Deep Song About Depression & Feeling Lost 

yo yo what's up guys! Wrote this song when I was depressed for about a month & thought that there was no way out. I'm in a way better place now, but I hope you enjoy the video & that it makes you feel like you're not alone when going through dark times, love you! Also, lyrics are down below! [Verse 1: Gremlin] I just need some peace of mind What’s my reason for being alive? Why do I drink to ease my mind? Why do I sleep when I need to grind? Why do I freak when things are fine? How does everyone think I’m fine? Look closely you’ll see the signs You just gotta read between the lines I made it so messy it’s not even legible I’m on the edge and I’m feeling susceptible Droppin the bottle would prolly be sensible I know the devils enjoying the spectacle Treating my sanity like a collectible The other half of me isn’t accessible Head is too loud, for settling down & he’s only turning up all of the decibels But I remember when there was no noise And all I heard was my own voice It was Tellin me I could do anything and that one day I’ll be driving a rolls Royce & I still hear it but it’s faint now & Broken from all of the break downs Raspy from all the cigarettes And drenched because of the rain clouds [Hook x2: Gremlin] I don’t know who I am God save me from myself I don’t know if I can & its fuckin up my health Take a hold of my hand, Before I slip into the void And these demons that I have Leave every bit of me destroyed, again [Verse 2: Gremlin] What’s my purpose? I don’t know what my worth is Does anything I do make a difference or is it all fuckin worthless? I wish I knew my purpose But you can’t google search this So every night I stay awake and I pray one day that my truth will surface Cause it’s been far too long maybe I’m too far gone I don’t think it’s meant for me to write all these songs But I really hope I’m wrong Im tryna find myself in this madness But all I see is this blackness And all you see this is track list Not the tears shed for you to have this But I remember when I didn’t cry much Cause none of this was on my mind much but with depression hitting, I might end up quitting I been thinkin bout it for like five months I tried drugs & I tried drinks but I can’t stop what my mind thinks See, I write, to try to find light, but the more I fight the more I sink [Hook x2: Gremlin] I don’t know who I am God save me from myself I don’t know if I can & its fuckin up my health Take a hold of my hand, Before I slip into the void And these demons that I have Leave every bit of me destroyed, again

yes, this song is so on point. It gives me literally the chills down to my bones. My son committed suicide on Father’s Day because he battled with depression and a fentanyl addiction and this is exactly what he was trying to say to everybody and nobody heard my life is forever changed and I am devastated by the loss thank you so much for writing us. You are so gifted. Let anybody else tell you different! You have something to share with the world.!!

Feel this..... Years you cannot get back😔 Addiction 😪

Dose anyone eles have this on repeat all day long

Love this song!!! That's where I stand and feel now I cry everywhere and stayed sober now and changed.

That depression runs deep with many of us. Keep spittin your truth. Keep your head up and keep this grind moving. 1 mil incoming.

The holiday season isn't always joyful for everybody anticipating the drop of this song because I know it's going to speak right to the heart as all your music does keep blowing the s*** up so many people out there struggling with depression but it's good to know that you're not alone and that someone can relate to the same things that you're feeling inside you just have the gift to being able to put those words into song thank you

51 years old in here…… old man loves this. Gremlin keep your head held high!! You WILL do it man. Love from Michigan.

I needed to hear this today, apparently we have a lot in common, thanks for posting this and being open as a lot of people are afraid to admit they have mental health issues. Much love and peace to all who read this!

I feel like this every day every week every hour

I resently lost my grandmother and i almost ended mine just to be with her but i heard this song n i understand all the pain that im going through now so thank you for everything .

Hello from Edinburg Texas and bad assss songgggggg

I can already tell that this is going to be my favorite song.

Yeaaaah booyyyyyy!!!!… another dope drop bro… love it!!!… 😎

i just CANT find the words to describe how much your music is helping!! YOU ARE SAVING SOULS!!!!NEVER STOP FIGHTING BROKEN PEOPLE!!!

