I'm Jewish. In my spiritual tradition, coincidences like that are a sign of "personal providence". Symbols showing that your Higher power is guarding your path. I personally see it as an invitation to breath deeper, release all fears and anxieties and Simply keep moving in the direction my Inner intuition is leading me, because I'm being watched over.
@@tiffanyhilton1871 OH! You're so kind and sweet. your comment really lifted my spirit. Thanks for the curiousity, openness and tolerance. Not to be taken for granted , especially nowadays. Big warm bear hug from Israel 🩷🩷🩷
I am becoming a more authentic version of myself. I’ve spent so many years putting everyone first. In the process I forgot myself. People see it as having more confidence but really I’m just being the person who’s always been there. This time I’m putting myself first.
Your videos are so comforting! It almost feels like a hug 🫂. Thank you for posting videos Aileen, I hope you know how much light it brings into everuone's lives 🫶🏻
I enjoyed this video - such a beautiful diary entry. I agree with you - as our life constantly changes, and priorities fluctuate, it's important to reassess our alignment of goals, priorities and actions.
your videos are so relaxing to watch, especially during a stressful day. i love your viewpoint on things, its very insightful and you speak so poetically! you probably hear this many times, but i will say it anyways, thank you for sharing content that helps us
Hey, Aileen, thank you so much for helping me realize my inner self better and deeper. You always comfort us making such videos with the concept of peace, patience, and, of course, seeing the life with the beautiful eyes. You are the best, and since I've been observing you, I feel that my life is changing for the good and getting much easier. Love you, keep up the good work ❤
Right now, I am less tolerant of things that don't align with my morals and values of life. You mentioned being bold enough for boundaries. I am just learning about boundaries and read this beautiful quote that said " Boundaries are the distance at which I can love you and me simultaneously " and it shifted my view on it. Being someone who doesn't do much for myself, I am learning things and boundaries is one of the things I am learning and hoping to implement now. Even though it means that I have to lose a friend right now. The Diary of Becoming is apt🥰. I am excited to grow and process life with your videos. much love and appreciation ❤
I love the way you articulate your growth process in this video. You are very insightful, and so much of what you said here resonates with me. I turned 40 this year and am undergoing a huge reset, having recently resigned my corporate job of 17+ years. There was nothing left for me to *become* there, and I didn’t / don’t want to waste my life in a place devoid of growth opportunities. I realized I’d rather take more risks than be “safe” in stagnancy, because the safety of sameness is an illusion 🙂
Thank you for this thoughtful blog. I often feel the same way when I return from my biannual month long trip to England. I feel the need to reset once I unpack and clear away the trappings of travel. I also love your acknowledgement that all the work we do to evolve is not just about ‘doing tasks’ to reach goals but we are also evolving and becoming. Since the pandemic I have been resetting and restoring my life but not as it was but as it has become. I lost so much confidence and self awareness that gaining that back in my 60’s was a difficult battle but I am beginning to win. With help and support I am feeling good about myself and my life past and present. I am becoming. Thank you.
"Diary of Becoming Series", WoW , for many reasons i got so emotional while watching, it hit me so hard. it's literally out of this world. Thanks Aileen as always for your amazing vdos. love💖
I'm just exploring myself. Im 35 right now & a happy single mum of 2 kids. Sometimes I feel like am i going on the right track or not but then ur videos gives me my answers. Thanks for giving me peace and harmony❤. Love from India 🇮🇳
Your voice is so comfortable 🤍Its like a river flowing so patiently.And the thing u said that some of our earlier lessons and concepts are not longer serving us, that is really true and I felt it because I also feel same way.Earlier when I'm in primary school there were some things I really enjoyed but now I don't feel that way.But now I know its a natural thing in our life😊Im really younger than you and I'm really lucky to meet u in my life💗One day I will come to USA to meet u✨😍
Hey lavender currently I'm struggling with high emotional breakouts but your video gives me hope that things are getting better I just want to be patient with my goals .
I always find so much comfort in all your videos. I felf like I have a big sister here. I don't know how to describe it but thank you so much for always sharing those thoughtful diaries with us. Love to see more of them. 🥰🫂
Hi Aileen, I have been following you since you had very colourful hair and your journey on RU-vid had just begun, but it’s the first time I comment. In the past days I read some journaling thoughts of my older self of 2021 and it’s incredible how it resonates with me right now as well. This video is about the same topics of my lost and present self and it’s a breath of fresh air. I have a 222 tattoo literally for the meaning “right place, right time” your video is my “222” right now. Thank you for your amazing work and your pure soul ⭐️✨
I'm not the type of commenting often, but I wanted to tell you that I loved this concept is so soft, calming, and interesting, I love the quality of your videos😊 and right now I'm becoming more conscious of what I'm doing❤ love for anyone reading this😊
I'm not usually one to comment, but I guess for me this is an action of accountability by saying out loud what needs to change in my life. For too long I have been struggling with anxious attachment and thinking that if someone shows love towards me or shows me that they care, then that's where my worth comes from. Right now, my becoming is within being my own best friends and becoming someone who I can depend on. I want to know within my bones that I will show up for myself. Overall, I want the connections I make with people to add to my life, not to make my life.
