"You get to a place where you look back at what you've been doing and you realize you haven't been yourself, at all. And at that moment you decide you want to be honest and be yourself and change and just as you start doing that you start to get resistance from those who've surrounded you for most of your life. And in that moment as well they push you to change back- to remain in the safe sort of aquarium of life that they understand you when you're in that box, in that space."