frootloopdingus I am a straight guy and her voice has a similar effect on me as well. It's something about her soul-full gloomy edgy vibrating sounds that's unique to her
why does no one talk about the lines "you should I should eat my feelings" or " but I still let everyone down when I change in size" BUT THIS PIC ,, ITS THE LADDER TO THE GATEWAY OF THE 1975 HEAVEN HAHA
what? not one single fucking bit of that made sence... you didnt even have the lyrics correct lmfao... and then some shit about a ladder to heaven in 1975? whatever da fuck your on bro.. normally id say share the wealth but nooo thankss! haha your one fuckin strange idiot :\
i think i really relate to this song. my school was always emotionally abusing me and then saying i was aggressive when i cried. but i always said to myself "i'm not gonna wake it up" and i never said anything. now i have to wake it up, i'm not keeping quiet anymore. they say i'm aggressive, ill show them aggressive.
If you need to talk to someone you can talk to me just if you are sad . I was in a sad depressed place a year ago into 2020 . What really helped was Halsey and bts I watched their speeches and that made me happy and then I got into kpop and I am much happier . Please talk to me if you are sad 💜
my brother thpught i was talking to him when i was singing this song (i had head phones on heres how it went) me:you said i wouldve hit the ceiling bro: what no me:i dont wanna wake the devil in meeeee bro:uhhhhh me:gotta wake upppppp bro:u r awake i think me:but i scream to loud when i speak my mind bro:you always scream me:gotta wake up bro: wtf me:now i gotta wake it up... the devil in me bro:ahhh dont drink some holy water *throws water bottel at meh* me:I WAS LISTENING TO A SONG IDEOT bro:oh.... i thought you went crazy or some shit
Well everyone has a dark side, a monster inside. It's just that most people don't wanna "wake it up", they don't wanna show their dark side. Sometimes they haven't even found it yet. But there's always a side who's willing to hurt others in order to protect us.
I think its about supressing who you are trying to please everyone and it hurts you and you have to free yourself from pleasing everyone so you release the devil and free yourself and wake up and come back to life
Ave & Kait She’s one of the few pop singers that I consider talented with singing AND songwriting. Even if she co-writes, she still writes her songs. She doesn’t have ghost writers and that makes me respect her more.
Originally I believed this to mean that she had to lower herself to reach his high, but now I can consider she simply meant she fell and stumbled trying to reach his high.
this is how I feel everyday. so much people feel the same cuz we are so insecure about ourselves and on how other people think.. I don't want to feel like that no more I just want to accept myself instead of others telling me what's wrong with me and my body.
Don't let anyone tell you you're not beautiful because you are and they are just trying to make themselves feel better by bringing you down don't let them because you're are an amazing and beautiful person and don't let anyone tell you any different because they are so wrong
This is too real. hitting some spots in my mental health. Thank-you Halsey for giving me the opportunity to explore my own head and to try to attempt to sort out what the hell some of these thoughts and voices are saying/meaning. your music is so theraudic
Ladies & Gentlemen, just hear out, this is what mental illnesses say to us. I've been institutionalized, medicated since I was 13, and been the lab rat. This song is true.
Absolutly no one will see or like this BUT This reminds me of someone who I wish would see this. He expected me to be so much happier with him and when I struggled he blamed himself. Don't date suicidal people it isnt very smart. I was forced to hide my demons and keep it all to myself even if it killed me. I would rather me die then him.... then he left me he wanted something better i wasnt enough for him After all, who would wanna deal with a suicidal person?
does anyone sing the song and remember halsey singing it as the first lyrics being "you said I would've hit the ceiling" because if you do then you may agree with me that now it says "you say I would've hit the ceiling" wtf listen to it. I'm probably going crazy but I specifically remember it as "you said" not "you say". And it's weird cause the rest of the verses say "you said" wtf?!??!?! Mandela effect anyone?? I'm totally freaking and I need answers. tweet this to halsey!! otherwise I may be going insane lol. fyi I'm totally serious about this btw. screenshot this and tweet her please. love the song and love halsey god bless. I'm just really confused about this plus it's literally 1 A.M. here sooo...
