Doctor Who | Punishment 

Mason Officially "and then we discovered why. Why this Doctor, who had fought with gods and demons, why he had run away from us and hidden. He was being kind."

This is awesome and i agree

I wish I had that much self-control.

That was one of the best two parter stories ever.

the follow up line is also just as nice about being kind

Kat Jones beautiful words 😢

the most broken people have to make life a game or else they can become cruel, seeking a shorter route to what they want, no matter the cost.

@@RosyRecluse The people who laugh the loudest, cry the hardest. The only option is to look at life with a level of silliness. That way some of the horror is hidden from us. When we turn and look at all the lays behind us.....we become cold.....thoughts leave us.....fleeing in terror of remembering.....why..... Why were are here, in this place, this exact point, at this exact time.....why..... The memories of all those little things others have, of friends, family, events. Replaced by the absence of it all. The emptiness overwhelms, that place inside us all, it collapses into a black hole. Joy, happiness, wonder, want, desire, love, caring, compassion, kindness....... it falls...... stripped from us as we are pulled across the burnt sands and through the ruins that were once palaces in our minds where we kept safe all that we were. The unyielding hunger taking all around us, leaving nothing but the husks as painful tribute, as warning, of what was once there. Closer and closer to the cliffs edge we slide, as the elements that once gave us raise and meaning taken from us and compressed into an finite nothing from which there is no escape. To even call it nothing attributes far too much meaning to its true form......the absence of everything.....of anything.....There, everything is so far away.....it must be quiet.....and peaceful.....so peaceful. Could we lay there? Would we find welcome? Or perhaps finally, rest? And, finally, to dream...... Panic sets in, clawing at the ground in realization, grabbing at anything that would allow me to break the embrace of the black holes mass from dragging me over the cliffs edge.....face down in the dirt as sand threatens to blow into my eyes, tears make mud as they creep down my dusty face, my feet find purchase......at the cliffs edge, over looking the precipice where it waits..... The fleeting memory made manifest in the distance, my muse, watching, the sand burns my eyes, here eyes leave me as she turns away, leaving the place that was once and has forever been hers to have in its entirety...in this finality as one voice, one feeling, one thought, she rings in my mind truths beyond truth.... No. ......The in lies the rub...... Closing my eyes to wipe away the contamination of this acrid place. For in what sleep what dreams would come...... Shoulders tighten, thighs flex finding my footing. Anger now, enveloping my every fiber like a pouncing predator I begin to raise against the winds carrying all that was into the depths of forever. I open my eyes searching the horizon for .........nothing......... was she even here? Could she have? ...........would she even........... No. Not after.......not for me.......anymore........ The hollow fires burn through my being, raging in defiant presence, daring the inevitable inky monster to use all of its strength all of its power. I weigh its conviction, its fortitude, its constitution ....and finding it wanting.... Its weak, I realize, for all its trashing and wailing, its weak......it needs...... It has taken everything and crushed it down to a bare singularity, and yet as I stand here with nothing left Im worthy of wanting for.....It hangs there....needing.... I turn and look upon its form, standing atop the last inch of ground left inside, staring into its gaping maw, not the slightest hint of all its eaten to be seen.....however, shining in the absence is the lies it has offered, the cheeky bastard, consumes all things within me and still thinks it can offer me release...... NO! It will not have me. I has taken all that gave joy, and left only the agonizing loneliness to entice me, to trick me into to the fall, the false trust it thinks it can inspire in me is an insult. It believes I would let it feed upon the last of me after such an abhorrent display. After all it has stripped from me, after all the time, energy, thoughtfulness, will, sweat, tears....after ALL I HAVE DONE TO BE KIND AND COMPASSIONATE?!??! IT THINKS IT CAN HAVE ME?!??!! THAT I WOULD BE SO EASILY A TREAT?!?!?! .........No. Staring into the void, the void stairs into me. I know you. Ive thought I felt you before, but now I bear witness to your true horror. The terrifying actuality that is impossible to convey to another, especially anyone who has never known this form before. You darkened my path. You've taken everything away. Im not even sure I care for the things lost now to your arrogant apatite. But I swear, on all you think you could ever muster upon me, I will not fall to you. You will not have the satisfaction of consuming me. I will stand on this cliffs edge, refusing to join with something like you. Something so deceitful. So uncaringly destructive. The treasures lost now, what little value they had before, a wealth of reminiscent calm. Gone. This charred landscape will be my refuge, and you will spend eternity longing for the broken shambling mess you have created, never being able to feel complete in your task. If I am to suffer.......so will you. And every infinite eternal agony I experience as I am reminded where joy should have been, every smile that shatters my face cutting into me with its shards and slivers, every ghost that haunts me begging me to just let go and float into the comfort of the nevermore, they will only fuel indignant rage furthering my denial to your end. You. As long as you exist we will be here. You are my prisoner. The void stairs into me, I stair into the void. The void blinks..... And so those who stand of the cliff face, as the collapsed good place inside we're all born with strains to find a way to the last bastion of meaning within ourselves, we exist out of pure spite. Distractions of merriment and jocularities are the masks we wear so those around us do not suffer our curse with us. However, when the vail gets too thin, the air gets too thick, the situations get too real, too serious for the reality of this existence we have contrived for ourselves. That rage will return, for its never truly gone. It anchors us here. And it will burn brighter than the brightest star, shining blacker than the blackest night. Reminding all that would dare take joy, and happiness from this world.....There are worse things than death.... This is not a life worth living, its a slow motion suicide. And it will be made to hurt every second that monster inside that has swallowed so many believes it can have us. It has no power but to destroy. But we have the power to deny its glory. And however hidden and invisible the strength those like me must have to resist its call, we know through toil and torment, that our strength against the unimaginable pull of eternity is our only weapon. To mindlessly self indulge for a moment, put simply, "There is nothing it can do that we have not already done to ourselves." So here we stand. On the scorched barren cliffs. At the edge of oblivion. Or something like that. Its a riff on an article about depressed people showing strength by standing against the pull of the depression (ie, the black hole), and how those that fall were not weak.....they just lost their footing and no one was there to catch them. No matter how strong someone is, sometimes the rocks beneath their feet just crumble.... So remember, those depressed people in your life may not be the ones displaying the symptoms you're expecting. They may not wish to open up about what causes them pain. Because its all to personal. For others to not accept that while it might not seem so bad to them, for those who stand against the pull its what tore their world apart. Traumatic events cause PTSD, and what you think is serious enogh to be validated as a PTSD causing event is entirely irrelevant. Attempting to talk someone out of that place as if its not worth being affected by is not helping. Its damaging. If anything it errodes the ground under our feet. You know, at the cliffs, on the last inch we have to stand. The best thing anyone can do is validate their feelings that they have been harmed. Even if they did it to themselves. When everything is wrong, hearing you're reaction is right, correct, or even just logical, can be a beam of light in the dark. We're not weak. We are some of the strongest people you will never know about. Because we stand against that pull, going about our days, all day, every day. Except sometimes....unfortunately....we grow weary....the call to rest becomes too appealing....and our strength finally fails....many of us know our strength will fail some day, we're just wating to meet that day.....but it is coming. If you have a friend who was the sarcastic joking type, possibly tended to be into the darker things in life (art, music, etc. BUT THIS IS NOT A RULE!!! ANYONE who likes ANYTHING could apply) that no one has talked to in a while, just sort of disappeared, trying getting ahold of them again. Dont just send a text. Try email too. Their pinterest, google messenger (or what ever they call that service now. If they have an android phone they have a gmail they have that service. all hail the google overloards), send a letter (searching people online is easy, find their address), something. It very well might be nothing and they just drifted away from that friend group. Or you just might save a life. Trust me...speaking for myself, It would do so much for an old friend to get ahold of me....Ive been basically a hermit for almost 8 years now ever since basically no one stood up for me on my side as some life shit was hitting and well....my feet feel firmly set....but Im getting tired....I cant rest yet....but.......

