This took alot of courage to post your feelings but I respect you for doing this. when I talk about things it makes me feel stronger. I know what it feels like to be depressed I go through it alot myself. I know we don't know each other or anything but I can relate to what you are talking about. It makes me feel good to know I am not alone. One thing I have learned is to surround your self with people who love you. And be happy with who you are. Be your self never change (:
