Depression | Spoken Words [PMV Original] 

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I must have listened to this 10 times now it’s such a true thing

All of this is very relatable, and I just cant bring myself to tell my parents that I have depression, its harder than it sounds... its honestly just hard, I DONT LIKE THE FEELING OF DAILY SADNESS I dont like feeling like I cant tell my mother or father, I dont like crying all night long! But, everyone with depression knows we cant control that.. and its just hard! 😢😭 also, the a quote from here "In the fear that I will be judged for something that I cannot control" it REALLY reminds me of what gay, lesbian, bi-sexual, pan, transgender all those types of people have to deal with daily, life just isnt fair, and I absolutely HATE it when people say "well technically its your fault/decision if your that way." It just pisses me off because I used to be a bi-sexual and you know what? I could NOT control weather I was a bi or not, its not my fault! But somehow, people still lack to understand it..

It's sad how realatable this is. I try to hide my feelings. At first, I just hid my grief and pain. Now I hide everything, sadness, content feelings. My mom got a mood necklace just so she could guess what I was feeling. The only colors that show up is black or blue. People tell me, "Oh, you lash out too easily!" "How do you never get mad?" the truth is, I do. I hold it in until it rips me apart and I hurt someone. It's scary. Because I know that people are scared of me. I try to be kind, but I get pushed off the edge. I have a friend that I met, and we helped each other. We weren't clingy, or too far apart. We were perfect, holding hands. Hugging each other when we needed it, and I can tell you. We've been through a lot. We used to have to hug ourselves, because we had nobody to do it for us. Nobody ever wrapped us in their arms, loved us and said, "Hey... it's okay to cry. It's okay to laugh, love. It's okay, and your beautiful." I used to get bullied when I was little. I was too kind and soft, so I got ripped apart. I was always so lonely. I would eat by myself, sit on a bench during recess and try not to cry. The abuse wasn't just verbal. It was physical, too. One of them took a pencil and stabbed me in the hand with it. Back to my wonderful friend. She showed me what she did to herself, I felt tears pulling at my eyes. I felt like it was my fault. I love her, and I can't help her. She wrote into her thighs, "I'm good, I need to stop." Over and over again. It was horrible. What was worse was the look she always had in her eyes. They looked hollow and empty. Her beautiful blue eyes always looked like broken glass. It hurt to cross it, but maybe... just maybe there was glue on the other side, and I could try to fix the glass. Even if there would always be scars. Scars show what you have been through. She moved away, and I haven't been able to get to her since. She was discussing suicide, and I asked her not to do it. If not for her, for me. She was my best friend, and I still love her more than life. If she did it, I hope that she is happy now. I hope that she won't forget me. I won't blame her if she does. Nobody ever remembers me, not even my family. They don't know when my birthday is, or how I suffer every day just to make others happy. Nobody likes a crying person who they can't hurt more or help. I try to help others, even if I don't get anything in return.

*hugs* i have never related to anything more i love th

If you are feeling suicidal or depressed please, keep reading. Every 40 seconds someone out there commits suicide. Let's make that 40 seconds into never. I know how it feels. To be lonely. Bullied. Hated. Just remember, there is always a light at the end of the road. There is always hope. I have mental breakdowns almost every night thinking about the words that people say like; "ugly", "hoe" or even, "slut". I have cut many times before. Please don't cut, the scars will haunt you for life. Whenever the counselor called my mom after talking to me about cutting, my mom cried. If I commit suicide my parents will be let down, and I don't want to do that. I was a mistake (literally my mom was 17). I am ugly. I am not 'skinny' enough (even though I legit can see my ribs). If you are going through the same thing as I am, please, don't cut, nor commit suicide. It affects people more than you think. My friend's dad is in jail. She never got to see him before he went. But she still manages to hold together. If you think no one cares if you cut or commit suicide, remember, there will always be someone out there who does. If you think I am some kid faking being depressed to be "cool" well here are my reasons; 1. My dad used to smack me alot 2. I have been bullied for around 6 years 3. I only have fake friends 4. (You don't really have to have a reason to be depressed) You are beautiful. You are unique. You are yourself and don't change that. Be you. Bai beautiful people💕

