I know that the necromancer is trying his very best to help mc but I really do feel that sometimes making someone live is the cruelest thing you can do. I've had a bunch of pets over the years and I've had relatives come and go. Sometimes when you lose someone or something death is better than having to live without them/it. Therapy only helps those who actually want to have a tomorrow. Not all lives have to be long to be good ones. Although since mc had the energy to go somewhere to try to put themselves down they might have at least a little fight left. I hope the necromancer lets them explain why they got to this point when/if mc feels up to it.
necromancer: Who will clean up your body? The crows will eat you, but there will still be remains. me: ... and those remains will slowly decay and decompose until they become food for the forest. Is it not noble to choose death in a place that can thrive off of it? Please tell me it's noble i need my death to have meaning please necromancer: silence again. you are angry me: ...oh. i'm not supposed to be profound about this. that's probably your job