Same but I have autism instead.... I call my autism “Diablo”. It means devil and I didn’t call it Diabla (feminine term for diablo) or anything since autism usually strikes in boys and men.... except I am a girl... living with a mental disorder sucks. But I am my own Diabla.....
Me either...but u have to calm urself....count...do push-ups something....but the word is try ur best to stay calm even if u have to walk away for a few.. I do. Helps... even from people to keep my sanity.. sometimes u have to pull back urself from somethings.. but every day...if I can prevent that from coming out..I do...I practice being call..and I also try my best not to be or live around stressful people..or place...and sometimes go outside by urself and yell in the fuking air.....get it out..but try to be careful with ur temper...
Yep... Let me explain. "You said, I, should eat my feelings, head held high." I was taught at a young age to never give up, and to put everyone first, even in front of yourself. "And I went tumbling down tryna reach your high." When I try my best to be as good as (my role model) I end up screwing up worse than I would've before. "I won't take anyone down if I crawl tonight." Again, never giving up, even when you're hurt. Never crawl. "I don't wanna wake it up!" Pretty self explanatory. I try to be nice but... "Now I gotta wake it up.
Halsey is my FAVORITE person in the whole world She has the best voice, and is realistic with what she says. She's not all mushy gushy everything is cupcakes and rainbows. She is real about life.
Okay somebody on SoundCloud made this song in slow version and it sound really awesome. Now it's gone and I'm sad. Who ever made it please bring it back. 😩
well idk if it works on iphone but on pc hover your mouse over the video and a setting part will show up, click settings and click speed then u can change it
No matter what you say No matter how much comfort I am given No matter how many soothing words come my way The demon inside returns. Every hateful word Every intentional wound Every scream Every tear Fuels its power It grows stronger Eating me alive Consuming me My soul is trapped in a cage My happiness is faked People say they care But I don't believe them If you cared, you wouldn't whisper about me If you cared, you wouldn't ignore my pleas for help If you cared, you wouldn't sharpen the demon's claws If you truly cared You would help me climb this mountain Instead of pushing me farther down Now, thanks to those words and wounds and whispers, The demon is like a shadow Following me wherever Grabbing at me Hissing his lies and hate into my ear You want to know why I cry on the floor And scream into my pillow? It's Because Of You.
Honestly it reminds me of how sometimes we make ourselves different for other people and it never makes us better. It brings out the worst in us when we're not who we should be
There's just something special about this song. It plays in my head throughout. 'Love' is literally an understatement for this song. Anyone feel like me?
Pizza Pizza it all depends on your chart but if your more Aries this would be you bc Aries planet is mercury which is the planet of war and all Aries understands what it's like to be pure evil and manipulative (not saying others don't understand but Aries are just pure anger and it's all weird lol)
u said i would've hit the ceilin u said i u said i should eat my feelins head held high i won't take any1 down if i crawl tonight but i still let every1 down when i change in size & i went tumblin down tryna reach your high but i scream to loud if i speak my mind i don't wanna wake it up i don't wanna wake it up i don't wanna wake it up the devil in me i don't wanna wake it up i don't wanna wake it up i don't wanna wake it up the devil in me gotta wake up gotta wake up gotta wake up gotta wake up gotta wake up come back to life gotta wake up gotta wake up gotta wake up gotta wake up gotta wake up come back to life u said i'm to much to handle u said i shine to bright i burnt the candle flew to high i won't take any1 down if i crawl tonight but i still let every1 down when i change in size & i went tumblin down tryna reach your high but i scream to loud if i speak my mind i don't wanna wake it up i don't wanna wake it up i don't wanna wake it up the devil in me i don't wanna wake it up i don't wanna wake it up i don't wanna wake it up the devil in me gotta wake up gotta wake up gotta wake up gotta wake up gotta wake up come back to life gotta wake up gotta wake up gotta wake up gotta wake up gotta wake up come back to life now i gotta wake it up now i gotta wake it up now i gotta wake it up the devil in me now i gotta wake it up now i gotta wake it up now i gotta wake it up the devil in me gotta wake up gotta wake up gotta wake up gotta wake up gotta wake up come back to life gotta wake up gotta wake up gotta wake up gotta wake up gotta wake up come back to life.