I was depressed for a while. It's the worst feeling. It wasn't suicidal or extremely serious, but I didn't tell anyone. Basically I felt like shit. I used equine therapy (riding horses) and just walking out in the rain with an umbrella to make myself feel that little bit better. I love them both to this day and will never forget that horses and rain, of all things, made me feel great. What dragged me down was the girl who sat next to me in class. She always said how depressed she was and talked about her mental health issues when she was absolutely fine. She was trying too hard. If you're going through depression, try horse riding lessons or a walk, trust me, it makes you feel better, even if you don't think so.

this is so true but most people don't know what WE go through most people think WE are just asking for attention but Only WE know that not it thx for the great video ily❤❤❤~Selena

this is so true for so many and by the end of this video i was almost in tears , i have had someone close to me pass because they couldn't handle the depression that he had, but i am here to help any of you who need help, i will listen and i will try my best to help you be happy

I love how... when my depression is hitting me at my worst... i find this again... and relate so much deeper than before.

I love this you did really great and your such a good artists and animator

Something that makes this a little sadder is that sometimes when you try to tell someone you're depressed, it's taken as a joke because other people go around claiming to be depressed when they're actually just lazy and don't wanna admit it.

.... I don’t even know what to say about this besides amazing

Your videos help a lot... Keep up the good work.

I love this spoken words poem!

The worst thing in depression is you cant tell anyone anything... You just... Have to holding it inside.. That is making depression even more stressfull

Whenever I talk about my mental illness, people just sweep it off their shoulder and treat it like nothing, and I think people need to take Mental health more seriously.

This is amazing. People say that it is a thing that happens with everyone as a teen. And when people say they have been through it, but they haven’t been through the same one as you. It’s like we wear masks, trying to tell our family that we are fine, while we have shattered. We make a character, and become that person so then people don’t leave us because sometimes that is what we fear most. Being alone. People ask and say, “why are you always sad?” And when we say we don’t know. We mean it, and they don’t take it as an answer. And we can’t explain it, since it feels like it can’t be put into words, and they get more frustrated. Some people become stressed since we aren’t feeling happy, when we should be, so then they convince them self’s that everything is fine, and it leaves us in the dark. So I loved this video, trying to explain how it feels.

My god this is me I had this recommended to me for some reason and when I watched it my gut hurt and a tear dropped from my right eye because I never new how to tell my family and friend why I'm the way I am. My god what an amazing video and I will be showing this to my friends and family to explain why I'm sad all the time why I lift that wall to keep people out of my life. That is just my life everyday holding everything away from everyone I wish it would go away damn it. ugh Thanks @Gindensetsu

My friends always ask me why I'm "afraid" of hugs. I repeat every time 'I'm not afraid.... I just don't like them..' but the truth is I'm afraid that if the right person hug me that I can't hold the tears back...

Ppl think we are ordinary, that we just want attention.. but no... they don't know what we are going through in our lives, sometimes I feel like I can't do a lot of things like if I want to draw I cant... I just cant.... and if I want to make a video I cant.... I just cant.... depression has taken over Dailey sometimes... when I'm angry then I'm depressed when I'm depressed I feel lonely when I feel lonely I feel numb and pain in my heart but no.... it's not those........ it's emptiness stabbing me from the inside...

This is so true. I have good parents. Good friends. Good grades. Good teachers. I am completely normal. (Exept for my health(mentally and physically)) But I can't help but feel sad. Like a waste of space. I ask myself why am I like this. It's gotten to a point that I can't sleep anymore. I litterly help depressed people be happy again and it always works, but it never seems to work on myself. Remember that you are beautiful. I don't want anyone to go threw the sadness I feel everyday I wake up! I want others to be happy. I've gotten so used to this to the point where I don't have any other emotions. Please. Remember that you are unique and atleast 2 people will DIE for you! Never give up hope!❤

