Does God Hate Me? Why Is He Punishing Me! 

He's never been on my side he blesses those around me ..

Ive been praying for things to get better but feel like nothing is changing

Why did he create us? So our life could be a living hell every day.

IF anyone of you lived lives like mine you'd know this is some form of hell.

Nearly 40 years of hell. No mercy. No consideration.

god hats me I will suffer for the rest of my life not even he can stop it now but he could have stopped it and didn't

I'm tired , I'm tired , I'm tired of my life... nothing going well for me. I want to format my life and install a brand new life where at least 95% of things go well for me. Sometimes I just want to disappear into the thin air, NOT die! But disappear like I was never born. I pray and pray and pray and pray but God doesn't do anything to help. I think God hates me. ☹️

I can’t decipher wether or not I’m being punished or just going through a storm of life...I feel abandoned and betrayed, hopeless and worthless all rolled up in one and no matter how much I pray it seems like it only gets worse...I do believe in god but my faith is dwindling each day that I don’t see any change. I’m not sitting around stagnant waiting for things to turn around, i realize that there are things I cannot change on my own so I put those things in gods hands...I just don’t know what to do anymore, each day is miserable and happiness is becoming a distant memory that I’m starting to forget how it even felt...it says hope deferred make the heart sick, well I’m there. I pray that something turns around soon because what’s the point of living if you don’t have hope for anything?...it feels like I’m just existing and suffering has manifested itself on my soul and it’s become too much to bear...Lord please help rise us up with your righteous hand and deliver us from our affliction...please hear our cry oh lord, have mercy on us and show us favor...in the name and the blood of Jesus I pray for shift in all of our situations, that the lord move the mountains and calm the storms in our lives. That he bring joy and happiness back into our hearts and restore what we have lost. I pray for restoration in families and relationships and beauty for the ashes of the broken hearted...Healing to the sick and wisdom and faith..,,May god bless us all

Im born with autism and i experience pain everyday because of being unable to make friends or have a relationship. If god loves me i wonder why he made me like this only to experience a meaningless life everyday

God will not give me a break every day it just gets worse and worse I keep losing and messing up no matter how much I try and im tired of trying. Idk why god has it out for me so much i don’t think I’m that bad of a person at all I really don’t, yet I see people who are no more better than me as a person being blessed and succeeded while I keep getting put 20 steps back every time I try to do anything. If god exists he cannot be benevolent or fair. His love cannot be unconditional. What god would allow so much constant suffering while truly vile people are allowed to flourish and be happy. I just don’t understand and I’m angry at the world for selling me on this lie of god loving everyone and being able to become a winner. No I think some people are truly meant to be the losers. This misconception that god has some kind of plan for everyone needs to stop

I want to die I want out of this life

Sure thing pal. All of the terrible people gets everything they want and the people that actually try to and want to do good gets shit on. Great logic

why has the world been against me my whole life then

How come every damn time im happy about SOMETHING or looking foward to SOMETHING. It goes wrong or doesnt end up happening. Its like a Jinx....WHYY

I think everyday of suicide and god does not help me he is pushing me closer to the point that I cant take it anymore

The best news I could ever hear is I have 6 months to live. That would give me sooo much piece and joy.

Beautiful words. Please pray for me I'm completely broken. I'm beat beyond words. In pain everyday. I'm lost, so lost.

He hates me so much.. he took away many things from me. He created me to suffer! If he's the beginning and the end, why create people that he knows will die and won't be saved! 😠 explain Carlos

I started believing in god because of how bad my life is getting, and the disproportionate amount of obstacles that are placed in my way. As they say when it rains it pours, and it’s been a very wet 38 years. I believe in him now because there is no way that ALL of this could happen to one person so consistently without an omnipotent being steering these misfortunes toward me. It’s how horrible everything is that proves gods existence, and that really sucks.