feel the same way, always been saying this but never found anyone who got what I'm saying, think most people are so lonely nowadays and because of that conflate wanting a partner with wanting affection, you can get affection with friends, feel if I had a decent circle of friends I wouldn't long for wanting a partner or a relationship and feel okay on my own.
lyrics : How are so you gentle, mama It's in my head, I don't want to go through The sensations got me blind It's like always seeing with A new pair of eyes Yeah like always seeing with A new pair of eyes No need to sleep in bed at night I know it's easiest to face what's in front of me I live and sleep both day and night It's just like going, seeing with A new pair of eyes Like always seeing with A new pair of eyes It's in my head, I won't let go A waste of time, yeah this is not good for me But who's to say what so ain't so I think I'm fading I'm closing my eyes I think I'm fading I'm closing my mind Fading I'm closing my mind