This describes my life so well

This video has truly taken a lot of what I have been feeling, and going through. One or two days I'll suddenly be down, abhorrent feelings for myself and my thoughts screaming unmentionable things and then the next day I wake up overly happy for no reason but inside I know that the short break in the storm doesn't mean the storm has gone away. It's not something easy to deal with, it can scare a person because they don't understand why they feel that way; especially when they have a "good" life not one filled with hardships. 1:46 "I carry on with two lives....One for the public and one for me at night", that is so true on many levels, and it's not typically on purpose to fake a smile so others can't worry or judge; it's just something your mind, something you have come up with without always realizing it to keep on living your life with the heavy rain cloud of depression that leaves but always comes back despite your efforts in trying to be truly happy... but this video also brings the attention to what is going on in so many lives that people don't realize, we need this awareness so many can then be able to open up without fear of being ridiculed.

Why is this so relatable? It hurts so freaking bad and what hurts the most is that nobody sees it

I cried to this becuse all the words she said relate to me

You were able to say what I couldn't. I've put up so many walls that no one and I mean no one knows who I really am. I hate not being able to say what I want to say because as a gay guy in middle school and people being so judging, my depression, and for some reason not being able to feel anything at all I have ended this pain because I know how much it will crush my family, my friends, and myself for knowing what will happen. I want to hide in a ball in a closet and just stay there for all eternity. I got a boyfriend he made me feel safe, he made me feel like I could just vent to, he made me happy, but in three days I felt nothing again. I know this comment might not make sense and is long but that's what my life has turned into a ball of chaos and loneliness. I thank you for making this video and for reading this because knowing I am anonymous it makes it easier getting this off my chest.

Thx... just thx... it’s nice not to feel so Alone.

To be honest this is very relatable to me.Every day I wake and up I’m tired, and it’s hard to get up because I’m stressed and upset because school started but even in the summer I woke up stressed and upset.I don’t know why I’m always like this just like in this video I have great friends a good family and good grades but I’m always upset or stressed about something i don’t know what but I always feel bad and I hide it with a happy optimistic face and I haven’t told anyone because I’m scared and ashamed of talking about it because I believe I have to reason to be sad. I’ve had nights where I’ve has meltdowns and my dog ( the sweetest thing I don’t deserve her) would beg to be let out of her cage just to comfort me it only stops the tears but more come with the thoughts of why she even bothers to comfort me. I know now that I should probably get help because I’ve considered cutting and other thoughts in a meltdown but my dog broke me out of it. I know my mom is gonna see this comment since the cloud and stuff but I just want to be happy I know I’m most likely depressed and probably have anxiety and need help hell I probably have other mental issues with how I act sometimes and what I think in my mind. Im honestly just crying for help right now.

I felt all this including now😖 no one cared about me well... not many ever cared. I look back on this now

Some people (like me) don't tell people about their depression because it's already hurting them enough. They don't want it to affect others.

This kinda made my cry ...Why? Because this is relatable i can never come to tell anyone my problems ...... im scared to im scared to tell people my feelings. i was bullied since 4th grade and still being bullied to this day i know if i tell my problems to people it will help but.... is that true? Im always upset when one of my friends said she was being bullied which she wasnt i told her abou how i was which made me cry telling her about it....... telling people about it makes me cry why .... why do people have to do mean things just know if there are people out there that have the same problems thank you RU-vid

“Yet all i seem to see is sadness and grey...” I feel you, and i felt this to the core

This make me things all about my depression and I just smile but inside of me im just sad ( ps : love u draw and keep working it it's rly good! )

these words really moved me and the pictures added so much life to the current situation. so much emotion. amazing.

i like your vids they make me feel strong l3

This is so beautiful... even though it’s sad...

I love watching these because I can relate to them and because there good to watch ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

You know I have watched a lot of videos like this and I have never related to one this much "I'm fine" "I'm just a little upset" lies I tell every day over and over

“It’s a kid who never speaks” “The woman who’s to emotional” These both describe me and the way I feel but my Friends always ask me why I look down .. I tell them how do I look sad? “I’m perfectly fine” Or “I did not get enough sleep” even “I just had a bad breakfast” My friends think it’s the truth.. But my bff... she knows everything... she also suffers with depression.. me and her are always teased... I get her... she barely... gets me.

