Deleted Boogie2988 video - "Proof" 

This mf really comparing himself to a Rick and morty character so you can understand how depressed he is.

“God give me the strength to upload this” omg guys. His victim mindset is just cringe.

boogies such a fake. "i dont even know if i can record it" he says as he sits recording it... bruh. attention seeking much.

This is one of his worst performances, his lies have come full circle.

the only time we saw real him was when he thought he was a millionaire. what an insuferable cnt he was during that period.

The only thing hes depressed about is not being huge on youtube anymore

That’s the fakest cry I’ve seen in my life. He doesn’t even produce a single tear.

This man is broken beyond repair. He's self aware and knows EXACTLY what he's doing, he's a master manipulator, abusive middle aged man that's dating a child in comparison (whether she's legal or not, a 20 year is a fucking child in terms of life experience) and thats all he can get now. He has learned nothing, will learn nothing, and should just be left alone.

He’s doing it for us!!!! Saint Boogie of Youtubia

Nobody feels worse for boogie than boogie lmao

This dude thinks he can use the “I look awful, right” like some woman with makeup covered tears that rolled down her face. At least he has some sad sack muses from cartoons, to draw inspiration from.

He *can* change, he just chooses not to

I love that he calls his drug dealer a "psychedelic therapist" 🤣

I knew he would delete this video

we need an edit with the world's smallest violin playing in the background, progressively getting earrapingly louder the cringier boogie gets.

Took him 50 years to realize he's a narcissist? Is that some sort of self win? His friend telling him to nuke his channel was probably the best advice ever given his internet addiction and his first response is "NO I GOTTA HELP THE MASSES". Who is he helping? His simps are drying up and him being a mental health advocate is laughable.

He's tried so hard to squeeze a single tear drop geez

"I hope this video doesn't go viral" yeh sure Boogie...

“this is the first recording of sanity ive ever made” and 4 months later hes in the same position, sounds insane to me

havnt had a laugh like this in a while, thnx

God give me the strength to upload this and talk, talking is hard.

bro when is he going to drop the schtick already.

CRAWWWLING IIIIIN MY SKIIIIIIN

Man it must be exhausting being a Boogie2988 fan. No wonder people are turning off, It's depressing! 😞

"I'm like Rick and Morty or Bojack Horseman" yes boogie, you are just like reddit.

This is one of the main reasons why I've stopped watching boogie2988 because the content has become more depressing, I've missed the old boogie when he was excited about gaming content.

This video makes me laugh

So glad you uploaded this, it deserves to stay on RU-vid forever. Don't worry guys, he's so much better after all the drugs now!

“I’m not going to make excuses” literally next sentence is an excuse

To answer your first question, yes Boogie.

I think part of what makes this video so weird is the fact that he brings up some very valid criticisms of himself, but they're sandwiched between inauthentic comments about hoping it doesn't go viral, acting sad when he doesn't shed a tear, etc It makes me wonder if Boogie is genuinely capable of self-reflection and identifying flaws within himself, or if he just knows that if he brings up some of the lighter criticisms and take ownership of his lighter mistakes, it'll make him seem genuine to people who don't know about the tomfoolery this guy has always pulled. There are comments he makes like (paraphrasing) "I ruined the body I was given to explore with" where for a second, I genuinely feel bad for the dude, but he's just been so manipulative up to this point, I can't even believe the man is hurting when he tells us he is.

That is fake cries. No tears. He is very manipulative.

I dont claim to know or have any of the answers, but as a 46 year old dude who has made my fair share of mistakes, most "middle aged men" come to a point where their mortality (physically and emotionally) and the decisions made that have gotten to that point begin to start staring them in the face. As a veteran who has lost many friends, I often wonder why I am still around, right or wrong. But some advice here Steven, take it or leave it. You MUST stop apologizing to the internet. You MUST get your head right. I understand its an "outlet" for you and you feel RU-vid and your followers are all you have, but you MUST focus on the things around you. Friends, family, your dogs etc. Those are the people that when the chips fall will be there for you. Once you feel you get your head right and if you want to continue to be a RU-vidr, you need to change your format completely. Stop with the story telling and advice giving and just stream games, like many other successful RU-vidrs. Play the games, react to whats left of your supporting community and STOP this professing of your soul to RU-vid. Its not working anymore dude. You still have time, but its running out.

