Sjrlord03 Same here. Thought it was just me. I used to do this all the time. Watch sad indie edits and play the music. And feel something. I don’t care if it was miserable or sad. It’s better then feeling nothing. Right now, I feel nothing. Empty.
This song defines all of the feelings in my mind. Depressed, happy, tired, eccentric, in love, out of love, hating my life, loving it. Every feeling as well as its opposite. Life. It sucks.
I was listening to this song when I found out my grandpa died. He was my best friend, he was there when my mother wasn't. When she had better things to do than watch my brother and I grow up. Every now and then I come back to this song, and think of him. This song makes me feel like here is still here by my side. To be honest it's been hard without him. Theres been times where I almost gave in to those suicidal thoughts, theres been times where my wrists had been cut. But then I realized, he wouldn't have want it this way. Everyday his memory reminds me to keep living, for him, for myself and for those around me. Because without him, I wouldn't be who I am today. I love you grandpa
Life is like a jigsaw puzzle, each person is doing their own. Each corner of the jigsaw is; school, family, hobbies and jobs. I'm the middle is where society has told us that we need to fill it with a partner. That in order to be complete we need someone else that's just as far along on their jigsaw as you are. Sometimes yours won't fit together, sometimes you kinda just jam it in to make it fit, that's is what an unhealthy relationship is. What I have figured out is that you just need to be happy. You have to love yourself 100% before you find someone. Because if you love yourself 20% then someone can come along and love you only 30% and you'd feel so cherished when really you're not. So loving yourself is being alone but being alone just means you found happiness in yourself and you're not being like everyone else and looking for it in someone else.
Shakewell FN but sometimes you feel like you cant be happy with yourself because being alone is like a void, and nobody’s there to fill it. A partner isn’t for everybody, and I guess i’ll just have to accept that I wont have one either, at least for a while.
@@AsmitaAdari I felt that ☹️it's like alone can really hurt and hit you in a place nothing else then being alone can drive people to do things and think things you wouldn't know they think about or even think they would think about when they are truly alone but you could never realise
Oh, I can hear it when that old song starts to play Cutting through my body in a familiar ways Well, is it me or is it you who can't relate 'Cause I can feel it when those warm jets take me away The useless seems to matter more and more All my life is just something I can't ignore Consumed and enthused by all that came before 'Cause I can feel it when those warm jets start to roar Give me everything I ever need Or just enough so I can go to sleep Well, is it me or is it you who came to see The scene, when all those warm jets swallow me
Without you, time is still and the world stops rotating. The lions stop roaring and the leaves stop falling. You were my thrill, my rush. And now i sit on the edge of my bed looking for s reason not to go back to sleep. Too tired. The fire in my soul has been put out. I look for replacements whether its drugs, alcohol,or sex. But the drugs just take me to another world you're not in. The alcohol just makes things blurrier when all I wanna see is you. The sex isn't the same, your touch, your skin, its just not yours. I'd beg you to come back but we all know how that would end. I've got scars, each one to remind me of every year we had together. Your eyes staring into mine has fading into just my reflection in a broken mirror. I still love you
this is so beautifully breathtaking. i searched for that replacement for so long just to come to the conclusion that i’ll never have that feeling again. i hope you’re doing better, i really do. you can find that feeling that you once had again. that’s what i’m waiting for.
What you wrote it beautiful, I have never found another... it was always them if they didn’t believe the lies his friend told about me I believe that we’d still be on good terms but maybe it was meant to happen a time to learn to love myself and only wish the best for them because deep down I will never stop caring even though they hurt me terribly if your out there and there is a small chance you see this comment A(the first initial of his name) thank you for the time we had, thank you for being the first to teach me about love. I do hope one day you’ll realize I’m always here for you and I’ll always talk to you no matter what happened in the past
I really hope you're doing good, friend. Everything will line up and there'll be that spark again if it hasn't already. It's a bumpy ride, but there's a lot to still enjoy on a bumpy one.
That was just a soul who touched you in a different way... their are many like that. You will meet another soul that ignites the fire in you. Stay positive
can relate. she hates me now. i wish i did shit differently so she would still love me she was the one who showed me nick's work and i cant stop listening to his shit since she broke up with me
My favorite movie of all time. Really just does love right and never an ending you'd expect from a movie that makes you feel every ounce of what the characters feel.
This song makes me realize how alone I am, and how I just want to cry and move on but I can’t even shed a tear. Not feeling anything but empty pain is the worse feeling
my friend overdosed yesterday. he barely survived. it scares me knowing that one day he won’t be here. he knows everything abt me. he’s the person i would go to. i don’t know what i would do if he left.
try hanging out with him A LOT, drag him outside, go visit him at his house, spend a lot of time together and constantly reassure him that you’re with him and you’ll help him get through it😔 that’s the only advice i’ve got, i really hope u and him will feel happiness soon
I would love to be free of anxiety, but it just keeps coming back. And when I finally am free for a small amount of time, I either get anxiety from thinking it’s gonna come back, or it really does.
