DON'T MAKE A YOUTUBE CHANNEL (Here's Why) || SPEEDPAINT + COMMENTARY 

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please do make a video laughing at hate comments, that would be hilarious :) lovely art as always !(i love your lineart sm)

Another tip for those who want to start a channel: Have a safety net before you start. A big safety net. Because of that inconsistent paycheck. A lot of creators dont talk about that safety net enough. I have a day job and that has made it impossible to maintain and be passionate about my social media because I'm drained of energy by the time I get home. So that's why all my socials are dead at this point and I feel because of that it's next to impossible to get it back in the algorithm once I can pick it back up. I have tried having a upload schedule and get nothing in return for months. It's an oversaturated market online but my art and style don't fit in with marketing offline and in the real world. So in my mind right now it's "What's the point?" Even as a unwilling hobbyist of this whole thing, a part of me wonders if it's even worth posting my work out there knowing the dark side of doing that (ie AI generator potentially stealing it, some troll going in and tearing it apart) . I have not seen someone who works full time on RU-vid and do art fulltime while having a day job that's not art full time and balance it and still maintain their mental health safely. RU-vid makes it darn near impossible.

The last one was the main reason why I feel super sad for youtube creators, you can only do one thing and be stuck doing it again and again, I see many channels literally die because the creator wanted to do new things, as a person I still find it mindboggling that so many people will stop following you because you post something different than the usual, and one of the motives I miss old deviantart, was quite fun to watch an artist you follow change from different subjects or different art styles, now you need to enter a mold or else people stop caring for you, many incredible artists nowadays only draw one subject and in the same art style, you don't get variation anymore because people will stop following or caring if you change even silly stuff like fandoms

Wait but how does anyone be mean about her voice??? It's so smooth and soothing 😭

"And if I make a 40 minute video I'm told no-one is willing to sit through all that" All of the artists that listen to random commentary videos in the background while they work just cease to exist.

RU-vid totally killed my mental health, I’m constantly worrying about my channel dying, people unsubscribing and measuring up to the expectations of fans Edit: Wow this video really helped, thanks Celestia!

I still plan to run a youtube channel when I've got my original novel series published. It seems like the currently most relevant distribution channel for any content creator in the modern day. I think most writers, composers, and artists from the 1800s would probably agree.

RU-vid as a career is so glamorized by many creators, many aren’t aware how tough it is. Also, your art is great !!

"I don't like the way you breathe" This had my ROLLLING.

i've had an active youtube channel for 10 years now, and i'm definitely glad i did it because i met a bunch of other cool artists, but making videos takes a LOT of time, sometimes even more time than the art itself! I decided to take a step back from it, and spend more time on the art, youtube helped me build an audience, and i'm happy with where it is at now, but i'd rather spend more time doing art

Let me say this as an office worker. Doing youtube is infinitely better that having to do the same thing everyday under someone else. I’d take the 24/7 harassment and potential doxxing over working 9-6 forever.

I don’t usually comment on RU-vid videos but just wanted to let you know that I’ve been watching your channel since December and I LOVE putting your videos on the background while I’m drawing, they are long and your narration it’s great!! Keep it up🫶🏻🫶🏻

One thing I'd like to add (and I hope you read this, even if you don't reply) Is that sometimes you just never gain traction in numbers. It's really inspiring to see a new channel doing something you like gain hundreds of subscribers in the first weeks, and then just keep growing; only for you yourself to give it a go and your numbers not only don't go up nearly as fast, they barely go up at all. It can be heartbreaking to be going into your 4th year and still have less than 100 subscribers and have videos you post daily getting view counts in either 0 or 1. And you can try advertising yourself and changing who you are, and imitating countless others or go completely solo and do your own thing and only gain 3 subscribers in a single month. Life is just like that sometimes. Some of us have the cards stacked against us, and that's okay, that's why it's vitally important to start off doing things you genuinely enjoy. Because you could be doing let's plays for seven and a half years and no one will ever hear of you.

Thank you so much for talking about this! I'm thinking about starting my own RU-vid channel and it's great to know about the potential downsides before I dive into it! Also, question. How did you make your video set up? Like, how do you make your videos look like this? I really like how your videos look and I would love to try something similar!

Anyways, I do hope that there is a punishment for haters or trolls to sending death threats. But as you know RU-vid sucks. Tbh I wonder if kid's dreams will change. We need to tell tons of these so kids can dream of other jobs. So neutralize their dream into something that's good for them.

Dutchess Celestia - *Stands there* Random RU-vid comment - "IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!!"

Hello! Love the channel. I tried to start one a while ago but it failed, now I’m quite glad.

Hey celestia have you considered drawing merch ideas in your videos instead of recreating art? You mentioned they you are trying to find time to do it so maybe that would help get it done without taking more time from your busy schedule.

Me: Oh im sure it can’t be so bad *First reason shows up* Me: *nervous sweating*

my comment will probably be burried, but i wanted to say that creepy pasta narrations or the other ideas you mentioned would be good ideas, and you have a great voice for narrating! it's sad you recieve so much unwarranted hate when it is clear from the first glance on your videos that you put in a lot of effort.

Not me having a RU-vid channel while reading that title 🤣 too late!

You can be the biggest, best peach on the tree but there is still someone that hates peaches

This was a great video! I don't think RU-vid is a viable platform for a long term career and it's even worse for artists. I did start a channel and it's very tiny and I quickly saw that I had to pivot my content. I have chosen a very narrow niche now (digital art) but I do it because I enjoy it and there may be others who can learn something. I decided I am not chasing audiences and while I do take suggestions for things to cover it has to fit in with what I plan to do so it can get added to the list. You are so right about the time and energy it takes..it's ridiculous really what it takes to do one video weekly. And I work a FTJ, I also make and market my art as well as prep for videos. I have made it so I do the simplest process I can... Recording my screen and focus on what I am demonstrating. No fancy camera angles or speed painting or elaborate editing or scripting,tried that and I just don't have the time to invest to that extent with so little return. Plus as I have said elsewhere... It actually takes away from my actual art practice, physically and emotionally and that is not acceptable to me. RU-vid is a tool for me, not the end game. Thank you for sharing this we need more of it.

Same issues with me for Twitter, especially the one about choosing between things you like and things that are popular. The fan art followers are only temporary :']

When it comes to making the content others want to see my problem is the fact that I just cant do it at the quality needed. My thirst for power can not be quenched I will win fame, but it will take a long time to refine my video making skills for them to finally be of suficient quality that I myself would watch let alone my audiance.

RU-vid can be a lot of work, but I'm so glad I started my channel. It introduces new people to my art business courses, allows me to meet and interact with so many artists, gives me a little $300 extra in ad revenue each month, and it even gets me a lot of freelance illustration contracts even though it's not the main goal of my channel. This is with only 13k subs and 2 videos per month so it really is all quite doable, although building up the channel at first WAS a terribly difficult slog.

it's pretty hard trying to find a balance between what i want to make and what my audience wants to watch

It is really great to see this trend of bringing attention to the "not so dream like" parts of social media careers. It is so important to keep this in mind when thinking about where you want to be with your job in the future. For me youtube started out as a hobby and it still is. I love Speedpaints and I wanted to try out creating them of my own pieces. And I still enjoy watching my own speedpaints and see the progress I made. Even though I started taking my channel a bit more serious ca. half a year ago, it is still so tiny, that I don't really get engagement or many comments. At the same time I know that speedpaints are not pushed at all by youtube and I would need to upload a lot more often. But it also gives me the freedom to try out things without being afraid. So for me the most important thing at this point is, that I can enjoy my videos and consider youtube as a hobby with the little addition of taking it a bit more serious and less "on and off".

Honestly that sounds like a lot to deal with I hope that you are doing alright And please remember you are awesome and have good art, i quickly jump to your videos every time you upload as its also just in the right spot to be amazing background noise for when i myself need it and find most of the topics interesting And i hope that RU-vid won’t make your mental health worse

I don't do youtube for a living I'm just posting youtube videos on my channel for fun and to share my stuff Edit: Insults don't work if idc cuz idc Edit 2: I think the majority people who hate on you for canceling contest is the people who joins to win money. (Just my opinion. Y'all can do ya own opinion I'll respect it. If ya be rude about my opinion idc you do you, you ain't me)

I love your videos, and it's really sad to hear about the negativity and criticism you're subjected to on a daily basis. I don't usually comment on videos that often, but due to some of the topics in this video, i was inspired to chime in and say thank you for your hard work. Take care of yourself 👏

I just enjoy the witty nihilistic png lady...