I haven't seen this much crying without a single tear being produced since Amber Heard's testimony.

This was like a month after he said he was going to stop posting the heavy personal shit in his latest apology. It's not even a rerun series like some people have said, it's fucking Groundhog Day at this point.

Man, this is hilarious. The only person who feels sorry for this sad excuse of man is himself.

Crying but no tears

This guy needs a movie about his career, it's become that much of a trainwreck.

Good God dude, be a man.

The more I argued with him, the better I came to know his dialectic. First he counted on the stupidity of his adversary, and then, when there was no other way out, he himself simply played stupid. If all this didn't help, he pretended not to understand, or, if challenged, he changed the subject in a hurry, quoted platitudes which, if you accepted them, he immediately related to entirely different matters, and then, if again attacked, gave ground and pretended not to know exactly what you were talking about. Whenever you tried to attack this apostle, your hand closed on a jelly-like slime which divided up and poured through your fingers, but in the next moment collected again. But if you really struck boogie so telling a blow that, observed by the audience, he couldn't help but agree, and if you believed that this had taken you at least one step forward, your amazement was great the next day. Boogie had not the slightest recollection of the day before, he rattled off his same old nonsense as though nothing at all had happened, and, if indignantly challenged, affected amazement; he couldn't remember a thing, except that he had proved the correctness of his assertions the previous day. Sometimes I stood there thunderstruck. I didn't know what to be more amazed at: the agility of his tongue or his virtuosity at lying. Gradually I began to hate him.

This is one of the few lolcows I don't laugh at because I actively hate him.

That whimper at 7:40 was a transcendental level of cringe

You’re not either Jerry or Bojack. Those are fictional characters. I am however Miranda from sex and the city.

A classic case of a professional victim. I live with somebody who is the exact same way. Any conversation with them never leads to anything positive.

That’s like getting 22k views on a sound cloud song and then comparing yourself to Kurt Cobain

Damn, he thought this was going to be THE video. It's close, but right off the bat with the silly excuses, like the "imposter syndrome" crap. This just sounds like the typical next day psychedelic emotional, thought provoking mood along with hos usual crap. He's trying so hard to "fix" everything, as if there are a magical combination of words that's he could string together to fix all this, but that's not how it works. He needs to put away the camera for a long while, not worry about what everyone else is thinking, and work on his own life, quietly and non publicly just for starters, then go from there. He and wings both have the same problem of thinking you have to defend every single thing people say, when they need to relax and let it all flow past them and get off the computer for a while, they just keep shining more light on on it all like picking at an infection.

This is an almost 50 year old man. Wtf

3 seconds in "I look awful, don't' it?" YOU ALWAYS DO BOOGIE

When he said im that one character in rick and morty ….. i FELT THAT

And not a single tear was shed....AS ALWAYS! I'm surprised he didn't use his stupid sad piano music for sympathy.

Reminds me of that south park where cartman is singing that song that goes, " Erice we don't want you to die, Eric!"

I’ve seen middle schoolers fake depression better than this

I look awful don’t I? *Yes. Changes YT video*

“Feel bad for me, Me me me me me me, the master manipulator at work here

Boogie is a good example of, you either die a hero or live long enough to become a villain. But i have no sympathy for him.

literally not a single tear lmao

Not even a minute in and he's lying

Cried so much , not one tear shed 😢😢😢

Comment below who your favourite Steven Williams character is. Is it Boogie2988, the soft, honest, authentic and sensitive guy who is always trying to better his life? Or is it Francis? The fat raging gamer nerd who breaks things and loves Mountain Dew?