This song puts a big hole in my chest, it’s kind of a place for the anxiety to fall into, but it also leaves me with this hole that I just don’t know what to do with.
Don’t believe in anxiety, deny it all you can and get up and be as confident as you can brother. The devil is a liar and he’s her to kill, steal and destroy. But if you believe that jesus died in the cross for you and everyone on earth and accept him as your lord and savior you’ll be just fine man. You are not alone
I remember discovering this song, along with Current Joys’ discography, a few summers ago whilst on holiday in a house by the coast with my family. I went down to the beach at night and listened to this song alongside the sound of ocean waves softly rolling. At the age of 14 it was one of the calmest experiences I’ve ever had, which is funny as I had no idea that I was about to enter an extremely hard time in my life. For many different reasons it was difficult, some of those reasons have passed and some are still with me today, along with a few new ones. However music like this still makes me feel weightless and separated from life’s problems, even if it’s just for a few minutes. I think it always will.
this song really just makes my soul happy. definitely have heard this song a thousand times before, to everyone reading i hope you find the warmth you’re looking for.
[Verse 1] Oh I can hear it when that old song starts to play Cutting through my body in familiar ways Well is it me or is it you who can’t relate? 'Cause I can feel it When those warm jets take me away [Verse 2] The useless seems to matter more and more All my life is just something I can’t ignore Consumed and enthused by all that came before 'Cause I can feel it When those warm jets start to roar [Verse 3] Give me everything I ever need Or just enough so I can go to sleep Well is it me or is it you who came to see The scene when all those warm jets swallow me
That's one of the weird thing about "sad" music. It's so melancholy and sad, but beautifull and comforting at the same time. One of the ways that stuff messes with our feelings I guess.
@@RemedyUnderTheSun thinking about how confused of what I should feel about sad music makes me anxious and depressed.. I told my friends about this and they just could not fathom how possible this is
@@karlmarx5313 I think a way to make sense of it all is to just think about things while listening to it. I don't listen to this music because I'm depressed, I listen to it because it helps contemplate things. Life in general is something people don't think about enough. And sometimes it take a serious, or even depressing song to help you do that. And after you do this a few times you'll start to appreciate and love the song. You can start understand the beauty of the art, instead of just being sad.
This used to be my depression song that I would play on repeat all night when I couldn’t sleep but I feel like I’ve finally moved past that stage. This song now brings me peace. It feels like a warm hug that I can fall asleep cuddled in. I think it morphed into a calming song for me because I’m able to look back and see how much I’ve grown and that brings me peace, knowing that I’ve made it out of that deep rut.
it took so long to rebuild my walls, and finally be okay with being alone. being by myself and letting me take care of myself. never thought i’d let myself fall again, and boy is it fucking painful this time around.
Esa falsa felicidad en la que sientes al estar en la calle y ver tanta gente y pensar en que tal vez algùien te esta esperando .... Sientes que amas a alguien... Pero no hay nadie solo eres tú.
I mean, who doesn't want to fall in love, who doesn't wish for a better life but all of those who know a better path for humanity are blinded because of pesimism and the bad things they see everyday. It just changes you, makes you feel powerless and makes You give up when we all know how to do stuff and help others. Sorry for this, but I just felt like writing it
Makes me feel something I can’t explain...some many emotions unimaginable filling my body. Just wishing to get the weight of the world off my shoulders. So many responsibilities and I never have time to have actually live my life..School and worrying for my future, people and changes. So many things so little time in this human body in this crazy world.
I’ve been listening to this for years, and every now again I discover it after not listening to it in a while, and I’m still taken aback at how beautiful it is
Current joys has helped me become at peace with myself, i dont like my body looks at all..i dont like my voice or my facial expressions at all, yet as soon as i play current joys its all gone, all i see or feel is the fact that im alive and somewhat healthy..and thats all i need.💕🌻
Hey, you’ve made it to this moment. You’re reading this comment for a reason. I’ve been in a bad place in my head for as long as I can remember. Today is my 18th birthday, a day I never actually thought i’d see. No matter what problems or obstacles you face now, know it will pass. Everything moves on, and so do you. You are always improving, you are always learning how to be the best person you can be. Don’t let your mistakes or the bad of the world bring you down because I know you’re amazing for being you. It’s that simple, truly. You are a damn miracle. Spend each day learning to love yourself, love who you are, love change, love your life, love the lessons you’ve learned, love the fact you are human and you are lucky enough to experience this blessing we call life. Just love. Loving awareness.
