Recently, a friend of mine told me that I had grown. It was the end of our training and we had a good game and she said wothout a second thought but it got me suddenly that I was craving for these words for a while. I always think that I’m not enough and actually a burden for other teammates so it felt so different to hear something like that and not “we did good” “good game”. What’s more, the fact that she is a great player herself and she said something like this to me makes it even heartbreaking for me. I wanna believe that she said because she really thinks that I had progress and not because she wanted to cheer me up with supportive words. Updating you guys, it’s going somewhat well and after a while I tgink it’s all part of a process. I don’t think I can expect some kind of dramatic growth and it will come slowly but surely. Thanks fpr support, it’s really helpful
You're doing so well, you'll be all right. You *will* get through this. Everyone will. Keep going and achieve your dreams. People support you, care for you. We should all enjoy our life and not worry about what people think, remember that. You are your own special person. Nobody can be you. Because You are You. You always will be, nothing will change You. Just be yourself and be strong. Everything will be alright.
Dear bard, how I wish to be your friend. To watch the moon underneath the graveyard of stars in solace. To exchange letters full of mirth and pure curiosity. To draw and write poems about you. Painting pictures and making flower crowns for you. The stars in your eyes within the wonders of the universe it shines bright. Write all about you, unwritten verses and prose yet to be finished. Talk within the wee hours, till the end of time. Write a story and talk about things we wanna do. Be free, are you truly free? Like a bird in the sky. A butterfly I wanna be, in the field of flowers I stay. Underneath the tree you stay, I hope to be your friend one day. | Ah sorry this is not finished yet,perhaps I'll continue it another time? |
One of my comfort characters is actually one of my own. She basically my reasoning voice and has help me so much through many difficult moments. I love her so much
My comfort character is actually a person, my grandad. I've always called him papa and honestly he's the greatest person I know, I love him so much and I hope he's proud of me. His hugs are the most comforting and warmest I've ever experienced
My comfort character is also a person. It is my boyfriend. He’s shown me what it’s like to have someone actually love and support you. Him and his sister are super sweet. They take care of me and make sure I’m safe and comfortable.
this is making me teary-eyed bro, like stop... im thinking of all my old friends... my old online friends, my childhood friends, and my old school friends... i miss them so much... especially my online friends... im so scared nowadays people think im such a strong person since i never cry nowadays, but im so weak inside... i cry myself to sleep at night, fearing of what type of nightmares i would have... i dont dream, not anymore, that is. its all black. thats all i remember, a dark void when i fall to sleep. nothing happy. just a dark endless void of nothing. nightmares scare me at night, they made me cry a lot as a kid. there are is only one time my friends saw me cry, ever. i try to be strong in front of them, but they hurt my feelings in some way. i feel like im being left out, even though im the funny one. and doesnt the funny one always get inculded in everything? no, not for my group anyways, its the crybaby. the one that makes me cry. she cried when we teased her in a game of ball. then as our friend group comforted her, i played with someone, my other friend accidentally dropped the ball, the crybaby bounced it on the ground, hitting my face. i hade a swollen, bleeding lip. and everyone still blamed me. what did i do? i didnt hurt her. PHYSICALLY. the crybaby hits me too, it hurts so bad. its worse than the scratches my cousins dog gives me. then another time, we were just joking around with our whole friend group, somehow the crybaby ended up crying, they told the sister of the crybaby, she blamed it on me. she hit me hard on the head. it hurts so much. she slaps my face too. they leave me out sometimes. it hurts. i hate this. why do i have to be the one getting hurt? my mom grounded me for bringing a water bottle to the playground. A WATER BOTTLE. you know whats worse? on the day of the crybaby bouncing the ball and hitting my face, before that, i asked if i was a good friend. they said yes. but she still cried. because of me. i dont even know if theyre real friends anymore. i hate my new class. i absolutely hate it. we already have a presentation when its the first week of school. i have stress now. too much stress. an old online friend told me i would go through something he called depression. well he was right and wrong about that. I