Creep-P - Don't Touch Me ft. KAITO

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This is my original song, Don't Touch Me, using Crypton's Vocaloid, Kaito!
Song by Creep-P
Art by GHOST [ / ghost_and_pals ]
Tuning by Prisma [ / mr_prism ]
Inspired by Don't Hug Me, I'm Scared 4 [ • Don't Hug Me I'm Scared 4 ]
GET IT HERE!
BANDCAMP:itscreepp.bandcamp.com/album/t...
iTUNES: itunes.apple.com/us/album/tv-...
NND: www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm30664816
I decided to share this song, since it was literally revolving around one of the WORST days of my life.
Back in December of 2015, I tried to do something absolutely terrible to myself, and I can never forgive myself for even trying. But, I can try to move past it, and look towards the future. Before I went to the hospital, I always had a hard time writing this song; due to lack of inspiration. But, while I was in the hospital, a lot happened; in which this song was written. A lot of people I knew were trying to feel bad; despite the fact these people and I; to put it blunt; did not like one another.
Now, before anyone says "THIS SONG SOUNDS LIKE [literally any song on TV]" or "THE 2ND VERSE MAKES NO SENSE" - I know. I kept the 2nd verse because it was something I wrote while, again, in the hospital, and I wanted to make myself happy and laugh. So, I wrote that verse, in order to laugh. It's just a big pun; that made no sense. I plan (sort of) to re-write this song, and re-release it. This song means a lot to me. And that's also why I wrote what I wrote within the video.
You're worth it. Please know that, and know I believe in you. If you need help, please do not be afraid and go to anyone. Below are some awesome sites and phone numbers. Please call them if you are in need of help to prevent one of the worst things to ever happen to your life: by ending it.
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (English/Spanish, 24/7): 1-800-273-8255
Crists Text Line (24/7): TEXT "SAFE" to 741-741
(Both above were provided by RU-vid! Isn't that awesome?)
suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
www.crisischat.org/chat
www.imalive.org/
And for more countries and for more online chats, please visit unsuicide.wikispaces.com/Onli... to check for your country's suicide online chat site.
You're life isn't worth it. We love you. I love you.
PS: So just so I can clear some things up: I'm fine... for the most part. I deactivated my Twitter for a break on that site, to work on my things. I'll be back next week.
PSS: The people in the masks are me. The room you see is my room.
PSSS: Thank you to Masterchichan [ / masterchichan ] for the brand new logo, Ghost for my intro video, and Synk [ / synkvoice ] for my outro video! Both will be used from now on!
Follow me everywhere, join me in my server, and more!: linktr.ee/itscreepp

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@ItsCreepP 7 лет назад

Because I know people will NOT read the description: Yes, I know that Don't Touch Me sounds like a lot of my other songs; and it has the same structure. I'm aware of that. The only excuse I can give is that I wasn't taking much criticism when I was writing TV (album, not song), which ended up being a really bad mistake on my end, and I wish I had listened; but I can see what people mean. I posted the song because this song means a LOT to me. So please, if your comment has to do with that this song sounds the same of a lot of my other songs, or about the 2nd verse (which I do explain in the description of why it's a bit off), then please, keep it to yourself. Thank you.

@ItsCreepP 7 лет назад

I do appreciate the comments, and usually they come from a place of criticism that is genuine, and as I said, I do appreciate it, but I'm aware of this fact for this song (along with others), but as just a request from me to you guys, if you have constructive criticism (which ISN'T just "oh this song sounds the same as [insert song]", please go ahead and tell me! Otherwise, if it's just that the song sounds the same; keep it to yourself.

@jl3606 7 лет назад

Creep-P (Eyeris) please just get better.

@lilygiron7587 7 лет назад

I love your songs!! really!

@hugoc.m.7727 7 лет назад

kaito looks like bendy

@cinthiacooper7252 7 лет назад

Creep-P (Eyeris) your songs are the best I've heard in a long time

@marinakat9237 7 лет назад

"Delete your browser history" Oh shet u rite

@lolmdr2601 7 лет назад

Marina Kat I agree

@bagelee_ 7 лет назад

Marina Kat ikr

@nimabegum7244 7 лет назад

Marina Kat kaito found the hentai stash runnnn!!!

@pierrebustamante3783 7 лет назад

Hahahaha

@scrapednun458 7 лет назад

Marina Kat, relatable.

@TinyDragonG69 7 лет назад

"Don't let them see Don't let them see Delete your browser history."

@michele9681 5 лет назад

TinyDragonG By “let them see lies” “While you will die”

@intoxicated5321 4 года назад

*Everybody's life in a nutshell*

@pichu478 4 года назад

Thanks

@user-yq1od3vr5q 3 года назад

Michele "Fabricated truth of all deceased"

@elizadesiree843 3 года назад

The entire male gender and me,a girl who is 11 and scheartes this kind of things 6 times in a week: *Y E S*

@forestdragon778 7 лет назад

I just noticed. The character is in what looks to be a Hospital Gown. Maybe the person who "just said goodbye" was them?

@forestdragon778 7 лет назад

Oh my go d I'm screaming you loved my comment

@tiredcat5481 7 лет назад

They smile when all the hearts disappear. That's actually really convincing.

@_kitkat.08 6 лет назад

Monokyu read the description

@queenofspadesely 4 года назад

I have a feeling you should be thinkong more along the lines of mental health facility hospital gown.

@jathpurr 4 года назад

@@queenofspadesely No. In mental health units you don't have to wear hospital clothing unless you're still considered a danger to yourself or others (they only do this sometimes though). Doesn't make much sense to wear hospital clothes but I guess it's to make the nurses feel like they have power. I'm not exactly sure. That's how it is where I live, at least.