But they're like polar opposites when you think about it. Same man but their personality opposes each other. 9th - the man who hates 10th - the man who regrets 11th - the man who forgets 12th - the man who accepts

Not polar opposites, more like someone overcoming trauma after having hundreds of years to learn to cope with it.

That's why they're my doctors. Capaldi & Tennant are the Doctor and everyone else was simply acting.

@Thomas L yeah

@Thomas L do you mean Clara?

martijn van weele someone came up with the theory that when he used the machine in the 50th, it cursed him to live forever with the knowledge of what he did

It's also become an arc with almost every new doctor to find a reason to live only to have to regenerate after every time he does.

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perfectly said ! thank you

"It's not fair Clara, it's just not fair! Why can't I just lose?"

Yikes. That’s something.

She certainly did mate

Technically, when he said he never would, he already had.

@@HeathsHarleyQuinn he never would do it again because he knows how it is. That's why he never would

Do you know the name of the music that was being played in this video

@@nascarguy2009 You can look it up in the description. :)

This is exactly how I feel about this video! The part that resonated with me most was his overlapping of both Capaldi and Tennant saying "I went too far"

Where do you recommend someone wanting to start the series for the first time begin? Is it necessary to watch it all the way from Season 1?

@@EddBSmith I'd recommend you start with the first season of the rebooted doctor who. Starting with Christopher Eccleston. I wouldn't recommend you start with the older stuff. You'll get everything you need to know from the reboot. If you end up really liking it then it may be worth going back and watching the originals. It's a quirky, sometimes silly show, but it's those traits that make the heavy parts even more emotional. Enjoy!

I haven't been here in 8 months

SerixSkylark c: yep

Oh yeah, I know this off by heart like it’s a song itself

leave me alone dammit

13th - the woman who disappoints

*Hugs*

MRM0NSTER I second that

don't trust hugs. their just ways to hide your face.

Awwww I accept that hatred xD

6th? You're weak

Thank you Mr. Vaas !

+TheGaroStudios lol

+TheGaroStudios your dw videos help me wait the one more year till season ten comes back on, thank you!

Perfection is watching all videos of you and loving you for it.

