0:00 high school 1:23 dead to me 4:14 Exit music (for a short film) 6:10 deadite 10:07 bride of frank 14:06 Frenchy 16:00 Back to the future Pt 4 19:38 Death Party 22:15 happy daze 25:08 Holy F**k 27:25 LA dream 29:32 My Cherie 34:34 Nostalgiatron 36:25 susan 39:25 TV LUV SONG 41:38 will I be in your dreams 45:27 prom 47:55 Acid 51:00 meet me in the city (Babies cover) 54:40 Untitled 1 55:34 Untitled 2 58:47 Falling Asleep to Alien Invasion 1:02:11 Action Figure Love 1:04:32 Cannibalism - A Love Story 1:05:40 I Don't Want To Do My English Homework 1:07:26 Deer Hunting 1:10:53 horror movies 1:13:43 ghost kids 1:18:00 maybe 1:20:55 car rides 1:24:22 anything could happen (The Clean cover) 1:28:10 bushwick avenue 1:33:20 cut dead 1:36:30 dance while you still can 1:42:08 home 1:46:12 I knew these two people 1:50:27 im falling apart 1:53:23 killing my time (Christine F - surf curse) 1:55:14 lonely, lonely Los Angeles 1:58:23 nowhere 2:03:30 our great and powerful sun 2:06:30 lemonade sandwich 2:09:26 hannible Lecter 2:12:13 im ugly 2:13:39 all of falling October 2:16:30 sex 2:19:24 not so young 2:23:24 don't wanna be with your ghost 2:25:28 we're just like the rain 2:29:40 this city gives me wings (makes me crazy) 2:34:16 you make me feel 2:37:50 untitled 2:44:30 sad song 2:46:17 Hall st 2:49:23 we're going down baby 2:51:41 my view of the bridge 2:55:25 evil dudes (demo) 2:57:14 its getting cold in the city 3:01:00 happy daze (acoustic) this took FOREVER but I did it
i am honored to be part of the reason this little compilation exists. i remember compiling all of these songs on a slow day at work. crazy to think i still missed several of them, nick’s music just knows no end. every time i think ive heard every song, i find another one that should’ve gone on this compilation. nick’s music inspired me to write screenplays and make films. i listen to it when i write anything. i’ve come back to this video now to remember when nick’s music resonated more with me. i’m not a fan of love and pop, but i can respect the evolution. fun fact, this photo as the album cover is of my ex gf. kind of a sad season in our lives, but thankfully i’m doing much better now. i don’t wish anything bad on her, just thankful to be out of that season. i don’t want this video taken down though. i’ve since updated my own library and CJ compilation with a new photograph taken in the same spot with a better, more real representation of love. very thankful to know that my little slow day at work allowed 80,000 people to access nick’s lesser known tunes. (this is cooper steele btw lol)
Phenomenal talent . True music lovers only. Imagine seeing these guys in a basement at a venue on east 6th. A lot of young ska/pop/punk bands try to replicate this sound and this sounds so genuine and raw I love it. Triggers good memories and positive vibes all around.
this is truly wonderful. i dont think you understand the service you have done for people like me, people who love and relate to nicks music. what you have created here has impacted me. thank you man
Some of these songs should be put out as official releases, this is awesome. I come back to this every time I feel sad, this album helps me get through sadness. Thank you.