already am going through depression. that online friend left me. i was heartbroken. i 'knew too much' abt him. i now see him playing with his prob best friend, which i have. i have to watch them. i SEE them. it hurts. i only played 3 games with that online friend. all the other times we spent together was texting abt info. im so done with life. i cant handle this much emotion. im too used to only feeling happiness, anger, and disappointment. not sadness. i still think abt if i couldve been better to all my friends for them to stay. with me. i wouldnt have to say goodbye anymore. i always wish and dream about running away to a world of freedom, and fairness, and joy. where i could make the story. where i could live the life ive always wanted, hoped for. ill never really feel happy. i lied to my parents when i said i love my life. its fine. not good. not bad. just okay. i dont feel like going anywhere. just staying is in my room is the best. im even making a book that is about the life i want. i hope to publish it. so people may feel what i want. make this somewhere you may vent about, please feel free to comment abt this. i truly dont appreciate womp womp stuff or anything like that. it hurts me, just so you all know. especially when im talking abt smth like this. its not very easy for me to open up. i have... trust issues..? maybe... i started crying a bit on fourth of july... i relate to it so badly. please use this as a vent comment center. i dont care. no womp womps tho. but my comfort character is... hm. i dont know. its one of my characters in my book. Alaric. my boy best friend. who'll always be there for me, to hug me, to cuddle me, to help me. I love Alaric.
I feel Sorry for you bro, I hope you feel better and refind a meaning for life and get your happiness, my story is kinda different from your own experience , I don't have problems with my parents and friends, maybe my life seems perfect now but I need to confess that, I live in the Middle east, specifically in Syria, it's my home country, I don't know if you have ever heard of my country because it's not that famous, you must know that in this piece of land, war is something so near to happen and we don't have a place to go if the conflict would start , I want to live a way much better, I want to improve myself, learn more, read more, do something for my country, but the greatest fear that is coming near is preventing me from even think about that except for my fake scenarios at 3 AM about a perfect life , I'm seeking perfection because I'm not feeling that I'm gifted like many other people but at the same time I can't stay the way I am, because I truly know that you must be a knowable thing in your life and in other people ' lives , and I want to make my family happy and proud of me , But in the Middle east, everything goes different, death is surrounding you from all ways , and you can't do anything but to wait it hopelessly , I'm facing an inner conflict, or we may call it a state of depression, I want to glow but I'm so stuck from the inside and the outside and I feel all the time that I'm tired so I use to escape reality by sleeping and listening to a depressed music made for such a depressed person, and I wake up in the morning wanting just to let my day go in a one second but I can't so I keep sitting all day doing nothing but my mind doing every single horrible scenario , my one and only wish is if I died, I'll be into the arms of my God telling me not to worry again because I'm with him and he took me from this brutal world and situation.. May death would be more comfortable than living with knowing that some circumstances would not change your life except for worse and you cannot do anything, you might be surprised if I told you that my comfort character is real but it's not a human, it's the angel of death cuz death is much better than this life 💔💔💔
@@YasmeenFadel-zv2dzI'm sorry about that bro, war is very common nowadays, unfortunately. And yes, I know Syria because my classmates come from there. I hope that your life becomes better, peace surrounding all of us. I'm from Asia, Philippines, I moved to Singapore, which the schools there made me have stress everyday the teachers yelled at me a lot, I cried in the bathroom of the school a couple of times. My best friend from there turned her back on me and my other friends believed her, they started bullying me bc I apparently bullied her, I left the country and am now in Canada, it's ok here. Just scared because I feel a lot of shady people, (no offense to America), but I don't feel safe, some kids from my school judge hard, like I only put a book on my head, they say it's annoying and tell me to stop, I don't even know them and they're younger than me. What the heck is wrong with people nowadays? I hope things with you get better, I pray for your safety, that God protects everyone from the evil and chaos in the world. Let's hope our lives get better.
