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Dear Sean, Love Stef | Grief & Loss Vlog Week 8 - Exhaustion 

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Week 8 is here and it was an emotional week, mentally and physically. Physically, I am not sleeping well, or at all, and that is taking a toll on my emotional and physical well-being. I knew grieving was going to have an emotional toll on my body but I did not expect this physical turmoil. Without sleep, it is very difficult to do normal daily activities and process things clearly. It is something that I actively want to try and improve in the coming weeks. Emotionally, sending out the ashes was extremely taxing. I knew that was going to be hard but I am happy that I did it. I can't wait to see what the ring looks like finished.
I want to thank everyone who sent a card or gift. Your words were so sweet and I am honored to be part of such an amazing community. Sean and I both love you all! ❤️~Stef
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@lindadoerr7919
@lindadoerr7919 3 года назад
Just know, those moments when you feel that you have "forgotten" that Sean is no longer here are the times when he has you in the tightest hug and you have progressed the farthest along this journey of healing. Such moments will eventually become the norm and will bring you great peace. Accept and embrace them. 🌈❤
@jakeoncall
@jakeoncall 3 года назад
I'm so sorry for your loss. I do hope you continue with the cruise videos. Your happy, humorous and enthusiastic demeanor is contagious. I loved your Disney cruise and felt like I was there with you. Thank you for the joy. I pray that your heart will heal and that you will continue to embrace life with happiness. God bless you.
@BloggingTrucker
@BloggingTrucker 3 года назад
*I feel the same way ..can't sleep at night...keep moving forward...I lost my wife the same way...God Bless you stef...*
@parodeejay
@parodeejay 3 года назад
We finally got to watch this vlog today... it was SO nice seeing you and chatting over lunch! We're so honored to call you our friend and truly love hanging out with you. Let's do it again sometime!! :P
@sandrametcalfe7483
@sandrametcalfe7483 3 года назад
I’m so glad Emma recommended your channel. Love your channel
@jerzeydolphins
@jerzeydolphins 3 года назад
I wish i could do more,But I will Continue to Pray for him to visit you in your Dreams, I will Plead with the Lord to allow this,
@stephenwhite6630
@stephenwhite6630 3 года назад
Just know that as long as you remember him Sean is always with you
@petermautner7052
@petermautner7052 2 года назад
So sad . You both are very genuine decent people that took us all cruising . Even though I have never cruised . You both will never be forgotten. Stay strong Stef . Thank you .
@rolandmitchell963
@rolandmitchell963 3 года назад
Stef thanks for sharing your feelings it must not be easy but you are letting other people out there you are not alone and some times life has its lows. God Bless
@DebYman62
@DebYman62 3 года назад
🙏🙏🙏
@danaakon7633
@danaakon7633 3 года назад
Life is short and tragic. This realization makes me appreciate each day I am alive. Grief is the price we pay for loving our friends and family. Everytime I lose a friend, I take time to fully grieve the loss. I hope you take some time off from work and let your body and soul to rest.
@janburkett2708
@janburkett2708 3 года назад
You are stronger than you think! Continuing to pray for you!
@wendyandreg63
@wendyandreg63 2 года назад
Awww god,I hate to see your pain.I can relate and that’s why I understand.❤️‍🩹
@donnahudson51
@donnahudson51 3 года назад
Stef I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending you lots of virtual hugs and prayers of comfort. Unfortunately I ‘m on the same journey as you. My husband, Clint, passed away on 4/8/21 from prostate cancer so we are pretty much on the same time frame in our grieving process. I want to thank you for sharing your experience so openly on RU-vid because your videos are helping me and I wanted you to know you’re not alone. ❤️
@paulschmidt243
@paulschmidt243 3 года назад
I am so sorry for your loss..I know he is always with you and will help you navigate the tough days ahead..please keep making videos we all really enjoy them..GOD bless you..
@theresasaltsman1790
@theresasaltsman1790 3 года назад
Thank you for allowing us into your journey. I know you could have dealt with everything in private but am honored to try to help you through. I don’t know you personally but, at the same time, am here for you. Sending you hugs from Upstate New York, I pray you can feel them. 💕
@mariannabarbowski6917
@mariannabarbowski6917 3 года назад
My heart goes out to you and wish you peace and strength while navigating the grieving process.
@tracycarfora3710
@tracycarfora3710 3 года назад
There is no timetable on grief, Stef. You have to work through it as it is right for you. It is still soon after Sean's passing. My prayers are with you as you navigate thru the healing process. Take care of you, he would want you to do that.