If you haven't watched this movie yet, take this as an opportunity to look into it if you're interested. It's a really beautiful film to watch, especially if you're still in the process of healing from a break-up with whoever. From the outfits to the setpieces and breathtaking camera shots, y'all are in for a treat. Although there IS one weird scene that *might* make you feel a bit uncomfortable but otherwise it's great lol.
am i the only one that thinks this movie is so beautiful ? the visuals , the emotion , the way theodore expresses the way he thinks ... it's all just so beautiful . and i definitely think this song ... describes the movie very well . its both beautiful yet sad .. just like the movie . its perfect . they fit so well together .
I fell in love with this song a few months ago. A week ago today my grandfather passed away and I can't help but to watch this video without rest. The resemebalance of this man's joy but pain from not being able to hear matched his life so much and they look very similar. Beautiful work Current Joys❤
reading your stories guys makes me feel like you are the friends i wanna hang out with in real life go on unplanned car trips listening to music feeling the energy of love and passion around u
my brother has been sufffering with depression the past 3 years and i’m the one that figured out he was cutting and being suicidal and i found him after every single attempt and i had to go through him getting sent away tens of times and i’m his younger sister and he says he loves me so much and i know he does even if i bully him all the time and i feel so bad and i try and act like it doesn’t affect me cause i think it doesn’t but lately it has and i’d give anything for him to be happy and mentally stable and here at home, everytime i’m around him i feel his sadness and his sorrow and i can’t take it. i have to put my feelings of depression always cause my mom is taking on too much already and she’s super depressed with this all and i feel it and i hear her crying and wishing she had a life and my friend lives with me because his own adopted family doesn’t show that they love him and i just feel like how i feel isn’t important and why should anyone care if someone out there is sufffereing with more. i just want everyone to be happy.
God, this song used to make me think about things, about people, about moments and opportunities and real life. But now it just makes me feel empty. It's not a bad feeling, comforting in a way.
Jacey theres nothing I can say to you now but I keep the memories with you so close to my heart. I think about who our kid wouldve been. I think about your smile and all the things you told me in confidence. I listen to the same songs over and over. Out of my whole life you showed me the most love and also the deepest pain. and I could never get over that.
If I'd have heard this song 4 years ago, i would have commented "feels like the comment section is a home, where people might not be expressive but they understand each other "
Its scary how i like to be in this blue state of mind. I feel like it suppresses the constant torment of overthinking. Reliving past days and experiencing once again when i felt i was happy. And reliving days where i regret my actions. Missed shots at relationships, and disconnections of friendships adds on to the depression of my mind. People say that in order to be in a good relationship one must love one's self. But i feel like the only way i can love myself is to experience what love really is.
One of my friends a real strong friend, a rock of the community, someone, everyone looked up to somehow cause of how strong and stoic he is, was shot and killed at a bar this week. I cant help but think of our days in high school, so carefree and full of laughter. You didnt deserve this Kevin. Rest in peace brother.
Do y’all ever feel like there’s a void inside of you that can’t be filled and the more you try to fill it the more you lose yourself until you stop trying and you slowly realize that one has on meaning in life but to die so what’s the point in life like honestly almost all of us are dead inside so just think about it what are we here for like there is no purpose I’m just so sad and lonely and I can’t tell anyone because I don’t want to be a bother and this is the only spot where I feel like I can talk about this stuff because I feel like we all feel like this deep down inside but idk I just desire happiness sorry if anyone read this and got annoyed I hope y’all have a good day.