I've thought about making RU-vid videos for a bit. Probably just speedpaints with music in the background. I don't have stuff that I would need for a channel. (I currently don't have money for a camera and other stuff I might need.)

no. 3 - the exact reason why I've deleted my yt channel years ago. It was super fun when I was a student, but when I got my first full-time job in gamedev (means, add crunchtime lol) I had to quit yt, because I was constantly depressed that I don't have time and energy to draw and record enough personal pieces anymore. I honestly miss my little yt comnunity and all that "let's draw together" energy we used to have, but sometimes you have to choose. I've chosen to make close to zero personal art, but to focus on my day job without burning out. Also getting married and starting a family, but that's a bonus that came with me no longer pulling drawing all-nighters every day after work :p I would absolutely love to start one again in the future though (maybe on retirement lol), and it was 100% worth it to run one when I still had time to do so. But right now with my current lifestyle? No wayyy, yt is like having another job, and day is only so short. But when you have enough free time and feel like you want to try it, I'd say go for it, it was super fun experience ♥️

I have a passion for art and animation, but there weren't any majors that offer an art or an animation degree. So I had a hard time trying to pick from the limited selection of majors that my college has. When I found out that my YT channel gained success overnight, I was estatic. I considered not going to college and doing RU-vid full time but my mom didn't allow me lol. She told me I shouldn't abandon school. And that was a good thing since the success of my channel was only temporary and I had a hard time trying to keep the numbers stable to the point where I became burnt out. And let me tell you-I only earned like 12 dollars within the course of 1 year. I ended up finding a major that I'm passionate about, which is Computer Science, and now I plan to incorporate that in my channel if I have the free time to do so. I don't treat RU-vid as my main source of income, but merely something that I can get pocket money from, which removes the burden and pressure of trying to keep up with trends and consistency.

Gosh, as someone "famous" on this one kid's coding site *ahem*, I COMPLETELY understood all of this in content creation. I specifically wish to tell you that you are absolutely amazing and brave to even be continuing content creation in your consistent, constructive, and polished way. Thank you for being able to call out the dangers of content creation so logically and informatively, and I PRAY you get through whatever hate comes next in your way, man. 👌✨

hey! i understand how hard it is to make content with copyright free music, but i found a youtuber, chillpeach, who makes copyright free, free to use music! i've been using their music in my videos for awhile now, and it's nice! it's also chill lofi music :D

Oh you do translation work? I really like languages and was thinking of getting into that myself.

if u ever make another channel for gaming and such i would love that!!

people hate how loud I casually breath O2 from the atmosphere

I've been making serious videos semi-regularly since August 2021, and I recently decided to put more effort into making videos... and I still barely have any people watching. I've been getting more views just by numbers, still I only know about 1 person who regularly shows up and writes comments, and about a few who silently watch me sometimes, but I do feel that I'm progressing and making better videos each time, and I'm getting closer to making proper videos that I can be truly proud of and I'm looking forward to what I'll be capable of and I feel ready to face all the hardship. Bumpy ride, let's go! :D

I don’t have a YT channel but I am a content creator on a different platform and I could relate to a lot of what you said in this video. I was hated on, threatened, sexually harassed, and whatnot. It really broke me mentally and took me to a really bad place. I’m just too passionate to quit, but whenever I post anything I get sick from the anxiety. This is something I really need to work on. Thank you for this important video 🙏🏻

Had this video on earlier on my TV. Honestly, I'm happy I never got into doing RU-vid videos. Personal experience, I've always been bullied, whether it be in school or online over stuff I like (though I'm an adult, a lot of the animated movies and cartoons I like are targeted to kids, like DreamWorks Trolls or MLP for example). Those experiences made me afraid of mean people online, so I never did it. I do like drawing and post art occasionally on social media (not saying which for privacy), and it does make me happy people like it, even though it's more of a hobby and something I do for fun, and met some artists too. Thanks for this video Celestia.

Wow I love your art it's so beautiful 💖💖💖💖

Hate comments are a big turn off for me as a teen ex-youtuber wannabe...I'm too sensitive to hate comments (thank you DA for the trama XD) and the internet has definingly turned into a huge witch hunt where everyone gets burnt on the stake of the algorithm. I just respect you for your strength to deal with all those internet trolls and wish you the best on your own youtube art journey!

