Usthad, I feel like I'm getting real knowledge only when like I learn about Allah in the likes of your names of Allah series. But when I search for starting seeking islamic knowledge, I can only find classical texts which focuses on.. You understand, right? It would be very helpful if you start an online student of knowledge program for the beginners which is affordable for Indians
Usthad, the thought that I'll only be able to remain firm in my deen if I learn my deen correctly and in depth has been haunting me since some months. But whenever I try to start seeking Islamic knowledge, I have been constantly getting stuck somewhere and I was not getting any point. But recently by watching some of your lectures, I understood that it is the basics of the knowledge of Allah, developing love for Prophet Muhammed (s), exploring the deeper meanings of the qur'an that I'm lacking in. But I'm kinda heartbroken that I can't find something systematic to learn from in this manner. I guess if we move abroad and learn from the scholars, it will be alright. But this is something so distant of a dream for me because of some other commitments and as I'm a female. I don't know what to do. Usthad, Can you please provide me with some suggestions on how to move on with seeking islamic knowledge in a right manner?