The bit where it says "The wall is so high, you'll never see any of my pain or any of my flaws." Hit my heart, because that's me. At School they see this girl that's nice, a bit shy but... What they don't see is that my own mind is telling me all these things and when I look in a mirror, I can't for even 5 seconds. My bully is myself, and I can't control it. I'm too scared to tell anyone because like it says, I'm scared of being judged for something... I cannot control.

I love watching these cuz I can relate to this so much and it's sad that this video understands me and I can learn from it to be better do more plz

Ive never really been able to put this in words i love this its so difficult to describe without pouring out emotion and not being able to continue from the reality check you gave yourself. Its always so difficult thank you for making this.

This is how I feel ever day now that I know I'm not alone I feel a bit better

I’ve been listening to this for about an hour now and for the first time in my life I felt like I’m not alone and don’t know why I feel like shit every time and feeling screwed over by something that is invisible to the naked eye.....thank you for relating

Where was all of these videos for me growing up? For all those years of silent torment. For all those years of fighting against my problems, fighting just to get myself out every morning to relive the same torment that has been trying to keep in me my bed. I may have stood alone, crying tears of sand from my empty tear ducts, but I will not stand by. I will defend those in pain and torment. Those whose lives have been shackled by live's constant tidal waves of hate. No matter how alone you feel in this world. No matter how pointless, or useless the world makes you feel, the torment is felt by many. Your pain is our pain.

Holy crap warning: am venting: I don't vent to anyone (o hey look one of my problems, I never vent to anyone) so if this is to much well then sorry: I have a friend that's depressed as well. Since it's summer time and there's no school I haven't seen her. There are different types of people who have mental illnesses, 2 of them are: the quiet ones who don't say anything and bottle it up on the inside, but still smile on the outside, are "happy" the show love so no one thinks bad about them. The other is the one that shows it and sometimes it gets annoying because it could be just for attention. I'm the first one I mentioned, I bottle it up on the inside and don't tell anyone. I show happiness so people will have a good impression of me. I have my little group of friends: you know, the non-cool group of the school, my one friend is the second one I mentioned, showing it, making it seem like a cry for attention. Everyone pays so much attention to her that no one cares about the other one, everyone is so focused on her that no one notices the other that is depressed. She tries telling her friends that she feels terrible on the inside... They say _"oh I didn't know" "it's alright" "you'll get through it"_ ... It just makes it worse. They only care about the attention seeker. It's why I don't like looking in a mirror, because when I look at myself I turn away as fast as I can. Because it reminds me of who I am on the inside. No One Cares About The Person Who Is Actually Depressed ..... Thank-you for making this, I'm going to share it with my friends

I don't have depression but I realise how big a deal it is, there are people who claim to have it for attention and it annoys me. But people like you who actually have it have it hard, it must be terrible being unable to be happy. Its hard to tell people or to even admit to yourself that you have it. There was a hater on my channel and at first I didn't like them but than I saw they have depression. Sometimes depressed people take their sadness out as anger on others so I forgave her. I feel bad for whoever has depression and hope it gets better for you. Remember you're amazing

One of the things I despise that my mother is like “there are people who are poor, who have disabilities, have it worse” and invalidating the shit about me that screams and boom in my head.

I love this its amazing :D

i'm actually crying as i type this is gorgeous and so damn relatable, i'm actually speechless, this is so.. just... beautiful...? the right word i guess... i have been depressed,,,, forrr the last 3 years or so? i don't remember really. i have had,,, some reaaly bad times and some really really horrid times where i thought life wasn't even worth living anymore, i wanted medication to try to help and i want to go to a therapist for help but... i don't think anything can really help it at this point. i have never been on medication for it, i just believe if i keep staying strong, then maybe i can push through it. and. eventho it's slowly breaking i will keep trying. thank you for making this amazing pmv. this is so strong and touching.

Relate to this. Also amazing animation!!.