@christophersundberg7400
@christophersundberg7400 3 года назад
God bless you stef!
@jillhahn9923
@jillhahn9923 3 года назад
Love and admire you Stef!
@smileycindymarie
@smileycindymarie 3 года назад
Sending lots of love and hugs Stef. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. My heart is with you.
@paislygrey5434
@paislygrey5434 3 года назад
Praying that each week gets just a little better and that you get some sleep....love and hugs
@brandonmagruder7619
@brandonmagruder7619 3 года назад
We all love you stef! Hang in there! 🤗
@TheJennyBShow
@TheJennyBShow 3 года назад
Much love Stef ❤️
@catherinekayne1071
@catherinekayne1071 3 года назад
We love you Stef...
@denisegreensmith183
@denisegreensmith183 3 года назад
Sending virtual hugs 🤗 keep strong Stef,we are all here for you 💖
@caskeyganato1738
@caskeyganato1738 3 года назад
Keeping you in my prayers.
@mse8390
@mse8390 3 года назад
Prayers for peace Stef
@richsmart4645
@richsmart4645 3 года назад
Hi Steph! Your amazing and strong!!! Sending lots of hugs!!!!!
@darbimiller9879
@darbimiller9879 3 года назад
Sending you continued love and prayers.
@yvonnemulvihill4456
@yvonnemulvihill4456 3 года назад
Sending you lots of love and hugs 🤗 xx
@carolineritter9634
@carolineritter9634 3 года назад
Love to you, I pray u have peace soon. I can not imagine what u are going through 🥰
@1mama402
@1mama402 3 года назад
Lots of love and prayer from Va Beach, Va!
@clodaghmcguigan1969
@clodaghmcguigan1969 3 года назад
God Bless you Stef xo
@ElaineSharon358
@ElaineSharon358 3 года назад
You are amazing…I can’t imagine your pain. God loves you
@debbie2663
@debbie2663 3 года назад
You are in my prayers! 😢😢 🙏🏻💗🙏🏻
@wickednicker9744
@wickednicker9744 3 года назад
Your so beautiful and amazing Steph! I hope you get some sleep and pray for strength thru this process! My heart goes out to you.
@euniceclark4029
@euniceclark4029 3 года назад
Sending healing thoughts and love from England 👼🏻🌹
@michelleardoin7681
@michelleardoin7681 3 года назад
I'm so sorry for your loss, I understand how you feel as I lost my love last October and I still have days that I cry for him. I love that you did a ring with him in it. I did a necklace and I love it. I'll keep you in my prayers, I'm so sorry you're having to go thru this 💜
@cherylgarner3343
@cherylgarner3343 3 года назад
I just finished watching your vlog, I dont have any wise words I'm just sending you the biggest hug. I hope you have managed to get the sleep situation under control x
@maryanncapece2623
@maryanncapece2623 3 года назад
One day at a time. sometimes, one moment at a time. You are amazing and so generous to share with all of us your feelings. Continued prayers for peace and healing. 💕
@Mrs_Sneaux_504
@Mrs_Sneaux_504 3 года назад
🙏🏾💜
@PaulWatkinsPKW
@PaulWatkinsPKW 3 года назад
#loveup. Praying for you friend.
@brendacaldwell8137
@brendacaldwell8137 3 года назад
My heart love and prayers go out to you. Take one day at a time. I lost my husband a year and a half ago and to this day the emotions are still there. There is no time frame on grieving. You are so strong and an awesome person. I pray for you daily. Love ya lots.
@TaziarTravel
@TaziarTravel 3 года назад
So glad you were able to get the ring made. I think this was a turning point for you... You are always in our thoughts and prayers and you are never alone.
@sandrametcalfe7483
@sandrametcalfe7483 3 года назад
❤️
@stephenhays9176
@stephenhays9176 3 года назад
Prayers always 🙏🙏🙏🙏
@stephenhays9176
@stephenhays9176 3 года назад
Take it one day at a time we're praying for your strength &love & prayers🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
@trudyfant3299
@trudyfant3299 3 года назад
Love and hugs, I know its not easy for you to share your emotions but I think it is healing for you. Cry when you need to ,laugh when its needed, whatever it takes to get through the day. You are so loved by many . Praying you get sleep soon.
@sandradee7871
@sandradee7871 3 года назад
Praying for grace and peace for you at this time. It will take you some time, everyone grieves differently. You do you. God bless you. 🙏🙏
@heathahlee
@heathahlee 3 года назад
Oh, it made me so happy to hear you got to see Dee and Jay! They seem like such positive people, and I know they uplifted your spirit!