@nanik4913 7 лет назад

I'm really in love with the old timey art style Ghost drew for the main character (You?) But goodness.. As the song went on, I got so worried and honestly thought this was some goodbye song but I checked out the description.. Creep, I know I'm just a random stranger, but I'm really proud of you trying to keep strong and move forward! I also suffer from depression and suicidal thoughts frequently so its really inspiring to see you still fighting through it all. Stay strong!!

@nanik4913 7 лет назад

take a fuckin sip babes Yeah I realized after I posted the comment lol I'll go ahead and edit that~

@KellyTheCat-ns1oh 6 лет назад

Nani K I've tried to do something horrid to myself too, so I know how it feels

@BG-hn3to 7 лет назад

I love this... while I cannot relate to the song as much as others can, I've had to play the role of a psychiatrist multiply times and I honestly couldn't push the message more of how much you're all worth every breath that you take, and every breath you give... cheesy, I know, but someone's got to feed the mouse

@lilacsblossom 6 лет назад

Dracia da dragon Bless you, I'm trying not to cry now. How are you so nice?! You're a saint to be so kind to strangers online..

@rucealexander2848 7 лет назад

I think I finally understand the narrative in the song. If there is no narrative, then this is how I interpreted it. (yes I have read the description) Someone close to the main singer depicted (who I am calling the boy) has killed himself as a result of cyberbullying. Either the boy was reluctant to help "biting my tongue, taking far too long," or he was the cause of it " 'psycho' 'crazy' 'mental.' New labels added on," "don't let them see, don't let them see, delete your browser history...ect." and "I'm a little liar, I'll die in the fire." showing that perhaps he wants to hide what he did. At and after the funeral, everyone showed backhanded and fake sympathy "sorry for your loss, he was a lost cause." They probably tried to show sympathy and comfort by resting their hands on him or patting him on the back, causing him to get fed up with either guilt, or their fake sympathy and yelling "please don't touch me" and "please stop talking." The second verse is probably describing more about the victim and the boys relationship "at the age of 12, TV taught us well" "still learning ABCs" "paranormal movies" are all showing things that the two of them did together. Watching TV, going to the same school, and watching horror movies. Also this showed when the suicide occured. "love is dead at 6 am" is probably the exact time the victim died. There were also many implications of internet abuse "don't be regular, you're a predator" talking about how there are many predators on the internet, and either one of them targeted the victim, or one of them was the boy. The biggest sign of internet abuse is the line "stuck in a room of red." Red rooms are an Urban legend on the deep web in which people pay to watch a live stream of torture and murder. This shows metaphorical torture that the victim was stuck in, and a metaphorical murder by leading the victim to kill himself The ending nearly speaks for itself. The boy is tired. After dealing with so much guilt, fake sympathy, and feeling like everything he loved is all gone. He's given up, and is ready to follow in the victim's footsteps. Whether he went through with it, or got help is up to interpretation, I feel. *Ahem* That is my interpretation, feel free to add more if you want to. Creep-P, if this is what the song was supposed to mean, and this is how you feel, I am really sorry. I'm so glad that you were able to overcome that, and if you ever feel this way again, please reach out for help. I know that all of our sympathy and comfort that we, your fans, friends, and family, extend to you, is not fake or backhanded. I don't know you, but I still care about you, and I know the people who know you care about you even more than you could ever imagine.

@notyourdaughter666 6 лет назад

For the second verse, Ive always seen it as the tv misleading you in real life. At the age of 12, tv taught us well. "Dont be regular" is a message learned from the TV, and the result pf not being regular is the next line, “you’re a predator”, which is something someone would tell you if you are not “regular”. Same goes for the next line, “Let’s be creative”. The TV is teaching you to be creative, but in real life, you will be told “you’re prohibitive.” I personally thought about this this way because in school, I was always called prohibitive for being an artist and for being creative. The reason was because my creativity was distracting, and teachers and authorities didn’t like that. Anyways, that’s just how I interpreted that part of the second verse. The rest I completely agree with. I believe the line “sorry for your loss, man” really represents that this song is about a friendship ending in suicide. The word used, man, shows casual talk, like something someone would say to their “bro”. And the “knew him like the back of my hand” also reinforces this idea. Thanks for allowing my input!!!!

@rfacproductions6552 5 лет назад

I agree with both of your interpretations :)

@jayjacket 5 лет назад

Your interpretation is honestly pretty good it makes sense for most of it for what I got from her that it was kind of telling the narrative of a child going through a predatorial relationship. Like they might’ve found as most kids at that age nowadays (like Omegle or Facebook , Snapchat , Kik) A random stranger on the Internet that they could connect with and build a relationship. Not really knowing what this person‘s true intentions are. I feel like when they start mentioning that the television teaches us well it’s kind of a reflective of how we have sexual education and relationship discussion within schools or between our parents or maybe even certain episodes on TV of what could possibly happen When you’re in a type of relationship like for example in this case there is a lot of talk in high school nowadays about sending inappropriate photos to another person especially when you’re a particular young because I could be considered child pornography.Always either in sex Ed or just talking with your teacher or talking with your parents you’ve always known in the back of your head that it was always been bad so I feel like that quote that television taught us well as kind of a reflective of that. And maybe this kid might’ve sent inappropriate photos to this predator who seems to be wanting more from him. Honestly that is never really a good situation to be in because you’re pretty much stuck on the fact that they’re pretty pressuring you to do something that you know was wrong and you shouldn’t be doing but you do it anyway to please them and I feel like eventually this person might’ve realized that maybe this is going a step too farAnd they might’ve wanted to reach out for help and the fact that he kept stating that they call him crazy or psycho or mental is the effect that he might’ve gotten from his parents or his peers which is pretty common because with the most sexual assault cases The victim is sought out to be a negative person like if they were just blaming them a set of trying to figure out what really happened today we’re just basically name calling them and suggesting that they were the people that edged it on and it’s their fault that it happened and they called him a little liar because they’re like hey you we know maybe it’s consensual. Incense maybe that the person didn’t get help the relationship didn’t get any better and eventually they might’ve been lured into a red room like you said to previous comment where people can watch other people being murdered or sexually assaulted without the fear of anybody knowing. And in this case at 6 AM this child was set up to be sexually assaulted by the predator that he perceived to be with a relationship with by the two phrases of don’t touch me and the phrase let’s get creative. I feel like it really hits home as well as they were stating that I’m tired and is this over yet suggesting maybe they were just persuaded to do this but now they don’t want to do it because it’s hurting them and they don’t want it happening anymore. In the end of it I feel like the suicide was a stage to cover up the murder of the kid The only reason is being is that they mentioned always to delete their history And I feel like it was trying to say that this person was trying to cover up of what they did to the child so they would “delete their history “ and stage the whole thing to wear if the body was found it would be perceived that the child had killed him self This is the least my interpretation of what happened I’m not very sure if it’s really right but I don’t know man it makes me terrifyingly sad and anyone going to the thought of suicide please get help no one‘s going to judge you in fact we want to help you if any of you have any suicidal thoughts I would really suggest going to the link in the Description or call a suicidal hotline

