Im not actually in a crossroads but i know the expectations for me are high and my relutance to want to step right up there reasons that i will never say.but maybe the throughbred meant to not be sitting around. I may personally like some little more but im completely s team person but the ppl need someone who is a type of person that more comfortable with them. I certainly didn't see these opportunities that if we need myself i would but be much more happier and valuable have me around high areas going on. Personally i can see myself no father than 2 hrs live in complete privacy on a back road. Yes i expect occasional visits which turn out that completely exhaust me knowing what i would think. I still hope to build a group who can offer backup to either side. Yes i know you will be giving me lectures til i moon you because bad behavior works sometimes ❤