Yall know yall are commenting before the video finished it's only been 13 minutes 🤣🤣🤣

I don’t regret making my RU-vid channel ^^ I don’t get much views unlike when I started, and I did get drama on one specific video but I’m still glad I made it there was a lot of negative comments but the constructive criticism and support helped me improve my art and content. Sure I only get a few views now but I don’t really care I just want to have fun making animatics and sharing my art 😊

Well people are different some people makes art not to make money but just for the sake of making art for me personally that's the approach I took and probably keep taking no matter how many people tell me I should try make money off of it, I already have a job. It doesn't really pay well but it gives me enough free time that allows me to draw when I don't have work More the power to anyone who's content creation is their job, from experience I know how hard it is to make any form of art, let alone do it on consistent enough base to make money off of it Great video, it really validated my mind set for approaching art 🙂

I am still going to build up a RU-vid channel but it’s not going to be my only source of income even though I would like supplemental money eventually, hopefully. But also with the way RU-vid is working now against their creators, it kind of makes me worried.

I feel like you are doing a good job as a creator. I know that you are going to be successful in the end. The stupid-ass comments saying all that mean shit to you, are all pretty much lies. Keep up the good work Mrs. Celestia, I believe in you! :)

Hello fellow Early people

I am not the kind of person who deals with hate very well BUT I have to do RU-vid. Honestly, I don't have a choice, I don't know who I am without RU-vid. It's the only thing that motivates me to do the things I always wanted to do. And my only other option is to live off disability funding and rot which... It just isn't really living... So no matter how much it hurts and how hard it is I'm pushing through this wall and uploading. Mark my words I'll be a big RU-vidr one day, hopefully... I mean maybe not big but like, ya know. Not this channel btw, I never comment using my content channel and... I probably should tbh lol.

Just want to say, i watched some of your videos, and i like you, thank you.

I love your videos, I watch them all the time while drawing and you've been a huge inspiration to me as an artist. Thank you for making content!

Me who's been making videos for 3 years: "Interesting"

The title makes it ironic bc you have yt channel urself Edit: As someone who wants to make a name for herself on YT, I appreciate the information u brought up. I'll keep what u say in mind as my channel grows, along with if I make it a full-time job, though I haven't thought much about making it a career in a while. Also I like the idea of u making other forms of content outside of art commentary and I look forward to that content from u if u get to it.

"For every hate comment there will be 100 kind ones..." So what does it say about me when I've gotten worse levels of hate with no followers? I even got a hate video made about me that has more views than most of my videos...and no one even knows I exist! Then again, that RU-vid is by far the least toxic environment of all the social media I've been on speaks volumes.

Some very important points to consider here, very good vid. Also, I would so be there if you decided to do creepy pasta readings!

I work as a part-time youtuber making animation and I can you it's unstable. It doesn't matter if you have half a million subscribers, the RU-vid algorithm can flip and your revenue is drastically changed. Luckily I still kept my full time job. I don't think even with a million subscribers I would quit....

I agree with all the points brought up here. I made this channel back in 2012 and my first channel a year or so before. I made my channel as a side project, and I got to meet some great people, some of which I'm still friends with. But as mentioned in this video, most people don't see you as a person, even if you show your face. I was in my late teens when I got into things, I made my channel as a fun way to unwind. But that didn't stop people from sending death threats or people telling me I should unalive myself. At the time I was very deep into depression and almost did so. Though this was due to external influences, getting dms telling me that I'm worthless, stupid, etc didn't help. Keep in mind I wasn't trying to make money off of yt, I barely had 100 subs it was just a fun hobby and the bad hate poured in. I also got stalked, but that's something I'd rather not relive. Though I still would like to make content, those extremes, combined with so much more makes RU-vid feel more like dangerous rapids over a waterfall with deadly vipers and less like a fun dip into a cool pool on a warm day.

Good information thank you I'll use this for my channel!

I dont think anything could make me change my mind about the career path im going for, but hearing about these things is really helpful to me. I am still a young teenager and dontn currently make any money off of my art/content. I am working towards a content-creating career, and knowing these things before I get there helps me avoid making mistakes and building this path the best I can. I dont know what my adult life will be but after watching this video (and the dont become a professional artist one) I feel a lot more confident about my career choice and I feel like Ill be able to work around these cons.

Re: People complaining about your channel Fuck 'em. You are a fantastic ray of sunshine and I enjoy the content you create. Keep being awesome and I wish you nothing but the best. 🙂

I want to compliment how pretty and clean even your sketch lines are. That is all. u.u

yes pls just take a shot or two and share your laundry list of hate comments might be your best video!