Splendid penance. For all he suffers, for all he loses despite his best efforts, the Doctor never loses hope for long. That's the inspiration I find in him.

Dorian Costley Heaven sent is a brilliant episode. Definitely one of the best episodes I have seen.

i have always Interpreted it in the way that, he would be ready to die, abbandoned all hope, but as soon as he realized were he is and who is responsable for Claras death, he had a mission. and he saw an opportunity to safe Clara.

@thompsonwn I'm so sorry to hear that. No one should ever have to feel alone, especially because of loss. I hope you're doing better these days. Sending virtual hugs :')

OHHH YEAH !! THANK YOU SO MUCH ! All though 3 hours HAHAHA well that is heckuva long time xD

очень большое спасибо ! это много значит для меня ! Sending you kisses and lots of love !

Вы из России?! И зачем я тогда страдал, пытаясь придумать, как вас по английски поблагодарить за все эти видео? Ладно... Скажу так: вы гениальны!

алексей ермаков ахахахаха спасибо но я не из россий я грузин но знаю русски

спасибо вам за видео очень крутое . а можите сказать с каких серий или мини видео ви делаете нарезку

Your works really are an inspiration. There is still a sense of a missing piece, but I am sure you will get around to Martha. She walked the continents of the earth spreading the message of the Doctor, which saved the earth and ended the masters plans for the universe. Although she is in the tenth Doctor video, she did things no other companian has ever done and a video with your magic touch would be so special. thanks

When you catch the feels XXD

I want the next doctor number 14 to be unique but whith the emotion

You're not. He hasn't been given a fair go yet with Moffat's Clara infatuation overshadowing the series but I hope the new showrunner lets his genius shine.

I'm so conflicted :/ Eccleston will always be no. 1 for me, but deciding a second between the other three (I'm talking New Who only) is way too difficult.

Fiddlesticks! Capaldi's time with Clara was brilliant -- struggle, failure, obsession, revelation -- resolution, and acceptance of the costs thereof. Maturity, right there on screen. "We'll do this together", let the chips fall where they may, is a far cry from Oops, gotta wipe your memory *even though you don't want me to* and then he gets to cry and be sad. Screw that. This is, Yes, I have no right to decide your future for you -- let's flip for it, like equals, and take the results like without whining. For that, Clara had to stop being the MacGuffin that Moffat admits she was in S7, and become a full-fledged, difficult, conflicted human being. And she did. Loved it. But don't worry; that's not a peak you scale every day. I'm sure S10 will be back to a much simpler, easier adventure with monsters style, shallow but great fun. It changes, DW does. That's now it stays alive.

You aren't alone.

the best of the MODERN doctors, Tom Baker will forever be mine. But what about Capaldi that is so perfect for me, his face has finally caught up with his age, I believe this one is over 2000 years old. The classic doctors were far more "innocent" if such a word can apply

Mario Playz thank you you too

because they wanted a woman and they pushed him out, he wanted ready to go, not by a long shot!

Today it is not about quality but diversity unfortunately....

julie everett apparently they offered peter another half a season but he declined, its not jodies fault she’s a bad doctor, she’s a really good actress but it’s the show runner Chris chibnall, he has pushed far too many things far too far to make an impact and leave his mark but all he’s done is ruined jodies run and made lots of people hate the idea of a female doctor

@@bstewart8891 ye it's. Not Jodie's falt it's chibbs and the character she can do really emotional scenes just look at her in broadchurch

yeah, good times good episodes, but new episodes aren't bad if that's what you're implying... they are amazing Capaldi is amazing, he is made for this role !

yeah, I wasnt sure of Matt at the start(mourning david) but I love him now, and Peter Capaldi I instantly loved him after his first episode!

same here :) I missed David but Matt wa very convincing and Capaldi literally owns it now! (just watch s09e08 if you're not convinced)

TheGaroStudios Doctor Who fans are too easily pleased and are too quick to defend the show against constructive criticism. Even if you like 12 for some reason, almost every episode is bad.

Yeah, I agree. There are a lot of amazing episodes from Matt to Peter. But a lot of them...just aren't...not as good as eccleston and Tennant. But eh, I still love it :P

Mostachio Nut just commented this very thing myself before seeing your comment. Absolutely spot on.

Margarita June სასიამოვნოდ გამიკვირდა ამ კომენტარის დანახვა. :D

ვაიმე როგორ გამომრჩა ეს სითბო კომენტარი :( მადლობა შენა !!! ჩემებო ❤️

ღმერთო ჩემო, შოკში ვარ :O აი ღვთაებრივი ედითები გაქვს, წარმოუდგენელი ხარ :D

ვაიმე რას ამბობ ❤️ ყველაფერს ნიშნავს ეგ ჩემთვის ! მადლობა ძალიან დიდი, ისევ ქართველებმა უნდა ვიკისროთ შემოქმედობითობა :D

ჯერ კიდევ არ მჯერა :D ♥ ინტერნეტი რომ არ მაქვს, mp3 ვერსიებს ვუსმენ ხოლმე შენი ედითების :')

I mean this was 2016.

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