His corniness, this bottomless pit of corn, is boundless.

the day i feel bad for boogie is the day when elon buys off YT and change the name to X-2

I’m starting to think his abuse stories are either untrue or completely exaggerated. Because in the 2009 video his mom calls him sorry, which aged very well and if you look at his brother and sister, they actually live normal lives with family of their own and don’t talk to Boogie because of the stories he tells on social media. If the abuse is true, I’m sorry that it happened but this guy is known for pathological lying. I mean I’m only 19 and had to deal with an abusive father for most of my life but he was out of my head a year after I stopped talking to him and I certainly never brought it up so people could feel sorry for me.

Look at him. Hes crying like a little beeach

You know what the worst part is? I used to feel bad for him, What a dumbass I was.

I could watch boogie pop under a steamroller and not feel a flicker of emotion.

If he wants to really help himself he would go to a rehab and do the effort of eating right. So many people have lost the weight and stop the drugs. But yet he can't deal with being uncomfortable not drinking 10 sodas a day

Remember this is the guy who said he won’t have kids because he thinks he would molest them. His hard drive needs seized.

A lot of people on here really have never tried psychedelics before. Mushrooms can make even the most egotistical person feel something again. Especially a bad trip. Now, will it last no, and is he still a piece of shit, yes, but mushrooms will give you that glimmer of actual self-reflection for a few days after the trip.

I’m not gonna feel bad for a guy that can’t help himself. Because that’s his major flaw. He can change, he just isn’t wanting too. And he’s someone who’s practically MIDDLE AGED. There are 17 year olds (literally not even legal adults yet) who’ve changed FASTER as people than Boogie could EVER dream of doing in his entire lifetime. Pathetic. It’s sad, yet almost hilarious at the same time.

Dude was thinner in this video than in the documentary

This dude's youtube channel is genuinely a treasure as an opportunity to study a narcissistic emotional vampire from a safe distance. I actually think a lot of what he's saying here is the truth and that he genuinely means it, but even when he's telling the truth about himself, he can't help narrativizing it to serve his chief goal in life, which is to get people to pity him so they'll give him free shit. It's as natural for him as breathing.

How Fake Do You Want This? YES

This dude is damn near 50 with friends who seem to barely give af about him ( seeing from the documentary ) , A girlfriend that is half his age that will probably move on to another dude once he dies, a reputation that has been destroyed, and not even any kids to continue his bloodline. It's so over for this dude

What led him to make this video? I recall watching it before but can't remember what he did.

Aldous Huxley mentions the effect of poor diet on mental health in "The Doors of Perception" before he even describes his LSD experience. But go on about your enlightenment, Boogie.

I couldn't imagine just doing shit so I have stuff to film. rinse and repeat

His weight gain coincides with his dmt/mushroom trip

We've all this heared this before. This is staying on the staying on the shelf and being passed by.

Good god… this “guy” knows nothing about hell.

All that crying and no tears. Yeah he's genuine.

"The Yotube Algorithm deleted this video!"-Boogie

I am jerry smith from rick and morty, or possibly, bojack horseman. Maybe a combination of both…

Lol i call my dealer my therapist too

Also wingsofredemptions cry >>>>>>>>>>>>> boogie2988a cry At least wings is funny, boogie is just embarrassing and boring.

I look awful don't I? Funny because he actually looks less fat there 😂😂

Boogie needs to be banned from RU-vid like Kaufman was kicked off TV. Since he claims to be like Kaufman.

he really has put a lot of weight back on since then.

What’s a shame is I used to watch him a lot. No more though. He’s so fake

He is so scared of dying. It’s interesting to watch.

Why delete this?

Is this new

Did he film this video in a library? Why is he so quiet

I literally don’t see any tears

Boogie is a sick human. Unreal

What a broken record

Crybaby hints at stuff t BUT can,t talk about it "Then don't bring it up at all

Imagin if it’s real tho

want to believe him, cant

He's Bojack Horseman. Beloved tv show actor and Kentucky Derby winner! 😅

Boogie is so wise