You have inspired me. I have been living with very severe depression for years and tried to end it all many times but hesitation has saved me. This video made me feel strong and made me feel like there’s still hope for me. I’m 14. I’ve gone through every problem no teen should go through at all, I have more than 3 therapists trying to “cure” my depression every week. It’s been on like this for a long time and they are useless. They can’t help me only I can, because of you I will try my best to move on and stay strong. Rely on myself. Thank you ❤️❤️❤️🥰

I almost cried! These words are the ones I say daily in my head, but every time I try to tell anyone it's like my mouth is wired shut. It is my hell.

This video really helped me to understand what people can go through and what I need to know to help them and not just give the a help number. I can give them something real, something that will help me under stand and them understand. What you made here was. Beautifully represented and well done. Thank you for making this for helping me understand.

If someone makes me fall there coming down with me but if i make myself fall then that was my mistake but the person who made me fall that was a very big mistake cause your coming down with me but harder and that person will be falling face first later and that same person will then realize to not try to make me fall ever again even if they try it on my friends

“The worst type of depression is the type you can’t explain”

Thank you for making this it’s really true for everyone who feels like this like me it’s horrid but you can do anything for your self unless you can just get it out but you can so you feel like this and you just can get it out because your scared but you can and so many people will help you and you will get through it because if you weren’t strong enough to do it why would we still be here? You are strong and you are beautiful and if u can’t see that then you have to look harder because you are beautiful and strong you are everything you can be and you can be anything you want.

I feel that why it's just I trie to hide it

My parents are the suck it up buttercup type of people so I can’t go to them. I’m typically very sad around them and most other people aside from my friends and mom, and I remember one time my dad was taking me home from school and he asked me “why are you never happy” and I just said “I don’t know” (let’s not add the fact that my life has been a snowball effect of bad stuff to put it nicely) and so he said “I’m starting to think you don’t like it here.” And I said “ I do” And it got into this whole thing and I just went in my room (per usual) and I also have anxiety and so I was going to go on a rollercoaster for the first time and my dad kept saying “oh you won’t do it you’re going to chicken out” and then when I got there I had a panic attack and started crying and my poor friend and her mom didn’t know what to do and so we just sat there and they were so nice and understanding and I told them that I my dad said I wasn’t going to do it but I needed to prove him wrong and so yeah (I did end up going and having a lot of fun) but I literally had a full on mental breakdown at Busch Gardens.

This brings tears to my eyes just knowing that other people go through this, including me, nobody deserves this...

I had this friend who didn't have anything. Her parents were horrible to her, she was poor, she was depressed, she had seen so much, and the kids at school were monsters to her. I had so much, and yet I felt depressed just like her. Lots of people in my family asked me why I was so sad when I had so much more than her. Why I could even shed a single tear when I was so fortunate. I didn't feel as horrible as she did, but I had the right to my emotions, even if I still don't know why I have them.

FINALLY SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS GOOD FAMILY AND GOOD EVERYTHING BUT THEN SADNESS JUST SLAPS THE SHITE OUTTA YOU.

This is basically what my friend would say if she could explain her depression. She has no reason to be sad; she just is. I remind her of everything she has; everything and everyone that loves her but she never accepts it. It’s her. She thinks she is ugly and fat when she isn’t. She has a loving girlfriend and wonderful friends and a great sense of humor yet still she thinks she just isn’t enough. If you are reading this right now then I want you to know that you ARE enough and you are beautiful just the way you are.

*-I'm not crying you're chopping onions-* I can relate sometimes. Though I think the cause is loneliness

That was beautiful 😢 i actually had been struggling with depression for most my life until i decided to devote my life to god and ever since then ive never been alone... sure i may have had times where ive strayed from the straight and narrow but even through all that i was never truely alone... and whenever i came running back god would be there with arms open wide... point is that ive filled thay emptiness with something meaningful, something that will never change or turn its back on me... and its given be purpose in life... it filled the void that was eating away at my soul every minute of every day... so still i pray, worship, and thank Jesus everyday for the miracle of his love ❤️ ✝️ I hope u guys can find a way to get through your depression because i promise you its worth it once you have the upper hand 😊

I srsly cried while watching this. It’s so true and I can’t help but relate to everything that has been said in this video everyone who can relate please you don’t have to be perfect love yourself because so many others do. I will try as well so don’t give up and leave me alone

I know how it feels, this made me cry. I can relate on so many level except the bit where it says I don’t care about anyone, I care about all my friends, my loved ones and I would gladly give my life for them any day.