i showed this to my bsf thinking she’d appreciate this kind of music and now here we are, having a drink together and smoking up to the best unreleased album ever like holy man🎉🎉❤❤
Working on lyrics for the songs I can understand rn, putting what I have done in replies (ofc i'm guessing what some are, the audio quality makes it impossible for some of them qwq). I'm also splitting it up into different replies to make songs easier to find! Stay tuned! ^^
(0:00 High School - 45:27 Prom) 0:00 - High School I just wanna run away Just like we did in high school I know I feel just quite the same I don't wanna hold your hand So I don't have to scream my whole night left in pain (?) I just wanna run away Just like we did in high school I know you feel just quite the same All I wanna do is scream 'Til I don't have to see (?) I know, I know you think I'm dead (?) 1:23 - Dead to Me I wanna miss summer I wanna miss summer Give me something I could remember Something you could remember with me There's nothing on TV There's nothing on TV So I'll go on outside and see No one's outside, you're dead to me You're dead to me You're dead to me You're dead to me You're dead to me We had our time together We had our time together Soon it will be September Soon it will be September You're dead to me You're dead to me You're dead to me You're dead to me 6:10 - Deadite Skin might fly (?) You got skin like blood (?) That means skin might fly (?) You would still die (?) Skinlite's fine (?) You got skin like mine No need to cry It's only at night (✨️It's the miracle of water✨️) You got skin like mine You got skin like mine Here comes the light (?) Your eyes are white You're a deadite You're a deadite You're a deadite You're a deadite You're mine (?) 10:07 - Bride of Frank (One, two, three, four) I've got some body parts They're gonna make you who you are And when it gets dark You'll start to play around the sparks 'Cause when you're dead I'll take your head And throw it on to attach You'll be my bride of Frankenstein I've got you tied in The lightning strikes into your skin I've got that feeling The one that loves I'm feeling again I take imagination I have cut in my real and full creation (?) I've gone so very wrong A hand, it started to move But then it started to move It got up and ate all my brains 'Til I couldn't move too 16:00 - Back to the Future Pt 4 If I had a time machine, I'd try to make you happy With me I guess we'll see What I can do Boredom with you In 2002 When I was there and you're standing there, I'm feeling kind of scared You had different hair But I don't care Still ask you To come away To travel with me through time and space 19:38 - Death Party (One, two, a one, two, three, four) Wait 'til I'm dead 'Til I'm dead to be so sad Wait 'til I'm gone 'Til I'm gone to party on Don't close your eyes Close your eyes, I wanna live my day (?) Try not to sleep With my knees to your feet (?) 22:15 - Happy Daze We would waste time in my room There was nothing else to do So I'd lay there, close my eyes The summer sunset passed the time (?) I would daydream when you were here All the good dreams would disappear (?) I would kiss you on the ground We had happy days just sitting around 25:08 - Holy Fuck Don't wanna see you smile Or hang out in a while Just wanna hear you say "Let's hang out another day" Don't wanna hear you laugh Except in photographs But not in the real life So I can know you're mine 27:25 - LA Dream Boy Can't you just leave? Leave here with me To the city Girl I've just got no time No time in my life And you won't change my mind But if you love me, girl don't bother I will move to California And if you hate me I will stay away from LA From LA From LA From LA Boy I call you all the time I miss you and I But I'm doing just fine Girl Don't call me all the time You call me every night And I'm losing my mind But if you love me, girl don't bother I will move to California And if you hate me I will stay away from LA From LA From LA From LA 29:32 - My Cherie My Cherie, won't you marry me? Will you burn me? (?) Oh honey (?) I wanna be your ___ (?) Your alibi (?) (?) I will not be that sorry (?) When you break my heart Don't you lie to me (?) Tonight be my self-esteem (?) Then I'll be complete (?) With my Cherie My Cherie, won't you marry me so I can sleep? 34:34 - Nostalgiatron (One, two, three, four) (?) You're inside my brain We could walk Or play hide and seek But you're way too far Into my memory I forgot your name Your face is grey (?) Would you grow some wings? (?) Give it a good week (?) Gouge out my eyes Let it on my sleeve (?) I thought you were mine So I smashed your wing (?) I broke your heart Now my fingers slip (?) 