This is mentorship for me, thank you sir!Allow the Lord to sweep you into several Holy moments and y’all let these adds play, we got a tooth to pay for 😂
Pastor Preston has such a beautiful, powerful ministry. Our ministry is our walk with God as a Kingdom son or daughter. Preston doesn’t need a label to represent him, because God Himself represents Him. The higher he gets in leadership, the more humble and fruitful he becomes. Preston is definitely not a stagnant Christian. He’s always growing, always honest, and always teaching. He’s not small in the Kingdom, he’s someone who made God bigger in our world.
By far my biggest issue/sin is a fear of misery / doubt. I'm sharing here, b/c I have no one in my life I can trust with this except the Lord. I've been through a lot in my life and recently had to move back in with my mom. I have a job now at least, but I'm "behind in life" & I can't drive. I know the Lord will provide, but deep inside I think the enemy has been planting or reinforcing the lie that I could end up on the streets at any time and especially when I get old. Intellectually I know God won't let me go hungry and if there were times of great necessity, then I know I can withstand like I have before, but I just feel so tired of feeling like a failure & feeling humiliated. Being back with my mom making like $17,000 while trying to help my mom with bills and house repairs while she is irresponsible with money has been triggering. It's been hard fighting against creeping cynicism & bitterness and trying to tackle the root feels impossible. I know I have the Lord now and there's even hope of a Boaz situation, but I want have my eyes only on the Lord and I want to take advantage of this season and grow to depend only on Him. I don't/won't be able to move forward until I defeat this. For now I'll try to concentrate on His promises, if anyone is still reading this, pray for me & feel free to share your struggles & I'll pray for you.
Wow! Preston! it’s either you really prayed for this episode or that last part of prayer was led by the Holy Spirit Himself. I was so blessed and I kept repeating the prayer in tears because the presence of God would not let me go. My daily prayer is to love God and respect Him so much that my life glorifies Him, the way I love others glorifies Him and that regardless of how high He takes me I will make Him known as the Kind loving awesome Father He is.
That part at the end was 🤯. I felt the Holy Spirit highlight one sin in my life. And the things that He has led me to in order to create a boundary around that. What I feel is the greater thing is He showed me the power that sin has had in my life and the origins of it. It's something that's been in my life for years. And I felt Him show me a picture of who sees me as.🥰 I'm not there yet... but purity is a part of it. So is identity. I need to stop believing the lie that it's always been that way, so it always will be a part of me. Thanks for this episode.❤
It's funny how just when you think you're improving you hit a new layer of trash in your inner excavation. I struggle with gossip/useless talk too, usually don't initiate it, but since moving to a new place I've let others influence me in this. It's been challenging b/c most are my mother's age... so I 100% need to yield to the Holy Spirit's assist in topic redirection, b/c addressing it head on is met with excuses and condescension. I gave up at one point... & I regret it immensely, b/c then I caught myself sharing. I/we need to remember it's not loving to gossip and it is a violation of a commandment.
Thank you for walking us through this and reminding us that pruning can only take place when we allow ourselves to get rid of the shame which may come with repentance
This episode was so pure. God loves me so much because I was ready to keep my sin for the sake of my reputation but God said No. Lord help me to get the the place where I am disgusted by my sin! I don’t want it any longer!
Abba thank you for your chastening love😭. Wow. Praise God for the leaders cut. I didn’t neeeed confirmation because I hear God but man am I beyond humbled for it🥲❤️🔥
So I can go to a cooler location for a few days? Let me get this straight for actual clarity. If I’m some type of run around in the words please, I’m not today. Can I leave take my girl & out for a little break in the chaos of this. I can be back whatever time is told. Thanks
Okay deal with what I have no clue what. Walking into war with a knife in the middle of these prices paid for releasing of a wide range of AK deviated to be rapid with more range. Y’all are not making sense to trust this process. The fact I have to face this situation alone makes me question the entire situation. First it was a dinner and you would be present now it was set to go to deal with by myself?! But then that’s pretty par for this kind of thing. Leaving the wounded to work for a sword already has been to WarHog Welders Warehouse has no enter in flaws. Set up to be sliced up to feed to be ones who are ready for the loss. Feeding on the weak side?