@cryingcatperson8312 5 лет назад

i think it means different things to different people but im not calling what you said wrong

@bean2706 4 года назад

I've always thought of the song meaning the person was kidnapped and sexually abused and the doctors in the back are trying to help/stop the person on screen with someone who killed themselves and him trying to do the same but your guys's make more sense

@Graywolf848484 7 лет назад

Reading the description....wow, I'm glad you're here still :).

@kittentv1200 7 лет назад

same

@noodledragonuwu8921 7 лет назад

Graywolf848484 same. I would've cried. I mean. Everyone's important.

@bloodcake8602 7 лет назад

Razzy Arts millions of people die everyday and some commit suicide and you didn't notices hey everyone's important

@noodledragonuwu8921 7 лет назад

Character Dreemurr I know that's why I cry almost every night, but that's not the point. Everyone important no matter what they do.

@kittentv1200 7 лет назад

ture

@maxi.e.586 7 лет назад

I honestly love that you can hear the hidden message, but it means different things to different people. If that makes sense?

@tun4046 6 лет назад

Yes

@uwumaster1837 5 лет назад

At lest I'm not the only one

@Forgiven-ng4zy 4 года назад

Honestly, I think it either means depression or cyber bullying

@anforet6203 7 лет назад

Ok, but this is so relatable. Honestly though, I really do want to get help. The problem is, my mom. She doesn't take anything seriously about my problems. "Hey, Mom, I feel like I'm ugly" "Everyone does, at your age! Quit being dramatic!" "Hey, Mom, I've been feeling extremely anxious and nearly had a panic attack at school 3 times this week" "You're only saying that cause you're sister had anxiety. Liar." "Hey, Mom, I think I might have depression" (I was actually diagnosed) "You're just moody, it's a teenager thing. Quit being an attention whore" And I think the worst was, "Hey, Mom, I have a friend who harms themself, what should I do to help them?"(She didn't know that I was actually talking about myself) "Slap some sense into them. Only crazy people hurt themself. If I ever catch you hurting yourself, I'll send you off to a mental institution!" I want help, so badly, but I can't. My mom brushes me off as a dramatic bitch, while my dad just doesn't care. I scratched myself with pencils, and with my nails cause I was too scared to cut, and I constantly have to lie and say "The dog did it!" or "It was an accident at school!" My left arm, is scarred, up and down, and I haven't stopped. I want to, but there's nothing else that can make me feel better. I've tried everything. Breathing exercises don't help. Stress balls don't help. And I can't ask for help, so I can figure out what else I can try and stop adding more jagged lines to my scarred arm. All because one woman is too close minded to try to help. (Don't worry, I'm too anxious to commit suicide, or anything like that. But I'm also too anxious to ask for help. I'm trying my best to stop hurting myself. I've been getting better, but it hasn't stopped completely) (sorry for pouring out my feelings)

@_woozers_-8903 7 лет назад

I feel bad for you man. I hope you feel better. Ask a friend or another family member.

@anforet6203 7 лет назад

TheLegend 27 Thank you so much :)

@anforet6203 7 лет назад

Thank you for the tips :)

@Otra_Chica_de_Internet 7 лет назад

why you hurt yourself? (sorry for bad english)

@mahimahimahi666 7 лет назад

look for help, talk with a friend, pet a kitty, try to do something when you were sad and do your best

@rabbit_anon3356 3 года назад

I just found this song not to long ago. I heard a clip of it when I was like 13. But I didn’t know what the song said since it was the “internet will” part which has distortion. But now like 4 years later I find the song in my recommended. I’m actually really glad to hear the song again. Because it came to me after a really cruel depression I went through for 4 weeks (due to anxiety medication). So as soon as I got off those meds and got time to relax this song really hit me. Cause what it was saying sounded almost exactly to how I was thinking and feeling. But I’m glad to hear the final message of the song. This song is really helping me right now and I thank you for it.

@_woozers_-8903 7 лет назад

*NOW LETS ALL AGREE, TO NEVER BE CREATIVE AGAIN*

@UnseenHuntress 7 лет назад

NiomiIs Upstairs Let's wear green. Green is not a creative color

@vanessapowell7834 5 лет назад

*WHOA THERE FRIEND, YOU MIGHT NEED TO SLOW DOWN*

@rfacproductions6552 5 лет назад

Sorry but creep-p made a song about DHMIS 1-2, basically, Paige broke her promise.

@jaziellara6984 5 лет назад

YEAH! IM GONNA WEAR SOCKS FROM NOW ON! 😝

@yonakakurai1265 5 лет назад

being creative is a waste of time

@ded6658 5 лет назад

After immediately reading the description, I listened, and when you started explaining in it that no one is worthless, it honestly hit home so much. I apologize for the kind of things you've been through. But I'm glad it's in the past, that you are okay. All your fans love and support you, not just your music. Everyone genuinely wants you to have an amazing life. Thank you for sharing your story, and your song.