As someone who wants to start a channel, this was a very insightful video, thanks for taking the time to make it ☺

Blame YT for shoving the wrong content up people's faces over and over again. I go see shorts, I get recommended 1 stupid ass 0 views Minecraft channel, 2, 3, 4, 50, kids playing PUBG, kids opening lootboxes... At some point I snap and may even be harsh in their 0 comment section. Cause I keep pressing "don't recommend this channel" again and again but they never end. So if someone gets your channel and they don't wanna see this stuff and you're like #82 today, expect some toxicity that's not mean for you specifically, you just happened to be at that snapping point for someone. And they go tell you why drawing fanart sucks. Because... well, some reason for nagging is needed. Just don't take it personal. 99% time it's not about your content, it's people venting. Be understanding. Be patient. Just ignore what doesn't make sense.

i say start on pintrest bc its a nice place lots of stuff you'll prob like and also not a lot of people hate on it and there is hate comments sometimes but not that much bc if its on the persons fyp they prob will like it not hate it but have other accs on dif platforms bc most things on pintrest the people have dif platforms or the stuff they post is from artists on dif platforms also if your idol or someone your making fanart for isn't on pintrest its easier too post it on smth they do use so they can see it and you can tag them instead of other people taking it and posting it on a platform the idol is on and claim it as theirs is kinda sad bc you worked hard on it while someone just took it and prob got thanked by the idol and they didn't see that you made it .also abt the like the do it to please you not other people is true bc you might get some hate I just say I don't know how or what it is like I don't like how everyone was obsessed with wendesday and I preferred the cartoon version I didn't draw or make anything abt it and I also didnt go out my way to be like "you need to stop drawing wendesday its gross" .

You can absolutely do, stuff like talk about shows you like or play game you like, these are things most of your audiance do do and would watch you do it, the the subscriber loss would be small and temporary. My favorite geopolitics youtubers is called What If Alt Hist showing clearly what he used to do, yet its still map loving nerds who watch bough types of content so he doesnt lose many subs on transision, my favorite historian is called in his URL thefallofrome jet now yes just Historians Craft and talks about history in general because again history lovers love more things than just late Roman Empire early Middle Ages. So dont be scared if you want to change the content you make you can do it. Id certianly watch you making something like reds (from OSP) trope talks, you are free to talk about things you like.

I make RU-vid videos more for community and getting out my thoughts rather than as a career options, I don’t think I’ll ever earn money on here, but I’d like to think that my family might feel comforted with my YT videos if I ever move far away, at least they’ll have something of me.

You really gotta choose a main topic you LOVE make videos about or you will end up like me: Had a channel (well, I still have it but pretty much abandoned it), it still has 4k subs somehow (lost like 500 after being inactive); my channel was mainly about a perticular game I used to play a lot and when one of my vids blew up, I started making even more to the point that my subs just weren't interested in any other types of videos. And I burnt out because I just couldn't make any more vids about said game because I hate stagnation and always wanted to make something greater but ran out of ideas. Of course, if you're fine doing 1 specific type of content, go nuts! But if you want a channel with variety, be careful about the content ratio. And yea, I also had a tiny wave of hate because I was stupid but what can we do, we all learn from personal experiences :)

Hope you read this comment 😅 i was almost lol the whole 1. point about hate.. cant watch your videos cuz the way you breathe 🤣🤣 informetive video, you got my thumps up... i dont even know your channel, i see here and there a view thumpnails from you in my yt recommendations and i guess i follow you on insta 🤔 but good job in making me click this video 😘

17:51 I agree with this so much, because I’ve experienced this first hand. Back when I originally made my channel I made gacha cringe videos for a very long time. For a while I was alright with this, because these videos were fun for me to make but eventually I got bored. So I completely stopped making those videos, and I just upload whenever and whatever I want to as long as it makes me happy rather than going by a schedule of uploading every four days and making the same videos over and over. When I came to this conclusion I was aware that not as many people would like my content or even unsubscribe. Unfortunately it did take me a while to realize that it wouldn’t be the end of the world if I stopped making those videos. I had to take my own time to realize that I couldn’t please everyone and I was better off doing whatever makes me happy.