This is so strong and lovely, you show all the others what depression is and how strong we deprest people are... I love your work!!! Ceep it up and never give up.

True. I have been very sad a lot, when I was 9 I was super sad. I just wanted to cut open my skin. I then tried to use my nail and cut my wrists, it worked a little. It stung a lot. No one noticed it until I was at my friend’s house and her older sister noticed. Her older sister used to cut herself. I can still see scars on her wrists. She asked me “Why would you do that? What’s bothering you?” I just told her I did it because I wanted to see how it felt. It did help a little. But then I thought “This is making me more sad, i don’t wanna be sad.” I just ignored my sadness. Eventually it helped. I did sometimes silently cry in my bed, trying not to get my sister’s attention. She slept in the same room as me. No one noticed how sad I was, they just saw me as the happy little girl. But inside I felt horrible. I only tell people on the Internet. Not in real life. I’m getting over it. I don’t think i have depression, it’d be weird for a 10 year old to have depression.

Depression is the one creature we all have. It's apart of you who tries to tell you that you may think your fine, but you're not. Not even close to that definition. The worst about it is. It isn't obvious sometimes what the problem is. So you're stuck in a state where don't know what to do and that suffocates you. Tip: to avoid this, go to a psychiatrist or tell your parents about it and above all else keep breathing. You're stronger than one might think (including yourself).

Everything I've thought for seven years have been put on video. Beautifully done

I broke down crying because it hurt so bad to listen. This describes how I lived and felt for years and I still do...

This is so relatable, im going through depression, and anxiety, im,at a hard part in my life that my head, tells me to die, im not worthy, im bullshit, ect. His really touched my heart

Sad, beautiful and so truthful. I will never look at my friends with same feelings.

Man, this got me right in my heart... there are no words for how beautiful this is... just to know others are suffering too helps me cope that little bit more...

This was very good. Creating personal happiness can be challenging in a society that can appear to be designed to work against personal happiness.

This is how I feel, thank you for taking the words out of my mouth

Another good song to use it "Explaining my depression to my mother". It's a poem that puts emotion into the need to tell someone but when you do, they don't understand/they don't care.

This came up in my recommended... I watched it... I rewatched it about thirteen times, Why? Because her accent is a damn queen!

Through depression there's is a light, weather it be death or life

I don’t know who is gonna find this comment but if you see this I want you to know that you’re beautiful you’re strong and you have the strength to get through whatever you’re going through I’m 100% sure of that. I know that’s a fact because you’ve made it this far

You have me literally bawling right now. Thank you for being the brave soul who can express what many are feeling. You use such beautiful words that explain it in the best way possible. You have hit the nail on the head. I love what you have done and how you exactly described it. Thank you for this video, it made me feel a lot better about everything happening.

This explains me, my friends always ask “ Why are you always sad? You are so lucky!” But then I can’t explain.

Depression in a nutshell. Ive dealt with depression for a while. I hate when people say "just be happy" or "you have so much to live for" when I honestly don't see it at all. my friend tells me she hates herself, and I just say I cant change her mind, but I can help her through it. Minds aren't changed so easily.

living these two lives... being someone in public you dont want to be and dont feel happy about it, and your privat live, being someone you are and still...not feeling any better.