Kyle broflovski is my comfort character, I have so many Kyle things in my room and I have a Kyle shrine and when I listen to this I hug my Kyle pillow❤
Giyuu is my comfort character, I just feel like he would be so good at comforting someone when they’re in pain or having a bad day because he wouldn’t want them to see the same way he did when he lost his sister and best friend
Ticci Toby, a creepypasta character if you dont know him. Recently i heard the creator of the character removed him from the creepypasta fandom and i feel so bad about it 😔
Kyoka jiro from MHA shes just so damn cute and I have a body pillow of her and im cuddling with her right now. I don't know why I feel like I need to share this but im 12 years old.
I have some comfort characters heres the list :Willy from Willy's wonderlane :Dogday : Sebastian solace from pressure :My dead grandpa.... :and my ocs :derklown Your still here?? I DO NOT KNOW WHY THERE MY CONFORT CHARACTERS Just know that i love you not in a weird way ok 💗 Oh you have to go.... Well Have a nice day!!
My comfort character's Ignacio from Spooky Month :3 I don't think he's that good at comforting others, but I feel like he'd also reassuringly give me a light pat on the shoulder and say "You'll be okay, kid."
I lowkey wish i could like, dream if my comfort character so i could have comfort. I don't even know why he's my comfort character tho. Hes menacing af and is socially anxious. König from CoD btw... Yep. I wish i could hug him, we could comfort each other
Yes you, I though i'd tell you something..... I love your smile I love your laugh I love your personality I love your hair (or lack thereof) I love your insecurities I love your accomplishments I love your failures I love your eyes I love your beauty I love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) I love the way you dance I love you on your happy days I love you on your sad days I love you on the days you feel lonely I love you on the days you feel helpless I love you on the days you feel like no one cares I love you on the days you feel forgotten I love you on the days you feel unmotivated I love you on the days you feel loved I love you on the days you feel sick I love you on the days you feel motivated I love you on the days you feel depressed I love you on the days you feel stresses I love you on the days you feel crazy I love you on the days you feel hopeful I love you on the days you feel cuddly I love you on the days you feel clingy I love you on the days you feel amazing I love you on the days you feel beautiful I love you on the days you feel like a failure I love you on the days you feel angry I love you on the days you feel aggressive I love you on the days you feel horrible I love you on the days you feel safe I love you on the days you feel unsafe I love you on the days you feel vulnerable I love you on the days you feel weird I love you on the days you feel ok I love you when you're healthy I love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) I love your taste in music I love your taste in movies I love your taste in tv shows I love the way you move I love the way you act I love you when you cry I love you when you're kind I love you when you're mean I love you when you're alone I love you when you can't feel I love you when you feel too much I love you when you can't take life anymore I love you when you feel like it's too much I love you when you're asleep I love you when you have nightmares I love you when you have dreams I love how you believe I love you when you believe in yourself I love you when you don't believe in yourself I love you when you hate yourself I love you when you love yourself I love the way you think I love you problems I love your solutions I love how you support I love you when you're in pain I love you when you're hurt I love your promises I love your secrets I love your attitude I love you sass I love your creativity I love your voice (or lack thereof) I love you hand gestures I love your stories I love your wounds I love your scars I love your face I love your past I love your future I love your present I love your outfits I love your style I love your art I love your honesty I love you when you lie I love you when you're tired I love you when you're energetic I love how you look I love how you cook I love you when you're adventurous I love you when you're scared I love your imperfections I love your perfections I love you when you worry I love you when you talk (or communicate) I love your opinions I love you when you have a headache I love you when you have a stomach ache I love you when you help others I love you when you need help I love you when you're mature I love you when you're immature I love you in the hard times I love you in the easy times I love you when life is meh I love you when you're responsible I love you when you're irresponsible I love you when you fight I love you in your darkest moments I love you in your brightest moments I love your heart I love you in the day I love you in the night I love you at midnight I love you at 3 am I love you at all times I love you at your best I love you at your worst I love the little things you do I love all of you I love you when you're you I love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (THIS ISNT MINE BUT PLEASE PASS IT AROUND :DD)
Chishiya,not a popular character,he's from alice in borderland, i've been in love with him for two years,i wish that i would love my comfort character forever!!!..*uh...sry for my english:.>..*