36:25 - Susan In my dreams When you speak to me I crawl out of my skin and you The devil has a great idea He leaves me in solitude and you You fall in blood I made you of And I made you up so I feel good So I feel good So I feel good So I feel good You can fall in love But I made you up And I made you up so I feel good So I feel good So I feel good So I feel good So I feel good 39:25 - TV LUV SONG (Wavves Cover) I'm wasting away In every way I'm wasting my time All of my time I'm wasted again With none of my friends I'm wasting my time All of my time But that's alright with me Alright with me But that's alright with me With me With me With me I got TV Getting down on myself Now you're killing it man Can't make up my mind None of the time Getting lost in my head Just forget what I said Can't make up my mind None of the time But that's alright with me Alright with me But that's alright with me With me With me With me I got TV 41:38 - Will I Be in Your Dreams My hands are trembling (?) Under the stars, I sleep (?) As the restless stars scream (?) Will I be in your dreams? Will I be in your dreams? Will I be in your dreams? Oh baby please I don't dream (?) My thoughts are rebelling (?) (?) You are so ___ to me (?) I keep getting this truth that makes me weep (?) Will I be in your dreams? Will I be in your dreams? Will I be in your dreams? Oh baby please I don't dream (?) 45:27 - Prom (One, two, one, two, three, four) Today I woke up early to watch the sun shine, but it's shitty outside I was feeling lonely, so I called you to tell you you're ugly inside I'm a little worried about the weather, I can't go out tonight I've been contemplating s***e with you to pass the time 'Cause I'm ready to die with you Yes, I'm ready to die with you Yes, I'm ready to die with you Yes, I'm ready to die You shoved a pencil in the last of what was my good eye I felt so bad, I bled all over your dress, I must have dyed it Red, red, red, red I can't remember the last thing that you said to me 'Cause you're lying there and you're not breathing and I think you're fucking dead Oh yeah, I'm ready to die with you Oh yeah, I'm ready to die with you Oh yeah, I'm ready to die with you So I don't have to clean my room
(47:55 Acid - 1:28:10 Bushwick Avenue) 47:55 - Acid I hope I was right Sticking by your side 'Cause you're starting to mess with my mind Now every time You pop into my head I go away for a little bit You're like an acid trip You're like an acid trip You're like an acid trip But I don't mind I was sitting in my room Thinking about Just thinking about you And started to freak out 51:00 - Meet Me in the City (Babies Cover) Is your town the better place to be? Rest my head, rest my feet I'm lazy, I'm lazy, I'm lazy, I'm lazy Hey pretty girl, you're awful hard to meet Make me weak right in my knees Be my lady, my lady, be my lady, be my lady Up all night, I can't get no sleep Kept awake from the chatter in my teeth I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy Hey, meet me in the city Hey, won't you meet me downtown? Hey, meet me in the city Hey, won't you meet me right now? I see your eyes light up ahead in tail lights No one cries 'til someone dies I'm hiding (?), I'm crying, I'm crying, I'm crying Take a blackbird and paint him white He won't blend in with the night Keep flying, keep flying, keep flying, keep flying Hospital walls don't look so good I'm too young to feel like I do Keep trying, keep trying, keep trying, keep trying Hey, hey my little pretty Hey, gonna get you down Hey, don't it feel shitty When your little church blows down? Hey, meet me in the city Hey, won't you meet me downtown? Hey, meet me in the city Hey, won't you meet me right now? 55:34 - Untitled 2 (-three, four) (One, two, three, four, one, two, three) I'll put you in a syringe Like an episode of Fringe I took the injection And it caused an infection The infection spread Right into my head I became a zombie Trapped inside my money (?) It's your fault that I'm lonely (?) It's your fault that I'm ___ (?) I would kiss you again (?) But I know I'll never see your hair again (???) 58:47 - Falling Asleep to Alien Invasion I see nothing when I am sleeping Too many things occur to me Like what you're doing kindling That string looks like it's following A crowd of people speculating Of the martians and marines They're all so green The world was over when they Started putting toxins in the air As if it made us more aware About UFOs who'd have cared Now we're all rotten in the brain To martian brains It makes us insane (Now we fall asleep With the world at our feets And no one seems to give a damn) 1:02:11 - Action Figure Love I said that we were just friends You're a toy for god sakes, when will it end? I'm in love to a piece of merchandise Despite that movie we watched in the dark last night I love the fact that I can move your arms and your legs You feel so plastic and so fake I don't know, it's maybe your eyes of black So that when I talk to you, you don't talk back 1:04:32 - Cannibalism: A Love Story (One, two, three, four) I had a baby who would never ___ without having an abor-bor-bor-bortion (?) When he came out, he looked like Chewbacca, but that's okay, I like Star- Star Wars They said he was dead 'cause he gave up his head, but the lips on his mouth were still cherry and red He was misunderstood, but the people are good and called him a car-car-carnivore But there's a difference between eating meat and eating people so there's a cheat (?) But I can't feed my only son who asked for dinner once (?) 