@cathydrew2569
@cathydrew2569 3 года назад
Hang in there Stef. It all takes time. You're doing so well and you need to grieve.
@apriljones2853
@apriljones2853 3 года назад
Praying for strength and comfort through this difficult time. My heart hurts for you, I pray for rest for you emotionally, and physically, and strength in every moment.
@shirleypotts9284
@shirleypotts9284 3 года назад
My thoughts and prayers are with you. You are so brave and Sean will remain with you forever just close your eyes and he will be there beside you ❤️
@chrisc745
@chrisc745 3 года назад
Growing pains 🥲 I know your pain just one step, hour,day at a time❤️
@kathyreid3488
@kathyreid3488 3 года назад
Just want to wrap you up in light and love so you can get some rest. It is good to see you finding joy, and settling into this new reality. Praying the easier days continue to increase for you and you find your new happy again in time..♡
@jucsmiles5922
@jucsmiles5922 3 года назад
Stef, each day makes you a little stronger. I'm always praying for you. A good friend of mine husband just started chemo and I'm sharing your and Sean journey with her. She told me to tell you that she really appreciate you sharing what she will go through and the strength it will take to create some wonderful memories.
@themanman165
@themanman165 3 года назад
No it gets better,one day you will think of him n smile n not cry I know it sounds like I’m a lair n that willl never get better but it does n it will
@Sinistraa
@Sinistraa 3 года назад
Hi Stef! I found your channel through Emma's channel and had so much fun watching you and Sean's adventures starting with your first Disney Cruise. You are doing amazing and I haven't been here long but you are both such an inspiration to me already. Sending lots of love your way!!
@RBUDD16
@RBUDD16 3 года назад
Stef, you look so much better. Every now and then you’ll remember something precious about Sean and just laugh. Always remember the great memories of Sean.
@yvonneharper8912
@yvonneharper8912 3 года назад
I think about you often and I am so glad that you are healing wonderfully. One thing I know is you can't rush through grief, hurt or disappointment. I am glad to see you are taking your time through all of this. I will continue to pray that God will give you peace, relax your thoughts and some good sleep. It is coming! It will get better each day.
@jackied1376
@jackied1376 3 года назад
Steph, you are amazing. There are just some people in this world that you feel blessed to know and you are one of those people. You have such an amazing heart. Grief means different things to different people and everyone’s journey is different. Thank you for sharing yours with us. From my own experience it doesn’t get easier per say but you learn how to adjust living day by day. How much you grieve is a sign of how deep your love is. Don’t feel rushed, do what works for you. It would be so awesome if one day our paths could cross. Sending you tons of love from Canada.
@jamiewillhite6355
@jamiewillhite6355 3 года назад
Taking one step at a time is the way to go. You will know when you are ready to run. I have been using melatonin when needed and I'm amazed how it helps my mind to rest and get a good night's sleep. Never feel you must apologize, just know you have many to support you. Rest dear lady!
@TheBeautygarden
@TheBeautygarden 3 года назад
Thank you for sharing this. When I first experienced bereavement no one would talk to me about what I could expect. All they would say is that "there are no words". You are providing an important public service for so many. And as you know, no one escapes loss. No one.
@nicieakers5252
@nicieakers5252 3 года назад
Thank you for sharing with all of us. I think back to losing my mom and later my dad. I don’t think I let myself feel the loss because I felt like I had to be strong for everyone else So again thank you for sharing Sean with us. Send hugs and prayers your way. You and Sean were my first Cruise vloggers (?) that helped me get hooked on cruising and hope to meet you on a ship someday.
@tmoore4075
@tmoore4075 3 года назад
My mom opened up my dad's urn and I was also surprised that it was more chunky like you said. I also expected it to be like ash. I'm very sorry for your loss.
@fofita17
@fofita17 3 года назад
Stef, thanks for continuing to share with us this journey. Sending you lots of hugs. 🤗 It warms my heart to see so much kindness shared within this community. To see so many strangers or those that you only know virtually have such an impact on each other, and support each other. I have perhaps an ignorant & personal question, but is that pink urn you took to the funeral home a travel urn, and then you have a larger one at home? Or did Sean’s ashes get split amongst you and his dad, and you each got a little urn? Thanks for answering if you choose to.
