past...8 years? Other than myself
@@user-ip1cl3of2m hard to say, it depends on the day for me...all I wanna say is the most dangerous thing about me is my truth, mostly because not many ppl know me intimately and it seems the ppl that are closest to me may or may not be against me in that light...I've wanted to end it because I just want peace, and between my mind and life it seems unattainable at times...if I could take back all my mistakes I would, and I've tried to make amends to some of the ppl that I've hurt...aside from the delusions I've had I know what I did and didn't do, and it feels like the main person who sees the good in me is my son
@@jesterb0mb89bruh6 I appreciate your honesty and happy that you trust your son; cherish that good relationship with him... I would like to suggest you something, hope you won't mind - since you love your son & you would naturally want best for him; so try your best to teach him empathy (through other people) because if he develops narc tendencies from a parent; then he may suffer internally and you wont want that kind of life for him... I wish you peace of mind and healing..
@@user-ip1cl3of2m thank you for your advice and I've been trying my best with him, had alot of ups and downs but I always pay attention to how he feels and reacts to things I wish you nothing but the best as well