@nonbinary--pan6561 7 лет назад

is it bad this matched up so well with my life? Just yesterday I downed 3 handfuls of pills hatin everything Now here I am puking basic stomach acid Life's still shit Seeing someone that has been making songs that put me at ease A small hope in my life I just want to say Keep up the good work -a random fan

@dollbunni 7 лет назад

Vampericmaid 1 Are you okay now?

@nonbinary--pan6561 7 лет назад

ya, its been going ok.. just regrets I guess Keep going ok also YAOI IS AWESOME

@peepeetheanime8670 7 лет назад

Vampericmaid 1 what the fuck has yaoi got to do with anything

@nonbinary--pan6561 7 лет назад

Fujoshi= yaoi fangirl like not the person there but that what that word means

@user-td4xt8qx4y 6 лет назад

Vampericmaid 1 You said your life was shit but you found yaoi and everything is good now? Gimme five, my fujoshi friend! -I know I'm 6 month late but still-

@forestdragon778 7 лет назад

This song Is so good But so unsettling

@uwumaster1837 5 лет назад

Along with the two story lines to this song

@seanwilliams7655 4 года назад

This song is due to a mental kid WTF

@OfficialBKN14 2 года назад

@@seanwilliams7655 w h a t .

@bunniiidoctor 3 месяца назад

@ianflowforever 7 лет назад

Honestly while it sounds somewhat like other songs from TV, I think there's a motif in it all, and it has a sort of framing compared to other songs, their symbols, kind of like a climactic point in a story arc? This is all based on personal experiences, so that sounds kind of almost fucked up but,, I don't think the song is nonsense or 'unoriginal'? A lot of it has moments of "#relatablecontent" as I've referred to some stuff, but uh ya, thank you for sharing this with us. But ya I wouldn't say that this is criticism, but I do hope it's at least constructive in that while it does have sound motifs from other songs (look at Undertale sountrack's similarities to itself), it generally has it's own original points, putting twists on sounds from others, and being it's own culmination. It should generally be obvious to people who've followed your work for the last year, and listened to most of TV, read the description, etc that this is a major work to you, and that (I'm not finding words anymore to say..)

@ron9365 4 года назад

dont make physical contact with me

@minecraftsquaretiddies 7 лет назад

reading the description makes me wanna cry..

@mobilegamer3327 7 лет назад

Me,too

@sm64mandude97 6 лет назад

same here

@likikoari 7 лет назад

hey. you yes you. you're a really good person you're really interesting and the second verse? that was Really Creative man like legit I loved it. kinda punny too thank you for being awesomw

@grayhadeswolf 6 лет назад

You need a heart for this. I love this comment 😂

@kairesidi5456 4 года назад

Thank you dude

@disgustof-riley8338 Год назад

I still dont get the pun

@haneeyahmcmillan3758 7 лет назад

"LETS BE CREATIVE." DONT HUG ME, IM SCARED.

@gagepatoine 5 лет назад

AAAAAAAAY!

@Mimikyuzzz 5 лет назад

All of those phrases reference a song of the album, though I can’t recognise all of them

@bunille 4 года назад

All of that verse are names of his songs he made.

@Lalalallalallaaa 2 года назад

NoW lEtS aLl AgReE tO nEvEr bE cReAtiVe aGaIn

@1dogissky 7 лет назад

1:22 me when my mum asks to use my phone...

@Kuromiirl666 7 лет назад

Oh my god 😂

@lolmdr2601 7 лет назад

*mum voice* dogissky why your telephone smell sperm

@1dogissky 7 лет назад

Cobra Lol I'm a girl but that made me laugh

@Otra_Chica_de_Internet 7 лет назад

same

@-pinkvoidisfalling-3198 7 лет назад

True true xD. I also delete all of the messages i send to my friends.. and my gmail accounts xD

@SasuNaru17021995 7 лет назад

I did the same thing back in November 2014, cut my arm so badly I still have like 15 very visible scars. Long story short, I was in a toxic relationship and ended pretty badly, wanting to die. So I tried, but something in my head told me I wasn't going to die then. As I was bleeding badly, held my arm and ran for help. Sometimes it feels like there's no other option, that the pain of doing that is less than the pain of keep living, but there's always someone that will miss you. I've been struggling with that choice I did for two years now, and it's sad, that now i can't have like a normal life without the scars topic coming out from time to time with strangers or even friends, and be reminded of what awful choice I did, but you learn to live with it. And I accepted it, because it was my mistake, so I have to deal with the consequences. I'm fine now, but yeah, it's never that bad.

@lupy5121 5 лет назад

@balloooondog 5 лет назад

Good on you for getting through it! I'm proud of you! ❤❤❤

@aggressiverodent4493 7 лет назад

I love this artstyle

@sophielahnt5554 7 лет назад

I'm aware that I'm just some person in the sea of millions, but I can relate to what you've gone through. Maybe not completely, because everyone goes through different things. But I've been in and out of hospitals, and it sucks, I know. The most hurtful critic is yourself though. I'm glad you're okay, that you're still here, and that you're continuing to do what you love. This song actually made me tear up cause, well, I still feel that way about myself. But it's an amazing song, and I adore the positive message you wrote in there. (I don't think you should change it at all by the way, the second verse is the one about the internet right? I took it as you were using the internet as a safe place until it turned on you, causing you to fall into a deeper depression until you broke down, screaming for everyone to not touch you and to stay away while you were bombarded with insults from yourself.) In any case, keep being yourself, I believe you can do it! You've made it this far, and I'm so proud of you for continuing to live! No matter what life tosses at you, take a deep breath and remember that the pain will never stay forever, but the moments you spend smiling will last and will be kept alive by everyone around you! Stay strong, and stay you!