1:07:26 - Deer Hunting (One, two, one, two, three, four) I'll form ideas (?) For a place Will you sing a song I made? In the end (?) The people die (?) Obvious to all mankind (?) I've got ideas For a place Will you sing a song I made? 1:13:43 - Ghost Kids Ghost kids We were like most kids But now we're dead kids Covered in blankets So fuck everyone having fun in the sun Ghost kids We were like most kids But now we're dead kids Covered in blankets So fuck everyone having fun in the sun Ghost kids We were like most kids But now we're dead kids Covered in blankets So fuck everyone having fun in the sun And I know you don't really like it When we go and miss those crazy aspirations (?) Take a break, oh c'mon (?) And we'll follow you to your grave I dream upon a merry-go-round (?) We ___ on a merry-go-round (?) We live on a merry-go-round (?) We dance on a merry-go-round 1:18:00 - Maybe Maybe I'll be in your dreams Fight the things you've never even seen My heart will explode and my skin will erode into your eyes Maybe I'll be in your heart I know it's not love, but it's a start Then never again will you feel that way at all Maybe I'll be in your thoughts More than I want, but I'm not going away today Or am I the one that you saved? Maybe I'll be in your sight I look a bit different in these eyes But when you know, you'll turn around and walk away Don't be afraid of my face 1:20:55 - Car Rides In my car With music on I can ignore All my thoughts In my car With music on I can ignore All my thoughts All my thoughts All my thoughts All my thoughts All my thoughts 1:24:22 - Anything Could Happen (The Clean Cover) Went to a doctor, said I "look so hard" And with a smile on his face, pointed me to a junkyard Look for an answer in empty doorways Talked to a dancer, said, "It's out on the highways" Well c'mon, doctor, won't you gimme a shot? I'm feeling cold, boy, feeling hot Doctor said, "No, boy, you gotta learn First I'll shoot up and then it's your turn" Well, anything could happen and it could be right now The choice is yours to make it worthwhile Yeah, anything could happen and it could be right now The choice is yours, so make it worthwhile Begged for consolation and I got none I've got no motivation to get myself a gun Look for answers in empty doorways Talked to a dancer, said, "It's out on the highway" Well, here I am in the big city I've got no heart and I've got no pity Can't you see I'm on the run? Can't you see I'm not having any fun? Well, anything could happen and it could be right now The choice is yours to make it worthwhile Yeah, anything could happen and it could be right now And the choice is yours, so make it worthwhile 1:28:10 - Bushwick Avenue The city wants my money But I only want you The city wants to kill me But I'll die when I want to So you move to New York City 'Cause you're lonely and confused And you can't slight sleep in the noises at night (?) On Bushwick Avenue The city thinks I'm pretty Do you think I'm pretty too? 'Cause you're feeling awful shitty (?) As you're filling in my mood (?) So you move to New York City 'Cause you're lonely and confused And you can't catch sleep in the songs at night On Bushwick Avenue
(1:33:20 Cut Dead - 2:13:39 All of Falling October) 1:33:20 - Cut Dead What can I do? It's got me beaten black and blue Why don't you know? You got me moving much too slow Why can't you see? You got me chasing honey bees You made me fall Broke me up and took it all Call me your messed up boy Just what I've found You knock my body to the ground Just what I've said You're tearing up my weary head Do I still shine After such a lonely time? You cut me dead You nailed me down and kicked my head Cut dead your messed up boy 1:36:30 - Dance While You Still Can Do you need an idol? 'Cause I can be your man Are you suicidal? Well life is not so bad Do you wanna go crazy? I already have It's so early baby Dance while you still can My mind is seeping Into a sea of strange I'm losing feeling In the summer waves Don't lose faith in me Before the music ends I'll still be dancing When all the music's dead 1:42:08 - Home [banger song btw] Home is where I'll be Oh, home is where I'll be If you feel lonely, come find me 'Cause home is where I'll be Home is where I'll die Oh, home is where I'll die If you still love me, please don't cry 'Cause home is where I'll die 1:46:12 - I Knew These Two People I, I really like who you are I, I really like who you are And I'm sitting here in my room 'cause I know who hates me Well I'm sitting here in my room 'cause you hate me Don't erase me Don't erase me Don't erase me I, I really like what you are And I, I really like what you are And I'm standing out in the cold 'cause you made me And I'm standing out in the cold 'cause you hate me Don't change for me Don't change for me Don't change for me Don't change for me Don't change for me 1:50:27- I'm Falling Apart There's blood in my heart But none in the rest of me I'm feeling my bones They're getting the best of me I'm losing my friends Due to a lack of sleep I'll never quite be What people expect of me I'm falling apart I've fallen too far I'm falling apart I've fallen too far There's blood in my throat Enough to choke on it I'm feeling controlled By something I can't resist I'm so tired (I'm so tired) Maybe