hey cinder, around 1,5 to 2 years ago i watched u like all the time and u helped me through a lot, i havent rlly been watching ur streams this year cus i didnt really felt like watching streamers idk why lol. i just wanted to say that i rlly liked and still like watching u and that i hope that u upload more on ur yt, im looking forward to it :)
I didn't think I needed to hear this, but I'm glad to have found you. I can definitely say from my own experience that growing a channel or community can really change you. I started my journey only this year and I have learned a lot doing so. When I made my first video I was not confident in my ability to be entertaining or that I was someone who would be of interest. But after one upload and another, the channel gained traction and I got comfortable for just being me. I can confirm that the right audience will find you and that they're going to watch you grow. Personally I would think giving up now would be unfair for the people who didn't give up believing in you.