@MaddieD935 7 лет назад

I wish that more people will read your comment. You are a very great person and I hope you and Eyeris heal from your experiences together

@monarq2201 7 лет назад

...*Dont do it* ............................ *Sir pelos Intesifies* *DONT DO IT* DON'T TOUCH THE CHILD

@charadreemurr2170 4 года назад

WHOS TOUCHIN DA CHILD?

@charadreemurr2170 4 года назад

@@gvilla004437 >:0

@rave77777 4 года назад

HES TOUCHING THE CHILD

@gvilla004437 4 года назад

@@rave77777 ye wot

@shuttleman 4 года назад

What's wrong? DON'T U WANNA ATOUCC DA CHILD

@officialkathychan 7 лет назад

I LOVE THIS YO! Good job cutie! ❤️✨

@kindhearted7013 5 лет назад

Wut ama tell your gf

@takaokatoshiya 7 лет назад

Hello. It's very unique and mysterious techno song with these computer picopico sounds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@madnat2907 7 лет назад

i hope you do well and just know that all your friends and fans have your back

@madnat2907 7 лет назад

and love the new intro

@tlobevarb 7 лет назад

MAD NAT same

@ivyj.9489 7 лет назад

heck man this song is so good and sad/intense too....hot damn

@ivyj.9489 7 лет назад

as a follow up i rly rly like the second verse with the names of your songs!!! it's cool

@-WallyStudios- 3 года назад

I've been listening to this song at least five times a day. It's really been helping me cope with my depression. I've been cutting for a few months, and my family would yell at me if I told them. I know these songs aren't therapy but they remind you that you aren't alone. Also the second verse is amazing.

@mskittygemma 7 лет назад

"We call for MOMMY" Mommy knows best, right? I'm sorry, that was a bad joke.

@superfox7274 4 года назад

Yes it was but not THAT bad it was a normal joke

@lisafluke9592 5 лет назад

Ok so the first time I listened to this song I literally cried. I felt the emotion internally and it related deeply with me and my experiences. I hope I don’t seem like some sort of preachy bastard writing this but you’ve captured some of emotions people go through when they are in that situation very well (this is coming from someone that had to go to a hospital because of multiple suicide attempts). This song makes me think back when I was in that state and it makes me feel proud of how far I’ve come, and if whoever is reading this has been through something even remotely similar to this I want you to feel proud of yourself you too, whether you’ve are experiencing it now or if you have already been through the crap. So long story short treasure yourself.

@melon2383 7 лет назад

kaito be like "Fucc off u cactus"

@randomelsen9891 7 лет назад

Melon, Kaito: Don't touch me. Don't do it. No. STOP. NO. GODDAMMIT I TOLD YOU TO NOT FUCKING TOUCH ME YOU SHAGGY-HAIRED, CACTUS-CHINNED FUCKING IMBECILE!

@belenramos9863 4 года назад

2:55 "Delete your browser history" omg kaito, what were you doing

@andythesamrat9309 2 года назад

[TW!!] See, I understand this is an older song but I'm still in love with it, ever since it came out I couldn't stop singing it, mainly because I relate to this, I myself had to go to the hospital (for like, 5 hours. Not much but it felt like days to me) I had kept crying to go home, I had called 911 due too all the stress building on top of me, kids in my school had some really bad thing happening to them. (it's still happening, this has been happening for years btw) I was Sexually harassed, and abused (yes, it's still happening the worst I've got is punched in the back or smacked, also the punches are really hard to the point I have to go home because I feel sick) and I went to talk to my guidance consular but he was always was in a meeting. I snapped and wanted to shoot myself right there and then. so I had called 911 because of the abuse. I ended up going to the hospital (as said at the top) since I said I was gonna kill myself in front of a bunch of teachers. my original father had sexually abused me. And i have PTSD and Depression due to that. I was stuck in foster care for telling my therapist about him, foster care lasted for 5 years. they had to keep changing me. My first was racist, my second was to religious to the point they forced religion on me and yelled at me for drawing demon characters. my 3rd the same thing. I finally went home. To my mother and stepdad. My friends always tend to worry about me. Especially ones I've been friends with for WAY to long in my book. I'm feeling better but still have bruises from kids abusing me. Your music tends to make me feel better and cry in a good way. (also, I really hope you don't mind a child listening to your music-) Sorry for all this depresso stuff and yeah. Have a great day.

@simplyasimp694 Год назад

I hope your doing better now

@person5596 4 года назад

Yo, to everyone who relates to this song, I hope you're doing okay.

@-violet-601 4 года назад

Thank you

@azraalican1 Год назад

what is the song about? sorry im pretty dumb

@sophiasmusic335 11 месяцев назад

@@azraalican1you probably know it by now basically the creator tried to do something very bad to themselves but thankfully they failed and got send to a hospital and wrote this while they were at the hospital ( I think)

@TheEventH0riz0n 4 года назад

Its sad that this song speaks for so many people, myself included. At the time this song came out I wasn't mentally stable at all, by that time I had gone three years without treatment for my depression and this song expresses exactly how I acted and was in general. My family was very unstable with my parents constantly arguing and leaving, giving me no way of expressing just how I felt without thinking I'd make their relationship worse. This went on so long that I just....stopped. I stopped caring, I stopped feeling, I just lost the will to live but had no out. My grandparents had lived with us then so I couldn't do a n y t h i n g to lift the constant weight on my shoulders. After a while my health started to deteriorate and I just became a small boney teenager who looked constantly tired and sick. I guess what I'm saying is that this song speaks to me more than anything, even now when I'm finally having proper treatment as the thoughts of dying never truly fading, but I owe it to ya Creep-P. Your songs were some of the few things I still enjoyed back then and honestly probably kept me from finally loosing it.

@GutsySnail 7 лет назад

I already liked it because I knew I'd love it right away.