I'll just give in (just give in) Maybe I'll just give in Maybe I'll just give in I'm falling apart I've fallen too far I'm falling apart I've fallen too far 1:53:23 - Killing My Time (Christine F - Surf Curse) Killing my time, killing myself, killing my friends, oh man, I'd do it again I said I'm killing my time, killing myself, killing my friends, oh man, I'd do it again I said I'm killing my time, killing myself, killing my friends, oh man, I'd do it again I said I'm killing my time, killing myself, killing my friends, oh man, I'd do it again I said I'm losing my mind, losing myself, losing my head, oh man, I'm losing again I said I'm losing my mind, losing myself, losing my head, oh man, I lost it again I said I'm killing my time, killing myself, killing my friends, oh man, I'd do it again I said I'm killing my time, killing myself, killing my friends, oh man, I'm killing again I said I'm losing my sun (?), losing myself, losing my head, oh man, I lost it again I said I'm losing my mind, losing myself, losing my head, oh man, I'm losing again I said I'm killing my time, killing myself, killing my friends, oh man, I'd do it again I said I'm killing my time, killing myself, killing my friends, oh man, I'm killing again I said I'm killing my mind, killing myself, killing my friends, oh man, I'd do it again I said I'm killing my time, killing myself, killing my head, oh man, I'd do it again I said I'm losing my mind, losing myself, losing my head, oh man, I'm losing again I said I'm losing my mind, losing myself, losing my head, oh man, I'm losing again I said I'm losing my mind, losing myself, losing my head, oh man, I'm losing again I said I'm killing my time, killing myself, killing my friends, oh man, I'd do it again 1:55:14 - Lonely, Lonely Los Angeles [my favorite song :3] Cry every night 'Cause I'm worried about my life all the time Cry all the time 'Cause I miss the things we did, but it's alright We all die anyways, when I die who'll remember my name? Flies, see the flies Coming out of my nose and through my eyes Rot, watch me rot Out in the sun, I don't feel much We're all piles of flesh and bone, but I still don't wanna die alone 1:58:23 - Nowhere I knew a guy Who got his hair cut short He always waited for more than he asked for And always came up short I knew a girl Who always wanted to leave She wore her heart on her sleeve, and she died last night She was 23 I knew a man Who never slept with his husband He just jerked off to his cousin And he never dreamed I knew a woman Who always stared at the sun She always wanted a son And her eyes would bleed I knew a girl Who painted pictures of nowhere She always ended up somewhere She didn't wanna be I knew a girl Who painted pictures of nowhere She always ended up somewhere She didn't wanna be I knew a girl Who painted pictures of nowhere She always ended up somewhere She didn't wanna be I knew a girl Who painted pictures of nowhere She always ended up somewhere She didn't wanna be 2:03:30 - Our Great and Powerful Sun Taste the blood on your lips 'Til the sun gets rid of it Taste my soul in your spit 'Til the sun gets rid of it Gets rid of it Gets rid of it Gets rid of it Gets rid of it Feel the cold in your spine When you know you're gonna die 'Til the day finally comes When you face towards the sun Towards the sun Towards the sun Towards the sun 2:06:30 - Lemonade Sandwich The other day you told a joke I choked, and threw up in your throat (?) I'm ___ this ___ wasn't a way (?) Of you saying what you wanted to say Hey you (?) And when we finally go to rest You'll be my favorite person in hell Secrets do ___ out the ___ (?) And how I know that you went saying it's true I know what I saw (?) I guess that's ___ (?) I won't ___ (?) (???) [I really tried but it's so hard to understand what he's saying 😭] 2:09:26 - Hannible Lecter It's a normal life It's a normal life It's a normal life It's a normal life It's a normal life It's a normal life 2:12:13 - I'm Ugly [super underrated song imo] ___ today (?) I know that you're in my head In my head In my head In my head ___ today (?) I know that you're in my head In my head In my head In my head 2:13:39 - All of Falling October Sweet release From thoughts that burn a hole inside of me From parties where I'm grinding down my teeth From the bedroom that is haunted by my screams I'll try to be better, but it seems I'll still just die being terrified of everything Sweet release From the smell of all those pretty happy times In the bedroom where I thought I read your mind In the days when I still knew that you were mine I'll try to swallow your love But it's never enough 'Cause you don't change, you just grow up
physically it was a collection of photos by nick but it included a url to download the songs off a private bandcamp listing discog says the songs were: 1 Sometimes, I Describe It As Swimming 5:04 2 Occupy My Mind 3:27 3 You Make Me Feel. 3:40 4 Days 4:43 5 Cave (Live In A Room) 4:04 there was also another zine release called "alabama (2000 light years)" which contained a few songs like the studio version of time and such (now found) but also one never-before-heard song called "last spring"