@SetCCC
@SetCCC 3 года назад
You keep going sister. :) you are amazing and you're doing great. 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛
@pamelasasser7295
@pamelasasser7295 3 года назад
You are such a strong Woman! My heart goes out to you❤ You made me laugh about the Adulting comment. Have a shirt frequently worn on cruises that says "I Can't Adult Today" . ..people can totally relate to that one! Sending you a big virtual hug Steph💕
@karenchristy2844
@karenchristy2844 3 года назад
Hugs to you Stef! I lost my husband last year in March and I totally understand where you are coming from. Take one day at a time, one moment at a time and just remember to breathe. Take care of you!
@matthewgodwin8308
@matthewgodwin8308 3 года назад
My heart goes out to you Stefanie, wish you peace and strength as you navigate the grieving process. Know that Sean is with you each and every time you need him at your side for love and support and hugs 🤗🤗 as he did in life. Stefanie, there is no right or wrong way to grieve, just a way to feel, experience and express your loss of Sean. Please don't worry about it how you feel at the time is what is right for you. Please don't worry about getting emotional either, it's part of your bereavement process. If I was there with you I would give you a huge hug 🤗🤗 you are an amazing extraordinary special person. Sean is incredibly proud of you. Take care. 🙏🙏 For you and Sean continue. You are both constantly in my thoughts and prayers 🙏🙏 too.
@teresamiller5412
@teresamiller5412 3 года назад
Love and hugs 🤗 continue to pray for you. My husband struggles with sleeping all night. Melatonin gummy’s have helped, supposed to take 2, maybe try one. We all love and care for you, but worry about your exhaustion. 💚💚
@drkangelslove
@drkangelslove 3 года назад
I have watched you both from the beginning. I cried with you. I’ve been heartbroken right along with you. We miss Sean. He was and is a blessing. He is right there with you. Don’t you doubt that for a minute. Grief is unpredictable. One day you are cool and the next you aren’t. It’s ok to not be ok. I love you. I love in Orlando. If you ever need to vent or have a park buddy please let me know. We love you.
@beckyjohnson5045
@beckyjohnson5045 3 года назад
Even though I don't get to chat with you at Tea Time anymore, know that you are still in my thoughts and prayers. Love you, sweet girl.
@insectchart1605
@insectchart1605 3 года назад
❤️❤️
@laurelbrennan6295
@laurelbrennan6295 2 года назад
💖
@marymorrish5868
@marymorrish5868 3 года назад
I promise you that you are not crazy. Each day on this journey of grieving is different. Some days are far more emotional. I understand the going out and coming back home. I can still hear my husband's voice as I walk in the door. It is alright to cry often all part of the journey. I cry until I have such a bad headache. Keep doing what you are doing to get through the day. There is no time limit for grieving and it is your journey and not everyone understands what you are going through. Sending love and strength from someone who does understand. Stat strong xo
@itscita4189
@itscita4189 3 года назад
Grief is so unpredictable. We never know how we will respond to it because everyone grieves differently. One thing I have learned about it is that some days seems like there is no end in sight....and suddenly there is a calmness that surrounds you with peace. It seems as though it comes from nowhere. Stef I just want you to know that your day of peace is ahead. Please keep fighting for your strength and we will all continue to send love in your direction.🙏❤
@loungelizard1975
@loungelizard1975 3 года назад
Hey Stef, I can’t wait to see the ring 💍! I see you are making progress and that makes me happy for you. You do seem more joyful. Little by little you will make it! When I have trouble sleeping I do 3-5 mg. of melatonin and that really calms my overactive brain.
@goldenstallions4978
@goldenstallions4978 2 года назад
Hey Bethany I take melatonin to it helps me sleep at night it’s the next best thing to benedrill
@fixtravels1744
@fixtravels1744 3 года назад
I get so emotional listening to you. I know we’ve never met but because of your videos I feel like I’ve known you and Sean forever. It’s very tough to see your emotions go up and down when all I’ve ever seen of you is being so bubbly and happy. I don’t know what if anything will make you feel better except for time but I want you to know if there’s any sort of virtual, spiritual, or mental way of feeling a huge hug and giving you a shoulder to cry on than my wife and I offer our shoulder, arm, head, whatever you need. I’ll also offer you a little laugh…. I say this so you can see (at least me until my wife feels up to showing herself on cam) two old farts attempting to start a RU-vid channel. Yesssss, another Disney RU-vid channel. Anyway, thank you for your videos. It’s important for people to see what it’s like to lose a loved one and how to cope with it as best they can. My heart goes out to you,
@joycegiddins2988
@joycegiddins2988 3 года назад
Praying for you and remembering you always, it took 15 months for me to gain strenght. The precious memories will linger, the oneness is still felt inside. Do your best to get some rest, pray to God to give strenght to be able to manager your today's. I still weep, keeping busy has help, if someone say Let's go out, it just may help, grieving to long can cause health problems. Remember the things that make you smile, move from the things that makes you cry. Take care, joy will come upon you again. Take care, please rest, so you can breathe.