@bagelee_ 7 лет назад

Kerry Sene sAME

@Daisy-fm1ou 7 лет назад

I love how Kaito's voice sounds here

@lucifxism Год назад

as someone who used to listen to this on the daily as well as self deprecating related songs, i look back on it and see how much i've progressed. i had been severely neglected by my family and it's still bothering me, as i am old enough to "take care of myself" when i literally have no idea how to. i never knew how to cook, clean, do laundry, nor do any tasks. my parents were protective to the point i wasn't allowed to be alone in the house nor wasn't able to do my own things. it's silly, because they lived with us for so long and yet, i barely know them. i had two older sisters that lived with us. the first left when she was graduating high school and now has a family of her own. unfortunately, she is super busy and i don't see her often. my other sister currently lives with us and plans on moving with her current boyfriend soon. when i was little, i barely had a connection with her, and to be completely honest, i still do. she used to scare me as a child, a lot. i even remember brushing my teeth once, seeing her reflection, acting like she was going to hit me with a damn frying pan. she'd have anger outbursts and would take it out on us. she also had some unresolved traumas and issues and i'm still intimidated by her. my mom and dad were always busy, working 7+ hours. even after i was born, my aunt had to take care of me. my parents weren't the best in comforting me, as i am a sensitive person. they always told me never to be angry, or cry at all when they told me to calm down despite them doing absolutely nothing. i bottled up everything for so long, i'm not surprised from anything bad happening to me anymore, i'm not shocked most of the time and i hated myself for crying or being angry. everyone would always check in on me, asking if i was okay and nothing else. no one asked what my interests were, how my day was, how school was, etc. i never went to the doctor's regularly, i was never educated on diabetes (because typing this as of now, i have uncontrolled diabetes and it SUCKS!), i never got any affection, i never got any attention from them. when i did, they'd always say something and leave it at that, only "good job!" and nothing. hell, i pushed myself so hard to get good grades, they didn't even notice grades were posted. my mom only wanted me to get a good education by studying and yet, no one helped me. no one helped me with any subjects, studying, practicing, homework, etc. my mom also has a habit of pushing things aside, as when i had a really bad migraine/headache (that turned out to be me having covid.), i was always given advil that never worked, and slept which did not help. she also did this when i tried to get a refill on my antidepressants and withdrawaled(?) for almost an entire week. i felt so alone despite never being physically alone. my parents did NOT notice what was happening. my sister was busy as well. they saw the signs. they knew. hell, my mom thought i had depression last year, but knew my first attempt was in ELEMENTARY SCHOOL. she assumed my recent attempt (an attempt on overdosing that happened months ago), was my second one. it infuriated me that much that my parents were SO ignorant in mental health. i struggle with so many things now, and thanks to my conditions that are affected by this neglect, i have to suffer with it all my life. i'll have to edit this as soon as i remember more things. to anyone reading, please know you're not alone. don't do it, and realize that the things you'll love and want to experience will never happen. please stay.

@Adamsmithstock 4 года назад

I liked this song on Spotify at a time where I knew nothing about Vocaloid nor Creep-P. Just because it sounded different and tortured. Now that I've read the context I like it even more. Art is a life-saver indeed, and every bit helps making the world a bit less shitty. Thank you for staying with us longer, and for your message. It's not easy to admit those sort of things and I think you're brave for doing so. Keep going

@lillyp7208 5 лет назад

The first time I listened to this, I wasn't a fan (Mostly since Kaito was cussing, but I don't mind anymore) and I realized this song has a pretty powerful message.

@TRAUMATURGESS 7 лет назад

this is a song that gives me inspiration to try and draw in some old cartoon style tbh... and i can relate a bit to it too. I wonder if hearing this with headphones can actually let me be able to hear Kaito's voice because I literally had a hard time listening through how high the instrumental music was. Even though, overall I like it... I can't wait for what you have in the future. you are literally like my favorite song writter. I love you, keep the good work! 😛😁

@r3nkogaming260 4 года назад

1:46 when someone with corona touch you

@professorcreamcheese2511 7 лет назад

I actually deleted this from my browser history

@nym2717 2 года назад

man does this take me back. back to when i first started college. i remember saving this video to watch it later. felt... personal, ig, considering i had an AWFUL day that day. ... things havent gotten better since then. still like the song tho

@leaftailofwindclan 7 лет назад

this song is beautiful and looking at your other works I see the different references I find it beautiful though unsettling and I just want to say you're amazing

@samd.4921 2 года назад

I love your work so much Creep-P! I remember discovering this about maybe 4 years ago. It resonated a lot with me back then, and it still does to this day. As someone who struggles a lot with mental illness, the feelings expressed in this song really touched me as well as learning from the description that this song came from a dark personal experience. What I love about this MV is that even though it’s dark and expresses a lot of negative feelings, it provides a really positive message in between. I don’t see enough of that style in songs like these. Thank you for all your work Creep-P. You’re an awesome musician and I hope you know that your music has really touched (haha) people like me! Your new music is so good too and you really do keep improving with every track. Anyway, that’s all from me!

@diopentagram 5 лет назад

Colin: Don't Touch Me!! Kaito: Please Don't Touch Me. AT LEAST KAITO WAS MORE NICE!

@-violet-601 4 года назад

Exactly!

@cheyennethedragon1200 7 лет назад

Is the teeth pulling line in this one inspired by novocaine and hyperdontia by any chance?

@originaluseername 4 года назад

MHM

@-violet-601 4 года назад

YEP

@girlhell1997 7 лет назад

I WAS LITERALLY ON THIS CHANNEL A COUPLE OF HOURS AGO TO SEE IF ANY NEW VIDEOS WERE THERE AND NOW THERES THIS, YESSSSS

@LdopaFuckwhoevertookthishandle 5 лет назад

this is by far my favorite song by you. the lyrics hit rly hard and i couldn't help but cry the first few times i watched it. and thank you so much for including that message near the end.