hi aileen, your words were very inspiring. i had never seen it that way. i feel like because you have gone down your path, you have a different perspective from me, who is about 10 years younger than you. the experience you hace acquired im sure you know is something precious, and today it gave me a bigger picture of life right now. life as an art is a dance - that was just so beautifully put, and it allowed me to just be, too. or reminded me that i can just be, too. it's ok as long as we are dancing, so thank you for the reminder. i kind of want to listen to it every morning now to keep reminding myself i feel like i am becoming someone who has deeper gratitude and appreciation for the little and also not so little things in life, like my health. sometimes i get so caught up in the doing that i forget to appreciate how precious and valuable it is that i can move and do all sort of things with my body. ive been fighting a little bit my reality for it not being close to what i deem as ideal -but i am becoming someone who can find even more bliss more easily in what is present right now. ive also been working on non resisting and letting myself feel whatever im feeling. i also have been becoming someone who doesn't turn to food to escape. its a lot and ive been changing and growing a lot. but it all comes naturally and i feel in flow & am very grateful for that! i cant wait to see what i become. thank you again
It sounds like you’re already growing so much in your path 💗💗 I was also much more anxious and worried when I was younger. Peace & perspective comes with age 🫶 ty for all the kind words, sending you lots of love!
This video inspired me to do over an hour long journaling session. It's been awhile since I really took time to journal and catch up with myself💜 This July brought a lot of changes for me and I've been really busy with moving into my first apartment. It felt SO good to journal. I used your "who do you feel like you're becoming" question as a prompt and surprised myself with how much I had to write about! Thank you for this video, Aileen💜 It was a reminder to me to pause and journal, to see where I am and where I'm going.
Feeling refreshed throughout this entire lovely video! Togi is so adorable! I hope you could make a story time video about Togi too and how you keep the house incredibly clean and stick with your routine even with a cute dog.
I am becoming more confident in myself, I am becoming person who is braver enough to take decisions for myself and releasing all the conditioning made by the society..doing things that I know is best for me I am becoming wiser and beautiful ❤️ I am really grateful to meet you Aileen in this huge world.. Thanks for making videos 🙆
Thank you for always make my panic at ease ... You dont know how much you help me when im struggling alone 😭🙏 hope more blessings comes your way, I learn a lot from your channel ❤❤❤❤🎉
❤❤❤❤I am here for the becoming series. ❤❤❤ Great idea! I love the vlogs with the voice over. It is so soothing. I have been experiencing the same synchronicities with the word alignment. It was in my yoga book, my stretching class, this video. Everywhere I look there is a theme of alignment. I am in a place where I accomplished my main life goals at 35. So now, I get ponder on my next move. I want to become a more conscious, grounded person. I want to enjoy the little nuances of life and move forward with child like sense of wonder. I’ve always been hustling and running around, now I want flow with ease. Can’t wait for the next video😊
I really like your concept of focusing on who you're becoming while achieving your goals ❤ Recently I felt that I'm becoming a more confident person as I experience more new things in life.
This video was one of your best - a real work of art. Visually beautiful but what really brought tears to my eyes and fed my soul were your words. You hit the nail on the head, it really is a journey of becoming. What a beautiful way to see life. Thank you for sharing this with us and for inspiring us all to slow down and enjoy the ride.
I haven't seen your videos in such a long time. Today I've decided to watch something to comfort my ever anxious heart and it really is fate that the video I'm watching now is what I need the most. I'm currently in a phase of bettering myself mentally and physically. More confident in my own body, and bettering at managing my thoughts, feelings, boundaries. This video just opens my eyes more and I'm so excited to be on this becoming journey too
That’s another great video ❤ I have started embracing change these days. It is sometimes hard but I am trying to face the discomfort too. Ever since I moved to a city, I feel like I am running constantly. I was thinking about this after my trip to hometown. I was so relaxed there. Though my work timing is pretty flexible, why does it feel like I am running. I have started chanting affirmations and started gratitude too. I strongly feel like my core is evolving. I am becoming much sweeter in nature. I have started valuing people and vibes ❤ change is scary but results in something positive. You have huge part in my life journey. Huge love for you❤
Loved the video. I feel like I am becoming someone with the courage to revive old dreams and challenge people's versions of me. In the process, I'm learning that even what close people think are my limitations do not define me.
I love this; it is just what I needed today. I came back from a two-week trip, and I got so overwhelmed with all the things I needed to do to get back to my routine, to clear my space, and everything else. It's so nice to hear this, especially now, I need to be patient with myself and give myself the time I need to go back to my normal life. Thanks Aileen!
I loved this video! Thank you! You had mentioned part way through that you felt like maybe you weren’t relating to people as much in this new chapter of life…? I actually feel like I related most to this video of yours! Aging up, leveling up, becoming a better “dancer” - what ever we want to call it is “calling” to me, so thanks again for sharing your thoughts!