The same questions I ask myself sometimes... simply "Why". This right hear is deep! I love it!❣️

Thank u 4 this. Exactly how I feel right now. 30 years and 5 kidz obeying the rules and she walks out on me✊🏽✌🏽😔

I wish I could like this a a million times over

When I first met gremlin at the concert in Sacramento last month, it was a pleasure getting to know him for a bit. Your music touch so many souls brother, proud of u.

I really feel this. Feels like he is telling my story and how I feel through these lyrics. I know God can save me but I keep running from him and I don't know what to do

I been listening to you for a while now Man you have the voice too heal people hearts you remind me of one my favorite rapper juice Wrld rip 🖤🤘🏽

Gremlin you the BEST

God!!!! Gremlin bro you're God sent 🥺🖤🥀

U getting there bro! I feel you! The time will come! It's ment to be!

I relate to this so much

Dam bro! This is true lifes feelings no one wants to admit!

Found this Man on Facebook this morning and going through his music. I am yet to find one song what hasn't given me goosebumps

When I listen to a sad gremlin song I start to get happy cause your songs help me thankes

This will be the song I slip away to

Them lyrics hands down 🙌

Wow! I’m currently going through some shit with these demons of my own and it’s a struggle daily right now. I try to mask it and no one really knows how deep I’m hurting or exactly what I’m fighting. But this is a very powerful song. So perfectly written

1:58 - 2:19 dang brother!!! Some relatable stuff right there.

This hits hard.

Your piano is amazing

I listen to this Atleast three times a day

I love your music you have so much talent a gift from God

What make it so amazing is everything he write about I feel and can relate to it but it makes me better each time🤙

your music always touch the parts of my heart people can not see , shout out to gremlin , shout out to broken people .

This is my new favorite song you made yet

Maybe I'm not the only one feeling this! Maybe

You’re talented, this is relatable for so many people. I’m just commenting for the algorithm, I hope this song touches someone and helps them in their journey. Life’s real, real shit for a lot of people - stay strong everyone 👊

The more i fight the more i sink🔥💯

My thoughts at this moment, all in one song.🖤

It's great to hear real music, with real meaning and real feelings. Your music helps a lot of people

I love rap, however not the rappers who are rapping about unreal stuff, or something that is genuinely not unique and most importantly not real. I love artists like you and NF who are rapping about real stuff and I particularly love artist who are trying to express emotion with their words, this is art and you will grind to the top man.

The honest truth, your music keeps me pushing onwards in life.

I'm really glad someone recommended your songs to me.

I've been listening and following for a minute especially with the Uber drives off the hook but the real strongest angel is right behind you in this video God bless both of y'all take care

Sad songs make me happy.... bipolar, high adhd, and sever depression.... please don't stop your helping.

This song always hits me

I relate to this song so much always being shot down and it leading to depression and anxiety and never having anyone their

no lie this song isn't just about depression this also can help someone like me who do go through PTSD from time to time due to a Domestic Violence relationship. so THANK YOU🤗🤗🤗💞💞

I feel like Phora and this dude would throw out some heat 🔥

@Gremlin , Thank You, These words struck deep into the core of my soul. #brokenpeople

These r the words of truth on how everyone in this crazy world feels especially when ur trying to do better for urself or help the person ur with who needs u in so many ways

Bars my boy!!! 🔥💯

Gremlin never disappoint us.. I like this song bro .. we need more songs like this one.

🖤 of course at least 5Million.

Its calming to hear someone sing every word my entire life story in 3 minutes. it feels warm and fuzzy, but deep, dark and hollow.. then again I'm not alone anymore, thank you brother❤

Gremlin. Don't stop man. I need this music in my life.

Man. Much love, Gremlin.

I can definitely relate to this song a 💯 %

Thanks for this one 🙏🙏💔💔

Bro your song is a drill bro fr,bc I’m a brick wall but yo song found my weak spot. Bravo 🎉🙏🔥🔥

Talking about Depression to Show other People „its not just you“ is so important. Great Job ❤

U don’t know what u do for me!!

Different wid it🙏🏽

I feel like I'm not understood and like I'm the one that's going crazy and don't know how to feel thank you for your songs

Always fireeee 🥹❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

Simply an amazing song felt the words

Thank you. I've felt that way before.