@TRAUMATURGESS 5 лет назад

*Have thought for long while now...* We'll call for mommy (MOMMY) As we stop crying (CRY) At the age of 12 (12) TV taught us well (TV) Don't be regular (REGULAR) You're a predator (???) "Let's be creative..." (CREATIVE) You're prohibitive!! (???) Love is dead at 6AM (LOVE & 6AM) Still learning ABCs (ABC) Paranormal movies (PHANTOM[?]) Videos; teeth pulling (HYPERDONTIA) Kids in town are dead (CUL-DE-SAC) Facts crawl under my skin (CENTIPEDE[?]) Stuck in a room of red (RED ROOM) Letting demons win!! (PONY) ~I have been noticing these references since this song was uploaded dear god-~ ~I still don't know 2 but probably references some of his japanese songs and I don't understand them at all~

@itabrosstudios7321 5 лет назад

Predator is possibly referencing to Animalistic

@suraimubugbearcosplay3421 3 года назад

I can relate to this song. Although it’s hard to tell that I’m that way, I know it. I always tell people that I know how to pretend to be alright, when I’m reality, I’m not. I try to stay positive, but I’m only pretending. I don’t want other people to worry about me, so I don’t really talk to my parents about it

@swwtpie 3 года назад

Hope you get better fella 😔✊

@suraimubugbearcosplay3421 3 года назад

Buttercup thank you

@invadore_8612 7 лет назад

I LOVE THE SECOND VERSE SO MUCH It has all the titles of your songs in TV and makes me so ridiculously giddy. I'm so excited that a video has been made for this song!!

@rave77777 4 года назад

“Delete your browser history” Me: *deletes my search history that was all countryhumans, Undertale, statehumans, hetalia, 2͟ h͟o͟u͟r͟s͟ l͟a͟t͟e͟r͟.͟.͟ FNAF, and sans fangirl cringe*

@-Solidwater 4 года назад

Relatable. I use internet so much that deleting it would be a waste of time.

@haiiooo3858 4 года назад

Same but SCP and Danganronpa

@puffbuck1 7 лет назад

Wow, I just read the description. The reason I haven't done it before is because I was always listening to the version with Equinox and not this one. So.. I'm kinda there myself. AND stay strong, Creep-P! Your music is unique and I love it!

@cherryvanillaa 7 лет назад

aghhh i havent listened to this type of music in like 3-4 years tbh but seriously this stuff is much deeper than half the crap ive been listening to now damnnn.

@user-zf7my8jc3q 6 месяцев назад

OMG. I love this song so much. It's so relateble and listening to it makes me want to finally do something . Thank you for sharing it! Your art inspires me

@trekkiepizzaSLIDESHOWS 7 лет назад

Eyeris, you are amazing. Everything you do is amazing. The fact I can have nightmares from this, but also so much happiness is incredible. Please never stop doing what you do, and never stop being happy.

@jadziadax1686 7 лет назад

This song is very touching... I cried on the first listen. Thank you for being you and don't let the haters get you down. We love you.

@luluminn 3 года назад

Almost got my leg ripped off while listening to this. Just- It's beautiful...

@RowantheSongbird 7 лет назад

Ok, so I have been feeling pretty crappy this past week with myself and the stress of everything, and just listening to your music makes me feel so much better, honestly I'm glad I found you!! I get so inspired by your music and your channel is a good place to just let my feelings out and relax, I just thank you for making music that helps and personally for me like I said before it calms me and let's me just understand myself more, so once again thank you!!

@faleeria7029 7 лет назад

Well, this is another awesome song that you created. Thank you for giving us the opportunity to listen to masterpieces like that. And thanks for helping us to go on even if something terrible happened. We all love you too and we're glad that you're still here.

@TheLadySquid 5 лет назад

Even after two years this song still means a lot, and using my favorite vocaloid on top of it just makes it more meaningful

@momokitten5097 7 лет назад

The lyrics are perfect. I love finding songs like this that I can really relate to, it helps knowing someone knows how it is.

@BucketOfFuk 7 лет назад

This song really hit a nerve in my heart. As someone who has been close to the point of no return, I can fully relate. I managed to come back on my feet again and I'm so happy that you did as well and even managed to turn those demons into something productive. This song is truly a masterpiece, not only because of the production but the story behind it as well. Good job, and bless your heart.

@unused.dontgohere.9564 6 лет назад

Okay yeah but First of all, eyeris, you are a beautiful and magnificent human being, never change. Second of all, if that IS you wearing the masks in the background... *D A M N S O N Y O U R H A I R I S F I N E*

@HellodollfaceAVI 7 лет назад

I CAN'T EVEN READ A DESCRIPTION OF A RU-vid VIDEO WITH OUT CRYING GOSH DARN IT

@Croakersilent 7 лет назад

Wow..... omg thank you.... I have seen so many songs dealing with suicide that just end in either the person actually doing it or just about to... this is so damn good!!! I WAS IN TEARS SEEING THE AMAZINGLY MOTIVATIONAL MESSAGE IN THE MIDDLE! Thank you for making a song that expresses the theme but encourages the person to seek help! I'm glad to hear things are looking up for you!

@sleepyredcryptid 7 лет назад

I want to very seriously let you know that I found this song while I was feeling really depressed and heavily considering the easiest thing to do to go into a coma and I read the message in the middle of the song and then read the description. I went and got help right afterwards. so honestly, thank you for putting that in there. I am incredibly thankful despite life still being shitty. But I'm still here, so all I can say is thank you.

@Mimi-sd6cn 7 лет назад

Oh god the description and the end of the song made me cry because it gave me hope. I wanted to say thank you.

@peanutbutter6625 7 лет назад

I surprisingly love this song! it's actually my favourite song now! great job!

@ashistrash994 5 лет назад

first song by you i listened to and still my favorite by far. and with my favorite vocaloid in the world! i think it's helping cure my depression. thanks :)

@wolfenebula415 7 лет назад

Ok the art and the video in it's entirety is amazing! I'm happy that you're back and hitting hard Eyeris!