*me watching this just as I made this account to show my art like 5 minutes ago*

larryeveryman6969 should rethink his words

there are only 278 of these? I Got 96 comments once and I only have 89 subs comparatively.

oh.. um... you're like 2 years too late 💀

The unsolicited critique paryt is hilarious. Thank you for making this vidoe.

Thank you for explaining the down side of youtube 😊.. I wanted to ask How did u make this template like the set up of the video it's soo good, btw love the content that u create 🙂

nevertheless, thank you for creating enjoyable content!

Sincerely, thank you for this video. Gives us all something important and sobering to think about. I think it gave me a better idea of how I can proceed and focus my efforts if I want to create a channel in the future. Keep up the good work. You got this.

Grant Cardone once said right about haters: "You can’t reach your potential without haters."

YESS IM EARLY FOR ONCE

Yes please do creepy pasta narration/game analyses, I would love that!

Yet I'm still gonna do it >:3 just to get myself doing something with my life tbh, but also because it just sounds kinda fun (tho definitely very difficult). But I'm more into streaming than making videos anyway so think that's what I'm gonna primarily focus on

well this is one way to eliminate the competition 😅

Content creation is so fucking difficult right now. A creator that I talked up constantly and recommended to anyone learning the program I work on because their tutorials were honestly very good blocked me despite us NEVER ONCE SPEAKING. I still love my work despite that and the incredibly rude customers, because it just seems unavoidable for my dream job. Gotta love shitty moderation.

I am very glad that your channel exists! And you're absolutely right, having a channel means having work first and foremost. But when you get lovely, friendly and motivating comments, it makes up for all the work.

My biggest fear is the topic on how far people will go to hunt you down, for the sole reason of, "not liking your content". What brings me fear not entirely on if the people will go after me. But those who I care for just to get to me. This has happened to some youtubers and none of them warrant that level of psychotic mindset from people, yet here we are. Because all the hard work stated, sure I would struggle. But I can always adapt to it after enough time. I can handle people saying shit about me on a daily basis, Hell that was me growing up at school and to top that off many members of my own family would be like that. So I can take how harsh people want to be. Because there's a saying, "You can only hurt something that you can understand or truly know, if you don't. You words have no effect." That being said, I do feel annoyed when I ledgit didn't do or saying anything wrong to anyone and several people can come to this comment and just lowkey harass me, and unprompted at that. The other fear is, honestly getting a bigger content creators eyes on me and with one slight point against their world view they will unapologetically slander me for literally the pettiest of reasons. (Yeah, this community can probably guess who I am referring to.)

To the part where you where talking about hate comments, personally I really try not to write them, not because I don't want to Shere my opinion with the autor of something, but becouse it makes the algorithm think this video is good. I bolt sometimes Shere constructive criticism if I like a chanel a lot but disagree with a thing or two. I really don't understand why people bother with hate comments

i cannot just quit my channel after working on getting only 600 :')..

Well technically you could do game analysis or read creepy pastas as a voice over while art is being speed painted. Or make a whole new channel for your interests. Really, I like listening to you while I draw, so what you talk about doesn't matter too much. Shoot, all those videos you talked about wanting to make sound cool to me! I think it's time folks realize that people change, it comes with time. I'd definitely stick around if you started cranking out different videos. I'll be here for whatever you decide to do 😉

Point 3 is why I gave up on my art channel and while I plan to get back into it soon, it's definitely going to be more of a "hey this is what I've been doing" chatty videos and speedpaintings where I can manage it rather than the indepth topics and discussions because those take so much of my energy. All five are definitely things to keep in mind and be aware of how they might impact people

This video made me appreciate more of what you do. I haven’t found an art commentator RU-vidr in awhile that I loved watching videos as much as you. Please keep doing what you do and I’ll be here supporting you ❤

Well, I'd love to see you game hun! If you ever decide to do it, I think it'd be really cool to see you play some horror games. :D and I think it'd be a nice experience!! You probably don't have energy to handle this, and I understand. But if it helps, I would suggest maybe trying to make a second channel for gaming and other stuff? Like I said if it's too much for you I completely understand. Just thought I'd give some advice 😊 don't forget you're loved! Love overpowers hate!

Yes speak the truth

Great advice thank you! Also I find you so funny, the "guess I'll stop breathing then :/" makes me giggle every time I think about it

regarding the point around 23:00 i literally just made a video i was super passionate about and thought would do well and it flopped so badly so i relate/agree with that point 100000%

to late :D