Don't be sorry or ashamed about coming forward to express how you're feeling, it's not a bother. Most of us go through that, but the one who's kept me from depression or thoughts of suicide was God. I don't wanna sound religious because that's not my intention on you, but no matter how many different reasons I gave God to let me be, He didn't take any of them and He never quit on me. Five years of rebelling against Him, and He forgave and forgot forever. I understand not everyone believes in God, but ik for a fact He'd do the same for you. Hope you're doing ok sorry making this long. 🥺
Trust me you're not alone.. sometimes the way to fill that void is to stop forcing it and trying to fill it.. find a hobby, get out of your comfort zone, wake up earlier, eventually that void will fill itself it is tough at first and it feels like "what's the point" trust me we are all here for a reason .. we may not realize it till later in our life .. everyone is on different paths and once you realize your why .. Life will be that much sweeter stay positive dont give up just yet.. if i was able to come back from depression. you can too. [+]
I think about this on a daily basis...the confusion of life and death and how we’re all going to disappear into nothingness...what I do is accept the fact that I’m going to die eventually and life’s a big ball of beautiful meaningless shit and instead of killing myself now maybe I should just enjoy it while it lasts and not overthink it!!! FIND HAPPINESS IN EVERYTHING!!! and possibly in those moments you’ll be content
...//..// Hey guys just wanted to share a little massage with you all, So we are all born with sin, but in order to get to HEAVEN we would have to be sinless, bc HEAVEN is a place w/o sin. This was not possible, but through HIS ONE AND ONLY SON JESUS CHRSIT, (GOD in the flesh) HE lived a perfect sinless life, and died the death we deserved as sinners, being crucified and whipped and tortured and suffocating to death. So HE could repay our debt of sin, thus making us able to go to HEAVEN. You see GOD loves us so much that not only did HE do all that for us, but HE made it free, GOD made is so that all we had to do to accept this free gift was to but our FAITH AND TRUST in JESUS, in what HE did for us. Thats it, that's all we needed to do. And in doing so HE will use us, in order to spread HIS love to others, to be vessels of HIS grace. I am just a mere peasant, but even though I am a peasant, GOD honors me like HIS child. HIS love for us is not comprehendible. All HE asks is that you love HIM as HE as loves you first. GOD BLESS.
Hi, this hit too close to home :(((( I hope you're feeling better now.... It's sad how we're randomly brought to this world and forced to live through something we never asked for. I hate being alive and I hate feeling empty and I feel so incomplete and empty and dead, but I can't tell anyone this because it tires out people, lmao. But still, i hope we will find some meaning. Maybe someday.
always interesting to watch these city clips as I moved to shanghai where all these city clips are filmed, loved this movie before I knew that and ended up right in the setting.
Gosto de me sentir na melodia da musica.. conheci Current Joys a pouco tempo e ja nao consigo deixar de escuta lo um dia se quer.. sabe quando estamos num momento da nossa vida.. se auto analisando, pensando se afinal isso tudo é realmente necessario.. como era na vida passada.. como vou estar daqui 5 anos..e pensamos " se tivesse uma trilha sonora agora ia ta rolando tal som".. ? .. cara, é sobre isso.
these songs make me feel lonely , but so alive at the same time. this music makes me wanna just sit peacefully in a park , and just think , just think about life. 🙃
for so long, this song evoked a feeling that i know is definitely connected to a certain memory i have, but i havent been able to place until now. this song reminds me of driving back from the hospital after visiting a loved one there. the lingering worry, exhaustion and the smell and cold still clinging onto me as i close my eyes and listen to the rumble of the road. the quiet in the air, the ups and downs of the car going over potholes and whatever. idk why, but it’s just….such a vivid memory, and this song reminds me so much of it. its comforting in a melancholy sort of way.
What a truly beautiful movie. I was left with a bittersweet sense ya know? Phoenix was amazing as always. I still get emotional every time I think about it. Truly life-changing.
I've watched this movie (it's called "Her"), and boy how it hits in the feels. I'm not one to like romance movies but this movie is just beautiful which I like a lot
Current Joys brings me into this low state of melancholy, contemplative. Like Im looking inside at my life from the outside as a passing by pedestrian ( cliche I know but it does). Maybe we will never ever feel satisfied about everything we've done or not done in our lives, because in the end its doesnt matter, it never did since the dawn of time till now my existence is so insignificant but this is nothing to be upset about, in fact I should praise it because once I truely destroy my ego I will finally be able to enjoy living instead of worrying about peoples opinions and living inside my head. I'm getting better the older I get. My advice to everyone is fuck what everyone wants from you, even what YOU want is not actually what you want because you internalise what other people want and what society wants you to want, once you break from that cycle and realise your priorities you can see clearly.
Just went through a breakup, dealing with some really tough shit and some bad thoughts. Wrote this when listening to this song. Hope someone out there enjoys it. I play, I write, I walk Never are you not right by me You are a shadow I can hardly even fathom You are a love Dissolved by a phantom I dance with your ghost I walk with your absence You were my love My only love You are no longer here now You are a pain I cannot erase You are the phantom You encumber all my space I sleep, resting my head gently On the pillow shaped like a seal I would come back, but you would never let me The phantom I walk with Is slowly becoming a myth Is slowly drowning me In all of its mist The smile of you, which leveled me Is either given to someone better Or forgotten by me I swept the ashes of us aside Only wishing to mold them back To make everything whole again My lost lover, My lost muse, I would've never lost you If only I wasn't so blue Lay it all on me Our deepest regrets Our failure to love together For a longer time I'll write a sonnet in the love letter I'll write everything I could do better I'll erase you for now, but not forever
I feel like happiness is so hard to find now a days but maybe one day I'll finally feel something other than sadness, that's what keeping me alive at this point.....