@kentrobinson7479
@kentrobinson7479 3 года назад
It eventually gets easier...2+ years a widower Just lost mom on *SUNDAY FATHER'S DAY* Lost oldest brother *JANUARY 2020* (also cancer)
@bobbyoceancruises7955
@bobbyoceancruises7955 3 года назад
Hey...I love you guys.....your amazing!!!!! I got yea if you ever need anything...you guys are epic!!!!!!! Let me know!!! K...
@fasterpussycat9
@fasterpussycat9 3 года назад
Not insensitive to say ashes are chunky, it's the truth. When I got my Dave's ashes back the first thing I did was open the bag and out my hand in, strange to some but felt right to me. Grief is a horrendous journey, lonely and scarey. I lost my husband Dave to cancer 10 months a go. I don't think it'll ever sink in my partner in crime isn't next to me. Hugs to you ❤️
@bobbyoceancruises7955
@bobbyoceancruises7955 3 года назад
Sean is a Legend....and you are a bomb!!💣...anything you need...let me know....luv you guys!!!!!🥰🥰
@randallharp9373
@randallharp9373 3 года назад
🤗
@JourneywithJosh
@JourneywithJosh 3 года назад
I've always had trouble sleeping. One thing that has helped is this two step process. 1. Take melatonin before bed. 2. Pick a time for bed and stick to it. Repeat enough so that in your mind your saying it's x o'clock, it's time for bed. You can't deviate much from it.. That week throw you off again. Haven't figured out how to stay asleep all the time yet 🤷. I'm sorry you hurt. My thoughts are with you.
@loud_n_deadly
@loud_n_deadly 3 года назад
I know you miss him so much but just think he is always there with you. Everything you do you will see a piece of him with you. 🤗
@raulmaldonado6316
@raulmaldonado6316 3 года назад
🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
@nicolesvacationsandcooking496
@nicolesvacationsandcooking496 3 года назад
I had some of my dad’s ashes put ito a necklace
@gma2one
@gma2one 3 года назад
Stef, try either 10mg of melatonin or a couple Benadryl to try and get some rest. Neither of which is habit forming and can be taken as often as needed. 💕💕
@chotabilli
@chotabilli 3 года назад
Stef, you are the bravest and truest person that I have ever "met". I look up to you so much! 99.9999% we will never meet, but you and Sean are often in my thoughts. Love you girl, you are amazing! Sending hugs!
@ramonagaerin258
@ramonagaerin258 3 года назад
Try magnesium bath salts. Ancient minerals has a good one on Amazon.
@user-ur4io5lh5s
@user-ur4io5lh5s 3 года назад
💐🌷💐🌹💐
@MariahTravis
@MariahTravis 3 года назад
Hello Steff. Can you share where you got your ring made? My husband and I loss our son due to stillbirth and I would love to have a ring made for him. We love you and Sean so much and you all have inspired us in more ways than one. Continue to be strong Steff. We love you!
@seanandstef
@seanandstef 3 года назад
Oh Mariah & Travis, I am sending all my love to you both. The ring is from Spirit Pieces (spiritpieces.com). I have a picture of the ring on Instagram if you wanted to see the final product. Sending hugs to you both ❤️
@pagebickel
@pagebickel 3 года назад
grief is different for everybody please dont question if the way you are greiving is normal or ok it is normal and ok even if your at the grocery store in the check out lane
@benpace8860
@benpace8860 3 года назад
Continued prayers for your recovery and that it draws you closer to God as you grieve. For sleep I pray this blessing over you from Matthew 11:28-30 "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." God bless.
@janete1292
@janete1292 3 года назад
One day at a time👏👏👏🙏🙏🙏
@kentrobinson7479
@kentrobinson7479 3 года назад
*WHEN YOU ARE READY GET BACK ON A CRUISE*
@SeanandStephaniesAdventures
@SeanandStephaniesAdventures 3 года назад
We where searching our own channel and found this video, holy shit, if anything happened to one of us it would be too much to bear, hang in there :(
@SeanandStephaniesAdventures
@SeanandStephaniesAdventures 3 года назад
Couldn't finish the video though, the emotion.., you're stronger then me, that's for sure :(
@briangrandy5190
@briangrandy5190 3 года назад
More than I was prepared to hear.
@kathyreid3488
@kathyreid3488 3 года назад
Troll much?
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