@cre8tive_writer213 7 лет назад

Thank you for being so brave and sharing your story out there! I always love your videos and every single one you put out here in RU-vid, I connect with it. Thank you because to know that I'm not the only one that's struggling in life makes me feel less alone , thank you 😊

@TearMetoBitsDarling 6 месяцев назад

"Internet's dead" has a new meaning now....

@jademcdaris1242 4 года назад

When you get overstimulated in the middle of the grocery store in the snack isle:

@gizmou 7 лет назад

This song was the first song I heard from you... I loved both the music and the message and started listening to all of your songs... you are amazing. Not as many Vocaloid Producers go to the extent of providing the phone numbers for a suicide hotline, putting encouraging messages throughout their PVs, and caring so much for their fans. Please continue to stay close to your fans and listeners, it will take you far. I haven't been through this type of point in my life yet, but it still encourages me to stay happy throughout my life and realize that, yes, you do care, as well as others. Keep up the amazing work!

@joseyphipps 7 лет назад

This is really inspiring, you are inspiring. You take your defeats and your downsides and express them to let us know the pain and to help others in that similar pain.

@ewewewewewwtf 7 лет назад

I mean at least Kaito uses his manners.

@blushbunni3 6 месяцев назад

No matter how many times I listen to this song the message at 4:20 and the end always helps so much This song expresses how I feel so much and the messages there hit me so hard every time

@cre8tive_writer213 7 лет назад

Thank you, I'm crying because I relate to this song and all of your songs and that little message in the song made me smile. Sometimes I feel like there is something wrong with me and no one is there to help and not judge me, and it made me feel better when I saw that I'm not alone. Thank you so much

@jemmyelly5295 7 лет назад

I can't believe I only saw this song now.. the words are really quite important to me as well.. I feel connected for some reason. Reading the description, I need to say how proud I am of you. I am a big fan of your music and I am aware, to a certain extent, of what you're situation feels like. I love this song so much more knowing that it entertained you in hospital.. I also know quite how boring and empty it is in hospital, especially with all the therapists who come in and out. Needless to say, keep pressing on, ok? We all believe in you too and we all wish you all the happiness in the world. Best of luck for the future, my friend.

@forgottenlove7642 7 лет назад

Internet and Television does influence allot of things we do in Childhood, and sometimes adulthood.

@lavenderhunee4297 7 лет назад

"don't let them see. *don't let them see* *delete your browsing history*" can't let my parents see anime in my browsing history.

@Kakmanmartinez666 3 года назад

This will always be my #1 song from this channel. It's gotten me thru some shit. Plus it's a good song to vent to. Listened to this a lot along with Not as it Seems when my mom passed last year. It'll be a year this December and I've been thru hell while grieving. It's hard not to think about suicide bc that's how she died. I love the little inspirational quote towards the end of the song. I hope you continue with Vocaloid and your music. Never stop doing what you love!

@freyfrie1184 7 лет назад

I love how in the lyrics he took simple words from his other videos and then put them in here to where it flows really nicely. Great job! :)

@emilyakapuckythecatunderca1251 Год назад

I constantly mean to animate with this song about me and an internet friend (we consider each other siblings from other sides of the country) meeting each other irl bc we've both had rough lives and suffered in different ways but we still enjoy each other's company and socialize often. See The reason why I want to meet them irl is bc they don't have the best house life and I have a pretty decent house life, so I kinda want my mom to adopt them so we can be real siblings and finally see each other. Maybe I'm too idealistic, you tell me, but one day...

@mikip282 4 года назад

I like the second verse A LOT. It doesn't make much sense, but that's how I felt all three times I was hospitalized. My mind couldn't stay on one thought for more than a few seconds. Also, "don't fucking touch touch me?" A M O O D

@aria5981 6 лет назад

I've been listening to this song nonstop, and there is always a pang in my heart when it says "sorry for your loss". This song has been playing in my mindstop, but its an enjoyable kind of way.

@MyNameIsTheGreatest 6 лет назад

This song reminds me of when I was in treatment (psychological hosptial and a sort of wayward home for kids, we just called it treatment because thats basically what it was). A lot of people kept trying to say they understood me and they wanted to help me, but unfortunately barely listened and instead listened to someone else's accusations (someone who, in truth, knew NOTHING about me). It was a very very hard time for me. Literally every line in this song is something I thought (or very close to things I thought) about these people and this song really resonates in me. So basically what I am saying is you did a FANTASTIC job on this song. The emotion is stunning and I can see why it means so much to you. Please keep up the good work and I look forward to more songs, including this one if you re-release it!!

@VortexTC 7 лет назад

I can definitely appreciate the message here and it's good to hear that you are going forward. I really like the song, the only critique I have is, I can't honestly hear the words "Touch me" in the first few verses, I hear it as "Talking", yet later on in the song, they sound fine and it's good nonetheless.

@centromeda 7 лет назад

hey! i think its just a typo and youre correct! on eyeris' bandcamp the lyrics are as you're thinking

@elliot8550 7 лет назад

The guy looks like Wyber from Coraline (anyone else see that?)

@u-508 4 года назад

the guy Coraline calls "why-were-you-born"? i loved that movie!

@funkycow1200 5 лет назад

Ahhh I adore this song! I love the lyrics,and especially the chorus! Glad that this helped you in a bad time!

@Skyler_Spritez 11 месяцев назад

this is one of the songs that got me through covid and now it gives me nostalgia along with the other vocaloid classics, This will forever bring back memories and impact my love and appreciation for producers

@chryssiiiart257 3 года назад

This song is too relatable- I almost sobbed

@MinecraftProdutction 7 лет назад

Friend recommended me this song because of how the lyrics reminded her of me. I can relate so much, it's scary.

@aubbiedobbie 7 лет назад

I like how you made references to your other songs! That was really neat. I'm sorry you went through such a hard time, but I'm glad you're still here!