Look, i know your all in pane, im in pain too. But moaning, and crying is not going to bring him back. So get over it. Besides he wouldn't want us being like this, he would want us to live, happy, joyful, full of hope. Be your own barry chuckle.
well there are a lot of shows that when the characters have flashbacks, they each tell different sides of their stories to make it look like they're the better person so i dont think they're set in two different realities etc