Thank you for giving me the best early Christmas present! 🎄 ❤️🙏

I’m feeling so low and I’m in a dark place at the moment but listening to this song is very very slowly helping me

Been sober 5 months in sobriety homes with inspiration from you to keep the mic going don't give up gremlin I'm currently going through a toxic relationship break she ran me through the ringer in Colorado and played me to drink but quit when had enough knew her 17 years

The lyrics to this song are just 👌👌. I can listen to it all day and just break down each line... each bar.. and never get tired.. straight up talent bro. Just when I think I will not have another favorite song, Gremlin drops new 🔥 by far my favorite chorus!! "I dont know who I am God save me from myself i dont know if i can and its fucking up my health Take a hold of my hand before I slip into the void and these demons that I have leave every bit of me destroyed"... dam 💔

I love this song keep it up brother, referring to your line about the more you fight the more you sink, remember this “doesn’t matter how strong you are if you try to swim in the water you’ll eventually drown, you gotta learn to float”

i love this song

Honestly, I can’t not be happy when my man Gremlin drops another beat. Even when it’s sad & deep it cheers me up to know I’m not fighting this alone. Much love brotha this one’s another gem straight to my playlist 🖤

dude your literally my favorite out u make my day the best day when im at the lowest i showed my dad your music and he loves it keep it up man much love to you !!!!

Wow your music continues to change my life. An make me feel not so alone in struggle

I can relate yo, been battling a drug addiction for 6 years every days a struggle but keep ur head up anyone who sees this

And once again, your song reaches my heart. So many thoughts that flooded my mind during the hardest times of my life. And your song just summoned all up how I felt. You've come so far with your inspirations don't ever stop! Thank you always for comforting/changing lives!

This is a masterpiece, Gremlin. Absolutely beautiful andh

I feel this song. Gremlin keep it coming

You commented on my comment the other day and it ment a lot sir. Thank you for that bro! Blessings on your journey!

Thank u. Always nice to feel not alone

So excited! Every one of your songs hit differently in any mood I'm in. If I'm sad I listen to your sad songs that really help me know that I'm not alone and they remind me that I'll get through it. When I feel not motivated i listen to dream bigger, metamorphosis, Invisible, DNA, So much more. Those songs help me feel motivated to get up out of bed on days I feel like I can't. Thank you for being such an amazing and caring person. You inspire and help so many people. I'm looking forward to any future music that you produce. 😁❤

Imma be here all night waiting bro

Just listening to this song makes me know I'm never gonna be good enough for anyone

Your are fucking amazing gremlin the way you touch my soul with ur words damn man don't ever stop making music we. Broken people need it

i dont feel alone anymore thank you

Your purpose is what you doing now rapping from your heart.. alot of us relate to it. I love your music bro. You are true. Need more rappers like you who rapes about life and problems instead of money and ass.

Gremlin you speak to me all the time with your words, I feel that depression alot trying to fight through to see the light again

I've heard this song so many times but for some reasons it hit me in the chest hard right now, thank you for making music that can be repeated but at certain times just punch you in the right areas, it helps me not feel so much like a freak in these times.

I trip out how accurate another human being has the ability to describe my life, my feelings, my thoughts and fears Tha k you for reminding me that I'm not alone ❤

God do I feel this. My family is toxic got no friends trying to move out of state don’t have the money lost everything before from using now I’m losing it all because I’m clean. Lost the only thing I had left. My cat. December 13th. Brought his ashes home yesterday. I only have this section 8 on hold till February and I’m gonna lose it all again. Got no help in even looking stuff up or any idea how to it. I’m tired. Trying to change my life for the better and it keeps getting worse

A grate artis make this type songs

I just found this song looking up songs when you feel lost this just made me cry in a dark place

Finally found it. This song is intense

I can’t tell you or express to you enough how much your lyrics and everything you do helps me in so many ways. I grew up with no father because of drugs and alcohol. It effects me everyday. I suffer from anxiety and depression and every time I listen to your music it just reminds me I’m not alone. Thank you so much because just when I wanted to end it all, I found your music❤️.