I get this every day "why are you so sad?" Nobody knows ok? Not even myself,it may be stupid if I don't even know why but,its true for most people

I understand the pain people go though with this. I have spent my life being an empath carring for others always trying to help. I have spent so long focused on others that even i lost track of happiness and fallen deep into a hole. But I try to stay focused on the part that I would rather suffer a thousand times over then see someone else suffer I dont like seeing others sad and I'm always happy to see then smile. Keep fighting everyone someone out there is happy to help even though it dont seem that way

Wow, this is how I feel... I have great parents, great friends, but I'm still sad. And my parents always tell me "why are you sad?" I don't know! Thanks for this video, it's great and maybe it will help others :)

I....can't stop crying. I relate to this so much. I wear a hoodie everyday no matter if its at school or home. That way, no one will ever know when I break. My hoodie is my sheild of protection. It hides my face from all the careless people in the world. The assholes that dont give a shit about mental health or the people who constantly reply with "I'm ok" instead of saying the truth. I'm one of those people.....One of the people that friends and family would ask "are you ok?" My instict is to reply with "I'm fine". Altho multiple nights without sleep multiple days without food and the constant thought of suicide.....I've never had someone ask me to tell the truth. They never cared.....no one has....

I wish I had the guts to say things like this.. "The fear that I will be judged for something that I cannot control.." That's just way too true for me.. Wish someone would notice what my life is like, or ask how I am for REAL, instead of just checking in with me on the odd occasion just to make sure there's nothing I've got to be sad about.. If I knew why I was sad I'd tell you, but I don't.. So all I wish for is someone to except that I can't be happy and live to help me, or talk to me, or notice me.. Instead of running away when they know I can't bring myself to smile any longer..

I also feel like this almost everyday.. I just can't put it to words.. you know like when you're jealous of someone because of their skills or their appearence.. I feel like that every single moment, and when I feel like that it makes me feels so shit that I get upset and don't want to speak about it, "It will get better if you want to, you just have to deal with it" I *hate* those words, those are the words I have to deal EVERY. SINGLE. FUCKING. DAY. I'M SICK OF IT.. I'm so sick of it, I'm so sick of myself, and I'm so sick of this hellhole we call "Earth"... "Safe place".. "Home".. I'm so sick of being the only one feeling this way :(

During depression you can be happy. It’s just at the end of the day, you feel worthless, lost, terrified, and even suicidal.

I love ClickForTaz Ahh omg.. You made me get goosebumps, you made this sooo well. It flowed so well, the art is amazing.. Ahhhh this is just so beautiful, I love to see her media used like this. And I’m so sorry your going through stuff like this, you deserve to be happy, and believe that is true, feel better

the days you feel alone, the days you feel nobudy is in YOUR corner you should know you can have people in your corner if you ask for help they will be in your corner your friends, family they will be willing to help but only if YOUR ready to ask for help. if you choose not to ask for help you could spiral deper in depression to the point of no return to the point that you will close YOUR book of life. you are in control of YOUR life so don't let the bad thing control YOUR life take back YOUR life and take all the bad thing and use them to grow and make YOU stronger all bad thing make you a better person bad thing make you more understanding of what someone might be going through. YOU have people who care YOU have people to depend on YOU are not alone so please don't think you are all alone that know one understands because people do understand you are not alone and sometimes talking to someone helps please don't let some thing bad over come you please keep fighting because even if you reach rock bottom you know now the only way you can go is up. but if you decide to stay at rock bottom... look up and see all the people reching for YOUR hand then decide if you wan't to give up. but for me giving up is never a option. so after reading all this i wan't you to know you are not alone. so never and i mean NEVER think you are alone thank YOU for reading. i love you all. and know evry one is faceing there own fight.

People judge every day, I keep telling myself it's my social anxiety but when someone deliberately moves away scooting there chair away from mine it become more than the depression I've foursed myself to forget as guilt eats up inside me but one step at a time I think. First to make myself know that I do in fact have depression. Second to hear someone else who can explain. Third convince myself that theres alway more to a story than its cover or back. You've help me do two steps. Thank you.

This is all very true. You have described what i never could. Deppression weighs me down. I have a good life. Good studies and yet i have another side. Deppresion drowns me alive. And nobody is there to save me from it

You've said something that I could never say to anybody accept people like you.

This is the most relatable video ever. Thank you..

This made me cry, that's a good thing for me I needed it. I've been keeping it all in, Thank you.