Your vlog is just like a warm hug. Thank you I've been watching all of your videos since 2022 and it really helps me alot❤ sending you so much love binibining aileen❤️🌱
When I watch your videos on my phone, I enlarge them because they're always so beautiful 💖 I LOVE the diary video format idea!! Also I really loved when you showed some new gadgets because I really need to learn more about them! "I just acknowledge that to even have a dream and to be taking action towards it, is enough." 😭😭that.
What a beautiful video😊 Its time to work towards alignment in a gentle way with patience 🌱 I am becoming a more trusting person. Which means trusting that intentional every step I take leads me towards the person I want to become. To trust in the process of my life and know that it in time it will all come together and make sense 💗
I am becoming the person whose life she used to dream about. More ease, beauty, gentleness, and a feeling of home. I feel like my soul is coming close to nature deep within. I'd have my sunshine and rainy days, daylight and nighttime, rapids and stillness. My life is never really a balance but it's what I am trying to strive for. Like a seesaw in a playground with a constant motion and laughter on either side. I observe everything from where I am seated, but I enjoy my time on it. I haven't achieved anything extraordinary nor accomplished any big endeavour I've set for myself. In fact, I've let them go. But though they serve as my biggest regret, the things that remained with me are my biggest thank yous to the universe. I have not done any huge thing for myself other than to be entirely myself and experience it. I have been my ME, and all the roles I play to my family, friends and work. I have been cultivating my faith. I believe I am my biggest investment and my most beautiful blessing. I am becoming my most authentic self.
Hi! I watched some of your videos and I love it. It really made me have a small progress in becoming who I am right now. Thank you for the inspiration and more videos to inspire.❤🎉
Thank you for these videos, it helps to hear about someone also going through self-improvement. It’s comforting and reassuring. I don’t want to rush to the end goal, I want to live life for today. Amen 🩵🌱
It’s true and you’re right about ‘’ We aren’t mean to linger on any lesson for to long, Once we learn from it, we’re meant to move on to the next thing. (chapter of our life) . Meant to be the I’ve watch your video this the sign the i need to move forward..not to dwell the past. You inspire all the viewers around the world keep it up!😊
I am becoming more patient and honest person 💕 I am aspirant now and I have no free time but I love your videos so I never miss your video no matter what I wanna meet you Aileen I also wanna live life like u with ourself and far from this negative world 😊❤
Love, love, love this video - everything about it - I totally vibed with your journal entry. And the visuals were pleasing. I even noticed the music, it's so soothing! Like someone mentioned in the comments, your videos feel like a hug!
Thank you for this video 💖 ive been feeling this way/thinking of these things the last few months due to me getting close to my 30s now. I just need to keep doing what I've been doing and also celebrate the growth and just enjoy the journey.
Aileen! I would really like to say I love you so much! and I am truly happy “meeting” you and always being inspired by you as a whole. 🥹😍🥰 As I am turning on my 30s this year in October (Hi Libra sister ☺️), I am becoming more authentic with life, with myself. I keep on knowing myself day by day and improving my relationship with my loved ones, friends, family, my dogs. I have different kind of interests - various hobbies, and pursuing a new goal in my career path. One of the things that impacted me lately is hearing your podcasts. I felt authentic connection to you and to your guest speakers. They are so lovely! That question where you ask about negative thoughts and the answer it comes with is mind blowing. (The one with Julia Kristina. Truly amazing podcast!) That negative thoughts came from our primal reaction or instinct as human from survival. This gave me another perspective on listening to my thoughts as it comes and goes. Thank you so much, Aileen! Cheers to life 🥰 Love lots, Camille 😊
Such an amazing speech and topics! Thank you Lavendaire for sharing with us your personal experience and thoughts! Your words are very inspiring and meaningful! 🪻🪻
I like that when i escape form RU-vid while watching you're videos they just continued playing ,it didn't pause or close the video,so that i can check other things on my phone while watching your video😊❤❤❤❤❤
Good morning. I'm glad I clicked on this video, the perfect accompaniment to a cup of coffee. I loved the style of this life chat/motivation and B roll peep at life. Some things that are so mundane we take for granted. I've always taken short video clips for just myself throughout the year and always say I'm going to edit it together to make a yearly video of my favorite moments and sayings. I loved the voice over journal reading as well. This was truly inspirational 💜
I love your voice it is so relaxing, and I just needed someone to tell me things can take time so thanks !! (I miss your interactive journaling video! ) Even though this video also brought me joy ! Thanks Have a wonderful day !❤
I lovedddddd this video concept aileen. It's more real. Its more RIGHT NOW. ❤ In the present moment wer ur at and that can change tomorrow and that's okay. i relate and appreciate this format more than the how to series just cuz of how 'present ' it is 🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤ love u ❤
So Connected loved it !! May be it's manifestation to watch this video that expresses what the current me feeling equally. I hv been following you so long that everytime either it's answer or synchronisation. Thank you tons and loads of love 😘
God just works in such mysterious ways. 🥹 Being at peace with everything that happens in life, because we know the Greater one is in control and we are never alone is so comforting. 🤍
lovely and peaceful words and video , I suggest kindly ,if you can talk about your relationship and how you finding balance and alignment with your partner , it will help a lot thank you
