Depression sucks 

Cherish right there with you on the depression and do hear what you are saying on it. It can be difficult often times. Am so glad you are doing better today though!! Look forward to your vlogs when you do put them out, am not on TikTok so it is nice seeing you here again on YT. Take care! ❤️

I feel you Cherish...my "bad day" was last week. Glad you are doing better today though :)

I understand about depression. There are times my hobbies don't bring me joy like they normally do. Usually happens when I don't see Lee or our son Daniel for a while. It's rough since we're living in separate places until I can get us a place for the three of us to live until our own property is ready to move to. First I have to get a job. I failed the assessment the first time I applied. Couldn't retake it until now. This is a rough time of the year for me. Our younger son Thomas was born in late September and died in mid-November 2011. Actually, he died on Lee's birthday. Officially it's the next day but we are night owls so we don't consider it to be the next day until the sun comes up. It started late at night but he died in the early AM hours. October is the only full month I had to bond with him. I was ridiculously happy for the first time while he was alive and I've been primarily numb for the first time since he died. A startled cat injured one of Lee's legs and the wound got infected so haven't seen him in a week. Daniel is daddy's boy. Thomas was mine. Daniel makes me miss him more and he looked exactly like Lee so I'll never get over losing him. I'm not on TikTok. The only things I keep up with online are here and my email. The rest of my free time is on my hobbies.

I understand about depression. I didn't get off the couch all day yesterday. I forgot to get supper in the crockpot & wash my husband's uniforms...it was a really bad day. Today is much better though! Unfortunately we can't control the bad days, but we know better days will come. I made a post on FB about it & I had someone comment "well of course you are depressed, you left the Church & God is punishing you"🙄 No hate quite like Christian love😉